Hurt me hurt me hurt me please I’m begging you I’m begging you I need the despair!!! I NEED IT I NEED IT PLEASE GIVE ME DESPAIR MAKE ME CRY MAKE ME CLING ONTO YOU PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HURT ME CALL ME DISGUSTING CALL ME NAMES SAY IM WORTH NOTHING I NEED IT PLEASE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WHY WONT YOU HURT ME!!!
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A lot of my life i’ve felt like i need to tiptoe around certain situations to avoid being screamed at.
1lol does anyone else go on late night walks bc the tons of sedatives you take before bed that could prob tranquilize an elephant, can hardly tranquilize you?
25:30 a.m.
I’m hungry and didn’t sleep, had an anxiety attack at night and kept on dissociating. I’m just tired of everything. The thought of sleep makes me anxious and the thought of eating makes me wanna vomit.
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what if you promised that you loved me and that you would protect me and then hurt me so badly, leaving me not only with trauma and several mental illnesses but also with a hovering sense that I don’t belong anywhere because I’m not useful and even if I did belong somewhere it would be with you? Haha just kidding!… unless?
4im so scared im all broken up into tiny pieces that are just trying to find something to hold onto so i can forget about what happened for just a second
1i wish she wouldn’t walk in on me naked and instead of, oh, idk, apologizing and leaving like a normal person, proceed to compliment my body in a sort of sexual way.
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