Yes hello I’m need a nap 😓
Yes hello I’m need a nap 😓
Do I do my makeup just because I could? Yes
Does it feel weird cause I’m typically much more butch? Yes
Do I still look cute? Yes
would u let me haunt ur house y/n
Shoutout to Thomas (the eyeball man in a suit) for respecting my pronouns.
You might be a hallucination trying to manipulate me into doing bad things, but you still have more manners than some members of my family, so cheers to that.
Alex Dagatan, an OC of mine. They’re 13 years old and use they/them pronouns :)
I drew this a few months ago but forgot to post it lol ^^
Gosh I did a lot today
Being a genderqueer person with 2 straight male partners is difficult. I feel like I need to apologize for feeling masculine. I don’t, of course, but I still can’t help but feel guilty.
And there’s the fear of being left. Of being too much to sign up for…
They both try to be as understanding as they can. I’m just getting caught up in my head.
goth baby hides their face in quarantine
(im not sick but social distancing is important yeah)
He know that I’m crazy, he call me his Little Monster 👹🤘🏾🖤☠️🍦🎶
My Little Ōkami 🐺🤍
(This has actually been stuck in my drafts for weeks while I over-analyzed it. But at this point, I’m like, what the fuck, right? So I’m just going to post it now.)
Ugh… Why don’t xe/xem pronouns feel right when I’m gendervoid??? They work when I’m intergender, but not agender.
She/her and he/him are very obviously out right now. But for some reason, I can’t stand using they/them for myself. And I don’t know why. It’s the most common gender neutral set. But let’s put it on for size a second.
Yup, feels all wrong. It’s like I’m being strangled into it like an ill-fitting costume that I already look horrible in.
Maybe my subconscious is just completely railing against the norm??? I mean, I am a strange person and don’t like being thought of as normal.
Let’s break the ones that work at other times down a bit.
These three work for their intended genders. Let’s try other pronouns with the name Lilu.
None of these really want to fit right at the moment. I do not understand why.
Could definitely work when I feel a particularly inhuman gender. The name feels off, though. Lilitu, perhaps?
Let’s try it out with the alternate name.
Ok. This one feels nice. At least when my gender feels best described as inhuman.
But that’s not where I am right now. So at the risk of coming across as entirely ridiculous, let’s continue.
Back to trying Lilu.
Also, let’s try a new name variation, for the sake of experimentation.
(Meh, I think I’ll stick with Lilu.)
For some reason, this makes me the least anxious. But I also know it’s used as a slur by transphobes. So my question is why it feels so comfortable right now.
I’m not disassociating with my humanity. Regardless of my nature as an unseelie fae, I’m relatively comfortable living as a human for the time being. Despite everything I’m going through at the moment, and all I’ve been through in the, it’s been fun.
My astral form is absolutely an eldritch humanoid abomination. No doubt about that. Humans irritate me on a regular enough basis. Not denying it at all. But I do not feel that being born into a human body was some kind of cosmic mixup. I am quite aware that many people living as humans are, whether they realize it or not, not in fact human souls.
In any case, this doesn’t make much sense. Maybe it’s just because this is an English language problem, and this just isn’t a thing where my higher self is from.
I would also like to note that transphobes will misgender and insult the community whether they have an excuse’ or not. It’s just them trying to run from the consequences. Some people liking it/its pronouns as justification for calling other trans people ‘it’ when they don’t like is a really flimsy excuse. And still misgendering them.
I do see why many people have problems with calling another person it. It’s been used as a weapon by transphobes. I haven’t experienced such purposeful misgendering myself. But I do get it.
Although I also see the value in yanking it from them so they can’t use it against everyone. If that pronoun can be used by people on themselves, then it can’t dehumanize them in the hands of others. And I respect that.
Also, with that rambling all done, I want my pizza.
Pu$$y Fairy’s OTW 🖤🪐🧚🏽♂️✨
A poor attempt is better than no attempt 🙀
I’m not leaving the house today so why should I put on pants?
so i dyed my hair
here is the before, bleach, and after
Character Concepts(+ Sirius Saturday #5) - The Librarian. A lonely being that ghosts along the halls of ancient lore long forgotten. Is it the moth that is drawn to light, or is it light that is drawn to be the moth?
[01 : 22 PM] Hello, (y/n) !! It’s me, Tanjirou!
[01 : 22 PM] I just wanted to say that you’re really beautiful, and you clearly deserves the best !! Have a nice day!
Read, 4 PM
Voice one month on t
This month’s work fashion - wrinkled shirt, over the ear game headphones, and fun buns so the headphones won’t fall off