Tuesday 3rd August
Second day back on track and it's amazing how much better I feel, like my entire body os sore from working out and yet mentally my mind is clear, I know this feeling won't last forever it's a temporary high but man it feels good.
My mental health? Lol.
No but seriously, probably always being considered the “weird one” around food. Like the one that’s always on a diet or hearing people say “ oh, she doesn’t eat that, she doesn’t eat this..” ecc. idk stuff that definitely ruins your social life you know.
And pasta. I fucking love that shit but I feel like I’m gonna die if I eat it.
I’ll stop when I’m skinny
My dad told me I have lost a lot of weight today :))
I am obsessed with the what I eat in a day tiktoks and it’s kinda a problem coz now my fyp is just food
so scared i’m going to look fat at school
i lost! finally the plateauing is over.
Holy shit I've lost 5 pounds in like 4 days I'm so fucking happy I just need to keep this up and I'll reach my first goal weight!!!!
i don’t care what I look like I wanna be just bones
Some more of my fav thinspo to keep me going!!!
All it takes is not eating!!!
squeaky clean 🧼
I’m so fucking tired of comparing myself to random girls I see in public. Like I just want to feel okay and not feel like a whale every time I see a much skinnier girl than me.
dadacafe__ on instagram is my idol. she eats a lot of food as well which you would think would inspire me to think ‘ooh i can still have the skinny without the starving’ but no, it doesn’t work like that.
i love that she has a flat stomach and thin legs and face. i’ve only been insecure about my legs recently but i’ve always hated how fat my stomach and face were long before i was anorexic.
I want to start working out, but I can't in this heat, cause I will faint from heat exhaustion!!
not me staying up late to study and snacking 👁👄👁 imsodone ❤️ i have to start tracking calories again i feel awful 🧍♀️-scareu
Why the fuck didn't I lose weight? Was I dehydrated again? How can't I in this fucking heat, even if I drink 7L of water I'll be dehydrated!!! Guess I'll have to start weighing myself every other day until the heat wave is over
I know I should be grateful for vacation and time to relax before returning to school but in all reality I am panicking. I haven't slept much all trip because I've spent my nights trying to count the calories I ate that day and work off as much as I can. I know I'm going to gain weight this trip and it's sucks. I just want to be back in my dorm working on my class work and designs. I don't wanna be thinking about how much I'm gaining. I want to enjoy this trip with my family but I can't because every activity is based around food.
From today ✨ my tummy is pretty upset but the soup at the end of the day helped. Fun fact: ALL CAMBELLS SOUP IS 70 CALORIES NO MATTER WHAT KIND YOU BUY!!! 😍😍