atheism put on pause for like 5 minutes, y'know what i conceptually want to actually experience?
a world where all gods from across all beliefs exist - specifically ancient philippine deities. imagine if they exist in modern times
how fucking cool is it to be you, browsing on your phone this morning, quietly sipping your coffee in the comfort of your balcony, when suddenly you hear an ungodly thunderclap and you see bathala clocking apolaki on the head for being a little shit to his sister, buan
or or or aman sinaya absolutely seething at the fucking idiocy of the dolomite beach; you'd see her being reasoned by construction reps, because she's just itching to upheave the whole thing off of her domain
maybeeee anitun tabu (now, uhm, significantly more chill) perched on a cloud as she prepares to conjure up the monsoon season because it's her time to shine. she's just chilling and watching us peeps who like the rainy season raise our mugs of tea to her
and of course my abs fave main girl idianale, coordinating with people to create this massive community pantry filled with produce, for all those who are hungry and needy in these trying times
baaaah, now I've gotta go and write an au of this brb bye
#personal#philippines #things that i am preoccupied with instead of work and grad school #im thinking more along the lines of a ghibli-esque story instead of what marvel has going on with earth-616 #sortaaaa hmm ponyo-ish vibes
#why yes i AM worried youll hate some of these songs #damn talk about a vibe check #the way it goes from boys of fall to billy joel that was really bold of me #i stand by it but i acknowledge its a bold choice #OH my GOD it is FUKCING TWO FIFTEEN #bro legally i am ALSO asleep the FUCK #GOODNIGHT?@?!?! #ask#anonymous#adri#cringeycal#playlist game #i thought about putting firebird alt version on here #but the og is more upbeat so i think the vibe sorta worked more? #but for the record i LOVE firebird alt version #you should listen to it #do you like when songs use little clips of recording of just everyday life and people they know in conversation in their songs?? #cos if so. firebird alt version #all the alt versions on that album use those and i LOVE IT it's so good i love when songs do that
So much happening at once, and for once it's not overwhelming
#its exciting #new art project #new animation project #wallpapers#cartoon project #second drop of clothes merch #website almost up in July #school is starting soon #back to work where I like instead of a corporate shithole #new hikes and trips planned #overseas vacation in the works #going with business international in 2 years #manifesting more#positive vibes #looking forward to the future #finally living life
Anyway shit day, shit night, everything keeps going wrong and being bad so that's so fun
#i just need. something. #i want smth nice #but i??? have unfortunstely lost my food motivation somehow #like hopper and i were like 'friday we'll go out for iced cream after work 😌' and it does Nothing #so what—pray tell—will motivate me? #no fuckin idea #but rn it's not even motivation i just want comfort but i dont wanna talk abt it in person w hopper and just #everything is SO MUCH tonight #everything is magnified and im so????? #emotional and stupid #im so so so emotional and just Upset #female hysteria vibes lmao #jeasus.
#im like vibrating I want to share a lil of my work this was an extra from a few days ago #but like I have a pretty picture of a pond I might post too idk but this is up cottage core nature vibes so I figure this will at least get #some notes #im moving to a new place! in a new state and im worried about not being able to like be comfortable outside ya know just like cause im new #so I need to force myself to visit place and go outside and just take pictures #I get embarrassed cause im asian and legit some one has walked up to me and asked unfiltered if I was from Vietnam because I looked like #her Vietnamese friend who 'Brought their camera everywhere' #and I was like in the fucking CEREAL SECTION when this happened #Sophie was with me and it was unreal #anyways how to not be embarrassed about my passion 101 #nature photography#photography#landscape#grass#field#natural light#mine#edits: photography
I am once again thinking about how terrifying it would be for Dany to just...stare into someone’s soul.
#;; dany...5'0 with 8'0 vibes #;; the vibes get taller with each post but AYEEE #;; i'll be around this weekend to answer messages and also write!! imma try to queue some things 👀👀 #;; but also thank you all for being so patient with me!💕 I adore you all! #;; this week has been busy between work and my new job search but please know i appreciate you all so much!! #♕░░ queen of the summer isles ( LUXX SPEAKING ) #;; tbd.
i’m laughing my bio quote does not match the vibe of my header at all😭
#it’s from the old guard so i wanna keep it.... but also it Not The Vibe #3 #it shall stay for now😔 #lbr i’m gonna switch back to a spider-man header eventually anyways so that would work #i’m literally just looking for things to change to procrastinate this is fun #personal
#owen talks #I have other ocs on the brain sometimes but it’s mostly me just vibing w pollux #me sitting off in my own corner #not being high and mighty about it it’s just. doing my own thing anymore #w the whole twc stuff it’s all more fun with friends and mutuals #that’s where all the fun has been and I still enjoy it a lot #honestly. enjoying media and fan works is what you make of it
SERKAN KAYA als LUIGI LUCHENI in ELISABETH DAS MUSICAL | Theater and der Wien, 2003–2005
„Die größte Herausforderung an Lucheni war im Grunde der Umstand, wie ich diese Rolle bekommen habe. Thomas Borchert, welcher eigentlich die Rolle des Lucheni hätte spielen sollen, brach sich zwei Wochen vor der Premiere die Hand bzw. das Handgelenk. Ich war ursprünglich nur als Zweitbesetzung für den Lucheni vorgesehen und hatte bis zu diesem Zeitpunkt nur für meine Ensembleposition geprobt – ich glaube, es war der Baron Hübner – und sollte den Lucheni nicht so schnell spielen.
Ich wurde ins Büro gerufen und man sagte mir, dass ich nun innerhalb von zwei Wochen den Lucheni lernen muss und ihn zur Premiere spielen werde. Da wir uns aber bereits in der Phase der technischen Proben auf der Bühne befanden, also mit den kompletten Abläufen vor und hinter der Bühne, dem gesamten Orchester und der Technik, wurde ich komplett ins kalte Wasser geworfen.
Und die Rolle so zu verinnerlichen, dass sie innerhalb von zwei Wochen ‚premierentauglich‘ ist, war die größte Herausforderung für mich. Dadurch, dass ich keinerlei Gelegenheit hatte, Angst zu bekommen, empfand ich die Herausforderung, dass diese Figur viel mit dem Publikum spielen muss und als Conférencier agiert, nicht mehr als Hürde, sondern habe das sehr genossen. Vermisst habe ich jedoch die Interaktion mit meinen Kollegen auf der Bühne. Daher habe ich in Absprache mit dem Kreativteam auch einige Änderungen des ‚Stagings‘ – der Abläufe auf der Bühne – vorgenommen, sodass ich trotzdem noch möglichst viel mit meinen Kollegen interagieren konnte.“
“The biggest challenge actually was the way I got the role in the first place. Thomas Borchert was the one supposed to play Lucheni, but he broke his hand resp. his wrist merely two weeks before the premiere. Initially, I was appointed understudy Lucheni and up until this point, I had only joined the ensemble rehearsals as I wasn’t supposed to take over anytime soon. When I got called into the production office they told me I was going to play Lucheni at the premiere and that I had two weeks to prepare. Funnily enough, this forced me to jump in at the deep end as tech rehearsals were already in full swing. Trying to get into character and to shape the role in a way that was appropriate for the premiere, all within just two weeks, most definitely was the biggest challenge, especially because Lucheni interacts a lot with the audience, guides them through the show. However, being so pressed for time left me no opportunity to ever get scared – instead, I decided to approach the role’s peculiarities not as an obstacle but as something to enjoy and look forward to. I did miss interacting with my colleagues on stage though, which is why we changed some of the staging in a way that allowed me to interact more with the others.”
#Serkan Kaya#Luigi Lucheni #Elisabeth das Musical #elisabethedit #pov: you're a rookie who just landed his first job in a musical after graduating drama school (not that you were ever much interested #in becoming a musical actor but you thought it'd be fun to challenge yourself) and then you accidentally end up as one of the three leads #and redefine the role/set such high standards for decades to come where every single other performance will be #measured by. he actually did that y'all #whatlikeitshard.gif #then he walked away and never looked back. kinda sad kinda iconic #[insert long rambling essay how two 20 somethings in such pivotal roles who had little to lose and were eager to prove themselves was #one of the best things that could've happened. also Máté's Death-of-Rock interpretation would've only worked half as well if Serkan's #Lucheni wasn't going just as hard on the rock'n'roll-lets-crank-it-up-vibes. other way round I don't think Serkan would've dared to go all #in like THAT as a newbie if Máté hadn't been there doing his own unusual thing with his role.I think they both pushed themselves to #new heights and greatness in that regard (shouting match in the opening number anyone?!??)
#I still dream of making proper book rec posts #with like 3-4 books with a similar vibe grouped together #that would be fun I feel #which means I'll have to get back to my little book log to capture the impressions etc correctly. #I used to have a ton of fun with that but it's a lot of work HAH. hobbies take time who would've thought. #ask#june 2021 #⚜️.txt #book recs #hardly but I want to find this on my blog theehee
#no but like I’m proud of most of my work #I really like how the abo mindo fic turned out #and I am also low-key obsessed with the Dando one! the vibes turned out like I imagine #so idk #thank you for the ask tho!! #ask thingie
i was successfully in the closet until my coworker said i seem like i could be into girls and i felt too awkward to lie and deny it
#i said '...and men' #i didn't want her to know because i like our friendship and didn't want her to think i'm ever hitting on her3 #but clearly i have vibes i wasn't aware of. i take it as a compliment #i'm sorry for all the internalized homophobia going on here... i'm working on my issues
My main tank over roughly 4 months since I started it 🙌 I have pothos cuttings growing in the back filter and they're really taking off as well as the rotala on the right which got beefy lol. My betta was rehomed into a new cube aquarium with a couple of shrimp to keep things clean, he's still a happy camper.
#I'm sorry i just love fishkeeping #more like shrimpkeeping now lol #my scape isn't the best #but I like having more of a natural/wild kind of vibe #my bf and I are gonna work on a 10gal half circle too