JUST PAINTED MY NAILLLLS
also i wanna die <3
also i wanna die <3
it’s hard feeling lonely when you’re surrounded by people.
would anyone really care if i were de@d?
That 3 AM urge to kill myself.
:00000 basically do this every day, I drink my drinks boiling hot
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their rejection cuts deeper than a blade
How do I tell my teachers that I'm not handing in my assignments because I wanna kms?
Creo que nada en mi vida está yendo bien, ni la escuela, ni con mis amigos y tampoco mi relación, la verdad es que no se que hacer, he contemplado varias veces el suicidio pero hay algo dentro de mi que me impide acabar con mi vida, tengo que tomar una decisión rápido con respecto a mi vida.
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Like I want to die and leave my life behind, but I also want a way to communicate with old friends and loved ones. Not in the haunting way (ok a little bit of haunting for some people), there’s just a few things I don’t want to truly leave behind.
What’s the least painful and most reliable way to die asking for a friend
why are some things so hard to rhrow up??? like i jjust tried purging chocolate and i dont know if any came out
About life and suicide and being good to yourself:
I want to consume life in the best possible way.
I want people to heal,
I want to watch the birds sing and hear their songs. The stars are gorgeous on a clear night, eating healthy foods makes my body feel good, loving myself feels beautiful, loving everyone else feels like flying.
There is information about myself and the world and the universe at my very own fingertips.
I have the power to spread joy,
I have the power to spread love,
I can feel pain but I can also feel pleasure. Most importantly pleasure.
What is pleasure?
It is an intense feeling of positive satisfaction. Like happiness.
What is happiness?
It is a feeling of great joy that stems from overall life satisfaction and overall human well being.
IN MY OPINION, I THINK THIS IS ABSOLUTELY GOOD.
what do I mean by “good”?
By this, I mean what is humanly right and morally okay.
It is humanly right and morally okay to be GOOD to yourself.
I think one reason to keep on living is for feeling good and spreading goodness around.
I guess that’s 2 things.. but yeah while no other creature commits suicide the way that humans do, on the same hand I believe no other creature can experience life with such great pleasure and has the power to change minds the way humans do, and I think that is something to live for.
i don’t know how but even sleeping feels too exhausting
dear my best friend,
I’ve had the biggest crush on you for a while but i love our friendship and would never tell you. I’m not good enough for you, you deserve the best. I’m barely here anymore.
Today my mom told me that i am slowly on the right way
Me, just wanted to kms bc i hate my fat body 🙂
Do you have a song or artist that you always listen to when you’re at your lowest?