You know what sucks? When your OC is getting more ass then you.
Me and my best friend are running an AU of our dnd characters. The two of them just got done have their first real make out session and I’m just ….
Wishing that were me~
And it like I would never do that would never do stuff like that Otty ( the name imma use for my best friend) but at the same time I can’t help but want to be touched
But it’s these same type of implusive thought that ruined my relationship with Anaki ( remember when I call up that ex, yeah that his name now).
Fuck I miss Anaki. He was so much fun to talk to and was super affectionate. But I was an asshole and he crossed some boundaries that really hurt me so…. I only talk to him in the occasion
Part of me just wants to be adored by someone. But I know it’s just me craving a rebound. And those always end poorly….
Doesn’t stop me from wanting it thooo