#thank you Tumblr posts

  • You’re the one and only person I consider my bestfriend, my soulmate, my partner. I won’t ever feel a connection like with you. Everything revolves around our time spent together, I carry you with me every where I go.

    Each day without each other has felt hollow, pretend, exhausting, I can’t laugh genuinely with anyone and when I catch myself drifting away into whatever made up reality I’ve conformed to, got comfortable and stuck with. I know I’m not where I’m supposed to be and it’s the most unrelenting pain I can feel, that mistake, I’ve made multiple times…

    its never been anyone’s fault, I’ve done this all on my own, I like to think I’ve learned a thing or two but my execution has a high failure rate, like I’m making some righteous fucking decision to be a better person in traveling the unknown, even though it’s so aware, everyone knows, fuck, i know. I’m dying. Slower and faster each day. I’m frantic, bipolar, full of absolute bane for existing, My blood begs for me to open up my heart again, all I can do is scream on the inside. I am screaming, constantly. Horrified by my own creations.

    Yet… I cannot control my growing as a person, so fast and confusing, never of a one track mind, I change, always, my ideas, passions, mental health, my theories of the human condition and the universe, they are constantly shifting and it effects my surroundings, the people, those who love and care for me, my way of life, my reputation in their eyes.

    I hope one day everything falls back into place, I really do. I want you to be happy, to be free, to grow and learn to love again. Please don’t be afraid. Things will make sense. It gives me hope and a reason to look forward to a future life, to know you might be there. We can laugh and share like we’ve never met before… but we both know we have, how much we have lived.. In past lives, dozens of times, if not hundreds.

    -ThisIsAboutYou.

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  • Quarantine Tag Game

    I’ve been tagged by @astarkey and @awesomgrlgr8job do this. Thank you so much for tagging me, you two.

    If you’re staying home, who’s there with you? My parents are with me.

    Are you staying at home from school/work? Yes. I’m not an essential worker so I’m qualified to stay home. 

    Are you a homebody? There are a few places in the city that I miss; mostly coffee shops, restaurants, and museums. Although, before the virus, I ordered food to be delivered to the house more often than I went out to eat it, so I would say I’m naturally a homebody—although I’m not going to lie, a few hours ago, I was wishing I was at the goth club getting completely wasted and just being able to shut everything out with music.

    An event that you were looking forward to that got cancelled? I have tickets to see TOOL, but it’s been postponed.

    What movies have you watched recently? I binged Alien, Aliens, and Alien 3 a couple weeks ago, and I just watched Witches of Eastwick.

    What shows are you watching lately? I rewatch Penny Dreadful every three or four months, so I started that a while ago. I’ve also been watching lots of episodes of Buzzfeed Unsolved on YouTube.

    What music are you listening to? Last night, I listened to Ville Valo’s newest music all night long, and let me tell you how healing it is to hear that man’s voice again after all these years; I love him so much. The song Saturnine Saturnalia is really nice. I’ve also been listening to a lot of The Weeknd; mostly After Hours. Chromatics have been on my shuffle as well.  

    What are you reading? I started the audiobook to Stephen King’s The Institute a few months ago, but I stopped about halfway. I need to finish. It’s been a decent read so far but his books are just so long, and I don’t do well with long books. 

    What are you doing for self-care? I draw a lot; I just started a drawing of a dead bird. I also drink a lot of coffee which helps my mood. I’ve made a decision to not be on Instagram right now, and I also have tried to keep my phone powered-off the last couple days. I think the biggest act of self-care I can do right now is cease giving people energy who don’t reciprocate. 

    I tag @finck-you-freeky @maryshelleey @coravaritia @chroniclesofreven and @naduvana-vila

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  • #elveny answers #spreading the love #the mind lies not the heart #THANK YOU#sharkapologists
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  • I do not pray to the gods before I sleep. I thank them for what they’ve done for me. Unknown and known actions they’ve taken to help my day, my life, and myself. I thank the ones who helped me get to work only five minutes late instead of thirty. The ones who helped me calm myself during my panic attack. The ones who told me to pour my heart into singing with them. The ones who made me smile. I thank them because they watch over us. Prayers are heard, apologies accepted, thanks is given. So thank them after a day or praying. Please, thank them..

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    WHAT CAN I SAY EXCEPT-

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  • #GIF#mrw#thank you#thank#ty#merci#thank u#iyo #thank you gif #thank you cat
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  • #Isabela would also scream at fenris and anders of they were argueing and Hawke wasn't around #mod mandy #this ask is hysterical #Thank you#Dragon age #Dragon age 2 #da#Screaming Hawke#Funny
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  • #it's abusive #it's triggering to me #none of their arguments can change that #if someone ships it pls unfollow me #thank you #if you want to get dicked don by the villain #own it #don't use a character that was abused by that villain as a self insert #write your own self inserts or OC stories like everybody else #it's not that hard #and pls accept Kylos wishes and don't call him by his deadname #i'm so tired of all of this #Anonymous
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  • #GIF#mrw#thank you#thank#ty#merci#thank u#iyo #thank you gif #thank you cat
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  • #sebaohla #korean birth flower #asks#thank you
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    april 8, 2020

    thank u for another milestone. this made my heart leap millions. ilu, i hope you all are staying safe and at home <3 wash your hands please!

    ana

    <heartkyu>

    #thank you#ilu #im sobbing by myself right now
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    Thank you very much for helping me achieve my first goal on Ko-fi! I feel happy 🙏🏼😂

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    Maraming salamat po para sa lahat ng tumulong sa aking maabot ang una kong goal sa Ko-fi!

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    Ko-fi [コーヒー] というサイトで、コーヒーの値段を例えて私の作品を応援して寄付ことが誰でも出来ます!https://ko-fi.com/rosedelosvientos

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  • HI MY GIRLFRIENDS MUM SAYS SHE THINK OF ME BASICALLY AS MY GIRLFRIENDS WIFE AHHH

    #the fact shes the oldest #like she doesnt have a married kid already #sort of thing #i always shit on her n her mums like thank GOD im not the only one who sees it #eg. ‘are u genuinely asking or are u being a pain’ #n her mums like #THANK YOU
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    OMFG I love you too 🥺💙💚 @mypassionsarenysins

    #this is so sweet #thank you#submission
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  • #asks #ask me anything #elizabethrzg #youre a treasure #thank you
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  • #eritalks#asks#answers#pikawarrior#thank you#noart #take your time #the most important thing is to have fun! #i'll love anything you make!!
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