#vent Tumblr posts

  • everyday is just another day that i feel like an imposter in my own body. i’m not a woman, and i’m not really a man either. i know my parents will be unaccepting, but i still can’t bring myself to say anything to even my most accepting irl friends. i just feel like i’m unjustly being perceived as someone that i’m not & i’m sick and tired of it

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  • *grabby hands* Validate me.

    #I just had to spend a soul-sucking dinner with my sister as she told me that microlabels are bad and they only cause problems polyamorous #people are not part of the LGBTQIA+ community and we’re just a bunch of straight people who like to cheat #and asexuality is invalid and ace people are a huge reason why the LGBTQIA+ community has so much discourse #tw food#tw vent#vent#grey vents#tw exclusionism #ask to tag
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    #more anxiety spirals #worrying about next year and grad applications #why does it strike at my core #that i believe that i dont have a place in the world ?? #that i have no value ?? #that i am fundamentally inadequate ?? #i can objectively see all this irrational thinking #i can even id it as my anxiety #yet i cant seperate tgat from my self esteem and self assessment #i am enough #whats meant for me will never miss me #i need to remember that #i just need to keep moving forward and trust that things are quietly falling into place #because the will and they are #i and Great and Good and Enough #i am#personal#vent#delete later#mental health
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  • Not me letting some random numbers that aren’t probably gonna be very important in my life later on dictate my self-worth ✨✨

    #izu.txt #maybe i am a masochist #vent
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  • mfw my cardiology appointment was supposed to be 2 days ago but the doctor cancelled, and i just got a new appointment only for it to be in june

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    #BRO. #all this #ALL . THIS . #for the results of a heart monitor i had in JANUARY. FUCKING JANUARY #in a hospital #15 MINUTES AWAY #i #u know what i dont even want to go to the appointment anymore. deadass #it doesn't matter a shite to me whether i have postural or regular tachycardia i'll still be on the same meds im already on #they literally only want to know to see whether its a result of my hEDS. #i couldnt give a fuck at this stage man #vent
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  • i had a dream i did something bad and i had to scramble through my phone messages to make sure i didn’t actually do it

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  • I made a comic while thinking of my dogs.

    <3

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  • dream come true <3hearteyes

    this drawing absolutely lauched my numbers up over at instagram and now i have imposter syndrome <3love

    instagram - @ lizterliz 

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  • i’ve done nothing for the past week lol

    Keep reading

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  • Yeet rhymes with feet

    #grim words #I wish to be punched #awake since 3 because wtf are 'dreams' and also t h o u g h t s appear #odd urges #truly very odd really #vent #never turns into vent till I forget that tag #honestly have the strangest urge to like- delete everything and disappear #hmm that one appears a lot tho
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  • sometimes i think of how one of my exes has twitter and his most recent post is a reply to pokemon fat f.tish art calling said (BABY EVOLUTION) pokemon a chonker


    oh the red flags we miss

    #🦞.txt #vent#grooming tw #ask to tag #this is why i only trust cookies to love me /hj
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  • i just want to stop.
    stop causing problems. stop feeling like im causing problems. stop breathing. just, stop.

    im at my limit in all honesty and sometimes i almost hope i get into some kind of accident and end up not pulling through or something. cause at least that way, its not me taking my own life right? so i wont be leaving too many issues behind. if i left any behind at all.


    my chest constantly feels heavy.

    my mom tells me that i just need to “keep myself busy and focus on the good things” and eat better and get more sleep, as if my mental issues were just that simple. as if there wasnt a chemical imbalance in my brain and its just a switch i can flip to stop being depressed.


    i feel like i keep pushing away the one i love. even if they say the opposite in the moment when i express that feeling. what they say when they get upset tells me that i am causing issues and i wish to fucking god i could stop. i dont want to lose them. in any sense of the word and ive already lost them in one way. i dont think i could handle much more.


    i dont know.

    all i know is, i hurt. insanely, incredibly badly. and i feel like i cant scream about it to anyone anymore. so im just internalizing. and its getting worse. so much worse. but i dont have a choice.


    one day i guess itll either get better, or itll stop. whichever comes first i guess.


    who can tell.

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  • help me am sad

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  • my life right now is just. its like that part at the end of the episode Angela where everyone’s got their happy ending, todd’s got closure with his mom, diane’s talking to mr peanutbutter, judah and princess carolyn got together … meanwhile bojack just found out the action that led him down the path of destruction was based on a total lie and is actively planning his suicide and nobody gives a shit.

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  • I REALLY AM THE SPINEL OF THE BOJACK HORSEMAN FANDOM HUH

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  • I’ve gained weight and I wanna fucking d!3, I haven’t been working out bc of my depression and I’ve been binging, someone kill me

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    #i just found out that we actually have a thing in the house i could k*ll myself with #im not even shaking this time just #casually thinking about it huh #vent#negative #suicidal thoughts tw
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  • It’s nearly 4 in the morning and I’m thinking about if discussing with my counselor about having group therapy with myself and my grandmother would help her address her hoarding disorder will be worth the absolute hell she will raise for me daring to try and get her some help…

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  • . oh my fucking god

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  • its fucking 8:40pm and im on the verge of passing out bc i havent gotten more than 6 hours sleep for a week but im gonna force myself to stay up fro another few hours bc im scared of being alone with my thoughts when i sleep even though i know that now im just alone with my thoughts awake

    #im a mess #vent#harping on
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