so. it's pride month. my mom's abusive, my dad's complacent. I don't like to get into the intimate details of my life on here, because it isn't relevant to my blog, but there isn't a time where my mom hasn't been an alcoholic or an abuser. after hurricane michael 2 and a half years ago after we lost our house (we were at the epicenter) she snapped. she screams at my dad, at me, my brother, regularly paranoid that someone or something is after her and us. it had been slowly burning since I was younger, she has a thyroid condition, hashimotos hypothyroidism, that would cause her to act irrationally and scream a lot. the hurricane exacerbated this and now she has delusions that my dad's side of the family held her at gunpoint, so we barley have a relationship with them, and can't talk about them in front of her. the house is a fucking mess and I and my boyfriend are the only people who regularly clean it. he jsut escaped an abusive environment and now we are trying to get out of ours. I have hundreds of stories of how my mom has hurt, berated, damaged, etc, my family. my father can not be a father because he is busy trying to parent her. she abuses my dad, and the one time I stepped in to defend him, she accused me of turning against her and left the house drunk, trying to drive away, screaming at my dad down our residential street, basically a cul de sac of trailers, in front of me and my 16 year old brother, hours before I was supposed to get in a plane to visit my boyfriend. recently, she screamed at me and chased me down the hallway, and my dad's defense for this was "well in her mind it feels like you're abusing Her." we need money, for basic things, my father is the only one with a job, I can't get a job until I get my ged which I can't do since most of my time is taken up by cleaning, and my boyfriend plans to get a job after getting an id, but till then we need help. when we leave we plan to take my little brother, since he'll ideally be old enough, and he means the world to me. if you could reblog this, that would mean the world to me and my boyfriend, and I'd appreciate any donations so greatly. thank you so much.