A/n: this was just a short fanfic i made so don't be mad at me if it just doesn't make sense cause that's the point ig?? Please do enjoy this fanfic <3
“Beomgyu I can’t be with you..”
“WHY?! AM I NOT ENOUGH??” as he screamed at you not knowing why cant you just accept his love
“NO BEOMGYU YOUR MORE THEN ENOUGH! YOU’RE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, CUTEST, KINDEST PERSON I MET…you’re the best thing that happened to me..”
“THEN WHY CANT YOU LOVE ME BACK!!”
“because beomgyu im not even real.. I’m just a ghost I came back to my body again just because I feel so lonely up there until I lose my mind and went here.. I promised myself just to enjoy life one more time before they found me and take me back but then I met you and I fell for you and so did you,
I didn’t want anyone to be hurt to just to see me disappear, I’m sorry. I loved you even when I knew my heart isn’t even beating anymore, even if don’t have my breath again, even if I have no feelings to feel but I did for you, I did...So please forget me,”
All beomgyu can do is stand there hearing all those words even and it hurted him the most that he fell for you even if you are just a ghost. All he want is just to be with you.
“y/n take me with you.. Please I can’t live without you..”
“no beomgyu, you can live without me I know you can but just please forget me cause I’m nothing then ashes and just a flying spirit.”
As she said that the angels appeared and dragged her out of beomgyu’s sight as he tried to ran to catch you some angles was also holding him back. All he can see is you smiling with a tear and whisper “I love you beomgyu,” and then she disappear with the light.
Beomgyu cried his heart out all he can feel is pain, all he wanted is to be with you and love you.. was that too hard to ask?
“don’t worry y/n I’ll come for you sooner or later, alive or dead”
♡ synopsis: determined to take the pain off the past, y/n wanted nothing more but become the help and comfort that others needed. yet here comes the man with an obnoxiously adorable eye smile, unintentionally ready to sabotage all that she thought was healing— that includes a 24/7 help line and an alternate persona.
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muses, choi yeonjun x gender neutral reader. content, until the next lifetime, angel. word count, six hundred forty four. pantone, angst / alice in borderland au. warning, poisoning, mentions of blood, bruises and character death.
this isn't how it's supposed to go.
just moments ago, yeonjun breathed a sigh of relief after his phone let him know that he had passed the game. by doing so, he had earned himself, and his fellow living players, three more days to live.
before he leaves the room, he hears a cough and glances over his shoulder. slouched against the wall, the tagger's chest heaves slowly as the poison starts to kick in. yeonjun sighs, tempted to just walk and never look back, until he hears a hoarse, "jjunie."
he stops debating. instead, he turns around and stares at the masked figure. the quiver of his voice can be heard when he asks, "what did you say?"
"jjunie," they call again, and his heart plummets freely.
'no, it can't be.' frantically removes the mask, desperate to prove to himself that he is wrong. that the person he had fatally wounded is not the person he swore to protect from harm.
but the proof never comes.
instead, he's left shaking down to his knees as he kneels down and cups your face in his bloodied hands. the pads of his callused thumbs caress your cheeks, a desperate attempt to retain the warmth beneath your discoloring skin.
"i'm sorry, i didn't—" he cries, tears steadily streaming down his face. "this isn't what's meant to happen—"
you smile weakly and assure him, "you, you didn't know. it's okay, angel."
he shakes his head, refusing to believe what you say. yeonjun looks around, desperately hoping to see an antidote in sight, even if the both of you know that it doesn't exist. still, he tries to come up with a remedy, even though everything leads to a dead end.
"no, this can't be," he whispered, moving his shaky body around to cradle your gradually drained body. kissing the crown of your head, he chants under his breath, "this isn't fair."
"i know, jjunie." you spoke so quietly, to prolong your short time. your head lifts up to look at him, the light clearly fading from your eyes. reaching out for his hand, you gently squeeze it and kiss his bruised knuckles.
time seems to go by agonizingly slower, when it has actually been only a couple of minutes. the poison is doing its job, already occupying the majority of your body. you know what time it is— you just don't think you can get through it.
"jjunie," you mutter under your shallow breath, and hear him answer in return. you try to smile, to show the smile that he adores so much, but it falls a little too short to even look similar. it hurts, but he pretends to not notice, and listens.
"promise me that you'll live." he opens his mouth to refute but you don't let him, "you'll live long enough to get out of this hell, and make your place back in our world."
yeonjun wants to refuse, his heart wants to do so, but he finds himself nodding instead. you sigh deeply and mutter, "goodnight jjunie, i'll see you in our next lifetime."
he doesn't understand at first, and he regrets it. because before he can answer, you shut your eyes and lay limp in his arms. so he has no choice but to cry, to yell his whole soul out, and keep your body close to him.
"you can't do this to me, angel. you can't." he sobs, hatred and sorrow blending together to fill his whole body.
he feels angry — at the gods, for letting the two of you meet under such circumstances. at the game masters, for creating such a cruel form of entertainment. at himself, for failing to protect you. and at you, for being too expectant of him.
because yeonjun is capable of dying for you. but he can't, and won't, live without you.
“oh well then if it isn’t really important do you mind if we can reschedule..i kinda have plans with my girlfriend”
“…yeah sure. i just wanted to catch up,it’s no biggie”
“how’s that stud of yours?”
“your best friend y/n..beomgyu..?”
“he seems ok,we haven’t really had the time to catch up you know with college starting and stuff..he’s alright though got a girlfriend and stuff…”
“ahhh..guess he’s off the market then?”
you felt empty,you felt as something was missing, like you were longing for something..you just didn’t know what you didn’t know how to figure out what it was you thought maybe talking to an old friend would help..although you shouldn’t even call it old friend you guys only stopped taking as much this year,but even still he felt so far,maybe that’s what you were longing for..? some old company.. some comfort from a close friend,you didn’t know. you just needed something. anything.
i could hate you.
but i don’t think i can
how could you just come months later
after you cut me off?
after you never made time for me?
after you pretend not to see me in public?
how could you tell me you love me?
i thought that i was dreaming
and i didn’t even have time to prepare.
you just dropped it all on me.
how could you?
i was falling in love with someone else
i was letting go of you.
why dig these feelings back up gyu?
i know your not telling the truth
your attracted to me.
your not in love with my gyu.
you don’t love me gyu.
you don’t treat someone you love like that.
“y/n.. can you believe it..?”
“what gyu?” “what’s up?”
“can you believe we’re seniors..already..
we were just freshman yesterday..jeez so much has changed.”
the boy stated as he looked in your eyes
you knew this moment wasn’t gonna last
but oh how you wished you could stop time
for once in your life you felt he was paying attention to you the way you did with him
you thought you were dreaming you thought
you were hallucinating.
“jeez gyu have you been an autopilot this whole time?” you laughed out “and like you said..once you turn 19 you can move into your dormitory and rent a studio and play music without worrying about being too loud”
“i guess..i’m just a little sad you know? we’ll only be a few hours apart but i’m just scared you’ll forget about me or replace me with your sororitie friends..”
it got quiet gyu seemed genuinely sad you knew the day would come and you promised yourself when you guys actually split ways that’s when you would tell him how much you
we’re gonna miss him. that’s when you would
cry your heart out and wish him the best it was
a possibility for you to forget about him but
neither of you ever thought he was gonna be
the one to forget about you.
i have loved you since that day in your car
when you you told me you’d miss me
when we’d split ways. i’ve loved you
long before then. i’ve always looked
out for you choi beomgyu.
please think about the things you
say to people. i’ve waited and
stalled for you long enough.
and i thought maybe it’s
because we haven’t seen eachother
in a while,but gyu.. ive out grown you.
ive been getting better in my
confidence and ive gotten
better with being social
ive been doing good.
so please. please don’t
come back and ruin my happiness.
not right now.
you walked away the sobs and please coming from the boy slowly fading. you loved him. and you still do. but you moved on,you’ve gotten secure in your life. you’ve become happy. you were happy with him yes and before all of this he was a great friend but like you said you’ve out grown
him and it was time for him to move on
from what ever feelings he was feeling with you,and maybe some other time you guys could become friends again,but for now he can keep dreaming. your sure he’ll be over it in a months tops.
Summary: Choi Soobin was constantly in the spotlight, but he needed a breather every now and then, so what happens when he meets Y/n, his escape from it all?
Dear Sputnik Masterlist
Choi Soobin wasn’t always the confident person he was today. The charismatic leader of TXT was someone who always used to shy away from all the attention, but once he was given the chance to be in the band, his personality did a full one eighty. Soobin was filled with confidence, he was the drummer and leader who had a reputation for being a gentle giant. He continuously indulged in the newfound fame, his ego and confidence inflating by a lot. Who knew though, that the only person who would have Soobin weak to his knees was the shy girl from his class?
Even he himself could’ve never expected someone like her, but Soobin had his reasons. To him, Y/n was like a breath of fresh air in between his double life. “Why do you even hang out with me Soobin? I don’t think I’m the person who would really fit into your circle you know” Y/n laughed. It was like music to Soobin and his heart only beat faster at the sound of it. Soobin only smiled and ruffled her hair, Y/n trying to swat his hands away.
“You’re different I guess, being around you is like a breath of fresh air. Being around all these people is not easy, like really” Soobin toyed with the drumsticks in his hand, it became a habit once he started playing the instrument. “What’s so different about me?” Soobin laughed at Y/n’s question, but she only crossed her arms and clicked her tongue. “Yah I’m being serious” she hit his shoulder.
Soobin piped down and looked at Y/n, he could tell her everything he found special about her, but he halted himself in case he would say too much. He couldn’t risk their friendship, not yet. “Well, for one, I guess you make me remember that I’m a normal person, like I’m not the leader of TXT. You really ground me and like, snap me back into reality for once, it’s also good to get away from the attention every now and then” Soobin replied honestly. Y/n rolled her eyes, a smile etched across her face.
“How sweet of you to say that, I never expected to be that person in your life. In all honesty you’re fun to be around as well, the kicker in my boring life” Y/n replied. It was funny really, the two were polar opposites, yet they still managed to gravitate towards each other. Fate really had to play with their feelings didn’t it. Soobin cocked his head in confusion, for someone as rowdy as him, Y/n’s reply seemed very unexpected. “Me? Y/n I never even thought that you’d enjoy my company one bit” he replies.
Soobin then walks to the corner of the room, spinning his drumsticks once again. “Are you going to our gig downtown?” He eyes Y/n. She moved over to the seat beside him and nodded, looking at Soobin’s drum set with much curiosity. “Your drum set is very pretty by the way” Y/n complimented unknowingly. For once, Soobin was left flustered by someone.
“You’ve been so eager to practice lately, did something possess you?” Yeonjun was tuning his bass when he noticed Soobin looking way happier than usual, especially during band practice. Soobin shook his head and plugged his drums into the speakers, checking the sound. “No reason, uh I just want to perform extra well at our next gig” he shrugged. Yeonjun raised a brow at him and chuckled, he didn’t buy it at all, not when Soobin’s more tame than usual. It wasn’t a bad thing, he just wasn’t used to it after awhile.
Surely it wasn’t just the fact that he wanted to perform well, he had to be hiding something. “Are you hiding anything from us hyung? I saw Y/n over the other day” Beomgyu plopped beside Yeonjun on the couch, causing Yeonjun’s bass to slightly shake.
The boy rolled his eyes, annoyed at how his tuning was disturbed. Soobin froze, they were going to find out somehow, so he just had to come clean. “We just talk and hang out sometimes, I don’t know what it is but I like being around her. She brings me back to reality” he admitted shyly. Yeonjun and Beomgyu smiled at this.
Soobin was an insanely hard worker as their leader, so hearing about the girl who balances him out, it only made them feel happy for him. “I don’t see a problem with that at all, I mean you seem to really like her, so you should shoot your shot” Beomgyu said, giving Soobin a thumbs up. Soobin shook his head, he couldn’t tell if Y/n saw him the same way.
“Come on Bin, you should totally take your chance while you can. Who knows what anyone else would try with Y/n” Yeonjun encouraged. After all, Soobin seemed super into her, so he didn’t see any harm in trying. Soobin only looked at drum listlessly, he doesn’t know what to do.
That Saturday, Soobin was extremely nervous for the first time to perform. “Woah Soobin hyung, are you ok? You’ve never been this anxious to perform” Hueningkai approached Soobin, who he noticed was pacing around anxiously, as they set up the equipment. Soobin blinked and apologized to the younger, this was the first time he invited Y/n to watch them. “Oh I’m alright Kai, I just have a few things on my mind but nothing much” Hueningkai nodded, still worried about the older male, but he had to go back to preparations as they had no time to waste.
Soobin sighed and sucked in a breath. Y/n was going to see them perform and he couldn’t afford to have any other things on his mind, he had to do well for her. “Soobin, I just saw Y/n come in— AND, and— I’m sorry if that made you more anxious, but I swear, everything will be fine. Right Taehyun?” Yeonjun looked at Soobin and Taehyun only gave Yeonjun a awkward smile. Soobin looked around and saw Y/n sitting at a table with a friend.
“We’re gonna start now so, let’s do this and wrap up well. Remember let’s just have fun and enjoy the stage” the rest of the members nodded and they stood at their places, Soobin stepping behind the drums and getting ready. Yeonjun then cleared his throat and spoke into the mic.
“Good evening! We are TXT, short for tomorrow by together, and tonight we will be performing an original song by us called Loser Lover. It is a song about a loser being a lover for the person they love most, hope you all enjoy tonight!” The people clapped as the music started, Soobin singing softly into the microphone. He could see Y/n in the crowd, and he smiled at her as she smiled back at him. It gave him a sudden adrenaline rush as he continued performing passionately, still glancing at Y/n every now and then.
“Lover with a dollar sign is a loser!” Once the song was over, multiple cheers had erupted from the crowd and the applause was endless. “Thank you all so much! We’ll be taking a short break and will come back with more. Have a good rest of your night” Yeonjun said. They all immediately got off the stage and Y/n ran over to Soobin eagerly. “You guys did so well! That was amazing! By the way, meet my friend Doha, she said you guys deserve a bigger stage” Y/n laughed. Soobin rubbed the back of his neck and thanked Y/n, ignoring the teasing from his members from behind. “Y/n, I hope it’s ok but could we talk in private?” Soobin asked. Y/n looked up at him, nodding as she followed him to a more private area.
Outside, Soobin took a deep breath and looked Y/n in the eye. “Y/n I’m going to be honest and I don’t know how to say this, but I’m happiest when I’m around you—“ Soobin paused and Y/n giggled softly, holding his hand. “Hey, take it easy, I’m listening” she said comfortingly, Soobin held her smaller hand in his. He was getting distracted and his thoughts were all over the place. “I like you Y/n, you’re someone I want to have in my life for a really long time. I don’t know where I would be without you, I understand though if you don’t like me back see—“ Soobin was cut off by Y/n.
“I can’t believe it took you so long Choi, I feel the same way! Ever since you know, you asked me to hang out after school. I love your company and would honestly keep you in my life forever” Y/n admitted. Soobin was perplexed but inside he was the happiest he could ever be. “Well, let me take it slow then” Soobin pulled Y/n in and gave her a soft kiss on the lips.
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Drummer! Soobin x Nerd!Fem! Reader (f)
Leader and drummer of Hybe has a crush on the nerd, Y/n. Will he be able to win her heart despite his rowdy nature?
Bassist! Yeonjun x Rich Kid!Fem! Reader (a, f)
Y/n always got what she wanted because she was spoiled, but what happens when she meets Choi Yeonjun? The bassist of Hybe’s band. With him, she finally learns that she doesn’t need material belongings when she has the right person by her side.
Guitarist!Beomgyu x Singer!Fem!Reader (a, f)
Beomgyu was in a slump and needed a muse to give him back the inspiration he craved. Well, he got more than what he wanted once he met the singer Y/n, who he met at the dingy alley behind his house.
Vocalist!Taehyun x Fem!Guitarist!Reader (a, f)
Taehyun, the exceptional vocalist of TXT, was given the amazing opportunity to perform in a competition as a school representative. Without any hesitation, he immediately chose Y/n to be his partner for the duet round.
Pianist!Hueningkai x Childhood Bsf!Reader (f)
He always seemed to be in the eyes of others, garnering attention for being TXT’s star pianist, it meant he would gain popularity one way or another. Though, Hueningkai had his own guilty pleasures found in the form of his best friend Y/n.
[SUMMARY: After leaving YG Entertainment once her group DESTINY had disbanded, Y/N joined KQ and is now working towards a solo debut. With her promising skills of being a self-producer and song writer it's bound to happen sooner than later. But what if along the way, she gets herself caught up in not one, but two scandals back to back? Will it impact her awaiting debut? Will she find a way to come clean about everything? Or will her dreams just come tumbling down all because of false rumors?]
Summary: you had been enemies with Taehyun since the first time you went to this school but even if he's annoying you always loved his company but untill you relised that you may catch some feelings for him but something happened at a night party which change the relationship between you and Taehyun.
Pairing: Kang Taehyun x GN!Reader
Genre: enemies to lovers
Warning: cursing words, violence and a little fight happening, baddas y/n.
A/N: i hope u all liked it cause damn Taehyun has been in my mind in this pass few weeks 😔
An ordinary for you in your school life. The sun rays from outside, painting in the art room alone, the paints splattering all over your hands, and its just you and yourself. This is what you call peace.
Well until Taehyun decided to scared you and made you mess up your painting.
“omfg kang Taehyun what was that for?” you said in full anger. You and Taehyun were never in good terms or what they like to say ‘enemies’. “why were you scared? Is little y/n scared hm?” he said teasing you and saw your painting, he knew you really like painting and he couldn’t lie that the painting you made is a masterpiece and he felt kinda bad cause now your painting is messed up.
“Taehyun you ruined my art now I have to start all over again” you said while pouting and felt sad because now your painting is ruined.
“oh stop acting like a child I know you could change that mistake” he messed with your hair oh if only you knew how he loved to tease you and see you being pouty.
“whatever can’t you just leave me alone?” you said looking at him and saw that he just smirked and went close to your face. “why should I leave when there’s a pretty lady in front of me?” he said smilling innocently in front of your face and how much he wanted to kiss you already.
“oooh what’s going on guys~~” one of taehyun’s friend said peeking in the door and saw what just happened. He smiled at you and just left you at the room all alone and flustered. It didn’t take long until your friends to show up too.
“yo dude what happened?” Mark said to you concern by the grumpy face of yours and a slightly red tint in your cheek.
“Taehyun” you said shortly and began to clean up so you can go home.
“oh cmon y/n do you really hate him that much?” johnny said as helped you clean up
“he made me look like a fool” as all of you went out of the room and saw Taehyun was still infront of the door and probably heard the conversation too but you just went out anyways not looking at his face.
After you went home you bring your canvas that Taehyun ruined it for you and remember his words when he said “I know you could change that mistake” well you decided to went with it anyways. The splaterd black painting that he made you turn it into a person that looks like holding another person’s hands but not looking straightly at their face and it looks like they’re not letting go their hands, While you fixed the background so it will match with the whole idea of yours and guess what? It actually looks two times better then you imagined it would be. Suddenly all your mind is thinking about Taehyun and you slapped yourself ‘get yourself back together y/n!’
Morning time arrived again and of course you met Taehyun again. Apparently your sit is a few seats away from him which is kinda lucky so he wont bother you or want to borrow something from you like last year but you kinda? Maybe? sort of? miss does times.. but it really didn’t bother you that much. As for Taehyun he wanted to sit next to you so he could smell your sweet hair (not in a creepy way) and your cute waddle feet whenever your writing is cute for him, and borrowing your stuff so he can see your face and touch your hand. But now his seat is far from you so he was sad but he was more sad when you say that whenever he’s around you had thought that he was playing you like a fool but all he wanted is just teasing you while looking at your face and want to spend time together. He just doesn’t know how to say it to you without looking like an idiot.
Finally break time I can finally see y/n well that’s until this bratty girl aka the famous and rich one in our class, many people ship us together just because were rich and is good looking but to be honest I rather being shipped by y/n I like her style and her cute face especially her smile it drives me insane.
“hey Taehyunnie! I’m having a party just because but I wanted to invite you!” she said acting all cute but I prefer y/n’s natural dumb cuteness, she looks like she’s forcing it too much if I must say.
“sure I’ll come if y/n comes to.” He said in a cold tone while she looked offended when he said y/n out of his own mouth.
“why does she have to come? She’s a jerk and mean. Just because she’s pretty and has good talent she’s a bitch if I must say” she said mocking y/n infront of me. No one can call my y/n like that.
“say one bad thing about y/n I wont hesitate to rip that mouth of yours.” I said to her giving death glare.
“I wont come if y/n doesn’t and that’s final.”
End of taehyuns pov.
The girl looked boiling mad when Taehyun embarrassed her like that and rejecting her for a girl like you when she made this party just to confess to him, but she doesn’t have a choice to pick so she went to search for you.
You were talking with johnny and mark until the famous girl came to you and said “hey stupid your invited to my party just don’t mess with my plan”
you were so confused and concern what hit her head “what? Why? Its so unlike you to do so”
“just go to my party that’s all I ask” she look pissed off and kept giving you cold glare
“can we come?” johnny said
“no just her I don’t need many people to come anyways” she said as she left you all confused and pissed off at her attitude.
“NaUR oNly sHe CaN CoME” johnny said while mocking her on what she said and you couldn’t help to laugh.
“dude are you really going tho? I mean isn’t it weird of her just to do this?” mark said concern and her little invitation I mean who wouldn’t ?
“nah I’ll be fine and I wanted to see on what she’s up too anyways” you smirked thinking to yourself on her little plan
After school you decided to buy some new dress for the party since you rarely went to a party, you bought a short black dress with a silver chain necklace as you get ready you drive there with your friend which was also invited to the party. After you went inside the party and you saw many drinks were set in the table, music on the background, and of course she’s flattering around Taehyun but you have to admit he was verry good looking with that black suit which kind of matches with your black dress. Suddenly all eyes were on you maybe cause they knew you were Taehyun’s enemies cause you and him fight often but they only saw you in a uniform and since half of the school is in this party so they were very shook to see you styled like that but you just smirked and grabbed a drink and went with the girls.
As for Taehyun he was amazed and shook because of your outfit and he never really seen this side of you so it he was very intertained, he cant even takes his eyes off from you and here the famous girl is jealous because you steal all off the attention, and Taehyun’s eyes are on you ever since you went in she had enough so she grabbed a drink and spill at your dress.
“oopsie my bad” she said innocently and all gasp were heard around the party as you didn't want to lose in her game you decided to spill your drink on her dress too.
“oh my I must didn’t see you there” you said smirking at her and she was being dramatic and pretend to cry to get taehyun’s attention
“Taehyunie! Look she spill her drink on me this useless brat did this” your anger was boiling inside of you when you heard she said that and you slapped her face and hold her chin so she could see you straight in the eyes.
“don’t you ever say that about me in that filthy mouth of yours” you said in a cold tone and again all eyes were on you as you left the party to have some fresh air.
“ah my dress is all wet and It was expensive ugh that b*tch” you say as you curse to yourself until Taehyun came in.
“I can pay if you want a new dress sweetie” he said opening his suit and put it for you so you won’t catch a cold, believe me you felt butterflies in your stomach and was blushing but you decided to keep your coolness.
“thanks” he was looking at you probably smiling at you for long and you noticed it. “what are you looking at?”
“you” he said getting close to you and you blushed a little knowing how close each other’s face were.
“Y/n what do you think of me” he said sitting close to while looking at the sky.
“hmm I think you’re a bit of a tease and annoying sometimes but I kinda like it because it makes me feel like i actualy exsisted in here” after you said that Taehyun turn and looks at you.
“why is that?” he said concern for you. “because my parents never really cared about my presence and just because I can be responsible and take care of my self at a early age doesn’t mean that I can do it all by myself. They always left me to go somewhere else while I was alone at home doing chores, cook, and play. All I wanted is a normal childhood. But ever since I met you I felt like im a child again and felt like im at my childhood even tho its over” you said opening up to your enemy for the first time in forever.
He hugged you suddenly and said “wow I never knew you went through this, im really sorry if I take things to far” he said letting go of you and stare at your eyes, he never knew he could see and hold you this close.
“y/n do you think im making you look like a fool everyday?” he said kinda in a low tone and you thought that maybe he heard you at the art room.
“what no I mean I would kick whoever makes me look like a fool but if I was your fool I wouldn’t mind” you say smiling innocently at him while he smirked and grabbed your chin “playing bold aren’t we?” you must say this is very unlikely for enemies to act this way.
“well Taehyun I say you’re the one who took this to far because apparently you’re the one who’s hold me.”
“want so see how far my boldness can go?” he said while getting close to your face.
“how far mr. Taehyun?” you said smirking at him knowing were this is going until he smashed his lips on you and kissing it passionately after letting the kiss go you both catch your breath and laugh at eachother.
“well princess I don’t think this is how enemies act to eachother” he said still not letting go of you.
"did you realize that you just kissed me?"
"yes. Yes I did"
"then perhaps you just kissed a fool"
“well if you don’t mind im about to do something far more crazier then this” he said while kissing you again and that night he knew how much his lips kissed perfectly in yours.
♡: Running away from the person you love the most is self sabotage. Even when you think it’s what is best. It had been months since you and Yeonjun broke up and here he was, at your front door.
“Why did you show up?”
There he was. Standing right infront of you was your ex boyfriend, Yeonjun.
It had been months since Yeonjun and you had last spoken. He had broken things off because he felt as if you began to grow more distant. He put the blame on you and you punished yourself for sabotaging the relationship. It wasn’t your fault though. You began to realize the only reason you acted distant was because of Yeonjun.
He began to ignore your calls and texts because he was always busy. He hardly even spoke to you about how he was doing and you felt like you two were strangers.
After the break up, he ended up coming back and wanting to fix things, but he ended up leaving again. His reason was different the second time. He claimed it was because he would feel bad if you two dated again while he was so busy and that he’d make you miserable. You tried to negotiate and tell him you wouldn’t mind it as long as he tried. He refused your offer and you knew it wasn’t because he was worried about you, but rather he was worried about him not being satisfied. After that last conversation, he never responded. He ghosted you for months.
You stared at the black haired boy, waiting for his response to your question. There was a cold breeze tickling your skin and you had noticed the sun had begun to hide as the sky became darker.
“Because I missed you and I love you.”
You averted your eyes and shifted your gaze to the ground. Was he serious? After months of crying and hating him, the world decided to bring him back into your life again. You had just began to move on and yet the world decided to play a cruel joke on you and set you right back to a couple months ago.
Yeonjun stood there fidgeting with the hem of his pants. His face was a soft pink and you could tell he was cold. He looked the same as he did when he was yours.
You tried to find the right words, but you were left speechless. You had so many emotions going through your head. You wanted to scream and tell him you hated him, you wanted him to feel just as miserable as you did. He didn’t call, he didn’t text you, never even bothered to show he cared. How was it fair for you to even consider taking him back? You used to stay up at night and miss him. You used to cry over the fact he wasn’t yours anymore. The key word is used to. You no longer missed him.
“I wish you would’ve realized that before you left me. Had you come back earlier, I would’ve told you that I missed and loved you too, but now the space I had in my heart with your name written on it, is gone.” You knew your words may have been harsh, but nothing could be more hurtful than how he left and blamed you. Although your heart still melted a little at his smile, you knew letting go was for the best.
“I’m sorry. I know I left and it was my choice to leave but I can’t keep living without you.” His words were full of desperation and his soft brown eyes scanned your face to see if there was any sign of hope. You stayed silent.
“Please Y/N. Let’s make this work.” His hands reached towards your cheek but you backed away before he could touch you.
“You were fine without me for months. You didn’t even think of me. I am not yours anymore. Just let me go, Yeonjun.”
It killed you to see his eyes well up with tears. You hated seeing him sad, but he was not your responsibility anymore and it wasn’t your job to care.
You turned around, not glancing at him not even once, and walked back inside your house, shutting the door behind you and leaving the person you once loved.
He sabotaged himself and lost the very person who taught him what it was like to feel loved.
WARNING: super fluff with some mature themes! will be adding a warning for anything 18+ in this post.
genre: fluff, slight smut, idol! x idol, established boyfriend au! 1.9k
yeonjun always had a big crush on you since you started training with bighit. he just never knew how to muster up the courage to tell you. he didn't want to ruin the friendship you both had, but according to soobin's advice to him it was a "risk worth taking."
so, one night after his practice he poked his head into your practice room where he knew you were going over routines on your own, hoping you were interested in going out sometime. but not much talking happened that night considering you pulled him into the room and blasted some of your favorite music and danced with him till the early morning.
he had to be honest, it was extremely fun! he always enjoyed his time with you, but that night was especially fun. both of you dancing and being silly, just truly enjoying yourself to the music without anyone watching you both. that unspoken "chemistry" lots of people say you both had was evident in the way you both matched each other while dancing.
before you knew it was 4 am and you knew you'd get scolded for going back to the dorms so late. yeonjun immediately apologized for keeping you up so late. but it wasn't just on him, it was on both of you who got lost in the moment.
"we should do this again." you smiled as you picked up your back and took a long chug of water. the suggestion causing the male to choke a bit. "are you asking me out?" he teased, kinda hoping there was some truth behind his joke. "mm no, it's an invitation for you to ask me out." you teased back. if there was one thing he loved about you, it was the playful nature you'd bring into the conversation to match his flirty energy.
"well, y/n we should go out on a date sometime." he said while leaning against the door, preventing you from leaving. "next friday work for you?" you asked a small smile on your lips as you looked up at him. an obvious grin threatening to come over his lips as he nodded. "great, text me." you spoke ￼confidently, before leaning up to kiss his cheek as you pushed past him to walk out.
yeonjun was in shock at first, a hand coming to his cheek to touch where your lips had brushed. he couldn't help but smile to himself before letting out an audible cheer of success that you heard from the end of the hall.
dating yeonjun felt like a dream, he was everything you could ever ask for and more.
he worked around his schedule to make time for you and you did as well. often times it would end up in you sneaking into his dorm to have a cuddle session late at night.
it was important that the public did not suspect a thing about your relationship, but yeonjun couldn't help but look at you with so much love in his eyes in public... people were kinda catching on.
he always boasts about you to the members, telling them how great you are, telling them about you he finds￼ incredible, and even showing them things you've gifted him.
if he could, he'd talk about you in interviews or to anyone who asked, but of course since the company was being nice enough to allow you guys to be together you both followed the rules given to you both ￼strategically.￼
days with yeonjun would consist of you both calling each other sexy for doing very minimal things. you wash the dishes? sexy. he cooks some ramen? sexy. you both team up to beat the others at a video game? sexy.
some days will consist of both of you cuddling and playing video games. sometimes not even words exchanged by the two of you for hours as you both concentrate in leveling up your characters.
he's also very touchy. he likes to leave kisses on your hand, knuckles, collarbones, neck, face, lips, any part of skin he can reach at the time. they're quick little kisses, as sweet acts of skin ship and turns out he loves when you do it back.
yeonjun is very observant of you and notices things you like, don't like, get uncomfortable and scared by. which makes him super protective of you. it's hard when both of you are in public because the first thing he wants to do is shield you from whatever is causing you trouble which he obviously can't do in front of cameras.
you have walked in on him doing a vlive which, caused both of you to break out laughing. viewers not understanding why the handsome male had broken into a fit of laughter but, nun the less entertained.
as an idol is normal to get hurt, so when you have hurt yourself and yeonjun was near, he had quite literally dropped everything he was doing to go see if you were alright. this has gotten him scolded by the company before, but when his baby's hurt he can't just stand there.
no matter what, he never misses 'good morning' and good night texts. since he's so busy sometimes they mean a lot to him. and when you're in a different time zone he will make sure his texts match with your timezone.
yeonjun is￼ definitely the jealous type. he trusts you, he just doesn't trust other people's intentions. so if someone gets a little too flirty with you he can't help but pull you to him.
often times when the dorm is empty you both have mini dance parties with just the two of you. it's always fun when you both can goof around and have fun.
one thing he doesn't play with is other people talking about you. jokes and all, the members know how much you mean to him and know that making jokes about you is off limits.
with this said, yeonjun can't help but laugh when you make fun of him. he thinks it's cute.
he also loves how well you get along with his members, and how much he gets along with your members. when both groups are together is chaos but beautiful chaos.
a soft spot for him is always seeing you in his clothes, something about him just melts when ever you borrow one of his hoodies or sweaters.
sometimes when you both have the luxury of falling asleep in each other's arms he hums into your ear because he knows how much you like hearing his voice.
he loves watching you do your thing, singing, dancing, rapping, what ever it is you do, he loves and supports it a 100 percent. to the point that if you for what ever reason for get a dance or your own lyrics he's always there to remind you of how it goes.
yeonjun is also very playfully mean, he loves to tease you and play pranks on you but whines when you do it back to him.
he would probably get you both small cute things that match like shoes, or bracelets. he thinks full on matching outfits are cheesy but sometimes little accessories look nice.
he would let you style his hair when you're bored especially when he had his beautiful pink mullet. he'd just let you go crazy with it.
very slight baby talk to each other sometimes. he does it ironically when you ask him to do something and you play along which results in you both talking like 4 year olds to each other for a good 5 minutes.
he also thinks its cool when you paint his nails to match yours, he thinks it's cute and just likes to look down at his hands when you do so.
yeonjun's lock screen is most likely a picture of you off guard. you're probably not even looking at the ￼camera, but he loves it.
arguments are bound to happen. no relationship is complete without some sort of disagreement. usually yeonjun doesn't have the heart to raise his voice at you. he just doesnt. so when he's upset with you he just kinda lowers his tone and keeps what he says short.
sometimes he needs space when he's upset, he doesn't like when you ask if he's okay because you should know that he's hurt. asking if he's "okay" just angers him more. he will come to you when he's ready to talk, and will usually do so an hour or two after the argument by coming up behind you quietly and hugging you. his face resting against your shoulder as he apologizes even if he wasn't the one in the wrong.
when you're upset with him, he adapts to what you need. if you need space he gives it to you, if you need to talk about it he's there for you. he sees it as curtesy because you always seem to adapt to him and his needs, so he does the same for you.
usually the conversations after an argument as very soft and quiet. he pulls you into his lap and plays with your hair as he listens to you. he looks you in the eye so you know he's paying attention. he caresses your cheek and hands as you speak before apologizing for making you upset.
he usually keeps his word. if he says he wont do something again because it upset you he wont. he's very mindful of you and loves to talk about ways to better the relationship.
its safe to say that your sex life with yeonjun is very healthy. with as touchy and kissy as his boy gets its bound to lead to sex more times than not.
he's the type to like all kinds of sex, giggly sex, rough sex, love making, all of it. to be honest, it changed how ever the mood is.
this man worships your body, literally kisses you and praises you so much. he's literally in love with every single bit of you and shows you that when you both are together like this.
he's a dom leaning switch, mans is kinky we all know it. but, sometimes he wants to see what you can so to him and honestly... some times you do such a great job in pleasing him he wouldn't mind being submissive more often.
expect sex everywhere, the kitchen, couch, bedroom, bathroom, floor, wall, practice room, studio. not to mention later on he will make jokes about the fact you guys having sex in what ever room you're standing in.
man has stamina, he's a dancer it's just natural to him. so sometimes sex can last a bit longer or go on for multiple rounds.
he's very gentle when he needs to be, he makes sure you're enjoying yourself. showing any signs of discomfort to him makes him stop and move away from you a bit so he can figure out what's wrong. he gets off on your pleasure so seeing you hurting or not enjoying yourself turns him off completely.
he's always open to trying new things for you. if you want to be tied up then he'd do it. if you for what ever reason don't like something he understands and tells you that you never have to do it again and that you're amazing for trying it out.
aftercare is always the best with him because after he absolutely recked your guts, he's giving you soft kisses, running you a bath. not even letting you walk because he's carrying you from the bed to the tub.
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Summary: Coming home, you see Yeonjun looking like he just walked through hell. Despite your better judgement, you decide to patch him up and let him crash at your place. However, you know he’s not here to stay, which kills you on the inside.
Pairing: Choi Yeonjun X Reader
Genre: Angst Oneshot
Word Count: 1224
Warning: Some suggestive teasing, mentions of bad wounds and stitching up a stab wound, Yeonjun gets almost full naked towards the end but then he covers up again.
Taglist: @soulangel @esmeraysoath
As soon as you got to your place, you frowned. Sitting on the front steps, soaked to the bone, was the resident bad boy, Choi Yeonjun. You thought you saw the last of him last month when he said he was going to be laying low for a while. Apparently he got into some trouble with some rival gangs and needed to keep a low profile. So what was he doing here at the front of your place, uninvited?
With a frown, you gripped your umbrella tighter before standing in front of here. “Can I help you?”
He looked up at you with a weak smile and your breath caught in your throat. His right eye was so swollen it was completely shut and an ugly shade of gray-purple. Nevertheless, he still gave you his roguish smile. “I was wondering if you could help me.”
Nodding quickly, you fumbled with the lock on your door before pushing it open. You held the door for him as he limped inside before rushing to get a first aid kit and some clean clothes. You had no idea how long he was waiting out there and you didn’t want to risk infection. Not only that but he was sopping wet and needed to get dry before he got sick. Returning from your room, you saw that he was sitting on top of your counter, waiting for you like a good little patient.
“I’m going to dress your wounds and then you’re going to change clothes so you don’t get sick, alright?” You assured him as you assessed the damages you could see, which wasn’t much considering he was wearing long sleeves and long pants with boots.
Yeonjun smirked. “So you want me to strip down to my underwear, huh?”
You could feel your cheeks dust themselves with pink, causing you to suck your cheeks in. “Don’t start with me, mister. At least take off your jacket. I’ll start from the top and work my way down.”
“I like where this is going.” He continued to tease as he shucked off his wet leather jacket.
With a snarl, you dabbed at a cut on his forehead with antiseptic, causing him to wince. “Be serious please. You’re hurt and I need to take care of it because you obviously won’t.”
He rolled his eyes. “I would, it’s just you’re nice when you do it. At least, you usually are.”
“Well, you started it.” You shot back. “You started getting all flirty and whatever.”
“Because you’re cute when you’re flustered.”
It was your turn to roll your eyes as you pressed a butterfly bandage to his forehead. You then took care to wipe all the dried blood off his face before looking at what else needs to be done. You took note that the most prevalent wound on his arms were bruises. A couple cuts here and there that weren’t deep just got cleaned and allowed to air dry. Glancing to check his legs, you noticed a big red spot on his thigh, making you let out a shaky breath.
“You got stabbed?” You mumbled.
He shrugged. “It’s not as bad as it looks.”
As you were about to look him in the eye, you saw him taking his shirt off, revealing his perfectly toned abs and few more bruises. You quickly averted your eyes with a squeak. This caused him to laugh before throwing his shirt behind you.
“What? You need to check on these wounds too. Besides, I got kicked in the stomach repeatedly, and that hurt a lot more than the stab wound.” He explained as he looked down at his bruised stomach. “I might have internal bleeding.”
“Than you should go to the hospital-”
“Oh look I’m better.” Yeonjun gave a weak chuckle. “But, yeah, that stab wound is definitely going to need some attention, please.”
You were mildly impressed that he said please, but you were more focused on one glaring fact: he really was going to have to strip down to his underwear. There was no way you were going to be able to get to that wound in his jeans without them being removed.
Sucking in your breath through your teeth, you muttered, “Alright, you’re going to have to take off your pants.”
“Y/n are you flirting with me?” He teased with a wink. “If I knew this was your idea of foreplay, I’d play hospital patient more often.”
“Would you stop!” Though you tried to sound exasperated, you sounded more tired than anything. It had been a long day and you really didn’t need to be teased by your crush like this. You were hoping that he would never see you again when he told you he needed to lay low, so then your heart wouldn’t ache like this every time you saw him.
You were surprised that he got serious. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to bother you.”
Silently, he slipped his pants down to his knees and you found yourself thankful that he didn’t go commando, though you weren’t sure why you thought that in the first place. Turning your attention back to the wound on his leg, you carefully cleaned it. You noticed in your peripheral vision that his hand was squeezing into a fist everytime it stung. Before you could stop yourself, you took his hand to allow him to squeeze it out of comfort. Neither of you said anything as you finished cleaning it.
“It’s going to need stitches.” You mumbled. “I have a needle and some thread that’ll work. Do you need anything to numb the pain?”
Yeonjun shook his head. “I’ll be fine.”
“I’m going to need my hand back.”
“Then can I squeeze your shoulder?” He said it almost too fast, but you understood how painful it was going to be, so you nodded. His hand rested heavily on your shoulder but it didn’t impede your work. Every time the needle pierced the skin, he’d suck in his breath through his teeth and squeeze your shoulder.
When you were done, you cleaned everything up and handed him the clean clothes. “You can change in the bathroom. Also you can take the bed, I’ll sleep on the couch.”
“No, we can share the bed, it’s fine.” He said it with such authority that the argument was done before it even started. Taking the clothes, he slipped into the bathroom and you finished cleaning. You weren’t sure how you were going to survive the night.
Before too long, the two of you were in your bed, as far away as you both could be. Your heart was beating so fast you were afraid it was going to be right out of your chest and fly away. You couldn’t get the thought of half naked Yeonjun out of your head and even if he did look rough around the edges, he still looked immaculate.
You wanted to curl up into a ball and cry out in despair. If only he wasn’t all mixed up in this gang stuff. If only you met before all of this. Maybe then you would have had a chance with him. But you knew as you fell into a fitful sleep that the boy next to you that had your heart wasn’t going to be in your bed in the morning.
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞ ☺︎︎☹︎ Be The LO♡︎ER To This LO$ER - 36. Do I tell them now?
beomgyu is an online streamer who streams to escape from his painful life — that was until he was humiliated that brought more chaos into his life. with nothing else to do, he destroys the things he considered his life until he finds a mysterious phone number under a vinyl. with not knowing whose number it is, he would be messaging someone from a parallel universe.
you walk under the sunken, white stars. they've always looked pretty from here. you suddenly drop on your bottom. you lay down and watch the stars twinkle, fisting the grass. you pull harshly on it, before scrambling the green strings in your hands.
sigh. you wish hueningkai was here. you missed him a lot. you regret fighting with him, regret storming into your room out of pure anger. you could never regret kai, though. he was just about the best thing that had ever happened to you. you knew it was your fault. but even so, you couldn't help the sting you felt when experiencing all the things you did together. this time, alone.
you felt horrible, and before you knew it, tears were falling down your face. it's impossible ro go back, but if you could, you would change. you didn't just hurt yourself, you hurt kai too. and thst made you sob every. single. time.