I want someone to make me feel the way Elton John feels in that one scene in Rocketman at the side of the recording room with John Reid

”….hakjdunm…dinner with you”

i miss having gentle moments with the girls i used to fuck around with.. adopting a badass top confidently flirty attitude… like i just wanna brush a piece of hair behind a girls ear while she’s talking and watch her absolutely flounder FUCK can i just hurry up and recover and love myself so i can text her again

tell me why your heart hurts so i can hold you while you cry

let me show you that youre not alone

Ok but when will I be hit by a sudden epiphany that life’s pointless so I can be at peace away from the pangs of ambition and incessant yearning

I’m probably gonna write something everytime I wish I could send her a message. Which is basically all day, because I’m an all-or-nothing kind of idiot. And since it’s all pure yearning and sadness, this is gonna be extremely sad.

I need to do this. I need to stop trying so hard to keep the conversation alive. She said she doesn’t talk with her friends this much, and I need to accept that and go to an acceptable level, even if it hurts me and I want more.

When your mind won’t stop wondering

Sometimes I wonder about going to a bar with her. And… What if she gets drunk, and what if we end up kissing because of that. And what if it’s brilliant…

But what if she doesn’t remember or doesn’t think the same, so awkwardness ensues, and the pain is there. What if she just pretends it never happened at all, and I have to live with the knowledge of it.

I know it’s just my mind, wondering how it would go, despite being aware, that she said no.

I wish I could quiet them… the dreams that come at night. They are unhelpful and just harm me, because I know the truth and reality of what I’ve got.

So even if one day, this happened at all, my mind knows that it would end up sadly, with just me hurt.

Going on tumble is just *shitpost* *shitpost* *yearning* *movie gifset* *shitpost* *movie gifset* *yearning* *yearning* *yearning* *movie gifset* *shitpost* *shitpost*

la douleur exquise

(n.) the heart-wrenching pain of wanting affection from someone unattainable

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Dear,

Light could never be as golden as you are. Shadows fade when you are around.

You are as bright as the moon, my love. Your radiance and beauty shall never leave me. You bathe me in your faraway tender glow, as the world fades away with only us left to stare at each other. As the stars glimmer, I bask in your gentle light.

I gaze at you in wonder.

Nevertheless, sometimes, the moon wanes away. As your passage and circuit is ever-constant and ever-changing, both and neither, I wait patiently. And you have always come back to see me, so far. We are in constant motion. We are the inevitable cosmic collision.

A disaster waiting to happen.

And so I sleep. So I plunge myself into a dream-world without your watchful presence. I shove endless falsities down my throat, to prevent myself from gorging on your luminescent stillness. My appetite is growing stronger, my dear. You are the untouchable moon. I long to touch you. My gravity pulls you closer, and closer, until one day, I will swallow you whole.

So I wait. Foolish as the sun that greets the moon, twice a day, and then wanders aimlessly until the next glimpse of you.

I am at home wherever the moon glows golden.

With everlasting affection,

Yours.

please just hold me while we watch a movie and we both fall asleep to each other’s breathing and we both feel at home for the first time.

Concept: he uhh

h,, he kis me

yeah

i want to kiss you until we are both breathless

Yearning

Hoping

Grasping at shadows

Evading

Avoiding

The light lay fallow

Trying

Failing

Forever trapped within the darkness

Seeing

Hearing

Is that what i think it is

Feeling

Believing

A new purpose dawns over me

Laughing, smiling

Crying, fearing

A small taste of freedom gives me reason to flee

Warmth and comfort

Safety and care

Someone is here

Tender and kind

So gentle, yet so fierce

Now i have no more reason to fear

She is strong and brave

And vulnerable and open

She lets come whatever may

Inspiration and hope

Create inside of me

A new kind of faith

Without her i would still be

Forever stuck in my misery

Somehow she has saved me

yeah being flirted with directly is cool, but have you tried being gazed upon longingly from afar?

I have two moods, one of them is Richard siken saying ‘you will be alone always and then you will die’ and the other is Ben hanscom saying 'nothing lasts forever except maybe love’ both of them are yearning and no there is no in between

im all about making her tiny origami animals with tiny notes attached to them saying i love her

I just want to hold my prince in my arms. I feel so lonely without him here.

Mlm/Nblm

you know it’s bad when both you and your partner are in the yearn tag

Flirting Tip #44

Yearn indefinitely.

ikea date where you look for furniture you want in your future life 🥺🥺

i am so gay……hng

i would put my thoughts to words but it’s just

gay yearning . thatse it. all of it. all at once