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everyday people ask me “are you two going out?” & you don’t realize how painful it is to reply no we’re just friends

The scary thing about meeting someone online, who lives thousands of miles away, is that with one click of a button it can all go away.

I just opened up to him about something big and I’m anxiously waiting for his response, hoping that he doesn’t just disappear.

Think I will take a small break. The past seems to be catching up with me.

I often wonder what my life would’ve been if you had chosen me.

You say it’s discontinued

So long it took for you to

Say something that you feel

I wonder which is real

Just once I wanted validation

Just once I’d like the vindication

Feeling I was imagining

Something between us happening

I still don’t know the situation

before the isolation

What were we culminating?

You’re too disconnected now

And I’m so disenchanted

I still look for you but I’m trying to heal.

I’m not mad you chose yourself

That’s fine if that’s your deal

Sometimes I’d rather if you hate me

But I’m unsure of that lately

Your friends made a good appeal

Why can’t you just say directly

What I mean to you

Please tell me

So I know where we stand.

It’s understated how confused

and frustrated I have been

heart heavy in my hand.

You speak in rhymes

and I’m shit at riddles

I don’t like these games

Too old and fickle

Please just state your intentions

Before my feelings dwindle

no hope for intervention

Single. Final. Without a doubt.

Abscission you to keep

Myself.

Your time is running out.

I have searched for my mother’s love in all corners of the world.

— I Remain In Darkness by Annie Ernaux

I forgive you. You don’t love me anymore and I forgive you for that.

Improve your reality or lower your expectations.

“A toast to Emily. Always the bridesmaid, never the bride,” be hitting a lil diff tonight.

reposted from my instagram story

i’ve been feeling a lot like a toxic, insignificant, forgettable person

actually, i’ve barely been feeling like a person

Maybe love is coming over in the middle of the night when the power goes out because you know she is afraid of the dark. And maybe love is walking away because it’s the only way she’ll find the light again.

“You never want to love again. No matter what kind it is, because no type of love will ever be worth living through the ugly love again”

S //

She was the fire that lit up my life.

But the thing about fires is,

They have to die out at some point.

S //

I dont fall in love easily, but when I do it feels like I’m free-falling from the stars, the wind gently whipping my hair, flowing around my arms, clouds surrounding me. Everything feels so serene, so right.

I don’t fall in love easily,

But when I do, I love with my whole heart.

I’ve never known what it’s like to be loved unconditionally,

And I worry that I never will find out what it’s like to hold someone’s heart in your hands

Me and him just had a little quiz and as stupid as it sounds it just made me so happy. Happier than I’ve been in a while. It was so fun and we had cute banter and I’m pretty sure he lost on purpose because all of my questions were aimed at things he loves. Why can’t I just be with him instead of stuck in the situation I’m in.