#time moms Tumblr posts

  • pamesjatterson
    05.12.2021 - 5 minutes ago

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    #so. a new ultimatum has been set. if my dad drinks and lies about it one more time my mom is throwing him out the house #and if he doesnt clean up his act my june theyre getting divorced #im heem im whimper but also i want to beat him to a pulp okay #vinny vents
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  • astrallalley
    05.12.2021 - 20 minutes ago

    WELL WE DID FIND THE ORION FILES AND… MAN. HUH

    #ALSO DISCLAIMER NONE OF THIS AT ALL IS LIKE SYMPATHY FISHING IM GOOD!!! I JUST WANNA WRITE DOWN MY THOUGHTS SO THEYRE MORE ORGANIZED #👾.txt #ME SITTIN THERE FOR LIKE 30 MINUTES AS MY MOM READS OUT A MASSIVE INDEPTH SUMMARY OF EVERY BAD THING THAT HAPPENED FROM AGE 0-16: :Big_Eyes: #LIKE IM ALL GOOD TEMP REN N TOBY WERE ALSO WATCHIN TO HELP KEEP ME CALM BUT.. HMM. MAN. a lot of this i straight up didnt know aboutvsndvsnd #i think shattered n brian have a rlly similar role in our system theyre both vibing together.. VERY similar energy #AND I MEAN. I GOT OUTSIDE CONFIRMATION THAT ORION ABSOLUTELY 100% EXISTS (which i mean i kno all the other proof that he does!!! but also #DOUBTS BEEN BAD LATELY YK vsbdvs every time orions beratin me and im like ‘hey are u real’ HE LEGIT LIKE #STOPS WHATEVER HE WAS SAYING AND GOES ‘OBVIOUSLY????’ thank u for the validation king <3 #legit forgot what i was typing BUT YEAH ITS GOOD TO KNOW THAT THERES SOLID CONFIRMATION OUTSIDE MYSEF THAT HE EXISTED BEFORE. C.OVID #which he says he does but STILL #our therapist has been gone since the 19th on vacation and shes gonna b back 19th of this month but im gonna send the docs to her #the disorder: *is supposed to protect from trauma* *instead spawns a guy who hates me* LIKE NO OFFENSE ORION BUT vsdbvsbdbsbfb its rlly rlly #funny how hes always mentally ‘sounded’ the exact same #and i thought he was like. a DEMON as a kid when hes the only ACTUALLY I THINK ANTIS MORE OF A PERSUPROTECTOR #orions not a demon hes just like. a guy #HES JUST LIKE. A DUDE #lilth come home girl i miss u!!!!! ur the only og thats still missing :( #(THAT I KNOW OF) #our interests have literally regressed all the way back to middle school w c.reepypasta in the mix now AND HONESTLY? GOOD FOR US #OK. FORGOT WHAT ELSE I WAS GONNA SAY
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  • mr-sugar-pink
    05.12.2021 - 1 hour ago

    just saw a terf posting screenshots of what i can only assume to be a trans woman’s porn insta and saying “smh tims being creepy” bc one of them had her like. near an obviously fake store shelf and thats a whole different thing bc the funniest part was like. YOURE THE ONE LOOKING AT PORN??? ”i cant believe theyre so perverted” ITS PORN. IT IS PORN.

    #roxy speaks #terfs are dumb as shit #also next time a terf says all trans people are evil bc of One Horrible Person im gonna point them straight to my one friend’s abusive mom
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  • tovezza
    05.12.2021 - 1 hour ago

    I think I am somehow developing psychological issues with giving myself shots

    #It’s like I do keep hitting veins #But also I tend to FaceTime my public health worker mom and she thoight 8:45 was a rocking time and it’s like I don’t do anything at this #Hour #I managed to hit a vein and draw blood in two places without giving myself the shot #Tw blood#tw injections#Delete later
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  • chiritori
    05.12.2021 - 2 hours ago

    i cannot stand my dad moment number 42069

    #he can treat me however he wants idgaf but leave my sister alone. shes 15 #and she gets the worst of it atm too since shes the only one living at home full time. its just not fair she doesnt deserve this #i met him & her for brunch today and he threw his keys at us in front of her friend #it was so upsetting #and apparently he lectured her on the way home about how she takes him for granted. the lack of self awareness is astounding #hes 53 years old and he acts like a fucking toddler around us its pathetic #my mom rarely takes any of it seriously enough to intervene bc theyre divorced & she doesnt have to see it happen #but even when she does intervene he gets fucking infuriated and lashes out at all of us #anytime i think he might be improving he lets us down without fail. im so tired of being terrified of my own father #vent
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  • violaeadde
    05.12.2021 - 3 hours ago

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    #every time i talk to my mom there’s a split second where i’m all excited to ask her to find the cat for me so i can see her #and then i remember :( there’s no more cat #personal #god it’ll be 2 weeks tomorrow
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  • apolohgy
    05.12.2021 - 3 hours ago

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    #i was feeling so awful last night like laying down on the highway and let it happen type of bad #i wanted to knock on my moms door and ask her to come sleep w me and hold me like i did back in may when it was at its worst but i didn’t #i don’t want to scare her more all i’ve done this year is scare her and she thinks i’m doing better and i am but last night something #happened and i got so. sorry to use this word maybe incorrectly but triggered and i was just sobbing and working at the same time #i’m so grateful i work from home bc the amount of times this year i’ve been bent over my keyboard scream-sobbing but still carrying on #working is a large amount let’s say that. i appreciate all the people who message me on here when i post my sue of side all bullshit #and tell me i can talk to them i appreciate it more than i can say and i don’t mean to talk about it so often but i can’t talk to people #irl how much i want to k word myself obviously bc like. next thing you know it’s hi monica here are the grippy socks you ordered ! #i’m doing better i know i have been and my therapist agrees but i got my period and it always puts me into a mental and emotional coma on a #whole other level then that thing happened last night and just sent me completely over the edge. i’m hanging out w my new girl friend #tonight and we’re going to get pizza and i’m really looking forward to it she’s really cool and it feels good to make a new friend #then tomorrow i’m going to [redacted] so that should be good too. i feel so confused and conflicted and sad but i have therapy on tuesday #miss maria i hope you’re ready bc it’s gonna be a teary one. i hope it all works out i hope it’s worth me staying alive i hope i’m here for #a reason and 10 or even please god 1 or 2 years from now i can be like zoo wee mama what a mess! glad i stayed though. hope i can say that #anyway my post is if you’ve ever messaged me or even liked one of my sad posts it means a lot and helps me feel not alone which is the #reason i post them in the first place even if they’re so depressing to write and for others to read #i’m going to clean my bathroom and sweep and mop now. let’s take it second but second today that’s all i can handle #so many typos in here but i hope it still makes sense . i appreciate you all sm
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  • sinistercacophony
    05.12.2021 - 3 hours ago

    the past two years have just been nothing but: [radio static] there has been another family emergency

    #this time the emergency is 'my dad's mom lost her wallet' #okay it's more complicated than that but still #wrow #at least this is a relative I'm under zero pressure to give a shit about
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  • tharacelehar
    05.12.2021 - 3 hours ago

    i have ordered all of my family's christmas presents and i am waiting for So Many Packages

    #i just wish we didn't have a tree that had neon colored lights and i wonder if this is the year my mom will let me trash #all of the neon colored bulbs because NONE OF US LIKE THEM #i want the old fashioned burgundy and forest green and off-white color scheme ;_; #i don't want to say i don't like christmas because i DO like it #and everything i could say about how alienating christmas is religiously has been better said by people who didn't grow up mormon #i only like christmas aesthetically when you go all victorian with it #because that is like. two steps away from goth #and i love the ugly maximalist nothing matches everything is a time capsule of our lives aesthetic #the ONLY reason to like christmas is because It's A Thing My Family Does Together
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  • joeylikemonkey
    05.12.2021 - 3 hours ago

    its kind of funny how much ppl will defend their dads neglect and sometimes outright abuse like "thats how he is, thats how he shows love" bc its the only way they can cope but like when ur mom snaps bc shes expected to look after everyone while they dont afford her any empathy for her situation, she's an inconvenience to you. her being stressed out is a personal affront. of course shes in a bad mood on holidays, everyone gets the day off except her. everyone gets the day off because she keeps working, doing the cooking and cleaning and making sure everyone is cared for. that shit would piss me off too

    #any time my mom snaps i dont care about how it makes me feel because i understand that it took a lot for her to get there #but im the eldest daughter and therefore more human than most people #i have an advanced degree in empathy
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  • spewkyghoul
    05.12.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Time to wrap 80 million presents lmao

    Me to me:

    #me#thanks mom#gift wrapping#Christmas #it’s that time of year
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  • redminibike1
    05.12.2021 - 4 hours ago

    i feel all dried up inside

    #my mom said #that i don't feel compassion for people #and maybe i dont #the truth of the matter is #i feel as if everyone who made up my childhood is dead #and it happened so quickly #i don't #i don't know how to do this #i don't know how im supposed to keep going #and when people express their grief #so easily #i feel like im going to explode #it sounds like an addition to the workload #when she says it #but for me #it feels like #there's things i need to say #but it'll kill me if i do #and there's nobody to listen #im so angry all the time #and i want it to stop #and my mom gets mad at me for that #like spitting mad #because i can't keep hearing about it #i want to lie down #and be quiet #and i want someone to #tell me that they're sorry for me #i want to be told that it'll fade #and that i am kind
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  • hanatakanju
    05.12.2021 - 4 hours ago

    me and my cousin started to have some misunderstandings yesterday and i refused to text her from now on. idk... i mean can u imagine it all started with the word 'K' ? lol

    #like i was in a rush between cooking some late night breakfasts for me_my mom and my elder brother and watching demon slayer s2 #so before that i texted her whether she's okay to watch demon slayer with me thru discord and she said she's quite busy #and yeah i understood that if she's busy then it's fine but then she said she wanted to watch it and i was like 'if anything text me back' #and then she replied 'okay i will but i can't promise you that' so i was mumbling yeah you don't have to i know you're busy lol #before i left i texted her 'if you're too busy then you don't have to that's okay' and she responded 'let's see how it is' #after a few minutes... she texted me saying she can't join me on discord cuz she's busy with folding clothes etc. #and that's when i replied with 'K' with an intention to shorten the word 'ok' like imagine having to explain that lmao #i turned off the wifi_charged my phone_left it on my bed until demon slayer ended. for the entire time i was using other phone to tweet etc #and when i unplugged and turned on the wifi suddenly i received a text from her saying 'are you mad at me?' and i was like ? mad? when lol #i texted a few words and left then i saw her angry tweets... and i was like '?? oh wow... what now? she's indirectly mad at me?' #then i took a screenshot of her angry tweets and sent to her... after i explained my part she texted me back saying she's not mad at me lol #she's explaining her part saying she was just frustrated and tired (as if i didn't repeatedly mention how i understood that completely) #and i didn't even bother to reply anything after that... like i knew she meant them tweets to me if not as a whole lol #before i decided not to reply her i explained the 'K' and said that hopefully there won't be any misunderstanding between us anymore #and that's it... i'm done. i'm tired too ya know... tired from all stuffs and now... 🤦🏻‍♀️ need to take some more breaks #anyways good night :) #it's started with the word 'K' lol this is ridiculously funny 💀
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  • imwritesometimes
    05.12.2021 - 5 hours ago

    FELIX TAUGHT SANTINO CHITTERING HE'S KINDA AWKWARD AT IT I'M 🤣

    #Santino never did it before but Felix is an Expert #and all of a sudden Santino is doing it now #after I've had to leave them home alone for long stretches of time 3 days in a row like #Felix looked at Santino was like come on mom's not home I'll show you! #erin explains it all
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  • midzymoa
    05.12.2021 - 6 hours ago

    ik theyre just trying to be considerate but some ppl can be sooo dense

    #like. i have mdd i am going thru It . travelling to another country isnt going to cure me or heal my symptoms or smth #but my older sister is like come live with me abroad when i go to grad school in a few weeks ??? and my mom is like yeah itll be good for u #like no the hell it wont i am depressed here ill be depressed there AND ill make it my 22 yr old sisters problem just by living with her #also its like??? does no one get that .. no amount of changing sceneries is going to unfuck my genetics the way meds and therapy can/will #it just makes me think. like maybe i am the problem maybe im dramatic maybe im digging my own grave maybe i need to snap out of it #except ive tried and frankly nothing works for more than an hour at a time #idk man i need to get myself to study tdy so that i pass my midterms tomorrow. #worst part is i dont actually give a fuck about passing i just feel horrible becauee my scholarships rnt paying for these classes anymore. #my parents r! and that's also on me so i can't let their hard earned money go to waste just bc im like this rn #ugh i should probs delete this later im just. #zay talks tm
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  • grxffiti-on-your-grave
    05.12.2021 - 7 hours ago

    having an awful morning guys <33 will provide a swap meet haul after i'm done

    #poysonal #vague venting in the tags ig #but uuhhhhh yeah! #my legs are already killing me lmao #and i have to do the dishes before we go out #And my mom is constantly like treating my dislike of the dishes like it's pure laziness and fun fact it is not #also she's eating rn and i can Hear It and it makes me violent every time #last time i brought i up i was told to suck it up #*it up #i have almost ripped the keys off the keyboard several times while typing this #gonna get my earbuds now
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  • mothmonologue
    05.12.2021 - 13 hours ago

    FINALLY i have a hairdresser's appointment for friday. I can't wait.

    #moth monologue #still gotta make a phone call to my mom first but #im so excited #been scrolling through pinterest and clutching my Too Long hair #this time next week it'll be Gone
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  • bluebellhairpin
    05.12.2021 - 13 hours ago

    when you spend two hours on the same drawing only to suddenly get the urge to dump it half-way through the line art because you think it/the concept/the characters looks like trash. 

    #it's happened to me so many times over the past few weeks #the amount of unfinished drafts on my pc is driving me insane #i'm a failure #sorry all might #sorry mom #god i've been falling for a long time #nemos thoughts#artists block#nemo draws
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  • gucci-swami
    05.12.2021 - 15 hours ago

    Nothing disgusts me more than a husband who mocks his wife

    #my brother’s best friend n and his parents…. #I see them almost every week for dinner and ohmygod #at times the father is unbelievably rude to the mother #he joins in when the teenage daughter mocks her mom #so gross #actually n never mocks his mom they’re very close
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  • badcountryofficial
    05.12.2021 - 16 hours ago

    i got triggered today and since then it's been bad energy and i should rlly just sleep it off but here i am

    #i have a lot of thoughts #i'm just. so burnt out and for some rzn i'm super fucking empathetic tonight #like i keep seeing ppl get stupid anons and iget really mad and upset on their behalf even tho idk them #and like. idk i have a lot of unmet needs and i can't really get them met so oh well i just have to accept it but it DOES suck #and then i've been thinking abt my ex all day for god knows why #and my dad got so mad it made me nauseous and that nausea hasn't gon away #and i'm just super nauseous and anxious and upset and i feel like i'm too anxious to sleep :'\ #i have no idea i'm out of it #depersonalizedor smth idk #edit; ALL I WANT is for my mom to hug me and tell me it's gonnabe ok and i don't need to worry #but she'd just get stressed on my behalf and whine abt telling her #even tho i've been her therapist my whole life #so instead i sit here with this anxiety soup cos my friends have the same anxiety as me and i don't wanna upset them #and i feel so FUCKING annoying all the time anyway #whatever idk
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