I need a new morally grey character to consume me

When Conan gray said " i end up all alone but I still keep hoping" the hopeless romantic in me felt thatttttt!!!!!

I'm having horny thoughts over someone who isn't my darling? Well that's new.

i just wanna kiss a girl under the mistletoe is that too much to ask for

It‘s reassuring that Liam O’Brien ships Orym and Dorian as much as I do

How softly you kissed me that day. You'd let out a tiny exhale as your fingertips gently grazed my cheek. How I'd snaked an around your waist as I felt your hand on the nape of my neck, pulling me close to deepen the kiss. The softness of your lips and gentleness of your touch was almost as surreal, like the lunar eclipse that night. I remember humming in contentment as my stomach was in knots, the butterflies in my stomach ignited with a whirlwind of emotions. Your kisses were so intoxicating and overwhelming to my system.

unsuspecting letter for you

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i cant help it.

the way my mind is plagued with the figure and memories of them.

their voice rings in the back of my head when i read the messages they send late at night, and every octave sends its own individual chill down my spine.

its childlike, the efforts i make to be around them more. but the internal embarrassment is worth it when they laugh at the things i say

i feel like a narcissist thinking, ‘i made them feel like that’, but at the same time its the truth

i wonder if they can feel my heartbeat when they’re so close to me, if they can see the heat of blood hit behind my face when they’re locking eyes with me.

but even with the feel of your fingertips skimming my hands daily, i wonder if you feel like this?

do you get nervous when we whisper together and bask in the comfortable atmosphere we ourselves made?

is the reason you look away when we come into contact, your hand holding onto me during your shy hugs, because you get the flutters inside of your stomach?

i feel sick

i feel sick with the butterflies imagining the idea of you feeling the same

they need a garden and not the desertion inside of me, but they have hope like i

i hope every night that you’d be thinking the words i am writing, but between god and i- we know its hopeless

yet i cant help it

you called me pretty, but it’s to play along with the faux flirting game. but i hope you meant it truly

i meant it when i said you looked good, an understatement but i didn’t want to give myself away

i didn’t want to give myself away saying the way your eyes look for mine makes me dizzy- the way your sweatshirt sits on your shoulders makes you even more addicting

the shy and flushed smile you wear when i return the favor flatters your features so well and i wish i can make it stay for eternity

and i know this won’t go anywhere, and i feel disgusted at myself for praying that it will

but we’re friends

even though i wait for your response, counting the seconds

even though i stare at you during the day

even though we have moments to ourselves as if everyone else doesn’t exist

even though i’m here, writing about you- to try and put this experience into words

despite it all, we’re friends

and thats how you see me

it’s how we will remain because in the end, your heart doesn’t skip a beat when we’re so close

you don’t feel the same swell in your chest that i do when i give you sudden compliments

you don’t look at me the way i look and yearn for you

and its the bitter conclusion to the story, unwanted truth i face daily when i lay in my bed pushing away the thoughts of you.

i’m not a poet but for you i will be

i cant help it.

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so sorry i just have really bad brainrot😅and its 2am. i had to get it out

Women are so pretty 😭❤️

this was right i think

when will i have a lover who will apply my tiger balm for me n bring me heating pads n get me a damp washcloth n take care of me when i have a migraine so bad that moving too quickly makes me wanna scream a lil

Casually remembering the time I had one earring in and my friend asked "Where's the other one? Does your boyfriend have it?"

So like anyone up for that... Like I got some cute mushrooms or Sailor Moon themed earrings... /j

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If you're Spotify wrapped aura said "wistful" you're either a Swiftie, or neurodivergent, or both.

Imagine having a polycule and having multiple boyfriends with pets

Like??? You could be a cat dad to one, a dog dad to another, maybe even a ferret dad (Idk??) and simply just vibe with all of them and all of you watch all of the pets play together like children

yearning = horny (affectionate)

i need a pietro in my life

I just...FUCKKKKK

okay CIONCEPT

A bold cocky fucker who LOVES to get you flustered and flirts with you constantly and when you cover your face with your hands he fucking goes "ah ah ah, lemme see you're face! You look adorable!!" AND THEN fucking smiles at you because he Knows that its making you even more flustered and gently grabs your face, looks you in the eyes and smoothes your hair back and kisses you.

Just hhhnf Fuck, yes please, its an essential need.

Yeah I feel like shit all the time nowadays but at least I have “How to be a Human Being”, the classic hit album by Glass Animals to have my back for it

lesbianism is possessing my body i feel sick