my parents think that i cant be alone in a room with a sharp object. they LITERALLY THINK that the moment i have a paper clip in my room, i’m going to slash my arms open. to make matters worse, my parents still haven’t bought a new scale so I have no idea how to weigh myself.

Ahah I found my old sketchbook from my AP art class and this is what I found other than schoolwork:

•drawing of lenin and trotsky fucking

•drawing of my persona and trotsky fucking

•drawing of lenin and trotsky making out

•drawing of tsar nicholas but like rly weird

•drawing of my sona and rasputin fucking

•drawing of my sona getting forced into a sham marriage with rasputin by tsar nicholas

•bio for my sona that I could barely read

•drawing of stalin punching someone in the face

•drawing of my sona pregnant and idk if rasputin or trotsky is the father

•drawing of my sona getting a paternity test on maury (JK NOT REALLY OMGG)

What I hate the most of college, it’s that I tend to stay up at high hours of the night. THE PROBLEM IS because I’m up at night, it’s more easily for me to BINGE and I HATE THAT

😑😑😑

I have a problem. I want to cook a full meal right now because I’m craving it, but it’s also 12:25am here 🤣

i’m literally so stressed about everything it’s insane and when that makes me lash out on my daughter when she does normal toddler things it makes me wish i was dead more 🙂

i’m like so much happier than i’ve been in ages but i still feel like i rely on substances far too much and like no matter how happy i am just nothing will ever be enough to feel this stupid fucking emptiness i feel all the time

do i want to make a new account and completely rebrand myself? maybe…..

ok memes are off because you all abused it

I

am

suffocating.

Almost forgot to post here. The first three pics were the original start of my cursed amity AU but I cut them shortly after making them because I decided to make the whole comic very angsty instead.

Next are just the Chapter titles I have for the Cursed Amity AU I am currently working on

And that’s it.

i’ve been inside since forever ever since i got my part time job and um I’m gonna start going on walks again starting tomorrow before daylight savings demon time reappears

Man! I was going to attend a poetry reading tonight and the stupid zoom link isn’t working! Tried contacting the event holders, but I don’t think i’m gonna get in… sad. 

I miss crisis mode already. At least on Wednesday I was worrying about how we were going to cook dinner or light the house once it got dark. I spent more time raking up leaves and sticks once the rain stopped than I did thinking about schoolwork I wasn’t able to do and my job, which just had its power restored earlier today.

Now I have a shift tomorrow and more assignments than I was prepared to tackle due in the next week. I was tired and annoyed at the most on Wednesday and Thursday, now I can feel that good old anxiety coming back. I just wanna relax man.

Este cumpleaños está fucked.

i think i want a zuko/zutara icon to match my current hyperfixation

i havent had dick alllll year literally. last time i had it, it was december of last yr