#thoughts Tumblr posts

  • I asked you over yesterday because I had the worst day. I’d barely slept. I’d spent my whole time cleaning up after other people. I felt small and insignificant. And Tuesday was the only day of the week I could afford take out because it’s 20% off. I was anxious to return to work. I didn’t want to have to cook. I’d already done so much. It’s not worth getting take out for just me and there was no one I’d rather share it with. Something to look forward to at the end of the day so it didn’t suck so much. So it was a little easier to get through.

    I wanted to put my little one to bed and rest my head on your shoulder so you could wipe away the tears and say it would all be okay. I needed you. But you couldn’t take a step out of your world for five minutes to make sure I was okay. Instead I had nothing to look forward to and the anxiety was so bad that I couldn’t even keep my dinner down. I wanted warm arms around me: instead I was sick, alone and cried myself to sleep.

    Please someone offer just a scrap of kindness so I’ve got something happy in my day. You don’t have to love me, just wrap me up and tell me I’m safe. Tell me I’m worth more than this.

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    I have nothing to post, I’m lazy, I have a bunch of things in my ehad that I should be doing bit don’t have the strength, even though I can convince myself I’ll get the chance to do them after the sun has risen on a new day…

    I’ll let myself belive the illusion, because no matter how blinding the light is, my mind is weaker and more vulnerable, having no strength of my own, I can’t carry myself across the ground anymore, no I must be carried by a vessel, one with more power than me.

    I cannot go on, I am incapable, I must be taken to another place, one where they’ll know what to do with me, they’ll fix me, I just have to stay in their hands and let them do the mending.

    They take care of me, they’ll put the pieces back together, I am now what I was, I am nothing, I lost everything.. It’s fine I’m just a puppet… I’m fine…

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    kakamiss mag-amoy opisina 🥺

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  • Sometimes I wonder what kind of chaos the survivors of 2020 will face in 2021

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  • “You’re always on my mind. Even at this very moment.”

    —9/23/2020, 0723

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    Hahaha at least my friends are concerned about whether I’m getting the support I need. More than the man who ‘loves’ me anyway.

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  • Kailangan mong pag-aralan kung gusto mong baguhin ang nakasanayan.

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  • I watched Candace Against the Universe…

    The mug scene made me cry

    Unsung Hero made me feel so bad for my boi Perry…

    “aCCIdeNts HaPpEN” Doof wtf?!?!

    Lawrence… my guy really appeared in the end credits and nearly died in the burning Doofenschmirtz Evil Inc building…

    ISABELLA WAS READY TO KILL A BITCH SHE REALLY THREATENED DOOF LIKE THAT

    I forgot to check which character Thomas Sanders was and was convinced it was the band leader on Feebla-Oot… but it was the talk show host but they both sound so much like him that now I wanna know if they let him into the soundtrack for that one song…

    Anyway, very classic very good Candace was properly the centre of the whole story…

    #Candace against the universe #phineas and ferb #Disney#thoughts#spoilers
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  • I saw a vast carpet of coloured chalk, scribbled without form and shape upon the pavement. Is this what madness looks like?

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  • “family values” keir starmer’s really out here sounding like ronald reagan 💀

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  • hallo du vor dem handy,

    hat dir heute schon jemand einen schönen tag gewünscht? nein?

    dann wünsch ich dir einen wundervollen tag!

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  • modded left 4 dead 2 is one of the greatest experiences i think ive ever had and my friend summoning peter griffin with the big chungus song might be the highlight

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  • i am so scared. my boyfriend has spots on his brain and no one seems to know what they are or why it happened. i can only see him for up to 4 hours a fucking day in the hospital.

    i don’t have a job i can’t drive i have to rely on other people to get me there. i have to have him send me money so i can survive on my own until he gets out. no idea when he’s getting out.

    he hasn’t answered me since last night i’m making myself crazy wondering what is going on. i’m telling myself he finally got some real sleep. i hate this i don’t know what the fuck to do

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  • idk who needs to hear this, but your bf keep calling me on private PLEASE go fuck him

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  • hump day thoughts

    • me and my friends spontaneously decided to drink tonight and im so excited! although i already started and i gotta tell yall, sobrang hina ko na uminom and if i do finish this drink that i mixed up, im gonna get shit faced drunk for sure
    • we made so much goodies today! we made apple pie and cookies and cinnamon rolls and everything’s so good
    • my lola is here after so long and that means im gonna sleep in my room after the longest time too
    • tapos nakakatuwa pa kasi yung concern ng family ko is how my plants will survive in a cold room and i just reassured them na since its only for a night theyre gonna be fine
    • i want to eat one whole cinnamon roll but its soOOO sweet and i feel like being drunk and hyper isnt the best combo right now 
    • im gonna eat a whole cinnamon roll either way
    • random thing i want for christmas: more silly straws please and thank you
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