#tw vent Tumblr posts

  • 5-jorjas-in-the-fence
    16.06.2021 - 33 minutes ago

    I tried to use tone indicators on Twitter and I thought I did well cause I genuinely tried but turns out I didn’t do it wrong and instead of people just politely letting me know and correcting me I got a bunch of quote tweets and replies calling me a ‘dumb bitch’ and ‘stupid’ cause I didn’t know. Like dude save everyone time and just tell me where I went wrong so I can learn. Teach me, don’t spend 30 minutes screaming at me sheesh.

    #vent tw #like legit 40 minutes of people screaming at me #this is why I like tumblr more #Nice people#mwah
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  • lightlikepixiedust
    16.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    210+ followers!!! so cool in a way thank u so much.

    i'm glad i'm not alone w my struggles. if u guys ever need to vent i'm right here! :) and hoping to see more active accounts on my feed considering i do follow everyone back.

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  • my-ramblings-and-rants
    16.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Tw: Rant

    I havent had a place to share all of my thoughts until now so here we go.

    I think I'm bi-something. I'm almost 100% sure of it. I like all genders but im not pan because I like one more than the other. But I'm not sure if I'm biromantic and homosexual. Or bisexual and biromantic. Or biromantic and Asexual. I like the idea of a boyfriend and a girlfriend. I'm attracted to both. And I like the idea of s** but I dont want to actually do it. I might just not be old enough (I'm in my teens so I probably should have had some sort of big epiphany by now). I think I might not be Ace but also not have a high like drive (thing idk what its called like when you want to have it) at all. Because I like the idea. A lot. Actually though not so much. I kinda want to try when I'm older to see what it's like. But like to try and not all the time yk. So definitely attracted to all in a s*xy way but I dont want to do it to said s*xy person.

    Ok so another thing I'm confused about is if I'm cisgender or not. Now I dont think I'm completely trans ftm just to rule that out becasue I believe being a girl is nice sometimes. I think that I might be nonbinary. A demi-girl. Gender fluid. Or just a cisgender androgynous/gender nonconforming type of person. First let's get down to it I dont have very large brasts which I'm okay with. Sometimes I wish they were bigger. And other days I wish i was flat chested. But these are just things I think about I wouldnt get surgery or bind. I'm barely B-cup theres be nearly no difference if I used a binder from one of the bras I use that dont make them bigger. I always wish my voice was deeper than it is. I dress pretty androgynous but also some times feminine and other times masculine. I would totally go into mens designated section for clothes. Pronoun wise I'm ok with anything I actually like being called whatever it's kinda nice. I still like my name which is why I'm confused I think a gender neutral nickname would be cool. But I don't HATE my 'feminine' name i think it's nice even if nobody can spell it lmao. I feel slightly gender dysphoria but I dont feel much when it comes to my body tbh. It keeps me alive. Thats it. I don't get body issues because when I see a pretty girl or male i think oh s/he's hot. I dont compare my self to them. Yes there are things I would change but not everything. Now to get slightly (more) awkward. I dont want a p*nis. I think the dangling would annoy me ngl. I also dont like my v*gina that much. I don't want to yk get pregnant when I'm older. I really just want to get rid of my ovaries and reproductive organs and give them to someone who wants them. A mtf maybe or an infertile afab. A good thing is it doesn't dangle so it doesnt get in the way and I can easily ignore that fact it's there. But then periods exist and you have to worry about other annoying and sh*tty things happening. Oh and not that gender is linked to hair but I recently cut my hip length hair to above my shoulders and I love it and I'd like to go shorter.

    Like I believe lgbtg+ is so incredible and amazing because so many people get to find out about themselves. I'm afraid that I'm making it up for attention but its funny because I dont intend to tell anyone. I also worry that this is all some internalised misogyny or something and i dont really feel this way. But I do. Its kind of confusing to me. It's not because I'm afraid of coming out I have lgbt friends and accepting family who I love and who love me (it kinda makes me feel selfish as so many people, especially lgbtq+ don't have that and heres me complaining about this) but I would like to wait to be 100% sure and idk I'm ok being it be my own thing. For now. Not forever but for now.

    Can I just exist without questioning everything and then questioning if my questioning is valid wtf brain let me be at peace.

    #lgbtq #im so lost #idk what i am anymore #genderfluid#demigirl#nonbinary#gender noncomformity#cisgender#but idc#about#prounouns #tw gender dysphoria #if you squint #theres not much #tw: rant #am i ok? no #tw: mentions of sex #tw: vent #im not fine #thanks for reading #its long #sorry for making you read this #i needed to rant #lgbtq+#biseuxal#asexual#gender confusion #can i just exist #possibly? #venting to the void
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  • syalin-deerfox
    16.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    WHY HELLO ANXIETY WONDERING IF I COULD POTENTIALLY BE AROMANTIC- Lovely to see you again.

    #i dont fuckin know what I am at this point man #saw a post once about how some aromantics WANT to be able to have a relationship but they can’t actually feel the attraction irl #that’s been living in my head rent free #tw vent#tw anxiety #i just want to cry because i want a relationship but idk if I’ll ever find that person #what if I am aromantic? #i dunno man but it stresses me the fuck out
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  • snowydeskset
    16.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

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    #guys #i can’t sleep #i am so tired #and i can’t decide #if i shld take some melatonin #or get drunk #bcs i don’t have any weed #+ i don’t want to hurt myself #but all in all! i’m actually just lazy #and i’m not doing ANYTHING #bcs i don’t wanna get out of bed for sleeping pills or alcohol #god#rant#vent#q talks#alcohol mention#drugs mention #tw self harm #these tags r a mess
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  • rainybraindays
    16.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Everyone loves you.

    They talk of all their memories with you, and how kind and loving you always were.

    They speak of someone who was always there to lend a hand, or too listen to them cry.

    Someone who always forgave when they were wronged.

    Everyone loves you.

    But I'm not sure I do.

    I remember someone else. Someone who was cruel, and cold. Someone who spoke hate, and lived to hurt me.

    I remember the comments on my weight, I remember being forced into diets you intentionally undermined.

    I remember being humiliated publicly and around people I loved.

    I remember the first time you slapped, and your defense of others who hurt me.

    I saw someone the others didn't, I saw past your smiles and sweetness, and saw the anger and bile that lived underneath.

    They only knew the person who played a motherly role for no reason other then she wanted to, and she loved those around her.

    I only knew the person who hurt me because of my blood being 'tainted' by someone they hated. Someone who's words still float in my head and hurt me when I least expect it.

    Everyone still loves you. They miss you and wish you could come back.

    And I'm still afraid of a ghost.

    #abuse tw#death tw#weight tw#vent tw#rainy vents #this has been welling up inside for a while and i just had to do something about it lol #sorry I'll probably end up deleting this
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  • sky-lili
    16.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I have one person who I’ve really been enjoying talking to, but also like I’m certain they hate me and I don’t know why?

    They literally tell me that they like talking to me and one time they went and complimented out of absolutely nowhere, but also they just disappeared during a convo and idk why? And they just stopped messaging me recently, not like ghosting but they don’t msg first but they’re still really nice in the discord we met on

    Conclusion: Emotions are weird and bad and I hate them

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  • tired-succulent
    16.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I should fucking kill myself, i can't take this shit any longer, I wish something would kill me

    #venting#tw suicide #i hate this here
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  • tinkonka
    16.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

    copign joke

    dang all my friends be talkin bout 'future career' and ‘what do you thik betters urself’ and iam sitting here being like ‘I have not once thought about any of that because i dont think i will live past 18′

    #suicide tw#tw suicide#vent #nto rlly a neg but
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  • lithuanianblood
    16.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    i dont get people who see greater artists and want to become better themselves... i see beautifull art and want to abandon this amd never look at anything wver again lmao

    #i feel so worthless against like. NORMAL PEOPLE.... #average people. and pls dont fucking pull out the 'ur maybe not meant for art you can still do other things' literally i am unmeant for any #hing and ive tried so hard to be mwant fkr somwthing and my beast year-after attempts are so much worse than smb doing it fkr fun lmao #im so discouraged i get none praise none attention none 'nice work' ever and everyone is fu king better than me #and other art people - they can do other things as well!!!! i cannot do absolutelly anything at all #theres no destiny for me than to be a ritch american's housewive i litterally cannot stand on own all im good for is manual labor and even #and evsn that i do in pain #how that dream guy said i dont wanna get off my matress or whateve r 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 #i should just never look at snything created by other people ever ever ever to not even have a perception of what is good and high quality #literally like god fucking damn!!!!!! i want to look at nice art but if i do i feel terribly sad and angry! #i am unable to feel happyness for others its not in my nature #vent tw
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  • smolbeansthoughts
    16.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    The fact that I will never be satisfied with my body no matter how much weight I lose is ruining me.

    Fuck u, ed

    #just ed shit #tw ed content #tw ed stuff #just ed thoughts #edtumblr#ed recovery #just ana shit #tw ana vent #ana meme #low cal ana #tw ed thoughts #tw ed recovery #ed relapse
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  • smolbeansthoughts
    16.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Morning body check:

    52,3kgs

    My gf is coming over for like a week so I guess I'll post another body check next week. Hope I won't have to eat that much tho.

    #just ed shit #tw ed content #tw ed stuff #just ed thoughts #edtumblr#ed recovery#anarecia #tw ana vent #ana meme #just ana shit #tw ed thoughts #ed relapse
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  • shadowylemon
    16.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Google how to convince my mom that I really should see a therapist again and this time she CANT fucking force the therapist to snitch.

    #I hate fucking mairie do much #tw vent post
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  • fishbonemermaid
    16.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    I’m not the person you should be building a future with. I can’t imagine myself as a wife or mom. Your future plans with me are scaring my soul, and I’m too frightened to tell you that. I’m unstable, I have nothing to offer you. I love you so much, yet I can’t even bring myself to tell you that. I’m straight up pathetic.

    #quiet bpd#relationship bpd #tw depressing stuff #bpd vent #i am unstable
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  • frxgly
    16.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Here's some vent art i made tonight :)

    It's about the struggles of Eating Disorders

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  • onionidk
    16.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    I see my dad in myself. i get upset at my phone and want to punch it. i depend on people. i don’t mean to i swear i promise i don’t mean to make it seem like i need them to stay. i’m not like my dad. i’m not like my dad right?? i don’t want to be like my dad. i cant. i look at myself and i see my dads hair. his smile. his body. i listen to myself talk and i talk just like him. “you’re just like your daddy.” “he won’t always be bad. he’s just a bit cooky.” shut up. shut up. i can’t be like him. but i am. i’m just like him.

    #dads suck #i hate my dad #bio dads suck ass #my dad is an asshole #personal vent#tw vent#deppressed #sorry for being depressing
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  • solis-nova
    16.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    me: *sees multiple people who have “mcyt fans dni” in their bio just this week*

    me: ah yes my interests make me a terrible person, also just cause i like to watch people play fucking minecraft

    #logan says things #tw vent
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  • suhaylahs
    16.06.2021 - 4 hours ago

    :(;$-$+4& everything hurts ????!_+&- i haven't had chronic flares this bad in so long i keep waking up crying and icantmove i don't think I'll be able to get up for fajr abvfjg and i need water but everything hurts and everyone's asleep +_:+_+&(-(73

    #vent#vent tw#medical#medical tw #chronic pain cw #suha.txt
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  • shonenships
    16.06.2021 - 4 hours ago

    hhhhhhh welcome to “sam is being a fucking baby because he isn’t getting enjoyment from a thing as much as he was previously and he doesn’t have anything to latch onto to replace said thing so if he loses interest in it entirely he’s not going to have anything to fill the space it left”

    #basically: i think i'm losing interest in the dsmp and because it's the thing that i've decided to make the core part of my identity #i am Not Happy about it #i'm not even losing interest in the creators ON the smp just the storyline of it and the fandom surrounding it #but still. it's not like i can just move onto my other hyperfixations bc they aren't NEARLY as strong #and this was the first time in a long time that i'd actually. been excited to interact with a fandom. but now it's just stressful #and watching most of the dsmp lore isn't fun anymore #and basically it's just late and i'm being a baby about this #bc i've never rlly gone through the experience of losing a major hyperfixation without having something there to replace it with #ignore this i'm being fucking stupid i'm sorry #sam speaks#negativity tw#negative tw#vent tw#vent#don't rb#delete later
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  • rorycantdieee
    16.06.2021 - 4 hours ago

    Tryna fast for today and tomorrow maybe until Saturday morning if I can and make it five days and beat my record. I have a family gathering and my brain said I have to be the skinniest. Plus it's getting scary to eat things again.

    #tw ed behavior #tw ed vent #male ana
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