#trauma Tumblr posts

  • ccorpsidious
    18.09.2021 - 14 minutes ago

    𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮!  cw: blood, trauma, abuse

    ˢᵒ ⁿᵒ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵗᵒˡᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ˡⁱᶠᵉ ʷᵃˢ ᵍᵒⁿⁿᵃ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰⁱˢ ʷᵃʸ?  ᵗʰᵉ ᵃⁿᵍᵘⁱˢʰ ᵈᵉᵉᵖ ʳᵉᵈ, ᵗʰᵉ ʲᵒʸ ˡⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵇˡᵘᵉ.   ʸᵒᵘʳ ˡⁱᶠᵉ'ˢ ᵃ ʲᵒᵏᵉ, ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᵇʳᵒᵏᵉ, ᵐᵃʸᵇᵉ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʰᵘˢᵇᵃⁿᵈ'ˢ ˡⁱᶠᵉ ⁱⁿˢᵘʳᵃⁿᶜᵉ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᵘᵖ ᶠᵒʳ ⁱᵗ.  ⁱᵗ'ˢ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ˢᵗᵘᶜᵏ ⁱⁿ ˢᵉᶜᵒⁿᵈ ᵍᵉᵃʳ,  ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵗʳⁱⁿᵍˢ ᵃʳᵉ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗᵘⁿᵉ, ʸᵒᵘʳ ʰᵃⁿᵈ ˢᶜᵃʳʳᵉᵈ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗᵘⁿⁱⁿᵍ ᵃ ᵇʳᵒᵏᵉⁿ ᵍᵘⁱᵗᵃʳ.  ʷʰᵉⁿ ⁱᵗ ʰᵃˢⁿ'ᵗ ᵇᵉᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵈᵃʸ,  ʸᵒᵘ ʳᵉᵐᵉᵐᵇᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉ ˢⁱⁿˢ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖᵃˢᵗ.  ʸᵒᵘʳ ʷᵉᵉᵏ, ᵒʳ ᵐᵒⁿᵗʰ,  ᵗʰᵉ ᵏⁱᵗᶜʰᵉⁿ ᵏⁿⁱᶠᵉ ʷᵃˢ ᵗᵒᵒ ˢʰᵃʳᵖ, ʸᵒᵘ ᵗᵉˡˡ ʸᵒᵘʳˢᵉˡᶠ ⁱᵗ ʷᵃˢ ᵃⁿ ᵃᶜᶜⁱᵈᵉⁿᵗ.  ᵒʳ ᵉᵛᵉⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʸᵉᵃʳ,  ᵗʰᵉ ᵇˡᵒᵒᵈ ʷᵒⁿ'ᵗ ˢᵗᵒᵖ, ᵇᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᵗʰᵉ ᵍᵘⁱˡᵗ.  ⁱ'ˡˡ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘ!  ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵉʳᵉ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ᵐᵉ. ᴮᵘᵗ ᴵ ʷᵃˢ.  ᴼʰ ᵇʸ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵃʸ, ᵗʰᵉ ⁱⁿˢᵘʳᵃⁿᶜᵉ ᵐᵃᵈᵉ ᵘᵖ ᶠᵒʳ ⁱᵗ.

    read under the line for the meaning/analysis of the poem :) 

    i DEFINITELY did not expect the poem to get this dark. the idea started off with me thinking how the opening lines to the friends theme song could potentially have dark undertones to it, if you think about it. 

    I don’t know how i was able to build up a story about a woman killing her abusive husband, taking the insurance money,  but still feeling guilty about it in small ways.  There are obviously some lines referring to the gaslighting as well as the contradictory feelings one can experience in an abusive relationship. There are times you can’t live without them, when they bring you joy, but there are times when you remember why you hated them in the first place.  The second line describes this contrast, whereas the sixth line is about how the victim feels this need to “fix” their abusers, as if their presence will change them.  It takes you a while to realise that there is nothing to be fixed, and even if there was, it is NOT your job to fix them. You can’t tune a broken guitar, because not only will it not change the guitar, it could also hurt you and give you scars. You don’t need to hurt yourself for someone who doesn’t want to be fixed.  The second last line breaks the structure of the poem, breaking the fourth wall in some way as the victim directly addresses the reader.  I’ll be there for you?? You were NEVER there for me. But I was there for me. I have always been. So now, I am leaving you, and for once in my life I am going to start taking care of ME. Not you.  Even though a part of her is living with the guilt of knowing what she did, how she snapped...she knows that she felt there was no other way to end the nightmare. 

    #MINE#POETRY#CW#TW#ABUSE#BLOOD#TRAUMA #// weird analysis of the poem below the cut in case you're interested //
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  • ishepretty
    18.09.2021 - 16 minutes ago
    #i honestly think he could be one of the best ever because i see in him something i've never seen #but it's too early to tell. i have the trauma of both my childhood faves winning less than what they deserved due to shitty cars #so maybe let's wait a few years
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  • buff-muffin
    18.09.2021 - 22 minutes ago

    POV: you finally figured out how to draw decent hoods and now you are too powerful.

    Every error kid goes though a punk phase and I stand by that.

    Gradient belongs to @askcomboclub

    #undertale#undertale au#gradient#gradient sans#au#alternate universe#multiverse#errink kid#ship#ship kid #errink ship kid #combo#art#doodle#sketches #I have just been experimenting #I won’t be finishing any of these but they are fun to make #gradient was a bitchy teen at like 17 #it’s the trauma and angst I bet #*my chemical romance blasts in the background* #am I self projecting my own teenage angst? I honestly don’t know #hoods are fun #:) #welcome to the shit show
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  • randomreasonstolive
    18.09.2021 - 28 minutes ago

    Reason to Live #6200

      To see me successful in therapy. – Guest Submission

    (Please don't add negative comments to these posts.)

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  • desolatediver
    18.09.2021 - 48 minutes ago
    #my art#dream smp #dream smp fanart #dsmp#dsmp fanart#dsmp quackity#quackity fanart #tw face trauma #tw blood #repost / test
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  • lepuslunare
    18.09.2021 - 59 minutes ago

    WHAT ELEMENT WRITER ARE YOU?

    Fire Writer

    You burn. In the night, under the hot sun, you burn. You shine in the darkest nights, bringing to your readers an immortal fire. No one is able to portray feelings better than you. Emotions burn your characters, making them matches in dark rooms, lighting up everything, and burning from their own hands. Your best is shown in short stories, where the flames of your character’s souls can burn brighter than ever, and become ashes. Your stories hold the most passionate love, soft sighs whispered against a lover’s skin, and the neon lights of a night club. Pain is your second name, and you don’t mind it. Wars, betrayal, yearning, a/b/o and enemy to lovers are your favorite tropes. But when you decide to comfort, the fierce fire that burns in your soul becomes the warm hug of a blanket in a cold day. Established relationships, per-relationship fluff and medical fics are great at showing this softer side of you. Keep burning, and show everyone how hard a fire can burn, even in the coldest of the nights.

    tagged by: @onexcrispyxboi tagging: @multitudcxfmuscs @keshimasu @godofvillains @dcay @knightinsourarmor

    #well it's the trauma #emotions is all I can write bc I'm fucking traumatized and pain is all I feel #dash meme#mun
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  • brokenbpdbitch
    18.09.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Saying I'm "I'm fine" is so much easier. Don't ask me how I am.

    #bpd feels#self harrrm #borderline personality disorder #heartbreak#mental health#cutters #living with bpd #may be triggering #mental instability#trauma #im not ok lol
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  • haveningblog
    18.09.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Congratulations  to Christina Skoulos on becoming a Certified Havening Techniques®️ Practitioner. Christina is a Registered Psychotherapist (Qualifying) with the College of Registered Psychotherapists of Ontario. She is also a Board Certified Hypnotherapist and Hypnotherapy Trainer (ABH), an NLP Master Coach and Practitioner (ABNLP), a Time Line Therapy Master Practitioner (TLTA), and a Registered Kinesiologist with the College of Kinesiologists of Ontario with over 20 years of experience in the health, fitness, and wellness industry. Empowering individuals to overcome obstacles and harmonize their lives, she believes that everything is connected on many different levels. With that attitude, Christina attempts to integrate the many tools, learnings, gifts and sources of wisdom that she has collected over the years into her psychotherapy practice. Her trauma-informed, humanistic approach ultimately strives in helping to support and heal the entire individual in a natural, holistic and integrative way, using tools, techniques, and therapies such as: mindfulness, psychosensory, cognitive behavioural, energy psychology, somatic work, spirituality, hypnotherapy, experiential, emotionally focused, expressive arts, movement, meditation and more. As the use of Havening Techniques has shown tremendous transformation in her clients, and because it is a natural, easy to use, safe and rapid technique which can treat and help a variety of client issues, Christina is thrilled to have added Certification in Havening Techniques to her toolbox as another non-invasive healing modality to help support her clients in achieving their goals. Therapy is a process of growth and self-discovery, and in her sessions Christina promotes behavioral transformation, holistic healing and reconnection to oneself by encouraging awareness, a positive outlook and the adoption of new attitudes, feelings and reactions. She has many… #havening #haveningpractitioner #haveningtechniques®️ #haveningtechniques #haveningtechnique #traumarecovery #trauma #PTSD #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness https://havening.org/directory/grid/view/details/14/1072-Christina%20-Skoulos https://www.instagram.com/p/CT9XVA7FjIx/?utm_medium=tumblr

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  • neutrinosystem
    18.09.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Hey friendly reminder that just because someone wishes to live a normal suburban life instead of traveling the world or having as many new experiences as possible while they are still young, they are not wasting their life. If one just wants to get married and start a family and that's literally their only dream, it doesn't mean that they need to uplevel their aspirations or anything. If cottagecore is more than just an aesthetic and all you desire in this world is to find yourself one or more people to share that kind of domestic life with, nobody should feel entitled to judge you.

    It's ok to hope you just achieve these things in the same way some people crave for a satisfying carreer or for always new experiences, and if anyone tries to shame you for this in the name of modernity or emancipation or anything else, they simply don't know what they are talking about. Because traditional doesn't mean anything bad unless it makes you feel bad, unless it isn't what you actually want. Because some people have spent their entire childhood and adolescence stuck in abusive households and have seen their needs neglected for their whole life, and it follows that as adults the only thing they might want is to create a place to call home and to feel safe in, with someone they know they can trust and love without fear. To disregard this is to dismiss the feelings and experiences of countless traumatized people out there who already get shamed for "setting the bar too low" every day of their life, and it's not cool or helpful in the slightest.

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  • blasfumi
    18.09.2021 - 1 hour ago

    The things to pray for:

    1. Childe to stay alive

    2. Childe to be characterized well by the writers

    3. NONE of the four stars I want to be on a banner with Childe (Thoma and Gorou I swear if you appear in the banner of the only man I have C6ed —)

    4. New bow? Yes? So that my Childe can have 5 bows to choose from like the spoiled brat I want him to be?

    5. Mihoyo please I know the Abyss plot line is important but I REALLY don’t want the only character I genuinely love to be pushed into it for the sake of story development

    6. Signers fucking stay dead if you somehow get revived I will kill you myself

    #mihoyo: so we have Kaeya and albedo as two characters that we have regularly bonded with whose betrayal or hostage situation can drive story #mihoyo: and meanwhile Childe has had two banners already and frankly hasn’t appeared in the story at all for over half a year #and his lore with the abyss is heavily implied to all just be part of the past and he seems to have goals beyond that #out of the thre of them he is the least tied down to the traumas of khanreah and the most motivated to live his life for the future #mihoyo: which means he gets the MOST death flags of any character BRILLIANT
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  • iblamemyselfzz
    18.09.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Sometimes I forget that a girl tried to kill herself and blamed me because I didn't want to go out with her

    Then a mutual friend sent me her sh pics

    I was like 13

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  • shiniestcrow
    18.09.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Well

    The way g*nderc*ntender answered in that last reblog appears to be legitimately triggering to me

    Fun

    #ha#I'm crying #that's not what I expected #was about to trauma dump but thankfully realised what I was doing in time #so just get this slimmed down trauma dump #sorry about that #it's btw not at all the content of their response #just the way
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  • bouquetsystem
    18.09.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I think I forgive my parents.

    Not as in, what they did was okay. What they've done to me is horrible.

    But I know they're better than their parents. They're as good as they can be with their pasts and the stigmas stopping them from learning and changing.

    They did the best they can and they passed on as little generational trauma as possible.

    There are times when I remember this, it doesn't make me love them, but it's what stops me from hating them.

    They're broken and hurting too. It doesn't make it okay, but it makes it understandable.

    I forgive them, but I don't.

    And that's a stupid contradiction I have to live with. On the hard days I forget. But on the good days, I can remember it.

    More importantly, I can forgive Rae and Penny for still loving them. It brings me some sort of peace.

    -Jade

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  • allosaurid
    18.09.2021 - 2 hours ago
    @bloominghands​ asked: Appears behind the man in a swirl of petals, ghosting her touch languidly along his shoulders and back. “My Captains. . . . /disgusting/ curiosity aside— I’d certainly be interested in learning all about your anatomy ❤️🌸” [ unprompted ]

    She managed to catch him off-guard, startling him, though not to the point of any regrettable instinctive reaction from his side. If there was one thing Drake could not stand - and there were quite a few of these, let’s face it - being ambushed like this, out of nowhere, would be, most likely, on top of the list.

    Of course, he was aware the woman had not harboured any ill intention towards him; for the time being anyway. Indeed, for now... the Strawhat pirates were his allies. This, of course, did not mean he would be any more willing to let his guard down around them. 

    And with her statement being paired with the sudden approach... well. It really seemed as though this particular group of people held an affinity for pushing their luck with him in their presence. Almost like it was a contest... who would be the one to break him first?

    He had to admit, Nico Robin’s approach had been... one of the most unsettling, up until now.

    Drake might be able to control his temper, as to not react in a violent manner upon the touch ghosting on his back - but he could not keep the pale blush adorning his features now under control quite to his satisfaction.

    She was... close. Too close. And yet, he could not find it in himself to do anything about her presence; perhaps it would be an admission of weakness, should he immediately seek to bring some distance between the two of them. He wasn’t quite certain what prompted his actions.

    Next thing he knew, however, he was standing there, facing the other, a firm grasp of his gloved hand on her wrist - he did not mean to hurt her, of course. Once more, there was no reason to do so. But still... it served to keep her at a distance. 

    Some lessons had to be learned the hard way, after all.

    A flash of memory - a familiar face, and then- No. No, not like that. Drake might have been a harsh man, yes, cold and distant, but he wasn’t cruel. He wasn’t angry and authoritative, not like-

    The grasp on Robin’s wrist weakened somewhat, the touch almost gentle, careful now, as the man realised his mistake. A gaze filled with regret upon his action. A silent apology.

    And yet, he remained firm in his demand.

    “I will have to disappoint you, then.“ he spoke, strictness in his voice, though his tone remained calm and soft as always; soothing, almost, if not for the situation at hand.

    “I’d prefer you keep your distance.“ It was a warning, yes, one he seemed quite serious about, even though it seemed weak now, not nearly as hostile as it usually might.

    “You, your captain... the whole bunch of you, really.“ he offered, finally letting go of Robin’s hand. “I’d appreciate that. Genuinely.“

    At the very least... he was able to be somewhat polite about it.

    #bloominghands #captain speaking (ic.) #you have been connected (ic replies.) #tfw you try to be flirty and annoy the dino and you accidentally unlock hidden trauma(tm)
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  • suncaptor
    18.09.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I am definitely an anti human Cas truther if it stems from "he gives his grace up voluntarily because he wants to live a human life and/or there are human experiences he cannot have as an angel"

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  • lethargic-comedian
    18.09.2021 - 2 hours ago

    oh boy oh boy am i so excited to waste the weekend away because i get no joy from doing absolutely anything!

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  • ritzy-bird
    18.09.2021 - 3 hours ago

    I fell down a new hole that I will never emotionally recover from

    #not a trauma dump #I just found a new show to obsess over for the next 10 years of my life
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