#torture Tumblr posts

  • magic-badger
    30.11.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    Thinking about Ygraine (idk how u spell her name so im gonna go with this whatevs) and how she told Arthur "Now that I see you I would have given my life willingly."

    Thinking about how she must have felt terrified, betrayed, used, desperate- if not only in her last moments but once she understood she would die.

    Thinking about how she and Uther vowed never to change the other in any way, to love the other as they loved themselves. How she realized, once she found out his treachery, that he had broken that vow. Nimueh was his sorceress, and Ygraine was his queen. Not a friend nor a lover nor an equal partner.

    Thinking about Ygraine receiving disjointed visions of the future- whispers of prophecies of the once and future king. Thinking about Ygraine losing her grip on the mortal plane as her child grows stronger.

    She breaks. She cries. She begs. She doesn't want to die. She receives no answer but whispers about fate from the dark. She rages. Disowns Uther, disowns her crown, her throne. The entire kingdom. If she is to be cast aside by her friend and king then she will spare no more love for them.

    She is confined to her chambers. Physicians and healers (not Nimueh-never Nimueh, she knows there is nothing to be done, and she prays), trail in and out, their efforts ineffective. Her brothers are allowed to visit her after months of beseeching the possessive king. But they cannot reach her, not completely. She is far away now. Sometimes her eyes change color.

    She shouts of death, and dread, and magic. She doesn't know what it means, nor does anyone else. She is so so afraid when death finally comes. Her last thought is that her child would grow up without her, and wasn't that fitting, she thinks even as her heart breaks, this was never supposed to be her choice.

    #this is fucking dark #does it make sense? #idk#ygraine #magic badger fic #i think ygraine deserved to be a little fucked up #she was betrayed and used by everyone closest to her and by the time her brothers #found out it was too late #i feel like Nimueh was blackmailed or somehow further motivated by uther to do what she dod #like maybe magic users and druids were already on thin fucking ice and uther threatened their safety if nimueh didnt obey #she agrees because shes desperate to help her people #backfires so bad #and then ygraine being tortured by future visions and showing her that uther betrayed her which makes her rage at uther #makes uther decide that ygraine couldnt hate him of her own free will and so must be corrupted by magic
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  • loud-whistling-yes
    30.11.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    I know nothing about Squid Game but my brother just taught me that there’s a song in there played by a recorder and now I know exactly what I should do

    #squid game#fweeet#recorder #buckle up lads and lassies its time for me to torture people with my recorder skills once again
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  • tennessoui
    30.11.2021 - 10 minutes ago
    #asks #also im not good at writing dick/jerk/mean obi-wan #i mean pbatmb sure but he's never mean to anakin #or hes awful to anakin in the manipulating thing but he loves him which is why its itneresting and cool #he'd choose anakin over the world #i like a vader with a praise kink tho!!! #almost as much as i like the dom vader cant lie #my preferences vary by the day and if i saw something earlier disparaging one or the other #my preferences vary by my spite levels tbh #but anyway i like the undercover! the seduction! the rebel obi-wan! #im just not the gal for the drugging kidnapping and giving to the rebels for torture or other info grabbing procedures /: #im not huge into vader whump in general #which is strange given the (gestures vaguely to building a boat with no blueprints)
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  • hatekunradiated
    30.11.2021 - 29 minutes ago

    The next kid! Her name is Evelyn, she is the kid of Mixon and Malware, I really like her two front horns, I might use that for a canon character.

    I may or may not change her colors tomorrow, it depends on how not high me thinks.

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  • nausigay
    30.11.2021 - 54 minutes ago

    how to cope with the fact that the only thing that brings me out of eternal torturous suffering and into a normal human range of emotions is something that will never ever happen again

    #i want to be tortured so bad i need it i need it i need it i need it i need it i need it i need it i need it i need it i need it i need it #i need it more than i need to fucking breathe i need it so bad and i can never ever ever ever ever say it out loud #im just stuck in eternal fucking torment until someone figures out whats wrong #and i kinda wish the rest of my system would just let me kill myself about it so i can finally fucking feel something else #this is torture. and not the kind i can't stop begging for
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  • soft-n-sweetie
    30.11.2021 - 1 hour ago

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    #sajkflas;j not me spending my spare time making a google doc of things for this potential dice roll edging/denial challenge #haven't worked out all the details yet but 👀 can't wait to torture myself
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  • basingstokemercury
    30.11.2021 - 1 hour ago

    I started to compose a post about Silmarillion characters who deserved better.

    Then I realised...

    It's basically the whole plot.

    #tolkien#the silmarillion #why must great stories torture me so #doctor who stargate and yeomen i'm looking at you
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  • pespillo
    30.11.2021 - 1 hour ago

    literally if you wanna talk about ppl liking villains make your own fucking post im literally venting out because im sick of scrolling down an art account and finding disgusting shit in it .

    #its always the characters that i like most or find comfort in that get the worse shit put onto them or get disgustingly tortured by fandoms
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  • zuko-just-wants-his-honor
    30.11.2021 - 1 hour ago
    #silmarillion#maeglin#morgoth#melkor#tw torture#tw violence #the violence isn't really graphic there's no blood mentioned but there is broken bones and some other injuries so put that just in case
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  • 5254
    30.11.2021 - 1 hour ago

    TRAs making stupid, misinformed posts about ‘terfs’, getting proved wrong with receipts and then going on crytyping tangents about how we’re evil fascists they don’t want to engage with always cracks me up 😭

    #them: [threatening to beat torture rape and kill us for being feminists lesbians or both] #them when we correct their misinformation or just confront them: im neurodivergent and a minor stop killing us 🥺
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  • jemdeserveslove
    30.11.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I've decided to read Imagine Me

    I don't know the reason and I didn't really like Restore Me and Defy Me that much, hence why I didn't read Imagine Me before and it's, also, why I pretty much gave up on the Shatter Me series, but, now, I'm willing to give it a shot 🤷‍♀️

    I have been influenced by some Believe Me content, what can I say?

    I really like the characters, so, that will probably help idk

    #not to be a hater #but #let's hope it's not as bad as I think it will be lol #this is like #self aware torture #lol#shatter me#imagine me
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  • kami-in-space
    30.11.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I MISS KYLO REN

    #kylo ren#star wars#ben solo #I can't think about him too much because I get SO ANGRY #lucasfilm fucked him over #meh #give me back my emotionally tortured emo space goth
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  • anonymousalchemist
    30.11.2021 - 2 hours ago

    i have a lot of Opinions about writing and once im famous im gonna write the worst writing advice book in existence 

    #im manifesting #i was looking at r/writing #if you want to know what prompted this post #the thing is that first of all everyone forgets what the point of writing is: torturing your friends with scenarios #and saying hey wouldnt it be fucked up if
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  • lesbianmrsdanvers
    30.11.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Not me chasing the creature around the keyboard with my fingers like 🤏 trying to get two god damn feathers... let me GROOM you you fucking idiot

    #before somebody says anything about me torturing my pet or whatever. #i promise he's fine #and if he doesn't want me to do something #he lets me know
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  • missiemoosie
    29.11.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Of course, I plan out a cute little holiday picture for Bair, Vithar, and Hakan only to realize I have to draw the interior of their house.

    On top of that, I have to draw a large gingerbread house.

    I'm torturing myself with all this architecture

    #ramblings of a moose #i just keep reminding myself that this torture is helping me improve as an artist #but dear gods it's going to be hell making it look like a house the three of them live in #their styles are so different
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  • kim-poce
    29.11.2021 - 3 hours ago

    First | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11

    CW: Captive, collar, past torture, conditioned whumpee, kneeling, humiliation.

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    Ash felt Whumper's heavy stare, he flinched when Whumper's hand got to close, a unspoken order, lean on the touch.

    Ash was still angry, angry at Whumper, angry at himself for obeying and breaking, but more than angry he was scared, and the dread had filled him, burying any other emotion deep down.

    Ash leaned on the touch, it was soft and gentle and so cruel, he rubbed in her hand with his eyes closed, pleading internally for to let go, and she did, the hand left his head and grabbed a collar, a new one, the expected word "Ash" written on it.

    He didn't struggle a bit as she took off the old collar, nor as she put the new one, Ash put himself on his feet when she ordered to, and followed her a few steps behind when she left the cell.

    It hurts to walk, even if the lashes under his feet were almost healed.

    They entered a room with a large tv on the wall and nothing more, Whumpers gestured to the middle and Ash knelt obediently, relieved, not grateful, to be allowed to stop standing.

    "I made a movie just for you", Whumper said, her voice was poisonous and cold, Ash almost whimpered just with that, it's just a movie, he thought with himself, it can't hurt.

    And how wrong Ash was, the "movie" started, it showed the cell, it had cameras in the cell, Ash shuddered with the realization.

    The movie started on Ash's first day, his hair was short and he was nearly as slim as he is now, "Get me the hell out of here, you psycho!", Ash flinched, as if he was going to be punished just for watching the bad behavior.

    The movie went on, to the day he spat on Dog's face, the day he first begged, "A-a-ash, m-my name is Ash, s-sorry, please stop, please", it showed the first time he knelt without being told or that he attached his chain on his own.

    The first time he thanked after punishment or the relief on his face when he got something to eat after starving for days.

    The "movie" was so painful, and Ash knew exactly what to say when it ended, "Thank you", he said, blinking away a silent tear that washed away what was left of his pride.

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    @cupcakes-and-pain, @wolfeyedwitch, @badluck990, @temporary-username

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  • am-i-ever-going-to-be-safe
    29.11.2021 - 3 hours ago

    fun fact: triggering a flashback to stop another flashback will not help and will not get the original flashback to leave you alone

    #did#trauma #dissociative identity disorder #flashbacks#ptsd #cool to rb btw #this poor kid I stg #thought #holding lemon candy in his mouth #to try to I guess redirect his memory to another possibly worse experience #was not going to fuck him up #spoiler: it fucked him up #once I was able to cofront with him though I tried my best to help him out and ground him #and it led to him feeling ok for a little while #on that note I've found out that the best thing I can do is distract him #luckily he and I tend to talk and joke around a lot when we're both out and not stressed #so much that there is now a few months old running joke. that I torture him with increasingly worse ideas for dessert pasta #we were recording for a game and caught the initial conversation and I subtitled it like a madwoman #not entirely relevant...but this blog could always use lighthearted stuff imo #I might post some of it one day if he's fine with it and I don't have cold feet #it's a wreck #;w; #eugh ok I'm thinking about the original post content again #worst part is the candy like...melted so it wasn't just a taste reminder but a texture one from what I can tell??? #which led to a lot of gagging because 'I can't swallow this stuff' 'no remember iT'S FOOD' #for a little while I thought we might get sick #why is our mental health like. trash lately. at least mine and his. what's going on
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  • lifezzozzne2
    29.11.2021 - 3 hours ago
    #RT @sheriran95: 📢FreeIran2021 🚨📣Iran regime's torturers became desperate. They beat Azadeh Tabib a
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