Dogs, Trees, Blue skies and sunshine all together is an excellent combination.
Dogs, Trees, Blue skies and sunshine all together is an excellent combination.
u0u becoming Misdrevoir and yeeting the old clothes out!
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April 5, 2020
devoured~ victoria pettella
I almost missed Rook’s bday again but here he is! Rook is a shapeshifter, who most commonly shapeshifts into a crow or raven. So I wanted to show him midtransformation. Also I’m very sad my camera doesn’t pick up the glitter I added.
I understand with all that floats around on social media and on different sources of entertainment can make it hard for women of God to carry themselves with high value for themselves, beyond the need to feel needed, wanted or beautiful in someone else’s eyes but that’s why we should practice fellowship with Jesus more than we do with the things of this world. No one can make you want to see different and love yourself; you have to want it for yourself. And you have to find that place with Him and want to be there more than you want to be anywhere else.
You can’t be ashamed of the new person God made you or you’ll constantly think the old you is still you today and never put off the old way you used to think. You’re not the same guy. You’re not the same girl. He’s made everything new. So we need to think new since He gave us new hearts. We’re not putting new wine in old wineskins. We are putting new wine into new wineskins.
I’m so excited for #TransformationChurch Easter service happening Sunday, April 12th at 11AM CST, Online via YouTube LIVE. Please join me!
Gleipnir - 1
It has been a year and a half since I’ve blogged (I know, it’s been a little too long). Every year or so, something big happens to me personally and/or in the world we are living in.
As of today, Sunday April 5th 2020, I am feeling the changing effects both personally and globally (check out my blog post from September 10, 2017 called Re-Building that has a similar theme - but on a much smaller scale than today)
To summarize: my last blog post in October of 2018 was when I left Austin and moved to Phoenix. It was a few months before I turned 40 and I had never had so many changes come at me so rapidly in my life. As much as I loved Austin (Austin felt like home), I was missing my parents and sister and nieces who were all now settled permanently in Vegas. I wasn’t quite ready to return back to Vegas (Austin changed the person I was when I left Vegas in 2013), so I headed to Phoenix, where my best friend was living. I figured it would be a good mix of some place new and much closer to Vegas.
My entire year in Phoenix was one of the biggest transitions of my life. I had gone from a solid network in Austin and making good money as an apartment locator/rental agent. I started over knowing no one but my best friend, got a job as a leasing manager for an apartment community, and started the education to obtain my Arizona real estate license. The national portion of the exam was not too bad but the state portion of the test was one of the hardest tests I have ever taken in my entire life. I failed not once, not twice but THREE TIMES and then they then decided to change the test AGAIN so that national and state were combined into one test. SO I HAD TO TAKE THE ENTIRE THING OVER AGAIN. I studied my @** off becoming so obsessed with this pursuit that I studied every chance I could, took prep classes and then finally passed! Heartbreakingly, I couldn’t pursue real estate full-time though because of my full-time job so I did what I could shadowing experienced agents and taking classes on my days off.
I’ll try to summarize the next 6 months…I had a falling out with my best friend, one whom I thought would be my forever friend; we were friends for over 16 years. The love of my life from Austin drove out and we tried to live with each other after 4 on and off years but it just didn’t work…He left and I was heart-broken. I fell into a deep depression. I could hardly do anything. I cried all day and could hardly get out of bed. To be honest, I was surprised that I actually held a job but I guess that was the only thing I looked forward to. I had to seek out professionally help and I did, with every painful step. Fast forward to end of summer and I started getting better. With the help of a great therapist, I decided the best decision for me was to move back to Vegas and be close to my family. I needed the support and I wanted to be in their lives.
Once again, I started studying for my real estate license in Nevada (yeah, I know) but luckily Nevada is a reciprocal state and it wasn’t nearly as hard as obtaining as my Arizona license. So I am on my 3rd real estate license (TX, AZ, NV) which is pretty cool! As of Decemember of last year I am with SMG Realty working alongside my dear friend Roosevelt, who has been an amazing friend and mentor. Just as I was gaining some momentum (1 sale and 1 “almost sale”), THIS HAPPENED…THE CORONAVIRUS PANDEMIC.
Never in my 41 years of life have I experienced something like this! Never in my dad’s (almost) 68 years of life has he experienced something like this! It is a scary time to read about people dying and to really kind of be in the dark about such a deadly virus. The world has shutdown and we are now all globally going through this together. It has been challenging adapting to this new normal and during this isolated quarantine period I am once again struggling to fight this depression. However, as scary as this is, there have been some positives coming out of this quarantine. We are entering a new world and what is special is that it’s a collective experience, not just an individual one. We are being brought back down to the basics, having to be resourceful and find simple ways of exercising, eating and connecting with others! (I am also rediscovering my love for reading and writing which were my passions as a kid)
On a personal level the message that has really hit home to me is that there is always going to be some problem, a crisis that is going to hit your life but you will figure it out, you will get through it and you will be stronger than ever. It is inevitable that nothing is perfect but EVERYTHING works out the way it is supposed to. Those thoughts have prepared me now for ANYTHING in life no matter how difficult they may be.
I am here for those that need me just as people have helped me when I needed it. Mostly I pray for those sick to recover, that everyone stay healthy and I thank those on the front lines in the healthcare industry and those in the food industry that are allowing us access to food (and honestly some days that is all I look forward to!)
We will get through is! And we will be better than every. Remember to be gentle with yourself and others. There is only so much we can control.
And if today, all you did was hold yourself together, I am proud of you.
Are Women Really the Prize? (Don’t be fooled fellas)
I’m using this time for transformation and personal development. I will not waste a moment that I have been given. By the time this pandemic is over, I will have accomplished everything possible on my list of goals. Physically, mentally, spiritually, financially– I am leveling up. I will return to the world as a new person.
FAT TO FIT TRANSFORMATION - Fat loss before and after compilation video
Its all so surreal. I finally get to be actually me and be truly comfortable in my skin. But not long after it happens, boom plague. That being said I’m am by the greatest frame of mind an extrovert. This quarentine thing is killing me. I was in a really dark place a few days ago. I’m better now by far. But this whole ordeal is a mess on my head.
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