When it comes to love I don’t believe that it’s just bad luck haunting me, because deep in my heart I’m aware of how I am afraid to be vulnerable; to let someone see. So I hold them at distance. Push them away should they get too close, while keeping them within reach because I’m still scared of being alone. Craving intimacy, yet I do not know how to deal with it properly.
w.s.w. // walking paradox