lily rose depp thinspo
lily rose depp thinspo
44 hours into my fast, and i might just end up fasting until tomorrow night! I've lost 1.9lbs since the fast started, and 5.7lbs since i started restricting (sunday). anyway, here's some legspo!
Stay safe everyone♡︎♡︎
book~eighteen years, madisen kuhn
rosehip tea has calories... wait WHAT
i hasn't planned it
That feeling when someones hw is lower than your cw
Starting the Purple Skinny Diet tomorrow to help me lose some weight before visiting my boyfriend.
I'll be sure to post daily food logs to keep myself accountable.
thinspo. <3 daily intake - 808 cal. not good not bad. ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ
okay here’s a HUGE update. i was gone for a rly long time for a bunch of reasons.
1. i was actually recovered for a period of time. crazy. ik. i was feeling a lot better, but i retriggered myself and i’m back.
2. i relapsed a few weeks ago, tried my best to “fix it” but i gave in.
3. tumblr was very toxic for me during the worst part of my ed, i was eating so little that i couldn’t get up.
yes i relapsed, but now i have knowledge. ik that it’s better to eat more protein to keep my metabolism in check. i will be sharing more updates of what i eat and reaching my ugw. <3
i only had around 60 cals today and i feel fine?? normally i'd feel a lot shittier why no static vision?? i ate a singular rice cake this morning and 2 slices of a peach in the afternoon. it is now night and i only have a small stomach ache?? not complaining ig at least ill for sure lose more weight.
Update: Tw Ed
I went to school today and since it was cold everyone was wearing pants and usually we wear skirts that are just above our knees cause its spring so that doesn't trigger me much. But today everyones pretty skinny thighs were being caressed lightly by their school pants and my thighs were just there being all bulky and shit so that triggered me a lot. And now I am going back into the low restriction hole even though I have tests this week and next week. * Sigh*
wieiad (stayed home sick from skl)
breakfast~ nothing 0 cals. total: 0cals
lunch~ coffee with 50ml oat milk and 2 tsp sweetener-19cals, white bread,toasted,one piece w dairy free spread-115cals, vitamins-4cal total: 138cals
dinner(have to eat)~ pan fried potatoes, white rice, pork chops- around 400cals (overcompensated). total: abt 400cals
snacks~ i tried to make a low cal mug cake thing but like it’s so hard, unsweetened cacao powder is weirdly high in cal😭 but like i’m estimating it was 215 cals ish. iced coffee w sweetener 150ml oat milk- 57 cals total: around 272cals(😐)
day total: approx 750cals
normally i would’ve just bought a protein bar instead of having that mug cake thing but i’m sick today lol also didn’t do a workout so feeling v guilty 😜 but writing this down here makes me not want to eat as much haha
gonna start this tomorrow, but ill try only week 1 because 14 days in a row will be too hard lol. i hope these calories won't be only coffee pls
hii im looking for ed friends cause im too lonely in ed and in life lol... btw im 15 but your age is not important
please dm me if you want an ed buddy
im so inactive lollll
No matter how much I restrict I still feel like I’ve ruined my body. It’s to far gone to save. I have stretch marks on my thighs. I hate it so much, it’s gross. It makes me so angry every time I catch a glimpse. I’m just so upset with myself. I’m such a slob. How am I still dealing with binges? I’m not skinny enough for this shit. And honestly I kinda feel unlovable. Like no one wants a wasted, nasty body. Not even me. And it’s my own. I do believe my weight, size, and appearance decipher my worth.
thank god my periods still here