You have been dreading this day for
weeks to come. This fight, the wolves had no business in your opinion to be
fighting for or with the Cullen’s. What have they done for the pack? Or for
Forks. Wherever the colds ones went trouble followed with them. That was one
thing you knew for sure. It was already terrible enough that Paul would come
home late at night because he was off chasing the Red head off the cliff. And no,
he has to go put his life on the line fighting some newborn vampires?! Which if
your information is right from what you heard there more powerful than normal vampires.
You both were standing up in the
living room watching outside.
“I don’t like this Paul… I feel
like we are having are last final moments together” You whispered looking up at
him.
“I know, but we have gone over this several
time..” He sighs glancing at the clock that was on the wall. “its time” he said
to you, turning to face you his hand going to your face moving some hair out of
your face.
“Please don’t go I’m begging you…Ill
even get on my knees if it means you don’t have to go out there” You begged
watching as his face hardened more, he was trying not to get mad. But he could
be mad at you, he couldn’t blame you for being scared.
“I have to go Y/N you know this… Sam’s
orders must be followed no matter what. He is the Alpha I don’t have an option
to not go out there and fight. Its in my DNA I cant change who I am. Besides
ill have some fun killing these filthy blood suckers “He joked trying to
lighten your mood with the joke. But it didn’t work. For weeks you have been
working yourself up, the stress of losing him was a hard thought to shake out
of your head.
“Then just promise me you’ll live
then. If you’re going out there to fight for some stupid ass girl and her
boyfriend’s blood sucking family, just promise you’ll come back for me. Call it
a compromise, that you won’t put yourself in any position that you’ll die!” You
explain tiring to convince him to stay. But a much as you tried you knew deep
down that it wouldn’t work. Your words where just going in one ear and out the
other.
“I can’t promise you I wont die. Its newborn
vampire’s y/n, but you should know better than anyone that I don’t back down
from a fight. I might die, I totally can and that is just a possibility that the
both of us will have to come to terms with sooner better then later” He told
you, this fight was hurting him. You where putting him in a position to pick
between his Alpha and his imprint.
“So, what about me Paul! What am I
supposed to do with my life if you don’t come back home! What about me when you
go into the light? You’ll be okay, you’ll be fine but what about me! I can’t
live without you Paul! So, if you are going to die out there, I want to die too.
So just kill me already then! Do it, this fight is killing me! Just do it”
You yell your hands on his chest pushing him away from you. Tears stream down
your face as you pushed him to the nearest wall.
“I can’t. I can’t kill you y/n-”
“Why not?!”
“Because I love you!” He shouted back at you. Paul was never one to cry, but here
he is tears boiling in his eyes as he watches the love of his life. “You really
think I would be able to kill you? Baby girl I’m not going to die out there. I’m
not going to leave you. But I must go…… I don’t have a choice in this. I have
to, please just stay here though. You’ll be safe here; I can’t go out there in
the right headset if you’re not here” he told you grabbing your hands off his
chest moving you so you’re up against the wall instead of him. The sounds of
howling could be heard out in the distance.
“I’m coming home, I promise you. But I
have to go.” With that he lessens his grip on your hands. With his now free
hands going up to your face, as his eyes memorizes every detail of it. “I love
you y/n.” He whispered leaning in to kiss your forehead. By the time your eyes opened
back up he was a running towards the woods. You don’t quite know how you’re
going to survive these next hours knowing he is putting his life out on the
line for the Cullen’s, but you knew one thing for sure. He was coming home for
you. You knew it and he knew it too.
A/N: Happy New Year (ignore that fact that its been 2 months since I’ve posted)! I hope everyone is being save and is doing well. I’ve been having a kinda rough time during this lock down. There have been far too many cases of covid at my work, mixed with the fact that I’ve had my hours cut to nearly nothing, has sent me into a pretty bad depression. but anyways, I hope you guys like this little drabble, I’ve been jumping between fics, like usual, so I don’t know if the next thing out will be TAC or another one-shot.
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Could I get a reallly fluffy imagine with embry, like a rainy day and they are just chilling and cuddling
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volterra tourist board: haha yeah this is a very safe city except sometimes people go into that massive palace and don’t come out and there’s lots of screaming and the only survivor we’ve ever found said they were being eaten but that’s like worst case scenario