fic’s i’ll never write
Trigger Warning: abuse, violence
when Sarawat and Tine are kids they are best friends. Tine’s mom works for Sarawat’s parents as a nurse to Sarawat’s sick grandfather. they even live with the family. when they are 12 Sarawat’s grandfather dies and Tine and his mother are kicked out. Tine writes letters to Sarawat so they can keep in touch but Sarawat’s mom hides them from him. at 18 Sarawat runs away from home when his family can’t except that he’s gay. he goes to live with Man, Earn and Type older friends of his who are also con men who help people get revenge. Sarawat starts working for them to make money. Sarawat forgets about Tine.
at the age of 25 Sarawat is tasked with seducing Tine to get information to help them break into Tine’s bosses office. so Sarawat spends a few months getting to know Tine. it goes smoothly until Tine invites Sarawat into his home and Sarawat sees a photo of the two of them together as kids. he realizes this Tine is his Tine. he feels guilty and doesn’t want to fool Tine anymore (he’s fallen in love with Tine) but Man pushes him to complete the job. so he does. Sarawat gets his information, breaks into the office and disappears. leaving Tine heartbroken and without a job (he got fired for his boyfriend being a crook).
two years go by and Sarawat is working a job in Phuket when he sees Tine exiting a restaurant. he looks him up and sees he now lives in Phuket and works for a shady law firm still madly in love with him Sarawat reaches out hoping that he can at least apologize. when they meet Tine is furious. he blames Sarawat for ruining his life. he had a good job and a good career and now he’s stuck working for mobsters because no one else will hire him.
Tine goes on to admit that he discovered that his father is a mobster from Singapore. he got him the job at the law firm. Tine now has to do what his father wants or else. Sarawat apologizes but it does no good. Tine’s hear it made of stone. Sarawat does not give up. he visits Tine often, bringing him food and drinks. slowly Tine realizes that as much as he hates Sarawat he also loves him. they fall back into a relationship, but a temporary one. because Sarawat will leave in a few months to a new job. but the more Sarawat is with Tine the more he wants to stay.
one day Tine comes home from the office looking shaken. he tells Sarawat that his father came to see him. see Tine is his fathers only son. he only had daughters with his wife. Tine’s dad wants Tine to marry one of his half sisters and take over the family business. Tine is of course horrified but he can’t refuse. Sarawat knows his family is incredibly powerful and has mob connections so he calls his dad for help.
Sarawat's dad is so happy to hear from him. he and his wife regret telling Sarawat they don’t love him because he's gay. Sarawat makes a deal with his dad that he will come home and visit his mother on her birthday if his dad will save Tine. so his dad does everything in his power to save Tine. he has to make some bad deals but they are worth it. Tine’s father takes back his offer from Tine but he also takes back his job and his protection. he then sends men to ‘teach’ Tine a lesson in crossing him.
when Sarawat gets to the hospital he barely recognizes Tine. he’s been tortured. he’s missing an eye, has burns and scars all over him, and his balls have been removed so he can never have children. Tine is in the hospital for months. Sarawat is by his side the entire time. Sarawat quits his job with Man and when Tine is strong enough he takes Tine back to Bangkok to live with his parents. Sarawat’s parents except them 100%. Sarawat’s mother even helps nurse Tine.
Time passes and Sarawat finally goes to college. Tine recovers enough to work again and Sarawat’s father hires him at his company. Eventually Tine and Sarawat get their own place. they live a quiet life. every Saturday they eat dinner with Tine’s mom. Tine is spooked easily so Sarawat is always there to hold his hand. Sarawat joins his father at his company and lives the life he was always destined to. except he has Tine by his side.