Eh you know what i wont be stable for a while but im mentally okay enough to meet new people again
Hai! Im lola! Im 17 and im a lesbian! I have a small requirment, and that is be 17 or older i dont really feel comfy talking to younger thats just a personal issue
Im dutch so im sorry if my english isnt perfect, i do have alot of mental issues so if you feel like you cant talk to someone thats mentally messed up thats okay! Thats why this warning is here
I have ADD autism depression 3 types of anxiety, seperation abandoment and normal or what you might call social anxiety, then also bipolar and paranoid PD meaning i over think everything especially when having a paranoid episode which i recently started having, usually it was just looking behind me or walking fast when in public and now i dont feel safe in my room which sucks but i have found out that it calms me to just talk to someone about legit anything but me being scared
Enough with the sad stuff!
I love writing lgbt+ stories, especially fantasy love triangles |demon x princess x princess|
Lesbian stuff yknow, it gives me hope.. alot of hope that i might get a cute wlw or wlnb relationship, just not right now, after my mental issues are being looked at professional, going to a mental hospital type of thing soon just on a long waiting list, its been 4 months :((( its really upsetting, its going to mess with my school now, it was supposed to start in my vacation time but its been 2 weeks into my vacation, the project is 4 to 6 weeks, ofcourse they are gonna have to see if i mix well with the group ect ect
Which will take about 2 weeks, because i will need to have alot of appointments there until they allow me in there its a whole annoying process
But i feel like having new friends will distract me from that all
Im not looking to flirt, but if that happens i wont mind it, just tell me if your flirting with multiple people, but thats a story i wont get into now haha
Im 5'7 :( its very upsetting because i wanna be like a oompa loompa, 4 feet! I would be able to just pretend im not there! That means not talking to people! Anxiety cure!!
Also if i dont reply ill either be in bed reading because i have sleep issues, or ill just have my phone not open seeing as tumblr does not make the light of my phone go on
Im very girly, and i also have issues picking my clothes, so be ready for alot of “should i wear pink or yellow” questions
Sorry this is full of useless stuff and its probably really long im very sorry!
Anyways here is my face!