I ate like 900 calories today... fucking disgusting. So I exercised.
And exercised some more.
And supposedly I should have burnt like 2500 calories through working out now.
But it STILL feels like I'm gonna get fatter and gain weight.
It still doesn't feel like enough. It feels like I burned 0 calories and ate 8000.
What's funny is that I told myself that I would not exercise today because when I woke up I was limping from muscle soreness.
But yeah. Tomorrow it will probably be even worse.
It's funny because if I asked my younger self, I would have never guessed that it would manifest through exercise?
Like I've always hated the feeling of it, I've always been in terrible shape and on top of that I'm dyspraxic. It makes no sense.