#thinking Tumblr posts

  • justs0meth0ughts
    07.05.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    I've been trying so hard to put into words what I'm feeling lately. It's just a mix of so many different feelings that there's no word to describe it. Loneliness, misunderstanding, disconnection from people around me and the world in general, feeling lost.

    It seems like everyone is living their life and I'm just watching mine passing by.

    I've tried to talk about this, but I can't explain it properly and people don't understand. they don't understand the impact it's having on me.

    Writing doesn't even help anymore.

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  • demauryeliotts
    07.05.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    trc url or natalie portman url? or cling onto my boy eliott as a fond memory of a better time? guys help. pls.

    #i keep staring at them and idk what to doooooo #like if i go trc i probs wont become a full time trc blog but i also wont be a full time natalie blog and idkkkkkkk #me? once again thinking too hard about a url change? lmao i could never
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  • patcaps
    07.05.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    just love the fact that pat of all people makes the comment like “yeah this isn’t the army...sir” well okay pat, this isn’t the scouts either SIR but aren’t you still making clubs and activities to keep everyone occupied? don’t you try and urge the others to have the mature approach, to talk about things in a friendly way, to handle tricky situations with calmness and clarity - the same things you’d try to instil in young kids under your care?

    pat, you’re no more of a scout leader now than the captain is a captain but BOTH OF YOU died in uniform and are afraid and reluctant to relinquish your roles and THAT’S why you butt heads so much. you’re both trying to lead in your own ways and you have different ways of doing it that leads to arguments. like jfc when mary says “ooh he sounds like the captain” she’s not wrong!! we’re directly pointed to how similar they really are.

    the good thing is that being so similar works in their favour too, being team players and often wanting the same outcome (peace and respect) even if their approaches and tactics don’t align a lot.

    #just Thinking tonight #bbc ghosts#patcap#g: meta#g: text#g: patcap#ghosts meta #quill to paper #g: pat #g: the captain
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  • persephonesgh0st
    07.05.2021 - 6 minutes ago

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    #cannot figure out what to do with my hair #my roots are showing so much #and it's so faded #it's either just stick w red or do blue #but i'm thinking half and half again #like dark brown/black and blonde #or red w black #or do i just make my hair blonder ?? #decisions #which i am and will always be terrible at #🙃🙂
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  • liminal-zone
    07.05.2021 - 7 minutes ago
    #I’ve been thinking of this all day #billie eilish #this is takeliberties’ fault
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  • ishtarstripdying
    07.05.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    i do wonder if some people think visibility is the height of achievement for a social movement

    #I’ve been thinking about the ‘transgender tipping point’ in 2014 with laverne cox for a while #and how the language around that time was like ‘this is a bold new world!’ #but what happens after visibility? #surely what matters more is what happens WHEN you are visible #what your ideas are what you stand for etc #I’m kind of exhausted by notions of ‘representation’ no #because of this #I’m being cynical but still #trans people in uk still don’t have equal rights and I don’t just mean in healthcare access
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  • rowdeyclown
    07.05.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    gah im so BAD at color pallets 

    #i was thinking hey how abt red n black n gray but then it looked like adora #and then i thought how abt blue and black and then it looked like ash ketchum ughghghg
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  • shanheling
    07.05.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    manlet wen kexing

    #LEAH IVE BEEN THINKING ABT THIS FOR WEEKS NOW U JUST REMINDED MWEKFJWEOIFJOEWIJ #SHL
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  • liminal-zone
    07.05.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    ‘You left us, Susan. I had to do what was best for Narnia.’

    ‘This hellscape you’ve made isn’t Narnia anymore, and you are no longer its king. Get off my throne, Telmarine.’

    #ive been thinking about this all day #narnia #king caspian the tenth #queen susan the gentle
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  • uraharapropoganda
    07.05.2021 - 9 minutes ago
    #people talking to me #uuuhh idk what you could draw instead i am nad at thinking of things 😔 #a third of me
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  • darlingcallum
    07.05.2021 - 11 minutes ago

    does anyone know the fic where ben n callum meet during the pandemic (like callums out for a run and ben for a walk) and they eventually form a relationship through ft and they watch movies together etc

    #callum also talks to his plant #please i remembered this fic around 3am and havent stopped thinking abt it
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  • theresebelivetsberet
    07.05.2021 - 12 minutes ago
    #v__v #one of their best #i mean subjectively thinking #this shit hit so hard last summer and does still #Spotify
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  • spiderweb-bf
    07.05.2021 - 13 minutes ago

    hey uh kinda on a time limit here how should I come out as trans to someone that I used to know as a kid and am in contact with again for the first time since my transition?

    #im thinking something like: 'i know you used to know me as (deadname) but im trans and i go by damien now and use he/him pronouns' #does that work??? feedback is appreciated #idk how she feels about trans people and I'm worried she'll be freaked out #so i really wanna like. be strategic about how i come out to her
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  • bakshis
    07.05.2021 - 13 minutes ago

    REVillage spoilers

    The sketches in Ethan's diary pages.... Ethan draws omg........ 🥺🥺🥺

    #i know theyre probs just there for illustrated remindsr purpose but I'm taking this and running w it #thinking of him quickly sketching is so comforting i bet its like self soothing and grounds him somewhat #also bc the circumstances... photographic memory ethan hc now #txt #re village spoilers
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  • huccimermaidshirts
    07.05.2021 - 14 minutes ago

    Do you know what i miss? CONCERTS! That feeling of pure joy and glee seeing your fave artists on stage and singing to your hearts desire every song and having pure uninterrupted FUN

    #I've been thinking about it all evening #i miss that high and floaty feeling after it's done and you just realised it was one of the best and fun and happy times of your life #because you completely let go of all worries and you had FUN even if it was just for a short 2 hours #I'm watching this greek show on the telly called vinyl and they're doing a countdown of 50 rock songs of the 80's #you can understand how much I'm having and how much i wish i was at a concert crowd rn #also Bruce Springsteen and jon bon jovi could get it then and now
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  • blackoutvengeance
    07.05.2021 - 15 minutes ago

    Been doing a lot of digging into my wounds and breaking open old scars to really try and heal things that are holding me back. Like today it ended up being about my body image issues. Some days I think I am hot shit, but most days I struggle with hating my body. I don't think I ever really sat down to examine why that is. Honestly it could be a number of reasons stemming back to my childhood. I constantly got made fun of for my weight and the way I looked. It's definitely when I started to pay attention more to my looks. Sad you have to do that as a child and end up starving yourself as you get older because you were conditioned to think you were and are fat. I guess that's a huge reason I can't take compliments well or even view myself as attractive or good enough. It's been a long running theme in my life. I just want to end that vicious cycle of hating myself for so many reasons. This just being one of them sadly.

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  • apprehensiveanahita
    07.05.2021 - 17 minutes ago

    So I was thinking and I thought a lot. After a lot of introspection, I've come to realise that being the best or going after a perfect CV, perfect GPA or a perfect career legit makes no sense at all because you don't become attractive or unattractive in people's eyes on the basis of that. People find you attractive because of the kind of person you are, the interests you hold, the life you've lived, the way you see and assume things and the way you work overall. So chasing perfection is utter bullshit which was feeded into my fucking brain by my idiotic parents but it's about time to realise that I have a bigger purpose than comparing myself to people who have it better than me because life literally has so much to offer and I will experience so many things and emotions and meet so many new people who will refine my experiences and love me for who I am. I will fall in love with the guy I met online and who was generous enough to hear me out while I was being exceptionally toxic and self entitled. I love him so much. He is the guy I will be marrying. The day he looks me in the eyes through those hair and those beautiful eyes is the day I'll know love exists. Till then I'll come here and tell the world how I will be moving towards a better version of myself. Overall, it needs to be realised that it will be okay. I will be okay. He will love me as long as I keep trying. Thank you for existing cutesy. I love you loads.

    #romantic academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #deep thinking #thinking of you #i cant stop thinking about it #wishful thinking#random thinking#just thinking#self love#love#love him #love his hair #love his eyes
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  • pessimistic-sloth
    07.05.2021 - 17 minutes ago

    okay i was watching jwcc again, yeah, and in the "i just wanted 24 hours..." scene, when kenji says ben's name, EVERYONE'S EXPRESSION CHANGES, like, darius looks up at him, brook and yaz look at each other and sammy looks away and it's DEFINITELY more of a "shit, this must be hard for kenji" look, than a "we miss ben" look.

    all im saying is. T H E Y K N O W.

    #forgive me i forgot to get the picture #but im thinking about them too much #i cant do this rn y'all gimme season 3 #jwcc#camp cretaceous #jurassic world camp cretaceous #ben pincus#kenji kon #ben x kenji #benji jwcc#kenben #kenji x ben #wildcity#darius bowman#yasmina fadoula #camp cretaceous brooklyn #sammy gutierrez
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  • froqgy
    07.05.2021 - 17 minutes ago

    dont worry abt why i was looking up him

    #i take silly funy comics too seriously when it comes handling the humor :-) i love thinking abt funnies #bc there's a lot to analyze on certain decisions made to make sure the joke lands :-D #do this with my own art and i love doing it with other's hehehe #but thats unrelated #this is just anecdotal
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