#yearning Tumblr posts

me : I am chaos I am evil I bring mishap everywhere I go I deserve to end up alone and I will pride in that I am independent I don’t need nobody

also me : I want to wake up in someone’s arms while they’re still asleep and smile at how calm they look in the morning sunshine I want someone to run after me right before I get on a plane and confess their love for me I want someone to kiss me with the view of the Eiffel Tower in behind us I want to go to a theme park and win them stuffed animals I want to hold onto each other when the Ferris wheel stops right when we’re at the top I want someone to scream the fact that they love me from the street while I stand at my window I want to hold hands and dance in the rain I want to meet their family and hug their little sister and play with their dog I want someone to bake me a cake and spell out my name with frosting I want to be wanted I want to be loved

look, the power of yearning is strong. - phill

Big time yearning hours over here

It’s my ex’s birthday today and I saw it in my calendar and was fucking bulldozed by how much I miss her so today is yearning hours. We promised each other we’d still be friends but the day we “broke up” is the last day I saw her.

And I can’t remember most of the relationship because of my amnesia but the instances I remember both before (like over a year before) and during, I loved her so. I think I’ll always miss her.

ok but when is someone gonna fall in lvoe with me already?

if love does not do away with the mess it has made of me – devouring me entirely ; bloody & wretched all the same – then what would have been the point ? was my heart not devoted enough ? were my passions too weak to satisfy the ageless longing ? lover tell me , what should i do , to be worthy of your desire—

hamlet is giving me gender envy and I've only ever read the play

oh also when i get to the epilogue again its over for yall

anyways this is a love blog now

☀️🏖🐚

our love is pure, my dear; commit sin and i will purify you with my lips

real life

let’s play pretend

you’ll say you love me

cause i’m not lying to you when i say it back

let’s play pretend

i’ll take your hand

and you won’t run or stare or laugh

let’s play pretend

you’ll kiss me softly

under the moonlight where no one can see

let’s play pretend

that we’re forever

i need nothing but the stars and you and me.

let’s play pretend

i’ll call you mine

you’ll be my babe and i can be your honeypie

let’s play pretend

you can call me love

cause all i want here is to be your only one

let’s play pretend

i’ll hold you always

i’ll be yours until we take our final bresth

come on and kiss me

don’t be shy

let’s play pretend but this time let’s make it real life.

looking for a gf

i am a warrior of light, cat girl, dark knight. me, my shadowy doppelganger and our big two handed swords are looking for a likeminded soul to run roulettes with

please respond

don't start another language don't start another language don't do it ellis you can barely keep up with the 4 you're doing don't do it

I love men they are the best they are so cute they are so pretty.

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It's been two days// and I can still taste the mint from your lips.//It's been two days// And I can still hear your voice in between the silence and chaos.// It's been two days// And I can still recall your scent, smile and songs.//It's been two days// And I can still feel your hand upon mine.// It's been two days// And it feels like eternity and yesterday.

It's been two days,

It's been two days

only.

Sorry, just fantasisin' and yearnin' here. I'll be on my way

i want to wallow in the serenity of your presence. forever.