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  • my-thoughts-and-junk
    18.10.2021 - 1 minute ago

    I'm currently stitching up tom nook's clothes so that his shirt isn't attached to his pants but now his pants keep falling down so I'm gonna make him some suspenders tomorrow but for right now he's in my bed and he's winnie the poohing it

    #random thoughts#animal crossing #dude i love tom nook #he's such a good plush
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  • sucker-for-hnd-hlding
    18.10.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    Nowhere To Hide

    Locked inside

    my desolate mind

    I struggle to find

    a place to hide.

    Drifting around

    my home right now,

    can’t figure out how

    to remain un-found.

    Struggling to find

    a place to hide

    from this terrible ride

    inside my mind.

    I don’t think I’ve found

    the proper way out,

    but I don’t really doubt

    my thoughts have drowned.

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  • thethoughtsinmyhead42
    18.10.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    I want to move out - but I'm scared.

    There. I said it. I'm scared.

    I am 24 years old and I am scared to move out on my own.

    It's not that I couldn't do it. I pretty much lived on my own for 3 years when went to college, but actually trying to find my own place and have my own bills scares the living shit out of me.

    Like literally if someone could find me a decent place to live I don't think my anxiety about it would not be so bad, but I know that will not happen and it is SO hard to find an affordable place where I live (at least in a decent neighborhood).

    I could get a roommate, but honestly I am so hesitant about that because I don't know how I would feel about living with someone I haven't lived with before. Though I guess I have done that before considering I had a roommate at school for a year and a half.

    But anyway, I've been sorta looking for a place, but I am not even sure where I want to move to.

    And let's not even get started on me getting a different job than the one I have. I have a whole ass college degree and I am not even using it yet.

    One day soon. Hopefully.

    #thoughts#journal entry#journal#thinking #what the fuck #thoughts in my head
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  • eddiemakedadjokes
    18.10.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    Hm I’m gonna vent here bcz I fear scaring off people so uh. Yeah.

    #i miss feeling loved. and cared for. in my daily life #i miss it very much. #i miss Todd and Jon and mark. #i miss being able to know that I am around people who will not hurt me #and if they do #they’ll fix it. #i do not feel that unconditional love from our parents. #i feel care from them #especially our mom #but Not love. #not in the way I remember how it should be #not that warmth. not that gentle touch #everything is a word away from a fight with them. #there is never a sorry. #i miss my boyfriends. I miss them so much #i want to be held lovingly again. Is that so bad? #i want someone to tell me “it’s okay. I’ll take care of it. just rest. #so I do It for others. #but i miss so badly being cared for #being thought about. #not as an annoyance. but as an important first thought #but i ask for too much i suppose. #i cannot take without giving #so I guess I will give until there is nothing left of me. #and Maybe that’ll get rid of the emptiness in my soul. #vent #sorry for the deppressing shit i just. need a minute.
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  • simplyxsinned
    18.10.2021 - 3 minutes ago
    #sin’s thoughts [💬]
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  • spilledtee
    18.10.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    Side note that video of op asking to meet Han’s brother and Han getting jealous has me rolling. I love me a man like that

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  • axolot-of-ideas
    18.10.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    no thoughts just bad getting stabbed and going feral going fully into the zombie thats been isolated for years thing he has

    and

    feral series based off cabinet man and having control of a whole building creating a trapped in a psychotic maze feeling as bad tracks them through the shifting halls and series taunts them through the intercoms

    #no thoughts just feral ocs #i may be feeling slightly psychotic #dont worry about this #it happens and i fall in bloodlust type things #its fine
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  • wilhelmfink
    18.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    10/17/21 - 11:28pm

    I got very upset today!

    I think it’s because we haven’t talked in so long, I hate it, and all the information I know about you I get from Will.

    I miss you. And I want to hear about you from you.

    It’s so sad to go from 24/7 for 4 years straight to no contact whatsoever. It’s so depressing, debilitating, devastating. It’s just so unusual and horrible living without you sometimes. Most times.

    I still love you but I’m constantly blood-boilingly furious at you.

    Today I went to piers at Brooklyn Bridge park. Thankfully I didn’t walk down too far, I think my heart would’ve stopped. Do you remember that night? I know you do. It was one of the first weekends you ever visited me here, and I wanted to take you to Van Leeuwens. So we took the F to what I now know is Cobble Hill, we got ice cream, and we walked down to the water. I think we both had to pee, and the ice cream started wreaking havoc on my stomach, but we kept walking. I looked at that view of Manhattan and all I could think about was how excited I was for you to move here, and for us to make it out own. We ran around the playgrounds and through the wooden paths, laughing and screaming like we were little kids. At the top of this grassy little hill, overlooking the city skyline and the lights reflecting on the water, with the Statue of Liberty twinkling in the distance, we collided into each other, breathless from laughing so much, I remember we wrapped out arms around each other, trying to catch our breath, until we did, and pulled apart. We still held each other as we looked into each others eyes, smiling so hard our faces hurt. I had never in my life, felt such overwhelming peace, bliss, and love, than I did in that moment. It was like the whole world stopped around us, and we had tunnel vision. I think I forgot to breathe, but we couldn’t break out of it. It was one of the most magical moments I’ve ever experienced. I thought to myself, “He could propose right now, and I would say yes.” Because the moment was just... that... perfect.

    And then he said, “I feel like I should propose right now.”

    So I know you felt it too.

    We clasped each others’ hands so tightly as we wandered through the rest of the park on our journey to find a train to take us home. My stomach was killing me, so you wrapped me up and held me all night.

    I haven’t been back to that spot since. We never talked about that night too much afterwards, only referenced in smiles and knowing glances, because we never wanted to ruin the magic by talking about it too much. What more was there to say?

    I came close today. Then I had to walk through Downtown Brooklyn to get to my train. I tried to distract myself with listening to some badass, powerful songs, but it didn’t really work. Knowing I was in your neighborhood, near people who know you and not me, and knowing that they see you and know more about you than I do now, almost made my knees buckle underneath me.

    The worst moment of all of this are when I think about our best, most invincible times, and then think about where we are now. It makes me feel like that flat girl from the dangers of marijuana commercial they used to air when we were kids. I feel deflated and like I want to lay down in traffic. All sense and anger goes out the door. Nighttime sucks, because all I want is you.

    #like that time in lx when that guy bought us a bottle of wine because he couldnt tell if we had been together for two days or ten years #that hurts to remember #like so much #ill probably write about that a different day #If I thought any harder about the lsf days right now I would probably d*e? #anyways#goodnight
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  • zombiejittersblog
    18.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    I find it interesting that in the promo clips for the chucky tv series. Tiffany refers to Chucky as her fiance instead of ex husband. It could be because they were never legally married that could be the reason why. But i also think that tiffany never really took the marriage seriously and it was just marriage in their hearts i guess idk. I mean she did take it seriously in the fact that shes been wanting this for a very long time. I guess she lost that sentimental value for it when she got betrayed.

    #just a thought #chucky tv series #tiffany ray#tiffany valentine
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  • lossparadox
    18.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    this probably isn’t gonna be coherent but I’ve been dealing w a gender crisis where I’ve been dealing w a lot of doubt like I feel like I’m “supposed” to transition into a man but not like in a way that like anyone is forcing me it’s like my brain sees trans guys people who thought they were nonbinary but it turns out they were binary trans and so I keep worrying that I’m in denial but at the same time I don’t want to be a man/only a man. i genuinely think im actually multigendered and genderfluid but my brain is making me question myself constantly and it’s really stressful

    #I know I don’t like looking super masculine and I know I don’t want to be read as only a boy so that should be like enough evidence #honestly? in my case this doubt is probably being exacerbated by my OCD because OCD latches onto any uncertainty and doesn’t #want to deal w any grey area #ocd always wants to know for sure and I think it’s making this worse #but obviously ocd isn’t the root cause #let me know if this makes any sense because I feel like I’m going fucking nuts!!!!!!!! #but I also have days where I’m #like wait I feel like a girl #so it’s like. idk #I will delete this later!! but I’d like to know #mutuals thoughts on this
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  • bibblelevi
    18.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago
    #house husband levi #and that’s all she wrote #him in those thick ass gloves #bow wow wow #Levi thoughts#moots: ley
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  • dionysian-chub
    18.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    I just want someone to come cuddle under weighted blankets and watch scary movies with me and maybe feed me snacks 🥺

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  • ohmykazuha
    18.10.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    is it flirting hours again? let me join in-

    #jia's thoughts 🍵 #im seeing a lot of flirting on my dash rn
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  • von-eldritch
    18.10.2021 - 6 minutes ago
    @strikers-saloon​ said: ಠ_ಠ (Now I'm curious)

    Let her be gross

    “Think his favorite position is reverse cowgirl?”

    #the only dirty thought she has is a shitty joke #which considering how she's been with these... #might not be such a bad thing #strikers-saloon #I like the way they all scream | Asks #Queen of the beasts | IC #suggestive
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  • spilledtee
    18.10.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    It’s too h word on here I think I gotta go

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  • miaviraslair
    18.10.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    Something I’ve realized after discovering I am Genderfluid

    (forgive me if the terminology I use in this post is weird I’m still learning!)

     I used to feel weird on days I felt masculine, or as I’ve liked to refer to them “boy days.” I felt like in order to truly be 100% masculine, I had to do stereotypical “boy things” and activities to truly be perceived as a guy which I didn’t hate doing at all, but sometimes I felt closed off from engaging in certain activities that I did on my more feminine days. But then I realized that I don’t have to look strictly like a man or be doing traditional “manly” things to feel valid and comfortable in my current gender. I break gender norms like crazy now and give zero f*cks. I wear makeup, paint my nails, heck I’ll even knit on my masculine days and feel super confident doing so. It feels so much more confident and freeing now and I still feel like myself throughout my genderfluidity.

    (again sorry if the wording in this post is weird I’m still genuinely figuring stuff out!) 

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