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i fckng love winter. baggy clothes, everyone else is freezing too, drinking tea and coffee all the time is acceptable. it's wonderful.

Meanspo

A lot of y’all eat like a hippo and then wonder why you’re fat

friday, 3 december

i’m on my period so this sucks but i have been dropping weight like crazy and it’s addicting but it’s also so tempting to eat because everyone in my family is making my favourite foods and snacks like

but i will try to weight myself today in the evening i always forget

thursday, 2 december

so i started a fast for 7days since i have been binging lately and wants to get back on track. ably after fasting for 26hrs i have already lost 1.4kg so that’s good

day 2 of being binge free! december is gonna be my month <3

I promised my boyfriend to not download Tumblr ever again. I started eating too much again and got very depressed about it.

My life isn't going very well at the moment and starving myself is my way of coping. I just want to be numb.

I feel bad because of lying to him but he broke a lot of promises too and I don't know how to handle the pain otherwise.

So If you're reading this and found out again:

I'm sorry.

I know that you burn more calories when it's cold

But ....

have you ever recognized how you have less appetite in summer?

My boyfriend heats our apartment like crazy and since then I've hardly had an appetite.

And thats my new favourite way to stop me from binging/ eating.

(+ you're drinking more water automatically)

We kissed

For a while

He kinda indirectly asked if I wanted to have sex, I said no, he said he didn’t wanna rush me

I started to say it might be a while before I’m ready and he said, “a while?!” like he was kinda disappointed or annoyed so I dropped it and said “maybe, we’ll see, but not tonight”

Now I have two options:

1) agonize over the possibility that he’ll lose interest because it’ll take me too long

2) lose a fuck ton of w3¡ght in the next few weeks so I’ll actually be able to show him my body

Because, not for nothing, I want to. I didn’t want to tonight, not just yet, but I do want to. I just can’t show him my body, I can’t let him touch it. It seems terrifying.

Fuck

Shit

This isn’t gonna end well either way, is it?

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guess who’s Ed is so bad he thought he was having heart problems! it’s literally my stomach acid whooping my ass, never thought i’d get this bad at a point when i wasn’t actively trying to

Knowing that the guy I’m talking to thinks madison beer is hot and that I look nothing like her means I have not only new motivation, but I also have new th¡nsp0! 🥳🥳🥳🥳

I’m so fucking miserable 😭

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i opened a new fresh razor head of blades and oh my god they were so good i barely touched my skin with them there was so much bld i haven't had fresh blades in so long i'm so happy

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“…because I only feel pretty when I’m hungry”

- Blythe Baird, “When the Fat Girl Gets Skinny”

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Pretty little perfect girls know their place.

Pretty little perfect girls are prettiest in their pretty little perfect boxes.

Pretty little perfect girls don’t speak up when they are uncomfortable.

Or pretty little perfect girls are told that they are the problem.

Or even better, that the not so pretty and perfect problem is something they simply created in their not so pretty and perfect mind.

What happens when pretty little perfect girls are in not so pretty little perfect situations?

When pretty little perfect girls still feel they have to be polite?

Because pretty little perfect girls have pretty little perfect problems.

And when they are not the pretty pretty little perfect problems we must make them out to be.

Because no one likes a not so pretty little perfect girl.

No one likes to be outed for acting so not very pretty and perfect.

I’m gonna have to eat in front of him

FUCK

please someone help I don’t want him to think there’s something wrong with me

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T0 Th3 B0n3 is my comfort movie and I think that tells you just about everything you could ever need to know about the state of my mental health

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I’m going to see him over thanksgiving.

So now, besides the usual thanksgiving worries, I’m worried that he’ll see me and be disgusted. I’m worried he’ll see me in person and realize I’m not attractive.

Or, what if it’s all fine and then he tries to touch me? Will I be able to let him without losing my mind? What if he wants to kiss me and touch me or do anything other than just sit next to me?

I want to do things with him. I want to kiss him, I want him to touch me, I want to. But I’m so fucking scared of it.

Or what if I can let him but inevitably when he wants to go further, when he wants to take my clothes off, and I can’t let him, will it be too much to deal with? I’ll understand if he does but will he leave? Will he wait? I can’t ask him to wait for someone who doesn’t know when they’ll be ready.

I just wish this was easier

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ahhh ik i just posted but i liked this pic smmm !! i’m far from thinspo but i’m getting thereeee