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  • yahsuo
    17.04.2021 - 12 minutes ago

    DO👏NOT👏PUSH👏AND👏ASK👏WHY👏YOU👏ARE👏BLOCKED👏

    there’s either a comfort or personal reason that, no matter how much it hurts, you are NOT privy to. yes it is a shitty feeling i’ve had to go through but no it’s not ‘out of respect’ to tell you. it’s out of respect to get used to it and move on

    #psa#windless (ooc) #hhhhhhh i'm just #venting
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  • undiagnosedmentalhealthvibes
    17.04.2021 - 13 minutes ago

    I currently have one of those bad numb headaches...

    Probably due to:

    Stress

    Meltdown

    Lack of water

    Too much of something I've eaten (sweets probably)

    Lack of sleep

    More stress

    It also doesn't help that I have constant craving for sweets and chocolate. And the fact that I'm staying up past midnight to play the new Among Us map with an American streamer whom I'm a Discord mod for.

    Oh and probably also the fact that I'm very close to talking with a doctor about the mess inside my head but I keep forgetting to call them. I need to get more medicine for my period (powerful painkillers = need doctor to say can have again) before college ends so I can get them on NHS budget. I want to use that as a starting point for the dominos to fall into place. I ask for new pain killers and about mental health check too... Hopefully it'll work. I'm still scared about my parents response. Actually I'm petrified and on the verge of tears just thinking about it. The crying part doesn't help my headache right now... >- >

    Insomnia is a bitch this week. At least I can now track my sleep with a smart watch father used to have which is now mine *evil laugh*. I still don't want to part with my old watch so it's now being used as a weight for my sunflower lanyard so it doesn't all come out and my poor firefighter wipe against the floor.

    I had a coughing fit last night and it kept me awake for at least 20minutes. The blame is currently on hayfever... Fek I forgot to take my tablets. I'll do that in a moment. I'll likely forget them again after this lol.

    I'm on the verge of spilling everything to college. Everything mental health and stuff at home. But the alarms are saying that it's a bad idea. So probably just the money help. Apparently we're spending more than father's earning so that's bad. I blame mother for that. All those baby toys. But father did get new trainers recently. And I'm eyeing a £70 build-a-bear Fox... That I want to get after I leave college.

    Recently, I've applied to deliver-roo. They have too many riders and can't give me a job just yet. Which is sad. And everywhere else I've applied to for a job said no. But at least one company said they liked me but as there was someone more experienced they chose them but would keep my details for another position as they've had that situation before with someone with similar CV as me. Which made me happy. Also, fuck the job system before and after COVID. I only have work experience I don't have job experience. I have the basic experience one has and y'all looking for more experienced people at a base paid job. I know I suck at interview and that's mainly because I don't like situations like that and I look like a deer in the headlights half the time. But at least I have some interview experience under my belt so I'm kind comfortable with it... Ish.

    The gender dysphoria is back. That sums up a lot. I found a "charity" on TicTock that gives free binders n stuff to closeted beings for free in discreet packaging but with nosy parents I don't think it's possible. I just have to be satisfied with sports bras for now... Saying that, they're more comfortable than the others. Mother wants me to be in the others. Female side agreed with one version of the other. Male side said fiiiiiiiiinnnneee. And currently Male side is prominent even with long ish hair. Did I say I don't like gender dysphoria? At least one figured out that I'm Bi. 😂 Bi, Demi, and genderfluid. And lonely. Thank you hormones and lack of serotonin. :3

    Last but not least on this vent of the last week and a bit of this half term holiday, ... I just had the freaking sentence I was about to say in my head whilst typ--

    A big spider was in my room. Big for my standards. So my point is completely gone. G'Night 💚

    #mental health #big spider is scary #vent#daily vent#numb headache #i still want to cry #adhd #positive mental attitude dammit #venting
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  • mybatmanart
    17.04.2021 - 47 minutes ago

    well I was gonna upload a bunch of my favorite arts of DC Comic characters that I drew since the Batgirl picture, but... eh, most aren't that good compared to what I've been able to do these days?

    ehhhhhhh.

    have my OC, Cecil Irving, instead.

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  • nb-wei-ying
    17.04.2021 - 1 hour ago

    on another note (?) I think I might have agoraphobia? Like I haven't left my house by myself in years bc it scares me

    #🙃 #mio shut up #venting
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  • ultraviolet-ink
    17.04.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Stupid Fandom Wank

    This isn’t going to make me want to ship Asoryuu or Susahao, it’s probably going to make me dig my heels in deeper for Ryuususa. Full stop, this is cringe. Go ahead and vague about me on twt or whatever, call me a proshipper or whatever, I don’t really care anymore. But this.... this is just cringey and sad, literally, what’s this going to do? It’s a lose-lose situation, a ship you don’t like is just living in your head rent free and anyone who sees this is just going to get upset

    #dai gyakuten saiban #dgs #twitter was a mistake #ryuususa#susahao#asoryuu#stop this #get some help #venting #can we please be better
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  • ashenfae
    17.04.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Living with anxiety is a constant battle between "I should have done that" and " I shouldn't have done this". It's always worrying about doing the right thing. It's being paralysed by decisions. It comes with being phisically unwell to the point where you grow so tired of yourself. It's being ashamed and angry and overwhelmed. I wish more people realised this. Please, always be kind. With others and yourself.♡

    #thoughts #its late at night #and im overthinking #small rant#venting#anxiety #mental heath awareness
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  • urban-trek-thru-middle-earth
    17.04.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Me: makes GIFs

    Tumblr: steals my GIFs

    Me: stops making GIFs

    Tumblr: please make more GIFs?

    Me: 🖕

    #personal#venting #fuck this shit #make your own #instead of stealing
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  • pinkmonsimblr
    17.04.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I needed to vent about some Youtube stuff & talk about changes coming to my channel, and I threw a slow motion Simself mukbang in the background because that’s about where I am mentally at the moment, lol.

    Not mentioned in the video but I also deleted my sideblogs (the Pokemon and Animal Crossing blogs) and I’ll be taking a bit of a break from Simblr after my 100 Baby Challenge finally ends, along with all the changes I mentioned in the video.

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  • baekuras
    17.04.2021 - 4 hours ago

    one of the more lovely (sarcasm) things in life is going to take a nap and waking up with your lower abdomen cramping and feeling sick because SURPRISE PERIOD :D I just wanted to sleep a little to have more energy later Not to measure every movement I take bc bad food/drink (only during period ofc)+odd sleeping position+not overheating=pain nOW

    #txts #blessed be painkillers the second i can take them #rn i am just trying to uncramp my stomach so it wont just make me more sick #its a very odd start usually i get a warning a week before and it doesnt start with cramps #but i guess a surprise extra workday means i get to suffer even more #guess there wont be rest and joy tomorrow on my one free day until the next weekend x-x #i hate this #aside from the whole gender thing I fucking hate that bodies do this #at this point idec what parts i got but i rly dont like the ones that hurt me once a month or more thx #venting#rant
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  • a-bisexual-teenager
    17.04.2021 - 4 hours ago

    Sorry I’m going to be doing a bit of ranting about my mom

    So I don’t talk to my mom but my brother still does and since he’s an adult with a drivers license my mom and step dad usually ask him to do stuff like drive them places. So my brother and his girlfriend where at my mom’s apartment and they helped cook and then cleaned up the dishes. They had to put some dishes away before they could do anything and apparently they put everything in the wrong place. So my mother texts my brother and tells him he did everything wrong and that she’s crying and doesn’t know how he maid it to adult hood and that she has failed as a mother. She’s been his mother in name only for the last 10 years! And she didn’t even act like a mother before we were all taken away! All he and his girlfriend did was try to be helpful and she tries to guilt trip them!

    #I am just so upset with her! #I am going to have so much to talk to my therapist about #ranting#venting#sorry #i’m just so annoyed #and angry
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  • irons-outlet
    17.04.2021 - 6 hours ago

    Disappointment

    Look at the title, that’s me.

    It’s all just idle, look and see,

    Thinking breathing is vital, doesn’t make you feel free.

    Today I am suicidal, what is my purpose to be here?

    When the smallest things hit you the hardest.

    It should be nothing but makes you feel like garbage.

    I don’t wanna ask for help, am I slowly going mental?

    I can’t do fucking shit, what a waste of potential.

    I could have become something big

    but the only thing I became was sick.

    You are 24 and still can’t drive Dominik?

    That’s true, and I hide it behind bad excuses like being afraid of it.

    Well okay okay, I actually fear it, no lie!

    I don’t wanna accidentally hit a guy

    and leave him on the street just to die.

    The other truth is tho… I hate learning for it, sigh.

    You wanna hear another thruth?

    You wasted most of your youth

    on raging for video games you didn’t even like

    and now you are 24 and can’t even fix you bike.

    What now Domi? What you gonna do?

    Call you dad again? You can’t fit in his shoe.

    He would come and help, fix it then too.

    And you feel even more like shit, that’s true.

    Because you are just a disappointment,

    can’t wait for the next therapy appointment,

    to get rid of this mental shit and find enjoyment

    in your life when you are awake and not in dormant.

    This will take a long time

    and I am not proud of you

    But you either fall or climb,

    so what will you choose to do?

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  • hel7l7
    17.04.2021 - 6 hours ago

    we talk about it & I end up being nothing but an open wound

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  • shittylovesong
    17.04.2021 - 7 hours ago

    I will never be enough for him

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  • klm-zoflorr
    17.04.2021 - 9 hours ago

    I've got a little bout of anxiety starting up rn mmmh delicious

    #a pleasure#aaaah #i don't think i've ever had anxiety before its a fun change #*adds new mental illness to my collection* #this will be a fine addition to my collection #imagine how BORING it would be if we always had the same mental illnesses 🙄 #gotta switch it up a bit #hi whats up i use jokes to cope with the nightmare in my brain #that said pls don't reach out to me i'll probably be better in two days & talking is stressing me out more. #i do like to vent publicly on my little clown blog tho #anxiety#vent#klm-zoflorr #we cope how we can lol #tw venting#venting
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  • keenana10
    17.04.2021 - 9 hours ago

    Morning weight ( sorry abt my feet 💀)

    #getting skiny#lose weight #tw ed things #water fast#thiinsp0#tw weight #eating disoder thoughts #venting #tw eating things #low cal food
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  • queen-of-sweets
    17.04.2021 - 11 hours ago

    Small brain; My thighs, calves, ankles, forearms, and wrists are literally smaller than average, I wear a 6P in jeans, so therefore I’m not bad

    Big brain; Hehe belly flop am fat

    #venting #im really frustrated rn tbh
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  • crazedmuses
    17.04.2021 - 12 hours ago

    So much for Mr "Im not ready for a relationship."

    Well at least I dont need to deal with the stress of your mental health on top of mine.

    Hope she can handle you because i dont think anyone could.

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  • hel7l7
    17.04.2021 - 12 hours ago

    there is nothing that will bring me any peace of mind

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