Goodnight out there, whatever you are.
Goodnight out there, whatever you are.
thinking id do myself a favor going to bed early only to be on phone and toss and turn for hours before winding up getting turned on thinking abt stuff my partner has sent me
I know the way immune systems work and it makes sense that they build up tolerances to stuff they're exposed to but it's always been hilarious to me that if you beat the crap out of your immune system when you're little then it will protect you with its life like an appointed knight till the end of time but if you protect and shelter it then later in life it's like, "oh no! Pollen!" And kills you
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had a weird experience of going "oh, I'll listen to some Byrd-related solo albums today" and then learning that last year I totally listened to a whole dang Roger McGuinn solo album, not even knowing who he was, because I was obsessed with pirates and there was a pirate song on the album :/
It’s so sad to see how much people hate the name :C. My name is Cassidy (Cass) so it’s just kind of sad to see it I’m not gonna lie. It’s strange to see my own name in game but I’m getting used to it. For me Cole is fine because we have Ashe. So Ashe(Ash) and Cole(Coal).
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Hang on actually i have 2 majorly retcon this bc for all these years i thought the skyllian blitz was something else. deeply embarrassed
when The Big Sad ™ has hit so you have to take a week off school citing a personal emergency that didn’t really happen but everything else is still happening and despite going into fields you find really interesting you still sometimes think about tramping off into the mountains and living in a shack and making art
i am mentally ill and whenever i make a mistake when i’m writing in pen i’ll lose my mind and become irrationally upset. so how i’ve come to battle that is getting cute post it notes to put over my mistakes.
gonna be honest I hate being in this sort of limbo where all my interests are either on hiatus or have stuff that isn't out yet. just sort of feels a bit empty right now.
A comic in which Jason’s had enough frfr and actually manages to kill the Joker would be so powerful.
Ok I know he kills one in the 3 jokers but tbh I didn’t read the entire thing therefore idk how tf there were 3 of them in the first place. Anyway! In my head it goes like this-
Bruce on some weirder shit than usual (I like the sick idea of him being s ). Threatens to kick him out the family for good and send him to a place worse than Arkham.
The rest of the bats not really caring about what’s gonna happen to the joker but what will happen to Jason once Bruce gets to him.
Depending on if the situation somehow gets public then the citizens of Gotham would go crazy because no one can tell me they don’t want the joker gone too. They’d have mixed emotions because Batman is probably gonna win but they have hope for hood too; enough so that they’ve all gained to courage to throw shit at all the Bats on sight. A harsh sign from Gotham herself saying that she’s had enough. Very hard to ignore.
The villains, much like everyone else, aren’t quite sure who’s gonna win this but are sitting back and watching the show preparing for a way to claim the spot for the biggest bad in the city. Low key wanting to hear that the freak of nature is gone for good Idk.
At the end of this au it very much ends with Jason finishing the job and escaping. How he does it idk but he comes out of it beaten black and blue, a wanted man, and having severed his relationship with Bruce for good. He’s always been hard to find so he’s not worried about being located for now. The rest of his night goes by in a silence. After tending to his wounds he lies in bed thinking about all the things that will come after this. He’d be alone for good now but Gotham no longer had to worry about him anymore. No one would. Sure, scum still lurks in her shadows and things might get a little hectic for a while, but the worst of them is gone for good. the boy who died in Ethiopia and the countless others can finally Rest In Peace now. It’s very much a stab at that one saying “killing someone won’t make the pain go away” because that night although He’s all banged up and emotionally worn, he gets the best sleep he’s ever had in literal years.
CRYING PISSING MY PANTS FARTING IDKIDKIDKIDK
Whenever I'm on a sleep shift at work, I always work-related dreams/nightmares. Like last night I dreamt that I was lone-working and scientologists came to the office window and tried to explain mental health to me and I was like, please go away, and then they tried climbing through the window. Or another time I dreamt that a service user broke into the office whilst I was sleeping.
I don't feel good
i am coping just fine