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  • wearileigh
    17.05.2021 - 12 hours ago

    You could say it serves them right to be forced to look after me after not doing so in my childhood except 1.) that isn't fair to me as I want to live a normal life and 2.) my dad still purposefully evades helping me exist in any way so it's 100% on my mom who never physically neglected me anyway.

    #like they both severely emotionally neglected me ('leigh is that why you vent so much personal shit like this on tumblr' shut the fuck up) #but if anyone should be forced to help me with my physical and day to day problems as an act of karma it should be my dad. #he's incapable of that though and i wouldnt want him in my mom's position bc he would make everything worse. #neglect tw#wearileigh#mine
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  • wearileigh
    17.05.2021 - 12 hours ago

    A couple days ago I felt so bad for my mom because the sink was overflowing with dishes and she was exhausted from work. I was in considerable pain but I wanted to help so I did like four dishes and was in absolute agony but kept at it for a couple more and I felt like everything in my body was dying so I just tapped out.

    I wish I could do anything.

    #dishes are shit even when not in a flare because the act of scrubbing gives me issues with my hands and wrists like five minutes in. #wearileigh#mine
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  • wearileigh
    17.05.2021 - 12 hours ago

    Is it being an eldest daughter? Is it the physical and emotional neglect? Is it innate?

    I have to care for everyone at all times and no one should help me take care of myself but myself. I am personally responsible for the wellbeing of all people, plants, and animals on this wretched earth.

    Except now I'm disabled and my inability to do jack shit means everyone who is used to me being responsible for everything has to help me out and I Fucking Hate It because it Isn't Right. This isn't how I raised myself.

    #i hate this shit bro #neglect tw#wearileigh#mine
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  • wearileigh
    17.05.2021 - 1 day ago

    It took about four hours to write 280 words but I wrote 280 words. Now it's 6 am and maybe I'll reward myself with unconsciousness

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  • wearileigh
    17.05.2021 - 1 day ago

    I get up to play my videogame and I'm like, "No I'd rather write"

    So I lie down to write and I'm like, "No I'd rather play my videogame"

    #the grass is greener etc #wearileigh#mine
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  • wearileigh
    16.05.2021 - 1 day ago

    I love getting PoGo gifts from my friend that are from places they talked about visiting. It feels like a postcard 💛

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  • wearileigh
    16.05.2021 - 2 days ago

    Pain pain pain. Pain is back. Pain flareup. Everything feels like shit and I feel like I have the flu.

    #HATE the flu thing so much. especially now that there's covid bc i'm like okay is this my normal problem or have i acc caught something #wearileigh#mine
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  • wearileigh
    16.05.2021 - 2 days ago

    I'm fucking shaking and feel like crying and I don't even havw to deal with that shit. The worst it is for me is just hearing about it. I feel like bawling my eyes out.

    Her kids are loud when they're outside. It was daylight too, so it's just annoying at the worst. I see and hear them playing pretty often, I've given them popsicles.

    I want to do something but there isn't much I'm capable of. I want to cry

    [dnrb]

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  • wearileigh
    16.05.2021 - 2 days ago

    A white neighbor suddenly approached a black neighbor, called her a "black muslim bitch," then started attacking her.

    Fortunately it was caught on security camera and she got photos of the scratches and bruises. However, other neighbors are nervous because the woman who attacked her, when the police got involved, suddenly started acting like SHE was the one injured and victimized.

    Oh you poor thing, did the racism hurt your nails when you dug them into that woman's skin??? Fucking rot.

    The police already got photos of the wounds and left so no issues there.

    [dnrb]

    #her kids were being too loud so she attacked her #wearileigh#mine#racism tw #hate crime tw
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  • wearileigh
    15.05.2021 - 3 days ago

    Mom went out to walk the dog and said the whole neighborhood was gathered with their lease violation/eviction notice papers discussing what the landlords gain from this and what they can do as tenants. Apparently some people have already set court dates and others are getting lawyers. There was talk of gathering in a crowd on Monday to confront them in the office though I don't know what that would accomplish.

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  • wearileigh
    14.05.2021 - 3 days ago

    I really like it here though. The hill behind the apartment is covered in trees and flowers. There are birds, chipmunks, bunnies, and sometimes deer. The kids are so sweet and I love seeing them play outside. The people upstairs aren't noisy. We each have our own bedroom. There's little noise pollution and no fear of crime in the neighborhood. I don't want to leave.

    Everyone in the neighborhood is united in their hatred for the new people in charge but if we actually tried to unify to tell them to stop being assholes, we'd likely all get evicted (since that's what they're trying to do anyway) or at the very best, they'd make our lives more difficult in vengeance. These people have their hands on the survival of poor families and the elderly. This is low-income housing. Tenants have no power.

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  • wearileigh
    14.05.2021 - 3 days ago

    WE JUST RECEIVED A LEASE VIOLATION WARNING FOR HANGING A WINDCHIME ON OUR PORCH???

    I WASN'T KIDDING WHEN I SAID THE NEW PEOPLE IN CHARGE ARE EVIL AND TRYING TO CAUSE PROBLEMS FOR EVERY TENANT.

    We didn't even install it, there was already a hook attached when we moved in and we just hung it from the hook but the paper says we're not even allowed to have hanging plants so what the fuck are the hooks for??

    Mom is sending an angry email telling them that if they don't want her hanging shit, they need to come and remove the hooks themselves.

    Everyone here is suddenly either receiving eviction notices or warnings for ridiculous supposed lease infractions so mom says we're looking for a new place to live. This is very upsetting but much better than waiting to be evicted ourselves, so I can live with it.

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  • wearileigh
    14.05.2021 - 4 days ago

    It is way too easy to accidentally message people shit

    I almost sent a romantic post from the blog 'marriagesuggestions' to a mutual and I want to propel myself head first into the center of the earth

    #this keeps happening to me im so scared bro #it's always gotta be posts that would be rlly awkward. it cant be like a wholesome meme or cat picture. #id fucking deactivate and spend time in recovery for the next six months #wearileigh#mine
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  • wearileigh
    13.05.2021 - 4 days ago

    This is exactly what I'm so afraid of. I write in third person shifting limited, and my hopeful assumption is that once I shift to another character's POV, the contradictions would clear this up. And I should be understanding that you can't mold anything in a way that suits everybody but I'm rlly like "But what if the reader has only ever read first person and classics and they think the asshole narration is me being the asshole"

    Then that's on them, Leigh, you can't do shit about it

    [dnrb]

    #the way they followed this up with 'little can be done to mitigate this' aaaaa 😭 #since it's /shifting/ limited i should be fine. i think this is a p irrational fear. #wearileigh#mine
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  • wearileigh
    13.05.2021 - 5 days ago

    NOT AGAIN !!

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  • wearileigh
    12.05.2021 - 6 days ago

    Have done all I can for the pain but it hasn't helped much, it's keepong me up. Just have to remind myself it will subside eventually. Lie here and wait.

    [dnrb]

    #not looking for attention just wanted to vent #wearileigh#mine
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  • wearileigh
    12.05.2021 - 6 days ago

    • Sometimes I wonder if my worry's gonna drown my flame

    And when my chest starts to tighten, will I always find myself to blame?

    All that I've ever shown, false face and broken bones, feigning my strength as I fall •

    #car crash tw #drowning tw #cold weather company #reclamation#music#audio#wearileigh#mine
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  • wearileigh
    11.05.2021 - 1 week ago

    Nervous about like, catching covid and dying or something before I can finish this because the rough draft alone will probably take me a year.

    #if i caught covid it would likely be the primary thing i think about: 'but i havent finished writing yet' #i can die after though lol #wearileigh#mine
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  • wearileigh
    11.05.2021 - 1 week ago

    No offense but *makes the protagonist become chronically ill* *makes the sexy character become disabled*

    #protag also disabled but wanted to use different terms since their situations are different #wearileigh#mine
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  • wearileigh
    10.05.2021 - 1 week ago

    Please please DM me if you want a lebanese pop/rock/?? song recommendation, I want more people to know about this artist

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