https://www.tumblr.com

i cant sleep, so I'm on Tumblr. I'd rather be on this hellhole than having to deal with being alone with myself. plus, people like me here.... some of them do at least. a lot of people in here are just upset at me. and honestly i don't blame them. i go to Tumblr to stop thinking about them. here is sorta like a scapegoat for my problems. when you're on Tumblr you don't need to think too hard, any social media really, you just scroll down endlessly until you either stop or get stopped. I hear that being on the internet a lot is bad for me from my elders, and to some degree, i agree. maybe letting young impressionable teens into a practically lawless, unsupervised space where they could do essentially anything wasn't a good idea. but, what else can i do? scrolling on Tumblr is the only thing that keeps me sane from everything going on in both my life and the world as a whole.

.... at what cost though?

A horrible sickening fetid monster.

•go ahead and cry little girl. nobody does it like you do.•

depression’s been a bitch lately but i’m still truckin’, so here’s some uber edgy vent art

for my dearly loved ghost

i could totally be posting these entirely wrong

A lot of people seemed to like my last post like this so here’s another one

It’s nice to share on here. I can’t really post these elsewhere cuz of too many people I know fallowing me

I hate all of my friends They all lack taste sometimes

There's a hole in the earth, I'm out There's a hole in the earth

Please take a bow (This is the end) Somewhere (This is the end)

Somewhere

There's a hole in the earth There's a hole in the earth I hate all of my friends (I'm out) There's a hole in the earth (I will wait)

some vent art from over the last few weeks. ok to rb.

here's the duplication I did of hello kitty for the background of my last post

You can see a bit of the transparent text and pixelated image behind it. Sorry

I still think it looks pretty cool as a traumacore background

Venom: Let There Be Carnage spoiler free review

Okay, so Venom: Let There Be Carnage (or henceforth just Venom 2) is most obviously a pandemic film, and unlike Shang-Chi and The Legend of the Ten Rings, which is also a pandemic film, it isn’t as a satisfying film.

Now don’t get me wrong, this film knew what it was doing and who it was based for and pulled it off perfectly.

The start, middle and most of the climax are good, and feels very much like the first one, the ending, however, wasn’t as good as I had hoped. It was a great ending but I had heard it was better. Still worth watching though.

I would recommend watching it as its a great film, but I did ruin it for myself with high expectations. And if anything, watch venom 2 for the mid-credit scene

Venom: Let There Be Carnage: 8/10

They were aiming for your heart.

Wow, you treat me so poorly...ily :)

tw // blood gun suicide implications brain

i used a different brush than usual!!

I can still feel your hands on my wrists.

i can still hear you telling me how good i was.

I can still taste you defiling my 3 year old body.

All I wanted was to be a good son. Why'd you have to take advantage of that?

- Pressure -

''but was it worth all you had left''

''i.. don't know''

(click for better quality)

This past fortnight have been tough. Real tough. But hearing this song not long ago has, somehow, helped to give me strength to at least see out the year...