#vent tag Tumblr posts

  • hopelessromanticfanperson05
    28.01.2022 - 4 minutes ago

    i said i would talk to my irl friends when i was struggling and i am struggling severely right now but just the thought of sending them a “hey” makes me feel anxious as fuck.

    #i don’t know why i can’t talk to them about this i don’t know anything rn but omg i wanna talk to them so i can maybe not wanna commit die #implied suicide tw #in the tags #suicide tw #quill.txt #vent
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  • lintonnn
    28.01.2022 - 10 minutes ago

    For the past few weeks I’ve felt like I needed to cry but just couldn’t, and now the moment I finally decide I’m able to cry is in the car with my parents and now I have to try not to.

    #the rat rambles #vent #ask to tag
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  • mika089
    28.01.2022 - 27 minutes ago

    Każdy dzień jest tak naprawdę taki sam. Wszystko kręci się wokół prac i szkół, którymi przejmują się normalne osoby. Ale ja niczym się nie przejmuję, nie czuję tak naprawdę nic. Każdy dzień dla mnie to jedynie wstawanie i wykonywanie czynności, do których jestem zmuszony a nawet nie mam na nie siły. Kiedy dotknąłem dna, przestałem odczuwać jakiekolwiek emocje, choć czuję się jakby coś się zapadało we mnie w środku. Jestem tu jedynie dlatego, ponieważ nic mnie do tej pory nie dojebało.

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  • himbo-beel
    28.01.2022 - 41 minutes ago

    “Come here,” Barbatos says, placing the tray of tea cups and saucers slowly on the table before him as if any less gentle and you would crack along with the delicate porcelain. You might have, you think, frozen where you stand, stiff and shoulders set to balance the weight of it all upon them. “Sit,” he continues, doing so himself in a deliberate demonstration - when was the last time you sat?

    When you were helping Mammon with his homework earlier? After you’d gotten Satan to help you with yours, first, with the exams fast approaching. At dinner, maybe, eating quickly if the meal that was your turn to make and your turn to clean up, attempting to spare yourself some time before lights out to clean up the growing chaos of your room.

    It’s not as much work as Barbatos does each day, and it’s a shame he’s serving you even now as he pants the cushion of the sofa next to him with a gloves hand, not a speck of dust drifting into the air with the motion.

    “You can take some time.”

    You shake your head even as you take step forward. “I don’t want to give you more things to do.”

    Barbatos chuckles, his expression hidden by his cup as he lifts one to his mouth to take a sip but his eyes are clear and set on you. Their color is bright despite the faint shadows under them. “I never said anything about taking it upon myself. Nothing will change, but you can at least let someone hold onto it.”

    You’ve taken many more steps since he’s started speaking, drawn in by his gaze, and by the times he’s finished you’re sitting next to him. Your tea is untouched, your hands shaking too much to hold it and Barbatos is true to his word that he won’t help. It’s reassuring, in a way, and you think it might not be so bad yo take him up on the rest of his words. A deep breath and you lean against him, shoulders relaxing as you feel him shift to loop an arm around your back in a loose hold.

    His lips are warm against your temple as he presses a kiss there.

    #me???? vent writing??? it’s more likely than you think #not gonna tag it tho cuz it’s for me but I think some mtimes other people need it too so #lol it does make me feel a little bit better tho I still don’t wanna go back to work and everything tomorrow #so barbatos get over here and validate me please and thank you #but in the way I’m receptive to lol which is indirectly #my writing
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  • dyingdolly111
    28.01.2022 - 54 minutes ago

    1/27/22

    my motivation:

    he makes me feel so sick to my stomach. genuinely, i will forever be the girl that they talk to in private because i make them feel good but the one they pretend does not exist in public bc they are too embarrassed to be seen with me.

    am i just ugly?

    am i too fat?

    is my existence rly that humiliating?

    i think that i’m going to just fast until i just physically can’t anymore.

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  • kcbra-kid
    28.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

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    #uhhhhhhhh #ask to tag #vent tw #<- pretty mild i think but . jus in case #GOD the things i would give to look like a boy #like year i pass i guess i mean i hate short hair n mostly baggy clothin but like #its not enough n i dont fuckin get why #i shouldnt be so upset over this because im mostly happy about the way i look but now ??? #my hair is too long . i look too feminine . tired of hearin my deadname #and im not even a fuckin boy !!!! i jus wanna be masc . i want people to ASSUME im a guy immediately #this probably makes no sense FSDKLJFDKJJLKSD sorry #delete later #meant to say that i HAVE short hair earlier not hate lmao
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  • hopelessromanticfanperson05
    28.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    you ever get to the point where your body feels so bad and sick and horrible at just the thought of eating

    #quill.txt #ask to tag #vent
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  • anadorablekiwi
    28.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    Woo hoo more breakdowns about school and it hasn’t even started yet

    So uh I dropped another class. So I’m only taking choir this semester, and I’m hoping to get a part time job. So yeah

    #kiwi rambles#kiwi vents #cried over school once again #kiwi vents in the tags #I genuinely don’t want to attend college #I don’t enjoy it #I don’t want a career involving needing a degree of any form #I’ve changed majors already and want to change again #correction NEED to change again #I just. I don’t know. #it feels like every decision I make is wrong #hopefully only having choir this semester will help me #choir at least should be fun #and if I can get a job that’d be fantastic
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  • catboy-syrup
    28.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    I find it odd that I’ve started seeing proshippers spread for misinformation about proshipping than anti’s do, like, people are saying bullshit like “if you don’t support [blank] you aren’t proship” or anything similar and basically just gatekeeping the proship community like,

    Proshipping is literally just another term for anti-harrassment, it was made to counteract anti’s and how they’d harrass you just for not liking their personal headcanon. You don’t gotta support Jack shit to be proship, just don’t be an ass to people over purely fictional content, or just don’t be an ass to people in general, that also works, be nice, be civil, don’t throw serious words and topics around.

    Like seriously, why are people trying to add new standards and requirements to being proship, like, wasn’t just not harrassing people over fiction enough to be proship? Like, you don’t need to fit several different completely unrelated criteria to be proship, legit not being a total dick should be enough for gods sake.

    And like, don’t even get me started on how proshippers are trying to bring irl shit into a community that claims to be 100% about fiction.

    #this is why I just call myself pro-fiction and anti-hara #cause proshippers are twisting the definition of proship so much that it just doesn’t even mean that anymore #🍥🍁🍡syrup talks🍡🍁🍥 #🍥🍁🍡sir this is a denny’s🍡🍁🍥 #proship#proshipping#discourse#tw vent#tw discourse #ask to tag. #also just cause this is tagged as ‘discourse’ doesn’t mean I’m looking to start anything #it’s literally so people can filter out topics that may be related to discourse
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  • raincandy-u
    28.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    the specific light i have a Thing abt isnt WORKING dont you know i have to turn that on and wait 3 seconds before i go up the stairs in order to give the creatures time to hide so they dont see me and kill me. We can coexist if i dont ever see them cuz we can pretend i dont know they’re there but if i do ever truly Know i have to die. why did it have to be that light T_T but ily though

    #꒰ entry ꒱ #🍊.txt #ask to tag #delusion inducing#paranoia inducing#vent
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  • bruhwhofcknknows
    28.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    just sharing my notes

    grammar is that bad cause i was in a strong emotional state and english was the last one of my worries

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  • fatanddepressedbro
    28.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    Im about to move out on my own and God im gonna get so skinny. Nobody watching me making sure I eat not having to worry if people can hear me purging. I'm so excited to keep loosing and loosing.

    #tw edd#ana vent #tw ed in the tags #skinnni #i want to be a skeleton #tw ed vent #i want to be small #n0t pr0 #only pr0 for myself #bullimya#caloric restriction#eating problems
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  • skinniangelz
    28.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    I was 28 hours into my fast and then failed bc I’m gross

    I had a sandwich, a huge slice of cake (I literally ate it with my hand) , and 4 taquitos with salsa then a slice of pizza. Purging cake isn’t too bad tho.

    Does anyone have meanspo? Or sweetspo? I’m going to try a 48 hour fast bc I need to get lower

    #tw ed in the tags #tw ed relapse #tw ed diet #tw ed vent #tw ed rant #anamia
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  • balljointedidol
    28.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    HOLYY SHITTT I HAD MACADAMIA MILK AND FROZEN BLUEBERRIES SO GOOD 10/10 LOW CAL SNACK

    #ana ed#ed diet#ed tumbr#getting skiny #i will be skiny #pr0 4n4 #tw ed in the tags #tw ed relapse #tw ed vent #i want to be a skeleton
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  • crimson-c0rpse
    28.01.2022 - 3 hours ago

    I really wanna eat chocolate cause I’m bored and have no one to talk to but I’ll force myself to do some ab exercises knowing one day it’ll be my go to

    #eating disoder things #eating disoder mention #ed restriction #tw ed out loud #tw ed relapse #tw ed vent #tw ed in the tags #anarex1c#anarecca#anorexjc#anorekic#anamia
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  • funnee-little-thing
    28.01.2022 - 3 hours ago

    I had 1000 calories and burned off 75 by walking! I also cleaned the room and went grocery shopping- however many calories that burns!

    #model thin#anamia#tw vent #not pr0 just using tags #not pr0 ana #notprojustusehashtags #tw ed thoughts #tw ed related #low cal ed #thinspi#thinsinpiration
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  • professor-glasses
    28.01.2022 - 3 hours ago

    Eagerly await the day when my mother ceases to yearn and romanticise over the bygone days when I was a small child

    #and also treats me like a functional adult and not act as if it's some kind of novelty #and also doesn't guilt trip me over trying to explain to her the way I feel #this has been a rant by jak #think that was my vent tag
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  • radvla
    27.01.2022 - 4 hours ago

    bro. i'm dumbfounded & horrified bc i just caught myself completely unable to perform a task i've done effortlessly for years. i entirely forgot how i've been doing it. the thing i did yesterday & the day before. what the fuck. how have i forgotten this? i took a few different approaches but i couldn't wrap my head around it. maybe it'll come to me next time. it better jesus fuck i'm scared

    don't do dph kids my brain is fried

    #it begins. #i've just had casual memory dullness where i'll do something & forget for like. 30 seconds tops #but now it's getting real #dph#benadryl#vent#drylled tag #you stop caring about long term side effects when you're so suicidal but i've been doing okay #well not quite #since i've been doomering bc i'm failing geometry once more & i only have a few more months #wherein i will have some of the worst anxiety attacks of my life again #& will probably be subject to a lot of abuse #cw sui mention #abuse mention
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  • bi-rdly
    27.01.2022 - 5 hours ago

    Other autistics on this webbed site: "oh yeah I know how to mask; I have such a high IQ I read so many books; I'm so normal all I fixate on is popular media like Danganronpa teehee"

    Me: "before I was diagnosed with autism most of my family thought I was intellectually disabled because despite my verbal ability I was nonverbally, spatially, socially, and emotionally so behind that doctors even gave me AGE estimates for when my intelligence would properly developed. I can't even mask without making my autism more obvious, my first special interest was viral infections and anything that could be vaccinated against, and even my current special interests (street fighter) are both categorically abnormal compared to higher functioning autistics on tumblr's special interests and I mix my interests with weirder things such as queer theory and at the most mainstream, final fantasy crossovers. I Am Not Like You."

    #I'm not tagging this becaise people will definitely take this the wrong way #But it's more a vent on how I can't even fit in with other autistic people
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  • youngshiney
    27.01.2022 - 5 hours ago

    the mcountdown stage for GOT the beat came out today and the more times i hear this song the more im convinced it was an aespa remake song Yoo Youngjin just tweaked for GOT

    the way they sing, the style of the song, the fact the lyrics are just a remake of SNSD's I Got A Boy but edgier

    #also why didnt they just ask Kenzie since its a group for and by women??? #the group just feels so slapped together and rushed like did any planning go into this at all? #vent tag #i just feel like they could have put in more effort bc it really feels like theyre trying to get snsd & rv fans to shut up about mistreament #theres no story its a revolving unit and step back is a bad song
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