“Prove me wrong. Will I ever find someone who loves like me? Will I have to accept coldness? I’m not the type to be chipped away when met with coldness. I’m the type to only give in when I’m met with warmth.
I think all my words through before saying them. I would never hurt him intentionally. Each word is careful.
Prove me wrong. If you said it, how can you not mean it? I know when you’re joking. Let’s be honest here. You we’re trying to hurt me. I’ll frame it for you. Your ego was hurt and you wanted to hit back for a second. But the difference was I wasn’t trying to hurt your ego or your feelings. You snapped back and used my weakness against me. I don’t really want a hug right now. How can you give me the pain and the remedy all at once?
I fantasized about this… being comforted by you after a long, trying day. You’re only human. We’re both only human. You can make mistakes. But please, let’s both be more careful. I have no one else but you. If you hurt me I feel some type of way. Like I’m backed into a corner. Like I’m a little girl backed into a corner. You bring me back to that space.
Small and with no where else to go. It’s a bad feeling. Truly awful feeling.”
… So that’s how you feel even when you won’t tell me. Maybe you can’t.
0Soon you’ll be able to sleep well again. The sadness will be swept away in one blow. You’ll eat proper meals from now on too. Everything will fall at your feet. A new sun will embrace you, a new moon will watch over you. Soon a spark will light up in your chest and you’ll forget all the bad things. As I stroke your cheek and hold you close, I can’t help but think how natural this is. Of course, even at this parting, comforting you is a must.
0“Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth.”
- Buddha
2“If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. If they don’t, they never were.”
Kahlil Gibran
2«Ma noi due siamo uguali. Avveleniamo e distruggiamo tutto ciò che amiamo.»
Shadowhunters - Città di Cenere, Cassandra Clare
0The day you start enjoying your life, Your depression will go away forever.
Swagatika Mohapatra
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Mirakee is an app I discovered earlier this summer and it’s awesome! Here’s a writeup that I posted today on the app.
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Shingeki no Kyojin (Attack on Titans) 👾
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