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[slight nsfw!] first love!soobin moodboard
read the fic here: first love 💌
a/n: got a little bored so i made this. enjoy 💓
Ok but how perfect is BEcause by dreamcatcher for Favorite?? It's like the response to it telling the boy that she'll play with him because she likes him 😭😭😭
LETS FUCKING GO??? BEEG NUMBER??????
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yn sighed as she stared at the messages on the groupchat, she didn't like lying to her friends but if she wanted her "relationship" to be even the slightest bit believable, the people closet to her needed to believe it first.
her phone vibrating took her out of her daze and she peered at the notification. 'beomgyu' had sent a text and she was very tempted to ignore it in favour of continuing her sims 4 journey on her laptop.
but then another five notifications from him appeared and she rolled her eyes, scowling at her phone, hoping he could feel her sharp gaze through the screen. he was relentless in the pursuit of getting her to talk to him, which would've been cute if yn weren't already completely and utterly done with the day.
'I guess it wouldn't hurt to see what he has to say' she thought to herself, saving her gameplay and picking up her phone.
yn sighed and hurriedly put together an outfit for her quote unquote date. she didn't want to seem like she was trying too hard for beomgyu but since he is technically her boyfriend, wouldn't it make sense for her to want to look semi-presentable when seeing him?
after a lot a bit of looking through her closet and throwing her clothes until her room looked like a tornado had devastated it, she had decided on an outfit. she gave herself one last check in the livingroom mirror as she heard a surprisingly quiet knock on the front door.
she quickly walked towards it and turned the handle, revealing a slightly jittery beomgyu, his left hand in mid air as he was about to knock again. he quickly brought it to his side and held out a single pink rose that he had been hiding behind his back.
yn smiled and gently took the rose from his hand offering a small thank you and a ruffle of his hair in return. her hand felt gentle on his scalp and he opened his mouth to speak but he couldn't seem to get any words out. he opened and closed his mouth repeatedly, but his brain and mouth just wouldn't work in unison no matter how hard he tried.
a small laugh escaped yns lips before she spoke. "let's get going, shall we?" She said simply, breezing past him and making her way to the local arcade.
a heavy sigh left him as his watched her walk, his hand subconsciously touching the spot that she patted, feeling slightly light-headed.
beautiful. he wanted to tell her that she looked beautiful tonight but he was too awestruck, too distracted by her to get anything out.
'well, I have the rest of the night to tell her.' he thought to himself, rushing to catch up with her, eyes widening slightly when she hooked her arm with hers.
why as he always so affected by her?
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a/n: I feel like absolute shit for taking so long to upload bur I hope you guys enjoy this regardless. I will try to be more consistent with my uploading but idk how successful that will be because exams are coming up and I don't want to fail. unedited as usual because I never reread anything I post ever.
i might wait to post more blurbs when the trailer comes out (sf soon now omg) bc i can't find any new ones that i haven't used.
thinking abt miranda/shepard literally always
me when im writing. wehn im creationg. me when im an atrist adn a wrietr and a creative man. me when i create.
oh my god there was a new nothingbound chapter and i didnt see it what the fuck what the fuck i gotta read this shit
sleepless nights ⋆｡˚
any txt member x gn!reader, angst + fluff + a little suggestive (?), word count: 748 words, non-idol au, drabble, lowercase intended.
synopsis: reader spends lonely nights alone struggling to fall asleep, as they reminisce on the memories they once shared with their boyfriend.
a/n ; i wrote this a while back ☆ — it’s written from reader‘s pov and is a bit more poetic from my other works. whilst there is no indication to who the “ex boyfriend“ is i wrote this with taehyun in mind.
wet cheeks, tears trace my chin, run down my neck and pool in my collarbones creating puddles much like the weather outside. i watch the rain as it drips down the window outside in the darkness, the only source of light coming from the bright moon and millions of stars beaming down.
drifting my eyes away from the window, they land on the digital clock that sits on my desk. 1:00 am. it’s always 1:00 am. thats when the heart ache sets in.
the breakup was mutual but that doesn’t make the heartache any less painful.
i squeeze my shut trying to ease my mind but as i close them all i can picture is his warm smile, the way it would reach up into his eyes and the dimple that appeared on his left cheek.
i picture his eyes, the way they sparkled whenever he told me about his day and as i hold my blanket a little tighter i feel his presence, his warmth and i miss it. i miss the way he’d wrap his arms around me and whisper that everything would be okay.
i knew it was coming and i should have left then because the constant fights were like daggers piercing my heart. i saw it coming when he slowly became distant. i saw it coming when he didn’t come over as often. i saw it coming when he didn’t return my calls.
yet i couldn’t bring myself to say anything so i let the anxiety of him leaving build up until all my emotions spilled out in anger and tears like tidal waves.
it was a yelling match. running out in anger. somehow i ended up crying on the floor and he had driven off after slamming the front door shut.
every relationship has fights, every relationship has ups and downs. but, the ups are always so fucking amazing, and the downs feel like literal hell.
i remember how his lips were always so soft, when our lips touched they danced with each other ever so softly as if either one of us could shatter at any moment if not careful. his soft lips tracing every sensitive part of my body.
i remember the way his hand fit so perfectly in mine like they were made for each other. i remember all of our stupid shenanigans and that time when we both went for a drive at 2 AM, and looked at the stars in one of the parks hand in hand.
and i remember the pain.. “i’m sorry. but i think we have to break up, i don’t love you anymore…” he almost whispers to me, even after all we’ve been through he doesn’t want to hurt me which breaks my heart even more.
it would be so much easier if he just ripped the bandaid off instead of trying to avoid what we both knew was happening.
“i was thinking the same. we constantly fight and neither of us are right for each other anymore” i say smiling sadly. “maybe we met too young. maybe at this time, we don’t know how to love each other right..” he said as he tried to avoid my eyes.
“do you think if we met years from now, we would be right for each other?” i whisper softly. he just smiles and whispers what might have been a goodbye before turning and walking out the front door.
‘its mutual’ i think as i watch him leave. that night i cried until i couldn’t cry no more, i wished things could of been different. now i realise that our timing will never be right for each other. fate has chosen a different path for us to carry on, like parallel lines. it never meant to cross at all.
i open my eyes realising that i still have not fallen asleep ‘its mutual’ i think again as more tears spill out of my eyes, it’s mutual i repeat the lie that i’ve told myself a thousand times before because sometimes lying is easier than facing reality.. he fell out of love with me while i was still falling in love with him.
i knew if he knew the truth the guilt would eat him alive.. it would destroy him like a moth destroys your favourite shirt and i couldn’t do that to him.
i would bare the pain, the heart ache for him because i still love him even if he doesn’t feel the same.
Just had an idea that I couldn’t not drop here.
Probie!Buck getting hazed because an older firefighter got jealous when Bobby let him try a rescue that the older guy usually would have done. He thinks a little teasing is in order, but when it doesn’t phase Buck, he takes it up a notch. Cue Bobby or Chimney walking into the showers to find the older firefighter and a couple of other guys forcing Buck under the spray of the shower head. Cold water is raining down on him while he’s fully clothed and he’s pushing back telling them to knock it off, but his hands have been restrained behind him and he’s helpless as they keep pushing him back into the stall.
numbercanon has taken so much from us
- A nossa banda, e nossos sonhos.
Capa de minha autoria, caso se inspire de os créditos.
⸻ ૢ་༘࿐a list of ao3 links for sookai recs!
❥ • you dried my hair (teacher hueningkai, web developer soobin, fluff, hurt/comfort, anxiety, therapy) ⤿Soobin and Kai learn to navigate the line between accepting help and offering too much of it. "Soobin brushed his teeth that morning, and Kai knew because he had been keeping track. On better days, it would be used and wet on their shared bathroom sink. On not-so-better days, Soobin would stare at the bathroom door like there was a battle on the other side, and in a way, Kai knew that there sort of was. Again, Kai walked the tightrope."
❥ • SIDESTEP (college au, kissing booth, established relationship, humour, fluff) ⤿ Hueningkai is seriously, seriously this close to quitting his job at the fundraising booth.
❥ • 2am need a bit of you (soulmate au, angst, soulmarks, open ending) ⤿ Kai trails a string of light kisses on Soobin's neck, jaw, cheeks, lips. He covers as much ground as he can, marking all the available space. It's the only thing he can do to show the world Soobin is his. Because it's not Kai's name on Soobin's wrist, and it's not Soobin's name on his.
❥ • hold my hand, we're going to fall now (i'm not afraid, don't let go) (hogwarts au, mutual pining, misunderstanding, fake dating, armortentia, fluff, slow burn) [ongoing] ⤿ Soobin just wants to make it through his final year at Hogwarts quietly, ace his N.E.W.T.s, and ignore the way his heart skips a beat sometimes when he sees his former crush pass by in the hallway. A certain Slytherin prefect has other ideas.
❥ • space case (angst, BTS mention, soulmate au, beomjun side-ship, open ending) ⤿Soobin firmly believes in the butterfly effect. A butterfly simply flapping its wings, can cause a fucking tsunami somewhere across the world. Isn't that sick? It's so sick, if you ask him. He likes that -- he likes thinking that any small, seemingly insignificant decision he makes, can cause a chain of events that change his life. He likes thinking that everything he does means something, whether it means something to himself or to the stranger he passed on the street. So, no, he can't really get behind this soulmate thing, because it's fucking stupid that his destiny is already written in the damn stars. He has to spend his entire life knowing that he doesn't get a choice in who he ends up with, or where their lives go from there. His fate is sealed, like some sort of fairytale. or the one where kai and soobin are soulmates.
❥ • I'm a fool for you (college au, soulmates, hanahaki disease, fluff, angst, sookai side-ship) ⤿ In which Beomgyu’s roommate is hot, straighter than a ruler and the university’s biggest fuckboy. Also his soulmate. It’s fine. He’s fine. Until he coughs up his first petal that is.
❝𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐅𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝.❞
How TXT friendzoned you.
𖥻 Genre: 4 cups of angst, best friend!au, unrequited love
𖥻 Warnings: None
𖥻 Song: If It Is You (Rosé)
(Please know I finally opened requests! So if you’d like, I’d love to write you a ship, reaction, imagine/scenario, or just even thoughts about txt!)
» At first, you thought that Yeonjun reciprocated your feelings
» With all those smooth, almost flirty remarks he made to you every time you saw each other... seriously, how could you not?
» That’s when you came to a decision once noticing your heart belonged to your best friend, Yeonjun
» After pining for so long and wishing he was yours, you decided that you would just tell him instead of hiding under the facade that the two of you were only close friends
» So with a pounding heart and flustered cheeks, you drove to Yeonjun’s house in search of the boy that made you complete
» Knocking on the front door, you were surprised when there was a loud groan in his house before said boy slowly opened the door... with only a towel wrapped around his torso
» You looked away immediately before he could speak, “Jjunie, I-”
» “Who’s that girl?” A sultry voice purred, interrupting you from inside the house, “when are you going to be back? Jun, I need you.”
» Your eyes widened and you swore you heard your heart crack from inside, eyes glistening with tears that you tried to force away
» “I’m sorry,” he smirked, not taking notice to the hurt in your face, “I’m a little busy now. I’ll call you later, yeah?”
» And there he just slammed the door shut once you murmured an almost audible okay, fists clenching tightly at how much heartbreak tore at your chest
» You just stood on his front door step, tears spilling hopelessly onto the white porch when you realized that you would only be a friend to him your entire life.
» You were irrevocably in love with Soobin, your childhood friend beginning from the time you first met him... which meant that you were there for his heartbreaks as well
» His significant others came and went, and each time you hoped that he would be able to see you instead of other people
» But he proved you wrong every single time when he introduced you to yet another person, hoping the two of you would get along since after all, you both were the most important people of his life
» You hated how much you were still very much hopeful that he would look at you instead of the other way, so with a brave face you called him over once you were finished studying
» Of course your friendship with him was incredibly precious and you hoped that he would be by your side forever, but the love overflowing in your heart was unbearable- something you couldn’t take because all you saw was him every time you closed your eyes
» Soobin assumed that it was another movie night but you were blankly sitting on the couch, staring into space as if something was occupying your mind
» “Is there something wrong, Y/N? I thought that-”
» “Soobin, I’m in love with you! I can’t hold it back anymore, but I love you... so so so much that it even hurts... I don’t mean to wreck what we have now, but I just couldn’t take it any longer,” you blurted out without any hesitation, watching his face for any sign of reaction
» He was paralyzed in his spot, eyes gentle with sadness as he said, “I-I’m so sorry, Y/N...” He paused before his soft voice whispered, “but you’re my best friend, and I can’t think of you as anything different...”
» You immediately forced a smile onto your face when you heard that, hoping that he wouldn’t possibly be able to see how much it stung even if you were an open book
» Soon after Soobin left because of the awkwardness, causing you to sob endlessly into your pillows. You’ve always helped him whenever he became depressed from his breakups, and now he himself was the cause of your heartbreak.
» Alcohol affected people in many, many ways
» And with you accidentally confessing everything to everyone- even if it was embarrassing- you chose not to drink at a social situation ever again
» But when you came to a party with your best friend, Beomgyu, who stupidly gave you a drink once he saw how scared you were, you just couldn’t say no
» That decision led to one of the worst moments in your life.
» In fact, you weren’t even thinking of confessing your feelings to Beomgyu in the first place
» Were the feelings themselves little? ... clearly not, but you did your best to hide them in fear that you would destroy your friendship with him
» The night went like this: with you drinking too much and throwing up in one of the rooms, causing Beomgyu to take care of you like the good friend he was
» Bringing you outside to the side of the house, he patted your back as your stomach took multiple twists and turns, creating butterflies in your stomach that you mistook to be the cause of Beomgyu who continually kept asking you if you were okay
» You just smiled at the boy of your dreams who was trying to take care of you, murmuring almost incomprehensible words of ‘I love you more than a friend’ that he couldn’t understand at first
» “N-no,” the grin on his face faded once he realized what you said, “you’re lying... Y/N, you can’t possibly have feelings for me! We’re best friends!”
» Hearing that you instantly pushed him away clumsily, getting up on your feet to run away before he could see your tears
» ... well, you aren’t sure now- you haven’t talked to him in a while ever since that night and now that he’s got a significant other
» In all your life, there wasn’t anyone else you had ever looked at except Taehyun
» He was literally perfect... it didn’t take too long for you to fall for him with the two of you being in your first year of college
» He picked you up whenever you were sad, he was there for you and loved you like a best friend- something that you did up until a few weeks after meeting him
» It was as if the stars brought you together even if your personalities were vastly different, and you held onto that hope no matter how many times he called you his close friend
» One day he called you over to a cafe and you dolled yourself up, hoping that he would find you attractive- only to find someone he was extremely affectionate with right in front of your seat.
» “Y/N, this is my significant other!” He pointed at the person beside him, who waved with friendliness towards you
» In in instant, you felt the world crash upon your shoulders and you gasped something out once the two of you were finally alone, “Tyun, can we talk?”
» “What’s up?” He said with worry, leaning closer to you when your voice was nothing but a whisper
» “I-I... I love you. I just had to tell you, and I’m sorry if I ruined this friendship but I needed to tell you!”
» With a sad expression he explained everything to you as gently as he could so as to not hurt you. However in the heat of the moment you ran out of that cafe, unable to pick up his calls in fear that you would break yourself even more
» Does he ever realize how much you still think of him? Even if the two of you separated a month ago?
» Kai was the best person you could ever ask for, as someone who would forever stay by your side
» He was the best friend you could ever have, so why did you ever gain butterflies for him and him only?
» You saw something more every single time you hung out with him- in those eyes that sparkled whenever he saw you and that contagious smile you never got tired of
» Shamelessly you did your best to show him that he was something more... perhaps through prolonged stares, subtle compliments, and laughing at his jokes even if they were too cheesy to be funny
» And normally you had friend dates right? Friend dates...
» So this time you both chose to spice up your closets with a few new clothes!
» Whilst you were shopping for some clothes together, Kai brought you along to one of his favorite stores for a few opinions
» Everything was going swell until...
» “You’re so cute, Kai,” the words accidentally slipped out of your mouth when you saw him come out of the dressing room
» Picking up on all of your signs (one thing that he was incredibly suspicious of before), he shook his head with confusion
» “We’re just friends, right Y/N?” The boy smiled awkwardly when he saw your face fall apart, “Just friends...”
» “Yeah,” you admitted, looking away from him so that your tears wouldn’t be able to be seen, “just friends even though I’m completely in love with you.”
Released: October 24, 2021. (12:55pm)
Thoughts: Wow. Getting friendzoned is absolutely horrible, omg... I mean I never have since yk keah big scaredy cat to confess her feelings in the first place but like... geez.... that’d make me feel terrible... STOP IM EDITING THIS A MONTH LATER AND I REALIZED THAT I JUST DID STOP 😭😭🙏💔
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