#wasted youth Tumblr posts

  • proctored
    12.05.2021 - 3 days ago

    added tags :

    verses: the wasted youth: pre-war her whispers make my ears hurt : post CA: TWS at night you live it all again: post Endgame all my troubles on a burning pile: TFATWS

    dynamics/plots who you are is not what you did:  otvechet you're ruining my life day by day: violetstriped we're teaming up and carrying the weight together: asynjja pressures of a new place roll my way: royalgcnius

    #[verse] : the wasted youth #[verse] : her whispers make my ears hurt #[verse] : at night you live it all again #[verse] : all my troubles on a burning pile #[royalgcnius] : pressures of a new place roll my way #[asynjja] : we're teaming up and carrying the weight together #[otvechet] : who you are is not what you did #[violetstriped] : you're ruining my life day by day
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  • riot-control
    09.05.2021 - 6 days ago

    I’m trying to figure out some sort of skincare routine after various comments about how the skin looks like it’s sloughing off my face by my family within the last half hour.....it just needs firming up or something... I’ve been tired and stressed for like 6 months and you can really tell by looking at me tbf .....me and my crippling fear that I’m going to look like some old hag by the time I’m 32

    #cluster aging my mum called it #happens at all once in your early 30s for no reason and ruins any youth you had that I wasted anyway by being depressed as fuck for 10 years #rcjournal
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  • unpoetic-misery
    05.05.2021 - 1 week ago

    I find it so weird to hear people talking about how much they miss their childhood and how they wish they could go back to those times.

    I'd fucking kill a puppy to not go through that shit again. HELL NO. For no amount of money in the world.

    I still have no goddamn idea how 10-15 year old me managed to survive. My life now is a motherfucking bliss compared to the shithole I went through as a 12 year old.

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  • typical--aries
    05.05.2021 - 1 week ago
    #youth is wasted on the young #beautiful dreamer #to be young #believe #young and wild and free
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  • dunkslut
    04.05.2021 - 1 week ago
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  • anikasometimes
    03.05.2021 - 1 week ago

    This Liberal Generation is surely what John Keatings called 'Carpe Diem'. The generation that doesn't give a shit about anything but their dreams and Choices.

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  • dmdumouchel
    01.05.2021 - 1 week ago

    I only have one month left to be 24.....

    #yikes. #time was a sonic-speed blur this past year #it kind of feels like my entire 24th year was ripped from me #like it was the worst year of my life tbh #and that really sucks bc it should’ve been a really good year in my life #I feel like I’m not getting to enjoy my youth :/ #like it’s being wasted #and already my the first half of my 20’s is drawing to a close #but I didn’t even get to enjoy it #maybe some of it but there’s been soooooo many disappointments and wasted/missed opportunities #it just suuuuuuucks #I’m not ready to be 25 because I don’t /feel/ that old #because I had so much ripped out from under me #I felt the same way when I turned 20 about my teens #I guess not much changes #personal
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  • feather--fae
    28.04.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    so me and the wife have been watching teen wolf and like... yall really telling me stiles and derek was the main ship when there's so many relationship possibilities?? like we're on season 4 and the relationship dynamics between all these teens is fucking next level i fucking hate early 2010s fandom yall fuckin stupid as hell

    #don't take this as an insult i was also a kid in 2010s fandom doing the exact same shit #still tho this show was wasted on the youth of back then #teen wolf
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  • elastica1995
    25.04.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    idk how to explain this in a way that makes sense but. i have not lived a life.

    #full stop #i’ve been thinking about this a lot :/ #maybe it has something to do with the personality disorder :/ #but it’s just like. ugh :/ #like everyone else in my family is alive and living (as best as they can) but i’m just. alive. u know? #even my older sister who doesn’t really go out anymore or have friends. who i think would lump herself into this same boat as me #maybe i’m not explaining this right #but my brother and my sisters all like. had friends in high school and they went out and they did stuff and were involved in things #and i sorta did that in high school but i played the most antisocial sport possible and that was it #i really can’t put this into words i’m really trying so i can just get it out of my system #the whole of my life is contained within the walls of my dark bedroom #i just ! wanna live and be alive !!! but i can’t ! what if i do it wrong what if everyone hates me #i’ve wasted my youth by being too shy. #and that’s all i can really say about it #if u read all this. i’m kissing your forehead right now. mwah
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  • xfaylassx
    21.04.2021 - 3 weeks ago

    I just watched A Night is Short Walk on Girl and omg there is a reason my brother wanted me to watch.it because it was so good!! It about these people having along amazing night of drinking and ended up finding each other. I love that just about youth having a good night and it changing their life's.

    I'm almost 26 and worried about never experiencing something like that.

    #too old for this shit #fear of missing out #wasted youth#losing time #the night is short walk on girl
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  • elastica1995
    19.04.2021 - 3 weeks ago

    i would like to just. undo my existence

    #it’s not fair #it’s complete bullshit that i have to live and be alive and i’m not allowed to kill myself because it affects the people around me #i just wish i had never existed or i’d wake up tomorrow in a world where i know what i’m doing and i feel happy and satisfied #instead of glued to the spot where i stand #i feel like there is something inside me that wants to get out and if i let of out then i’d be dead and i want it to be out more than #anything because then i’d feel better but it would also kill me so i can’t let it out #i want to be alive more than anything i really really do but i just can’t make myself want to be apart of it and i can’t make myself play #the game so i may as well be dead but i don’t want to die i don’t want to die !!! i just want to start over if i started over i could #do it right but there’s no way that’s going to happen so i should just kill myself !! but i’m not gonna kill myself because i don’t want #anyone to cry over me and i don’t want anyone to feel pain about me #so i wish i just hadn’t ever existed and they let someone else who died too young who wants to do my life right take over my body so i don’t #have to do this anymore !!! because i simply can’t do this anymore !!!!! #i feel so unloved and i’ve wasted my youth by being too shy and cynical and now i’ve come out all wrong and i want to start over !!! #just let me start over !!! i can do it right if you let me try i promise i promise !!! #but i can’t do this one anymore it just hurts too much it feels too heavy and i feel so empty #again. for clarifications sake. i’m pretty sure i have PMDD and im about due for my period so this will pass i just need to let it #but i’m FINE i’m FINE i promise #i wish i had like. a substance to abuse. i wanna go to sleep and dream of someone holding me #if u read all this. i’m kissing your forehead right now. mwah #and don’t send me some bullshit anon about not tagging this cos this is my fucking blog and you can unfollow me
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  • worldcircus
    17.04.2021 - 3 weeks ago
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  • boyapologist
    14.04.2021 - 1 mont ago

    went upstairs to get my charger and somehow ended up going through my mom's box of important stuff and bawling my eyes out

    #most of it was like medical stuff and documents #but there were pictures from when we were kids and little cards from us and from my dad #then I saw a picture of my dad and just started crying #I can't stop thinking about how someday my entire family will just. be gone. #I literally feel sick thinking about it #it's like I wasted so much of my life being sad for no reason #and I wish I could've just ripped that off from me and see how good my life was back then #depression took so much away from me and just stole my youth #I could've enjoyed so much more of my life. I had everything and now I have nothing #and it's just so sad and it keeps getting worse #god I don't wanna cry again I don't even know what I'm saying anymore #I'm just emotional and sad. that's it. grieving is a thousand times harder than I expected #and I don't even know why I didn't have this reaction when my uncle passed away because I loved him just as much as I loved my grandmother #but her death is being a thousand times harder for me #and I just can't tell why #maybe it's the circumstances #I don't know #all I know is that I'm drained and sad and dealing with this is unbelievable hard and I just want to see my parents #rambles*
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  • secretdumbassss
    12.04.2021 - 1 mont ago

    I've been struggling so much with my weight lately especially the last few days have been hell for me. Instead of losing weight I've been gaining.... and I'm sooo scared to weigh myself or even look at myself in the mirror......

    #I want a stomach surgery or whatever its called in english #I want to be skinny so bad #I wasted all my youth binging and not realizing hiw much I destroyed my body #thinspo
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  • lynxmuses
    11.04.2021 - 1 mont ago
         lil tag drop
    #;   I'll cry about it later - tonight I'm havin' fun   ( Tiabeanie | Study ) #;   The wasted years - the wasted youth   ( Tiabeanie | Musings )
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  • program-annihilator
    11.04.2021 - 1 mont ago

    1981

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