yn becomes a song writer and decides to write songs for their school's band; tomorrow x together. they have a special spot in hello future cafe to which yn considered it as their safe place — that is until the band starts hanging out there after their practices — that includes the boy they have a crush on and who made them a song writer.
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💫 Everyone seems to love you already, before you even debut!
-You've already got that "big company clout," so it wasn't hard for you to gather a fanbase just because of that, but what gets most people's attention is how interactive you are with fans.
-You've also given everyone a sneak peek of your talents with song and dance covers.
🌟 You were lucky enough to get permission to go public online once it was announced you'd debut in a few months.
-You'd constantly go live on Instagram or Vlive, and you like to tweet random things (nothing stupid tho lmao, you don't need a bad rep).
🌠 Whether you're shy or not, you instantly make friends with BTS...mainly because they'll force you into friendship lmao.
-Not saying that you wouldn't wanna be friends with BTS, you were probably already a fan of them before you debuted. So it might be super awkward and overwhelming now working at the same place as the people you look up to, and even moreso having to actually interact with them sometimes.
-Y'all already know how much BTS adores TXT, and how overwhelmed TXT usually get by their seniors excitement.
-Well trust me, they fanboy over you just as much as they do over TXT.
-You're just one little person, so it can get overwhelming having 7 extremely famous men get so hyped over you.
-They're like your crazy older brothers, but they can genuinely give you good advice and comfort when you seem stressed.
-Sometimes one of them will remember a small thing about you that you've probably only told them one time, and things like that really make you realize that they do care for you and that they've got your back. It would make you feel more comfortable knowing that you're not just coworkers, you're like family.
💫 TXT likes to call you their "6th member."
-gOd they just want a collab with you so badly, so that they can pretend you're a member of the group. 🥺
-You probably hang out with them the most. They make you feel less lonely while being a soloist.
-Of course you can't hang with them when they're busy, but they always blow up your phone with messages.
-Be prepared for them to run up to you at award shows and either pounce on your back, or embrace you in a tight group hug.
-They'd probably introduce you to some of their friends in ATEEZ and Stray Kids. You'd all form somekind of a squad.
🌟 Meeting Enhyphen was not awkward at all really. Maybe because they're still a brand new rookie group, so you weren't far behind them.
-You're a lot more casual with the Enhyphen boys than how awkward you are with BTS, and how clingy you are with TXT.
-You probably do a lot more videos with Enhyphen than any other group. Where the staff makes y'all play dumb games together, and all of you don't really wanna be there but you still have so much fun because everyone is kinda just vibing and laughing.
🌠 You'd more than likely meet Seventeen sometime along the way.
-Y'all know how wild Seventeen is, you'd prolly not survive a day with them tbh.
💫 I always forget that KOZ ent is under HYBE now, so you might meet Zico!
-Idk about you, but I'd die.
-I'm such a huge fan. (┳Д┳)
🌟 Form somekind of a little collab group. The HYBE equivalent to SuperM?
-The most popular members of each group?
-Jungkook, V, Yeonjun, Hueningkai, Heeseung, Ni-Ki, Mingyu, Wonwoo, and (S/n)!
-Taehyung would prolly be the leader lmfao. Mainly because of his seniority compared to the rest of y'all. It would be weird for him to suddenly lead a group of kiddos, but I think he'd do a good job.
-You'd be the center/face of the group, since you're the only soloist in the group, so you can probably do a little of everything.
🌠 Idk why I'm talking about this kind of last, but your debut concept would probably be lighthearted and little pop-ish.
-BigHit lately has been really into the "fresh, young, and free" kind of style if you know what I mean. For example, debutes like Crown and 20 Cube/Let Me In.
-Then you'd obviously gradually transfer to a darker concept, probably with an edgy storyline mixed into everything.
💫 I think they'd let you write your own music if you wanted to.
-Your big title tracks would most likely be pre-written, but the rest of your albums would come straight from your soul.
🌟 Be prepared to go on a wild ride with the HYBE fam, you've got a lot of new non-blood brothers.
-There's never a day where you aren't being followed around everywhere by at least 2 or more of them.
-When one group's busy, there's still like 3 whole other groups wanting you to join them in whatever nonsense they're up to.
🌠 Also be prepared for those awkward company photoshoots, where all of the idols are together at once and it's like a family reunion, but you're all dressed in fancy clothes and taking uncomfortable photos together.
-ex! cheater! yeonjun x fem! reader ft. bsf! soobin
-word count: 425
-genre/warnings: angst + a little fluff ish at the end, mentions of cheating + swearing
-summary: in which yeonjun tries to defend himself for cheating and you dont care for any of his words
“are you serious right now yeonjun”
“no, y/n, thats not what happened i swear”
“yeah? thats not what happened? i just walked in and imagined you kissing that girl?” you say trying your hardest to prevent your voice from cracking
“thats all you’re gonna say now huh. i dont wanna hear anything from you anymore, yeonjun. we’re done”
“no please, i love you”
you scoff, “yeah you love me so much you kissed someone that wasnt me ?? fuck off yeonjun. leave me alone”
you turn when yeonjun grabs your arm, but you quickly remove your arm from his hand, “dont touch me choi”
“let me explain” he says looking straight into your eyes, knowing that that was the only way you would cooperate
“what is there to explain” you say staring at the ground, making sure to look anywhere but his eyes
“just hear me out okay. i dont know what came over me, it wasnt right of me to do that, just please”
“you’re right. it wasnt right of you to do, thats why i never wanna see you again”
“were you ever gonna tell me? if i didnt catch you, would you ever have told me?”
“no. just fuck off yeonjun, please never talk to me again. i never wanna see your face ever again”
soobin wiped your tears as you finished telling him what had just happened.
“i know it’s still early, but did you love him?”
“yeah, i did. i really fucking did. he was the first person i ever fell in love with. the first time i ever felt something like that, but he broke my heart in one second. what did i do wrong, soobin? was i not good to him? i was, right? am i a nuisance?” you say sobbing into soobin’s shoulder
“y/n, you are not, never have been, and never will be a nuisance. if yeonjun doesnt realize how badly he messed up by doing this, he was not the right person for you. and y/n i promise you that you’ll find the perfect person for you one day. someone who will make you feel loved every single day and who will make sure you’re happy. okay?”
“okay” you say wiping your nose
“now, im gonna go get some ice cream, would that make you feel better ?”
“yes it would. can we watch-”
“yes we can watch ‘doom at your service’”
“i love you”
soobin smiled and walked into the kitchen mumbling, “i wish you did”
Inhaling deeply you intake the smell of fresh brownies that filled the air. “Mmm, it smells so good!” You shout, unable to contain your excitement.
“Be patient, they’ll be done soon,” Soobin says from the living room. You stretch your arms out on the table in front of you, “ugh! I can’t wait any longer I’m practically drooling over here,” you whine with eyes glued to the oven. After about ten minutes the oven dings and you push yourself off of the chair hastily putting on the oven mitts before pulling out the brownies.
Setting the brownies down on top of the stove, you take off the mitts and with a lick of your lips you slowly extend a hand out. Before you can reach the brownies Soobin slaps your hand away. You scrunch your face at him while he shakes his head in response, “careful, it’s hot.”
“Yeah well you didn’t have to hit me,” you mumble rubbing your hand. “Aww I’m sorry,” he holds his hand out and with a fake pout you place your hand in his. He guides your hand upwards and his lips press against the back of your hand, leaving a tingly sensation. Beaming from ear to ear you lean in close to him, meeting his lips halfway. “Don’t worry, I'm just teasing.”
You let minutes pass by, allowing the brownies to cool off a little. Eventually the brownies become cool enough and you two enjoy them. “Mmm,” humming and grinning you munch happily on your brownie.
“How are the brownies?” He asks as if it wasn’t obvious enough. The corners of your mouth curve downwards and you scrunch your eyebrows in thought. “They're good…”
“But?” He asks, noticing your unsatisfactory tone. “It’s so warm and gooey, that all I can think about now is how much I just want ice cream…” You say with a goofy smile forming on your face at the last half of that sentence and Soobin quickly mirrors your grin.
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50 Ways to Kiss Someone ;; ...in secrecy ;; Yeonjun
SYNOPSIS; A series of (unrelated) drabbles showcasing some of the many ways you can kiss someone.
PAIRING; yeonjun x reader
TAGS; idolverse, established relationship, fluff
WARNINGS; lightly angsty
WORD COUNT; 1300+
SUMMARY; Your boyfriend is on top of the world, and you couldn’t be prouder. Unfortunately, it means that when you want to kiss him, you must do so in secrecy.
“A little to the left.” You motion him over with a swat of your hand. Yeonjun obliges happily, side-stepping until you give him a thumbs up. “Okay, good.”
Without further prompting, he throws his hands up in double peace signs. The station is empty now, but you know it won’t last. Already, you can hear metallic doors sliding open and passengers disembarking, just down the staircase from where you are. After a moment and a few clicks of the camera, he shifts his weight forward, pointing to the side instead. As you continue to snap pictures, your eyes follow his index finger naturally to the massive, lit up advertisement featuring his face, scaled up about fifty times.
It’s a really good photo. His eyes are alight with wonder and that pure joy that always shines through when he’s on stage, performing for the world. His lips are parted in a graceful smile. Just below his chin, a message flashes: Happy Birthday to the Brightest Star in Our Sky. Beneath that, his name in block print letters, and his birthday.
Some of these fan sites really do know how to do it all. On top of taking professional level photographs of the subject of their affections, they learn how to design billboards and advertisements and fan videos and merchandise. Nothing is out of the question, no skill too difficult to learn, when it comes to their idol. Love can drive people to great lengths, after all. And people absolutely adore Yeonjun.
“Alright, come check them out,” you tell your boyfriend. He jogs back over and takes back his phone, slipping an arm around your waist casually as he flips through the photos you just took. His handsome profile lights up, first from the glow of the phone screen, and then internally, from the smile that graces his lips.
“Thank you, baby,” he says.
“Of course,” you say, leaning into him. It’s become routine, at this point. Any time he points out a good photo op, you’re already reaching for his phone. He’ll post them later, of course. No need to waste your precious time together. And it would be a bad idea to let anyone know you were in the area before you’re a safe distance away.
Jealousy claws at the inside of your stomach as you exit the station. Most couples get to take lots of pictures together. Most couples get to keep some for themselves. But then you pass a magazine stand, where stacks of Yeonjuns stare back at you beneath heavily made up lids, and the bad feelings abate. New Collection: ORDEAR x Yeonjun, the magazines advertise. He’d been so excited for it to drop, and his excitement is contagious. The anger dissipates. Most couples don’t consist of a multi-talented celebrity who’s taking the world by storm, you have to remind yourself.
This is just the price you pay, dating a public figure as successful as Yeonjun. It’s not so bad, though. You did get to take pictures together, on the train. And you’ll get to take more, later. It just hurts when you send him a picture you took of him, wanting it to stay just between the two of you, only for him to post it on Twitter or Weverse a few days later for fans to save and ogle and edit as they like.
Check out how good you look, you tell him when you send him those candids of himself. See how handsome my boyfriend is? you think proudly to yourself.
But then the fans get ahold of it, and it becomes, See how handsome our Yeonjun is?
“Something on your mind, baby?” he asks. His words are muffled, and sure enough, he’s got his mask back on. Black bangs peek out from beneath the baseball cap you hadn’t even noticed him slip on. Without the privacy of an empty train car, it’s back to concealing his identity just so the two of you can walk together in peace.
“Just wondering when we’ll get to do this again,” you say. A chilly September breeze blows past, and you snuggle closer to him. The two of you round a corner, to Main Street, and are greeted by the sight of none other than Yeonjun himself on an electronic billboard. Promotions for his debut solo album may have ended, but people are still raving over his artistic dance short, and really, his EP as a whole. Even with the hype alive and well, there’s no time to rest. His group is already preparing for another comeback. It’s like every time you think you’re finally getting him back, he slips away again, out of your embrace and into the spotlight.
“Soon,” he says, “I promise.”
You don’t say anything. You can’t. You couldn’t be happier for Yeonjun, truly. A successful group, a flourishing solo career, brand collaborations for him to stretch out into the fashion industry, a few small acting gigs, and dozens of other invitations to shows and projects embellish his impressive career repertoire. It’s everything he’s ever wanted, and by extension, everything you’ve ever wanted for him. It just comes at a cost: his time. And apparent freedom.
“Okay,” you say finally. You give him a sad little smile, but to your surprise, he doesn’t return it. He stares intently at you, his grip on your waist tightening as he comes to a stop. “What is it?”
“I want to kiss you,” he says suddenly. He pulls down his mask and you gasp. He only smiles, that same face that you see plastered everywhere, now in its most beautiful form: undone and natural. Alive with light and movement. Most importantly, with eyes only for you— not the cameras or the crowds or the tv show hosts.
“You can’t, Yeonjun,” you say quickly. You reach up to put his mask back on for him, but he stops you, catching your wrist. “Someone might see you!”
“It’s fine,” he reassures you. “It’ll be our little secret.”
“Whose? The entirety of Seoul’s?”
You love Yeonjun, but you’ve accepted that you have to do so in secret. If you get greedy, if you try to lay claims to him publicly, his fans, his sponsorships, and his rising popularity could all be at stake.
“Okay,” he relents, releasing you. Disappointment creeps into your heart, shamefully, as you realize how easily he gave up. Normally, he’s too stubborn to stop with a little responsible protesting. But then he swoops down and picks up a magazine off the ground, throwing it open to a random page and holding it up protectively beside the two of you. He grins. “Now no one can see us.”
“From that side,” you say pointedly, though you can’t help the smile that grows as he leans closer. He strokes beneath your chin before splaying his fingers out to cover the place where your lips will meet, effectively boxing your faces in between the magazine and his hand.
“Good,” he says. He finally closes the space between you, his pillowy soft lips meeting yours gently. You kiss him back fervently, unsure how long this will last but wanting to make the most of it. Your hands slide around the back of his neck and you interlock your fingers, using that to pull him closer as your lips meet repeatedly in small clashes, mind blank as you try to convey all of your repressed affection in small bursts.
He stays close even when he pulls back for air, the two of you sharing shallow little breaths, not wanting the moment to end. The feeling of being watched has your skin prickling.
“Oh,” you say, eyes flitting to the magazine protecting you. “He just saw the whole thing.”
Yeonjun glances to the side, where he, himself, takes up a full spread. Items from his ORDEAR collection hang off his body naturally as he glares at the viewer, as though challenging whether they could ever even pull the look off the way he does. Yeonjun laughs. “He won’t tell anyone,” he says, leaning forward to capture your lips once more.
He kisses you again right there, in the privacy of strangers, your secret entrusted to the city.
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pulled to the kitchen you find yourself leaning against the fridge, beomgyu's hands on your hips gripping them tightly in this intimate moment. he's kissing your lips ever so passionately as you two try to make as little noise as possible, aware of the fact that your brother, soobin, is left alone in the living room gaming on his playstation.
"i'm sorry, i couldn't help it. i had to" beomgyu apologizes for so suddenly getting riled up just because you're wearing shorts. a bit of exposure and he's hooked on your bare skin. it's a shame, but it's always like this. and in addition to that, he has always wanted to play dirty and take risks, so it seems like this is the perfect time to push yourselves to the limit. soobin might or might not notice you've been gone for a bit too long since you promised to bring some snacks, or simply lied just to get away, at least. well, you're gonna have to take them after anyways.
"just hurry up, please" you breathe, holding onto the back of beomgyu's neck as you watch his fingers sneak under the fabric until they find the sensitive bud that he hurriedly rubs. your head falls back and you bite your lower lip to hold yourself back from making a sound. only small whimpers are heard from the both of you as your hand is wrapped around your boyfriend's length, catching up to the speed he's moving his fingers at. your eyes meet and both him and you chuckle, a few curses here and there quietly slipping out of your mouths. beomgyu then pushes two of his digits inside of you, covering your mouth in a hurry with his other free hand before a moan can echo in this room.
"fuck, keep going, baby" beomgyu pleads, bucking his. hips as he cannot fully control his body anymore. it just starts to naturally move as if beomgyu was inside of you. but that'd be a bit too risky to do knowing you're not alone in the house.
your legs shake and chills run down your spine as you reach your high, beomgyu watches your eyes roll back before his own high follows yours, making a bit of a mess on your thighs as his cum drips down the skin.
"i can't believe this," you giggle, "now let's clean up and hurry back to soobin before he suspects something"
"i'm on it" beomgyu smiles as he grabs some pieces of paper towel and wipes off what he left on your thigh before washing his hands together with you and returning to the living room, but only to find soobin peacefully playing the game still as if nothing has happened.
yn and their friends run the campus radio for which yn is the host of the evening show "dear sputnik", where they share stories and hope to create a healing space for all students— even though many don't listen to it. little does yn know, their biggest fan, angel313, is choi beomgyu— the boy they've silently had a crush on for the past four years.
♡ synopsis: determined to take the pain off the past, y/n wanted nothing more but become the help and comfort that others needed. yet here comes the man with an obnoxiously adorable eye smile, unintentionally ready to sabotage all that she thought was healing— that includes a 24/7 help line and an alternate persona.
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notes: no i do not know how i ended up making this series, nor do i know how i managed to make the 2 maknaes' fics angst. this whole thing is inspired by my English teacher who told us to write a love letter to ourselves and i suddenly went ... what if i made a love letter series... and this happened
Pairings: gn reader x yeonjun
Genre: best friends to lovers au, fluff
Summary: Choi Yeonjun and Y/N. Like two peas in a pod, they’ve been attached at the hip since they were 8. Now, at 17, it was obvious to anyone with common sense that they were so in love with each other. It was about time one of them confessed. Who would do it first, before any of them slips up?
Word Count: 1.2k
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Pairings: gn reader x soobin
Genre: friends to lovers, fluff, humor
Summary: Choi Soobin has heard of Y/N. Choi Soobin has talked to you many times. Choi Soobin is actually your classmate. Choi Soobin has talked about you a lot. Choi Soobin is also madly in love with you. After his friends’ constant complaints of his non-stop rambling about you, there was only one solution: writing an anonymous love letter to confess his feelings. That doesn’t really go as planned, though….
Word Count: unknown
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Pairings: gn reader x beomgyu
Genre: enemies to lovers, a lot of teasing, fluff
Summary: You and Beomgyu never got along. Maybe it was because of how he would tease you whenever you were anywhere 5 meters near him. Or maybe it was because of how you would kick his chair when you sat behind him during class (which was almost always.) It definitely wasn’t because you both were just too stubborn to admit that you’d stare lovingly at the other at every chance you’d get, though.
Word Count: unknown
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Pairings: gn reader x taehyun
Genre: soulmate au, angst, a little bit of fluff
Summary: Kang Taehyun was so in love with you. You were so in love with Kang Taehyun. You were both in a lovely relationship, one that friends and passersby would always be jealous of. No one expected the ending of the relationship that should’ve lasted forever to be this tragic, though. Alas, happy endings only happen in fairy tales. This, however, is reality.
Word Count: unknown
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Pairings: gn reader x huening kai
Genre: angst, unrequited love, can’t say anymore or i’ll spoil it too much
Summary: Crushes can be tricky. Being in love is worse. Huening Kai never chose to be in love. It just happened. He hates the feeling. Especially since the person he’s in love with would never look at him that way. Soobin suggests he write a letter to get himself some closure. Maybe he’ll do just that.
cw: suggestive languages, small descriptions of kissing, ramen and chill
— another repost, but I’m posting this small & regular installments for the daydreamin fic in order so if u wanna check my masterlist <3
It all started that night, the first time you came over to his house just to chill, eat ramen, and watch a movie without the using the excuse to study or what so ever. Everything went according to the plan - except the sleepover, it’s not in the plan but the both of you definitely had fun.
Those nights became kind of frequent, Yeonjun slowly removing the tiny bit shyness and embarrassment with the thought of asking you to come over saying “I want to eat ramen, tonight” to hang out because the poor boy basically just want to spend some time with you.
Until one ramen night, when he looked extremely good that he’s almost glowing and the way he stared at you that night did something to your organs. Well, you are just as lovesick as his - and you have no idea how to express it or how to let him now. You cannot think straight, so your body decided to lean in closer to his face, your eyes are hooded as you look at him with your lips landing on his face - right at the side of his plump lips.
It seemed like a decision on a whim when he caged your face with his large hands to continue what you started, crashing his lips right at yours. It started as a cute kiss - an innocent one, where none of you are moving, just enjoying how it felt like. Until you leaned in closer to deepen the kiss, that’s his cue to gently move his lips against yours as he softly caress your cheeks as if you’re the most precious thing in the world, as if you’re gonna break if he didn’t move as careful as possible. And that kind of night became a thing for the both of you since then.
That was your theory about Yeonjun’s suggestion earlier while the both of you are sitting at the library. He slid a piece of paper on top of the book you’re reading with a message that says, “Want some ramen?”
You smiled before writing your reply. “What do you mean?”
“I mean, it’s Friday. We should have a ramen night, don’t you think?” you scoffed by his explanation. Impressive.
“LOL” you replied which earned a confused look from Yeonjun.
He slid the paper back. “What’s funny? -,-“
“Are we talking in codes now?” you wrote.
“If you think we do, then we are ;) wait- what codes?”
“The ramen night, duh??” you smiled to yourself, because you could literally just go outside to talk properly yet here you are replying to his letters.
“Yeah, I kind of want to have a ramen night. What are the f*cking codes there?” he scratches the back of his head while he think about the codes you were saying.
“Dude, literally are you living under a rock? Do you know about the netflix and chill phrase? Your ramen night is just like that! We always end up making out before going to sleep. I can’t believe I’m explaining it to you.”
He was literally blown away by your explanation because unconsciously that is what he meant - he just haven’t realized it yet until you explained.
You rolled your eyes as he smiled sheepishly at you, grabbing your hand to lace his fingers with yours before winking playfully. You almost cringed at the sight but why does it look so endearing to him.
You snatched the paper from him as well as your hand to write something on it, slipping it inside his book before making your way outside the library.
Yeonjun squealed inwardly as he read your reply again, “Ramen night, it is.”
prompt — time has passed since your breakup, some wounds just never heal and now you’re just throwing more salt in theirs.
notes, more angst because i loveee you 🙌🏽😋 this is inspired off madison beer’s life support & reckless, OBVIOUSLY txt is not like this irl but ughhh life support is too good and i felt inspired so here it is!! if anyone wants to check out the songs i left the title each members is based off of, hope u like & check out my other works!! requests r open! 🤗
yeonjun was never going to get over you, he officially understood that now. all he felt like doing was crawling into bed, you had both broken up mutually but it didn’t mean he was any less sad. so now that your company had announced a comeback, posters and billboards everywhere of you to promote you, he hated it. he was so bitter about it. why were you okay and he wasn’t? why were you able to get by in the day and he couldn’t? so when he heard the lyrics to your single, diminishing your relationship to nothing and singing how you had carried on day by day by coming numb.. it made sense. you were hurting just as bad as him, yeonjun didn’t feel as bad. maybe yeonjun would be able to put this past him, he should try to do the same as you no matter how much he didn’t want to.
★☆ ៸៸ good in goodbye
soobin had heard all about your new song, it was impossible not to. after all, you both worked at the same company and his members talked about your song as-well. he wasn’t exactly thrilled to hear the teaser, nor was he thrilled to hear the song was about him. standing next to you as he was an mc, he congratulated you on your song and you managed to talk to him just like the script said. he got the first listen of lyrics as you demonstrated choreography and sang, the lyrics leaving a bitter taste in his mouth as he repeated after you. standing to the side of the stage, he watched you and actually listened. soobin couldn’t stand to hear you say he didn’t love you, he did. he still did, you just didn’t need to know that. if that was your goodbye to him, then he’d take it.
★☆ ៸៸ emotional bruises
beomgyu and you had always been on and off, you were very sweet but it always was a surprise you two were arguing. it was a constant thing, you two breaking up and getting back together. especially because your image was rather lovely and you were such a sweetheart, but god the members of his group and your group were so fed up with the arguments and the times you made up. maybe they were slightly happy when you both announced that you were done. beomgyu had heard the song while he was scrolling through a playlist. he turned it on and instantly fell in love with your voice again, he missed you. his stomach quickly turned queasy as he listened to the lyrics, he knows now that that was the last time. maybe it was the alcohol he drank that night or maybe it was the guilt that made him feel ill. he took his chance and blew it, you will never be his again.
★☆ ៸៸ reckless
it had been around half a year since you two had broken up, you had major trust issues which ultimately lead you two to breaking up. taehyun didn’t mind it at first, he has friends who were females and didn’t think you should have a problem. you were a pretty big deal in the music industry, so it wasn’t a surprise that he heard about you all the time. neither of you ever went public about your relationship, so nobody knew a thing about it. taehyun moved on, he did rather quickly mostly because he didn’t want to stay stuck on this relationship. so when your new single came out, he couldn’t even breathe without hearing that song. seriously, it played everywhere. on the radio, outside on digital billboards, posters of the cover, on the television, and even his members listened to that song. he decided he wanted to watch the music video and have a full listen, instantly regretting his decision as it finished. his heart sank into his stomach, taehyun realised what you had been talking about the whole time. it didn’t help that you looked innocent and heartbroken in the video, for the first time, he had listened to you. it was too late.
★☆ ៸៸ everything happens for a reason
huening kai and you had broken up months ago, he knew you had struggled with accepting it. he was still a big fan of you and supported you, you two just couldn’t date anymore. it wouldn’t have worked out. you were younger than him by a few months, plus you were just the cutest thing anyone had ever laid eyes on. he felt bad when he broke up with you, but it had to be done. he felt even worse when you went on a hiatus, but regardless he checked up on you and felt that was enough. now that you were having a comeback at the same time as txt’s, huening kai in the same room as you for an interview. you introduced your song, the atmosphere a bit awkward after talking about it. not many idols discussed relationships, but here you were describing your own. your makeup included fake tears and streaked makeup, the outfit you were in made you look so small and everything about the performance matched. he heard the words i still love you, making his blood run cold. huening kai still loved you too, but for your sake, it had to be this way. he locked eyes with you after your performance, your back turning to him after.
Yeonjun loves babying you, and you like it too, but usually you would get too shy to ask him to take care of you or give you cuddles, so he would be making the best out of your clingy, adorable behaviour lol. Your boyfriend would coo when you would hold his hands tightly in your lap the whole way home from the bar, and when you refuse to unwrap your hands from his waist on the way to your apartment, forcing him to stumble to the door while you cling to him like a human-sized koala. He would also be the most caring, already placing a cup of water and some aspirin by your bed for tomorrow morning's hangover, before crawling under the covers and pulling you to his broad chest, a smile fluttering on his full, pink lips.
"Aw, does my little cutie want a kiss?"
Our leader will also love your clinginess, even if it makes him undeniably flustered. Since he was used to being the bolder one in the relationship, he can't help but blush when suddenly he finds you prepping kisses all over his face, soft, endearing giggles leaving your mouth as your small hands cup your boyfriend's face gently. Still, Binnie won't be able to stop the soft smile pulling at the corner of his lips when he sees you making grabby hands at him when he enters your shared bathroom, after leaving for a few minutes to clean up the living room, where the two of you left a mess consisting of empty bags of chips and bottles of soju. He would sigh with happiness, feeling his heart melt in his chest when you cuddle into him, soft snores already leaving your lips.
"Aish, you're going to give me a heart attack if you continue being so cute."
In your relationship, Beomgyu is probably the clingier one, always hugging you from behind and placing his chin on your shoulder, or placing your hands in his lap and playing with your fingers, so when you're the one sticking to him like glue, he finds it refreshing and amusing, completely different from your usual dynamics, with you being shy and giggly whenever you engage in skinship. Your boyfriend won't be able to hold back his laughter when you glare at him cutely, annoyed at him for releasing his hold on your hand to open the door of your apartment. He'll tease you half-heartedly for suffocating him with your unrelenting hugs and cuddles, but he'll probably be just as mad if you were the one letting him go, even if it's to run to the bathroom to puke your guts out lol.
"Does my clingy baby really miss me that much? I just left to bring you some water."
A tsundere king lol. Taehyun will be really good at pretending he doesn't like it when you cling to him all the way to the car after he picks you up from your friend's birthday party, complaining that the two of you will never reach your apartment if you'll be so clingy, but he secretly loves it, slightly disappointed when you reach the passenger door and are forced to let him go. He'll also be super amused by you stumbling through your house and blabbering nonsense, occasionally having to grab your waist to prevent you from falling, and he won't hesitate to take out his phone, the wide grin not leaving his face as he films your hilarious state, already imagining your bright red cheeks when he shows you the footage tomorrow.
"She's going to choke when she sees this video lol"
Kai is the worried one, watching with wide, brown eyes and an open mouth as you prance around the kitchen, singing on the top of your lungs and attempting to dance along to 'I Know I Love You'. Your boyfriend won't know how to react, in the end deciding to gently taking your hand and lead you to your bedroom, his cheeks burning when you start to leave multiple kisses on his face, wrapping your arms around his torso and cooing. When he'll finally manage to get you into bed, he'll help you change into a pyjama, and sit next to you one the bed, listening to you blabber about your night out with your friends. He'll probably reprimand you softly for being so drunk, even if he does love it when you're being clingy.
"I'm glad you had fun, but maybe you shouldn't drink so much next time, sweetie."