Get ready to make orders for liquid and powder K
if you couldn't tell I'm going through it, also i found a meme page to perfectly express my feelings
My therapist: let your thoughts flow freely, like boats passing on a river
I sent this meme to my therapist. I’m waiting for him to respond. I wonder if he has Tumblr.
Everytime without fail too
oh boy... might be time for my eskew re-listen because certain eskew songs are coming on my shuffle and im getting Sad thinking about the volatile love between David and the city
hmm. didnt realize that affected me like that.
Journal Entry 5-6-21
I just realized that I could describe someone both physically and personality wise without knowing any number-based info (height, age, bmi, weight) on them. Like Amy? She has blonde hair, tall, lean, brown eyes, braces, enjoys dark humor, adult swim, and refuses to wear matching socks. Also super funny and loves cats.
However, when asked to describe myself in anyway, the first thing that comes to my mind is numbers. My weight, bmi, calories consumed that day, ect. Sure I could describe my personality without all that, but if I had to give a description of my body to someone else without numbers, I couldn’t do it. Probably b/c I have no idea how I actually look due to years of corrupted body image, trauma, and eating disorders.
So for now I will describe myself as millions of tiny atoms that form the shape of a body common for a person who lives on earth. It’s either that or a deformed slinky with daddy issues.
My camera roll is a cry for help rn 😬
Will: Positive energy takes work. In the last six months, I've excelled. I take all the negative emotions and just bottle them and bury them and they never come out.
Kym, Lauren, Everyone else:
Will: I've basically never been better.
Medication is like swimming west in bad times but therapy helps you understand how to actually survive while being stranded.
"You're always so positive clueless!" Me, who's been hospitalized for depression and anxiety, and has been in and out of therapy for my whole life: *WHEEZE-*