Next #tuesday I’ll be going in at Purple Bee Studio on a #livestream with @djberlin & a few special guests!!! Shoutout to my @purplebeecrew family!!! Stay posted for more info!!! #live #livemusic #streaming #stream #liveperformance #interview #albumrelease #album #newmusic (at Purple Bee Studios)
Tips from a Teen on a Tuesday…
TAKE A STAND! BE YOUR OWN BRAND!
Be you. Don’t know who you are? Well, you are in good company because neither do most of your friends. 😂 But a good first step in finding out who you are is to NOT be what others are as a default. YOU ARE AN ORIGINAL. YOU ARE A MASTERPIECE. ACT LIKE IT! Originality is found in authenticity. Don’t EVER try to bend your values or your personality to match someone else’s or to fit in. There is little value in being a copy, but an original is priceless. YOU ARE PRICELESS. Don’t devalue yourself by being a copy. YOU ARE WORTHY! YOU ARE ENOUGH!
Thank you Vanlinker for the glasses!! Love them.
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feb 18, 2020 (49/366)
-got my bloody month subscription today
-my second time having to take care of kaisa alone this week
-she’s so cute when she’s not biting and jumping on you hehe
-my boyfriend slept in today & i woke him up like he asked when he went back to sleep
-i went to sams club to buy pads & tampons which i honestly should’ve done a long time ago bc i save so much more
-then i went to freshboba to get us all tapioca as per cjs request
-studied and took notes today and took a quiz
-also watched an episode of manifest which was thrilling and had me holding my breath the entire time lol
#Younghearts #NotAlone #BeYOU #Tuesday #TuesdayMotivation ❤️
#Younghearts #NotAlone #BeYOU #Tuesday #TuesdayMotivation ❤️
Someday I’ll Find My Way Home
My Mom lost one of her boys over the weekend. Ben was personally my favorite of the goats. Sadly, he had an infection in his urethra that kept coming back. Even after undergoing a procedure at the Vet, he wasn’t able to recover fully, so my Mom, to take away his pain, had him put down on Sunday. Having to say goodbye to Ben was a tough decision, but unfortunately, it became a necessary one.
Below is a picture I took of Ben when I was visiting home back in December.
The photo really captured his personality: Always jovial, and constantly trying sneak a nibble of someone’s pants. That being said, the barn won’t be the same without him.
I love you, Ben.
Rest In Peace. 💛🐐
Today was not ideal. Not ideal as the first day after my birthday. Not ideal at all.
It sucks but I’m more upset that it started as such a nice day.
I fell asleep really early last night. Not long after all our friends got here. They sing happy birthday to me and we had cake and then i fell asleep.
And i slept hard. And when i woke up i felt pretty good actually.
James made me a sandwich. I got up and got dressed. Felt cute. I got back in bed to chill. Though i had slept good i was still kind of tired. James came and laid with me.
But then my dad called. And i was like. Should i answer. And i did and everything was fine. But that allowed me i see i had a text from Tiffany. That we were being removed from our space in the art closet. And i panicked. Just absolutely melted down.
I wanted to quit in that moment. More then i ever have before. I was feeling very overwhelmed by a lot in that moment. Taxes and letters and family stuff and work. Change and change and stress and stress. And i completely had a panic attack. I was sobbing. I know i was being unreasonable and that made it worse. Because i couldn’t stop. I texted Tiffany and Marcus and told them how upset i was about this and that i was having a breakdown over it. I was really embarrassed and felt horrible about it. But i couldn’t go to work. I was to much of a disaster.
I ended up hitting my hand on the wall and i have a pretty bad bruise now. But James was there and helped. And Tiffany told me she got someone to cover for me. That it would all be okay. To just take care of myself.
But I felt like a failure. I couldn’t hold it together. I felt stupid for letting others see how bad things felt. James was there to support me but i felt so low.
We laid there while i calmed down. But i wanted to get up and accomplish something.
So we cleaned a bit. But even that made me winded. I was just to much of a mess.
I fell asleep. A nap with weird dreams. And i still felt bad when i got up but not as despondent. James wasn’t here. He ran to an appointment downtown. But he was back soon enough.
Eventually we walked over to the store just to get out of the house. But i was very tired.
So when we got home i sat on the couch with a snack while James worked on getting ready for work.
And soon he was off. And i spent more time cleaning. Fed the fish. Poked around the house. Tried to not feel so bad.
I had dinner with James’s family to look forward too though. So soon i was getting ready for that. I cut my bangs. I painted my nails. And then James was here.
At 730 we walked over to the restaurant and it was a nice time. I love his parents and his aunt Jan was in town and she’s my favorite so it was nice to have a meal with them. Our waiter was a bit frazzled but the food was good. And it was nice to be out of bed for a while.
We all came back to the apartment so aunt Jan could see the place. Got to show off a little. But they didn’t stay long. Tucker gave us soap? He’s an odd duck. But we all gave hugs they headed out.
I have work all day tomorrow. I hope for a good and chill day. For all of us.
Goodnight everyone. Be safe. I hope you are all in a good place.
Getting some reading done :) yayyy
Tuesday is best boi okay.
Note: some of these are old okay. Like a few months okay but they’re still good okay.
Tuesday Haze, I mean days are for blowing bongs. Blaze up and have a grand week mid-fest just to destress.
#blaze #smoke #tuesday #vibes #weekslikethis #followmeupintotherabbithole #kiarichikito (at High Street)