If I didn’t have so many pets and wasn’t broke, I would have checked myself back into treatment by now. I just want to not think or do anything for a while, I’m just so tired. Plus it’s really bad again so I should go back. But alas I have too much responsibility.
found out that silken tofu doesn’t agree with my brain and now i am no longer hungry
🧸 -Perfection- 🧸
wrong food choices can trigger a massive binge, choose your food wisely. don't eat sugary food in the morning or else the whole day you will crave for the bad foods.
CHOOSE IT WISELY AND STAY ON THE LANE .
the fact that i fit into the jeans that were too small for my 13 year old sister made me really happy today
haha ok fried tofu goes hard for only being 100 cals per 4 pieces
i love the feeling of watching my friends stuff their faces with burgers and fries while im living on 3 almonds from 2 days ago :D
i wish i saw my body how my boyfriend sees it
because he says im the "prettiest thing in the world"
but theres always going to be that part of me that never believes him, because i will never be able to see it myself
everyone just ignores the blatant cries for help i put out
sometimes its just nice to think about what my life would be like if i didnt have to eat and food didn't exist
It makes me feel so valid that last year I could only tr1gg3r myself by scrolling through tumblr and look at th1nsp0. Now I don't need that to keep me going. I look at th!!nsp° for fun, in my free time.
I'm becoming a real ana
these used 2 b my favorite jeans b4 i relapsed. 32 inch waist they used to fit me perfectly.
nfjajdhajdj I wanna starve to death (the picture is not mine)
I wanna die.
I learned that I need to do at least 2-3 days of 300-350 res to get to 55 I got to 56 really quickly because I’ve been eating 500+ soooooo good luck to me lol
those pumpkins as a dessert its about 100 ig total:600
:400/500 today i wont eat anything else✌️😗
My cat noticed I was sad and started rubbing my face and licking me Istg these animals are keeping me alive