puzzle (dir. marc turtletaub, 2018)
puzzle (dir. marc turtletaub, 2018)
There were three unspoken rules to the Manhattan Institute of Higher Learning, New York’s premier private K-12 school:
1) Respect that the space under the football bleachers was for sex, and only for sex. 2) Don’t eat the cafeteria meatloaf. 3) Never mention Mr. Bane to Mr. Lightwood or vice versa, unless you wanted the whole class to get extra homework.
I feel like Clary and Jace tease each other a lot when out in public and people who don’t know them think they’re being mean to each other BUT the people who know them know that they’re just flirting
the way i smiled when magnus and alec finally kissed and then when clary referenced them as being “boyfriends” in the epilogue of city of glass when i literally saw them getting married in the tv show... they truly own me don’t they asjsksks
i’m sick of having a period not because it makes me dysphoric or anything but because somehow i always mistake my cramps for needing to take a shit and then get angry when i realize that there will be no relief
Every now and then I get attached to fictional character that I know nothing about and I hate it. -_-
Characters from video games I've never played, books I've never read, shows/movies I've never seen etc, and it's so obnoxious because I'll see a few gifsets of them or something and my brain decides i like them but.. I don't actually know the character enough to know if I truly like or dislike them! How can I fall for them when I know basically nothing about them?! Ridiculous! 😒
Did my makeup for the first time in like 6 months and I look fuckin’ good. Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk.
Every day I wake up and remember. . .
"His eyes were green."
Donghyuk is really handsome!
Donghyuk also goes by Dongdong (real name?).
He leads iKON’s prayer before going to the stage.
He loves fashion a lot and dancing!
He is really good in singing! The falsetto is comforting and at another genre if he wants, its sexy.
He has a Quokka smile!
He lost his dad when he was really young. it was shown in the survival show for nung the group, and in iKONTV where they went to be hypnotized. iKON members know his pain despite always being smiley, happy and loving to everyone.
He doesnt really say bad things to others because he feels guilty and rather just say good and positive things. He is a very caring and loving soul.
He was able to buy a Building in one of the prime and expensive location in Seoul in just 3 years of their career in 2018.
He has a younger sister, Esther. She studied in the US! :)
He also was an exchange student in America and has an American Mom (she is called his American Mom 😅 its because they took care of him).
Donghyuk’s English name is Ezra! From the Bible
He produced Flower, a song released by iKON.
Theres so much more but i will just write and post in another time :)
Best part of being in the TMI / Shadowhunters fandom is the never ending Malec fan content since we continue to be blessed with official content.
wearing my first thong. its pretty cute ngl. got this mesh pouch n shit, very sexy
let’s play am I cramping, do I have an ovarian cyst, or did my appendix rupture🥴
trigger warning, EXTREMELY tmi
WHY WAS I GETTING A BIG HARD ON IN CLASS LIKE MY DICK LITERALLY TOLD THE REST OF MY BODY “aight ima head out” XEHHSHSDJDJ I WASNT EVEN FEELING HORNY BUT?? HE (yes i gave him his own gender, i even named him) JUST??? LIKE WHAT DO YOU WANT???
VERY tempted to make a set of playlists, one for each TSC series but make them heavily influenced by actual music from the years they’re set
Idk if it’s hormones or daddy issues but sometimes I cry bc Aizawa loves his kids sm
we’re really sleeping on jem telling jace he sees a lot of will in him. that he loved like few ever could, with all and everything, and that jace is like that too
if you still hate jace herondale after reading ghosts of the shadow market, there’s something wrong with you sns
my tiddies hurt so much
There’s this girl..
She’s been my best friend for a decade. We’ve gone through so much together. I am the happiest Ive ever been when I’m with her, and the saddest I’ve ever been when I’m not. We’ve always had this mutual understanding that we are each other’s person. We are two people whose souls were created for one another. We have known this since the day we met.
At some point tho, I started feeling a little different. When I first questioned the possibility I assumed it was a phase. I’ve never been romantically attracted to a girl before. And in my mind everyone goes through that experimental stage. So I chalked it up to that and let it go. A little while later I met my boyfriend and blah blah blah, I didn’t really think about it anymore.
Every so often I find myself spiraling down a never ending slope and I question everything about who I am and what decisions I’ve made. And every time I do this I circle back to that day I thought I might see her in a different way. Recently I’ve been in a state where I am again questioning who I am as a person.
Since I was a kid I’ve been fascinated with the idea of being in love. I wanted what the movies portrayed. I wanted to feel the things I read about in novels. But the further into ‘love’ I got the more discouraged I became that it was a real feeling at all. But then I just assumed that maybe love wasn’t what books and movies said it was. Maybe what I had been feeling was just how it was in real life.
Today she asked me if the love I felt for my boyfriend was the kind that hurt, if I loved him so much I’d die for him. And without thought I said no. I’ve never felt that kind of love with him. Yes, I do love who he is as a person. I love how silly he is and the way he makes me feel loved. I then followed up with, the only person I’ve ever loved so much that it hurt, that I’d die for, is you.
And that’s when I knew. All the things I feel towards her are what it’s like to be in love. It’s been there in front of me all this time but I never acknowledged that that’s what it could be. But when I sit here and write I realize it’s always been her.
Who makes me the happiest? Her. Who do run to for everything? Her. Who is my first hello and my last goodbye? Her. Who comes to mind first when I see something in the store? Her. Who do I wish I could come home to? Her. Who do I want to lay next to for the rest of my life? Her. It’s always been her. And to think I thought I’d never feel what real love was. But it was right under my nose. I’ve felt it all these years and I just chalked it up to that’s what real friendship was yada yada yada.
For a moment I felt really light. Like this realization made my shoulders bare less built up baggage. And then just like that I understood what it was like to love someone who didn’t love you back. Yes she loves me, and she tells me all the time. But the love she gives me isn’t the same kind I give her. Her love is unconditional, and loyal, and everlasting and also very platonic. Which is how we both assumed the love I was returning was. But I don’t just love her. I am so blindly in love with her that I couldn’t even tell.
She told me she will always love me. She said nothing had to change between us. And I couldn’t thank her enough for being so cool with the whole awkwardness. I don’t want to feel sad about the situation. I don’t want to make things weird. I’d never expect her to try to change the way she feels, or push her to just give me the chance. But damnit, my heart feels so heavy. My eyes won’t stay dry. I’ve never wanted a person more in my whole life.
So now I have to find a way back to the norm. I have to try my best to keep things normal for her. To not let the feelings I’ve just let surface take over. I want to be with her every second of every day, and not feel like I’m gonna break because I can’t have her. I wish I could love her the way she loves me, because I already know she won’t love me the way I love her.
It’s TMI time.
Guess who bought some cheese with plastic numbers in it (idk what they indicate, maybe a batch?). I didn’t care too mich until I had to cut it out today, and realized it’s a 04.
A 04!!! MY BBHL HEART 🥺💙 Ok, I’ll go.