I’ve been thinking about this tiktok all day and now I need y’all to see it
im struggling with like, doing anything that makes my life better for me alone, which requires any amount of effort, especially if i dont receive any external validation for it.
like, exercise! the benefits of exercise are given attention, validation, appreciation etc, but the act of exercise isnt. me being able to lift heavy things for others or hold stuff in place for them is praised, but thats a few hours a year, whereas the effort to maintain that is 30minsx3 a week - 52x a year! and yes it benefits me personally with better sleep, better digestion, less medical issues like headaches etc, but none of those are worth it to me bc im not worth the effort!
i have a list of things that Healthy Reasonable People do to keep themselves On The Right Path but im not really worth doing any of them for, because like, what do they give me?
Seras is... Very sick of Integra.
this girl is in the gender fandom but maybe she’s peaking idk
why did someone just call zendaya a white latina
tiktok not turning off the DEH ad comments was a mistake 😭
Hear me out—
Geralt and Jaskier anyone?
me on tiktok: *duets fellow leftist folk with intel about evangelicals secretly funding wh/te supremacists*
kids on tiktok endlessly tagging random people on my duet flooding my notifications until I say stop: sheesh, we just wanna change the world like you, bruh
me: yes, but do so without overwhelming my anxious ass, gdi
putting this here before my phone dies
lowkey miss when tiktok was full of stuff like this instead of trying to be vine 2.0...........