Secret Empire #9
August 23, 2017
who is blasting cher at 1 pm on a friday afternoon
Violently screams into the void about work at work
Star Wars #5
May 20, 2015
March 22, 2006
Mentally, I have transcended.
You start keeping a notepad journal you’ve affectionately named “Dumpster Fire Chronicles” and you jot down entries (sometimes multiple a day) to keep track of the RIDICULOUSLY MASSIVE amount of bullshit that plauges your department, so you can use it as ammo in HR at a later time 🙂
It has been a very overwhelming, exhausting and difficult day all round. There has been an overload of emotions and complete numbness at the same time. Mountains of paperwork (tbh I have no idea what I was signing by the end of it) numerous physical checks and tests. Difficult goodbyes and awkward hellos. Messy timings. Being forgotten about already. Having to ask for snack when all I wanted to do was hide away and let them forget about me (I ended up having it nearly 1.5hours late due to being with doctor and staff forgetting about me).Tears/sobbing and hyperventilating. Incapability to make even the simplest of decisions. Many tissues. Wanting to leave. Feeling like a complete failure.
And in desperate need of a hug.
But I am alive. I am here.
The day is almost done and god am I ready for it to be over already.
First thought I had when I woke up?
I wonder if Eric is going to St George’s Park this morning. I think I need help.