The more we explore C!Wilbur and C!Dream’s relationships with C!Tommy the more upsetting the:
“Who am I without you?” - “Yourself.”
Like. We talk about the objectification/dehumanization C!Techno faces, being treated as a glorified secret weapon by his allies rather than a friend, more often than not.
But we really gotta start talking about how C!Wilbur views this kid as some unhealthy extension of himself, bordering heavily on treating him like his lap dog? And the fact that C!Dream has out right stated that he considers the boy to be a personification of conflict and passion that he wants to keep locked away all to himself??
The treatment Techno gets is definitely upsetting but there are certain moments where Tommy is objectified in ways that are viscerally disgusting. Especially considering. That he is a teenager. And being treated that way by people he legitimately trusted and idolized has very explicitly affected the way he views relationships as well as his own sense of self worth.
It’s stupid to worry abt a silly test now isn’t it.
i’m not actively suicidal but i do keep thinking about overdosing as a concept because my paranoia keeps spiking so fucking much and my intrusive thoughts have started to give me physical symptoms like actual nausea and shit and i’m once again convinced someone is going to come into my house and kill me and like fucking finals and tests are soon but once i’m done i just want to figure this out i want it to fucking stop because i just. i don’t know.
i don’t want to have a mental breakdown again, not on here and not ever, not like i did before. but i’m getting eerily fucking close to it seeing as i’m concerned any time i see someone that isn’t like my family members in person that i’ll just start fucking attacking them like some goddamn animal because i can’t control my irrational anger and i’m so goddamn terrified.
i love you. i hope you know i love you and i’m happy that you’re here in the same world as i am. please, take care of yourself and breathe
been thinking about you a lot lately. i can’t seem to stop. not a day goes by where i don’t have you on my mind. i understand that you were hurting. i suppose our help must’ve come too late to make a difference. a lot of things were too late with you, dad.
you know shit's getting bad again when you have to start tagging posts with 'tw suicide'
i'll literally be actively suicidal and texting my friends like:
IK GIRL RIGHT
[15 minute long rant about slimes]
like girl be honest for once, damn
im not gonna lie im very overwhelmed and scared rn , as a survivor that letter was too real and rhis situation is really personal to me im jsut gonna log off for the nightbut if anyone hears anything about noelle please let me know im going to open my dms to everyone but please only contacr me if you hear something
Both these scenes begin in a similar way, with Mizuha and Kahaku eager to please their distressed family and believing that that distress is their fault. Both of them make a promise, and then spend the rest of their lives enacting that promise. Kahaku fulfilled his promise to devote himself to Fushi, which ended in his suicide. Mizuha planned to kill herself before becoming an adult, because she thought it was the best way to make Izumi happy. Kahaku was raised to serve the Defense Corps. and renounced them. Mizuha was raised separately from the Defense Corps. and now leads them. Pardon me while I take a second to scream outside.
oh my god... i just heard about the user komaeda5225. i'm still in such disbelief about this,, rest in peace ♡ i hope you're no longer in any pain.
So, we all know that what he did was,,, truly horrifying
But the way that he bounced back after a few kind words from Ladybug? That just really showed how dependent he is on other's approval. Without the constant validation from those he loves, he feels like he's nothing
// DRV3 spoilers
to add onto my last post Ryoma is so poorly treated by the vast majority of the fandom simply because of his appearance (his early death doesn't help), that his death is largely treated as a funny joke to them and is hideously overlooked in general, especially after the second trial where people hardly seem to sympathize with him (they feel bad for Kirumi more) for not having anyone in the world who's important to him, which drove him to his breaking point and letting Kirumi kill him. not to mention his trauma, (heavily implied) depression and suicidal thoughts obviously being a sign of poor mental health due to how much shit he's been through for a high schooler (think about the fact that a high schooler is on death row). i'm not saying you have to like him, i'm saying the reason why he's treated so poorly is incredibly lame and sadly ties into the fact that he has no one
someone just insulted this emoji “🥺” and that’s my most used emoji and I’d like to kill myself
yeah I definitely don’t do things only for others
I still think a lot about Justin. For one thing, because I cared about him. For another, because we shared something pretty big in common: although I would never claim to know his particular pain, I know what it’s like to have a brain that sometimes tries to kill me. I know what it’s like to stand at the edge of the void, and look out, and see freedom. I can’t blame him for what he did. But fuck, I wish I could see him again.
After Justin died, I really beat myself up about how far apart we’d drifted in the preceding years. Much of that was just life, but much of it was because of my tendency to cope with mental illness by socially isolating. Although I would bleed, sweat, and cry for any one of my friends, my mental battery is so depleted that I can’t engage with them. It sucks, and when we lost Justin, I realized just how much it was costing me.
Then Covid happened and any good intentions I had of reconnecting were dashed by social distancing and stay-at-home orders. And I get that, I support that, I fully accept that any mental distress I may experience as a result of public health measures is a necessary evil. But I miss people. And sometimes, you can miss people altogether.