Pansexuality, Questions I (tried) to Answer ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
A little video I made to try and be in Anthony Padillos video so whoop, I try, decided maybe to try and be small YouTuber for a bit see how it goes. I am a broke art student so please don’t hate me haha.
Sup Y’all.
So the surgery went really went on my broken foot. Yay. I’ve also been sleeping almost the whole time since I got home from the hospital. The pain killers and shit have been making sure I sleep. I switched my nose piercing to a big hoop as pictured above just to get the hang of the hoop piercings. If you have your nose pierced, you know what I mean. With the twisting, inserting, then twisting again while in the piercing hole. Lately, since I started taking the pain meds for the after pain, I have had some truly crazy dreams. Dreams that I am not willing to openly discuss because I have family that reads this. That’s all for now. 🦶🏻
Queen-Kat-Of-Anxiety
Es ist wie mit einem Pflaster.
Ein Pflaster hält für eine Weile, aber irgendwann hat es zu viel Wasser abbekommen & löst sich. Man kann nich so oft versuchen, das Pflaster wieder auf die Wunde zu drücken, irgendwann wird es nicht mehr halten & dann sollte man es abziehen & wegschmeißen. Die Wunde wird auch ohne Pflaster heilen, auch wenn es vielleicht länger dauern wird & auch mehr wehtun wird, aber sie wird heilen. Und wenn irgendwann ein neues Pflaster kommt, dann ist das schön und gut, aber es wird auch ohne gehen.
Ich werde dich nun verlassen. Ich werde jetzt gehen.
If we are really made out of stars then I burnt out long ago. how much longer until my body combusts?
I’m supposed to be smart
and do what they say
I’m supposed to stay silent
work hard every Day
move when they pull my strings
Be shaped like clay
be just another doll live in
a haze of gray
Be good be nice
you have the perfect life
Be sweet just smile
cut your dreams with a knife
Don’t ask questions
remember to be polite
Don’t forget your mask only
peel it of at night
Let them decide everything
don’t dear to fight
You can’t say anything your
opinion in never right
Why don’t you stop screaming
I never learn anyway
Why don’t you stop shouting
you’re chasing me away
They may even call you “weird”, they don’t know you’re just “rare”.
- lostbetweenotherworlds
I’m not depressed, I just believe I’ll be alone for a really long time and that alone makes me sad.
its 2020 and i still draw i stg
(hes a recent OC from a fantasy thing with my friend, @yeuvri please be kind to him)
Yeah so the past few days kind of left me feeling terrible honestly. Like I don’t even know what I’m upset about. That I can’t find a job I guess. But between all of my circumstances I’m not surprised. Just disappointed. I want a job and I want to finish high school soon. And I just feel so alone. I have no one in real life I’m that close with who would *choose me*. Plenty of people like to talk to me and watch stuff with me, but if it came down to me vs. someone else, they’d always go with someone else.
