i cant sleep, so I'm on Tumblr. I'd rather be on this hellhole than having to deal with being alone with myself. plus, people like me here.... some of them do at least. a lot of people in here are just upset at me. and honestly i don't blame them. i go to Tumblr to stop thinking about them. here is sorta like a scapegoat for my problems. when you're on Tumblr you don't need to think too hard, any social media really, you just scroll down endlessly until you either stop or get stopped. I hear that being on the internet a lot is bad for me from my elders, and to some degree, i agree. maybe letting young impressionable teens into a practically lawless, unsupervised space where they could do essentially anything wasn't a good idea. but, what else can i do? scrolling on Tumblr is the only thing that keeps me sane from everything going on in both my life and the world as a whole.
.... at what cost though?