Just wanted to write this thing I've been imagining earlier today since I've been feeling very single to the point I just imagine romantic scenarios inside my head. Besides the point, I hope I'm not the only who feels this way heh ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ so I don't feel weird lololol anyways, yeah...enjoy ig (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)
Your weird ass brother decided to set you up again, to yet an another blind date. You were very tired of him doing this same exact shit over and over again. I mean, you can just not go, right? But you don't want to be an arrogant and an inconsiderate person either. Just imagine the person waiting for you there, waiting patiently and hoping that you'll eventually show up. That scene played over and over on your already clouded mind. You bit your fingernails, fidgeting and frustrated because of your brother's dumb ideas. You can't help but feel bad everytime that same exact scene plays on your mind so, guess what? You [forcefully] decided to go. You went ahead to your closet as you rummaged through it, looking for a proper clothes to wear. You still wanted to look decent even though you really never showed any interests to the guys you went on a blind date with
"Hey" A familiar voice rang in your ears as you continued with your rummaging
"What now? JongHo?" You asked, already annoyed by just hearing his voice. Now, JongHo's your younger brother and well, you despise him. Not like that "despise" way though, I mean you really love your brother, you do but now, you just want to throw him off to Han river and let him drown right there and then
"So, are you going?" He chuckles as he seems to be toying with you again
"Do I have choice?" You snickered at him, brushing you off by laughing his ass off "Well, at least I'm not an inconsiderate person just like the person in front of me right now" you added, smirking, smugness painted on your face
"Well, at least I'm not an inconsiderate person blah blah blah my ass, sis" He responded as you threw your bra at him, disgust now on his once mocking face "Eww! Choi Y/N you're so nasty! That's probably the reason why no matter how much I put you on dates, you'd still end up single!" He attacked you, personally, well it's as if you cared about that but the thing about you being single, heh, still straight facts
"Puh-lease! You don't even have a girlfriend of your own!" You attacked back as you laughed your ass off "Not anymore, sissy. I've been dating someone for a week now" He says, his arms crossed into his chest "Yeah, keep acting as if you guys have been dating for so many years. You two will probably break up anyway" You scoffed at him, continuing to find clothes you can wear "Yeah Yeah Whatever" He scoffs back as he finally leaves "Hurry up though, you bitch!" He adds as he peeked into your room again before really leaving, running away from your agitated state "That MoFo- I swear to God!" You heavily sighed as you continued on rummaging your closet, still annoyed. After some time, you finally found one and it was an all black fit since the majority of your clothings are black. You wore a black loose t-shirt and you topped it off with a black leather jacket, you last minutely stole from your brother's closet and finally a pair of black ripped jeans. You did your final touches before looking into the mirror to check yourself for the last time before going to the location your brother gave you for the blind date
You finally arrived at the place and it was quite big for a cafe. You eventually went inside with no hesitation, knowing that you're probably late, you didn't have time for hesitations. Now, according to the paper your brother gave you, look for a pink, cotton candied hair guy and in no time you found him, his hair tied up in a man bun. Let's just hope that it is the person you're looking for. You went straight to his table, slowly building up your courage to ask
"Uh- Hello! Are you by chance waiting for your date? Oh, a date...set up by Choi JongHo, by the way" You nervously asked as he slowly looked up to you- Now, let's stop right here for a bit. This man right here in front of you is the freaking living definition of the word "ethereal". His eyes were a mix of sharpness and doeness, his nose, tall and his plump, pink-tinted lips that were formed into by far the most beautiful, attractive smile you ever saw in your entire existence- back to reality, you snapped out of your mind and smiled back at him "Oh yeah, you're Y/N, right? His older sister" He says and damn! His voice was sweet as honey as it rings into your ears like a calming, soothing lullaby. You only nodded, trying to build up words to say "SeongHwa, right?" He nods as a reply, as you stood there, awkwardly "Oh hey! Sit down!" He giddily exclaims as you only smiled, obeying his command, you immediately sitting down on the chair right in front of him. He was wearing a very similar style to yours. Y'know, t-shirt, leather jacket, and a pair of ripped jeans
"So, How old are you?" He asks, drawned in and interested
"Oh, I- uh- I'm twenty two years old, how about you?" You nervously replied, I mean it's obvious that you're nervous, your stuttering says it all
"I'm twenty three and please don't feel nervous and feel comfy around me" He replies, sensing your nervousness. He smiles widely making you feel at ease a little bit, you shyly smiled back at him
"I think we should order now, maybe the food will make you feel more comfy around me. They always say that food brings people together and I stand by that saying" He giggles as you only giggled shyly before nodding your head as a reply. He eventually called the waitress and ordered whatever you guys wanted. He went for the classic, iced americano and a slice of strawberry shortcake. As for you, you ordered sweetened, black coffee and a basic, icing-filled, chocolate cake. You two waited for some time and as the time passes by, you two started talking. You felt more comfortable around him more, you realized how you two are into similar stuff and had a lot of things in common. The more the two of you talked the more the two of you got drawned to each other. To be honest, you never felt so comfortable around anyone you met from the blind date your brother's been setting you up for and you've never been so talkative to them too but here you are, sharing so much to SeongHwa, too much even
"Here's your order! Please enjoy them! Call me if you ever need anything else!" The waitress exclaims as she places the food and drink on the table before leaving right after she just arrived. SeongHwa took a slice of the cake and stuffed it into his mouth, filling it before he acts surprised at the taste of the cake "That's so good!" He exclaims as he smiles widely, while he was happy eating, something was bothering you. The icing on the side of his mouth bothered the hell out of you and you can't hold it in anymore "Y-You got some icing on the side your mouth, here" You pointed to the right side of his mouth as he tries to clean it using his tongue but it won't reach it, trying multiple times before he finally gave up "Doesn't matter! I'll eat the way I want" He giggles as you couldn't stand it anymore, you reached for your handkerchief, leaned towards him and wipe the icing off of his mouth. You perfectionist soul has finally calm down. It's like finally removing a fish's bone out of your throat. You sighed in relief as you successfully removed the icing that's been bothering you for some time "There, it's gone" You smiled, looking straight into his eyes. You felt your heart beat faster as heat reaches up to your now red cheeks. Being close to him like this is so ecstatic "Oh, I- uh- I'm sorry, it was just bothering me...like a lot" You say, leaning back at your seat again as SeongHwa smiles with red tints, similar to yours, were on his cheeks "No, it's fine actually. Thanks by the way" He says, still smiling at you and finally calming down your almost-panicking state. You only brushed it off by laughing awkwardly, your fingers, fidgeting with each other under the table
You decided to taste the cake that's been waiting for you. You sliced a piece before the air from the air conditioner hits your face along with your hair flying over your face, the icing from the cake now on your hair. You groaned as you put the fork down before immediately wiping the icing on your hair with the same handkerchief you used for SeongHwa "Ugh, I should just cut all of this hair! This always happen" You quietly muffled under your breath, but enough for SeongHwa to hear. He stops eating before leaning close to you, gently pulling the hairtie off of his hair. He pulls you close by the shoulder before gathering all of your locks and tying them together with the hairtie "There, it's bothering me too so..." He shrugs his shoulders, his pink locks now free from the hairtie your now using. It was covering his face before he brushes his hand through it, swiping the hair off of his pretty face
"Oh, wanted to share that your brother set me up with you for a prank" He smiled as you sighed, face-palming as you shook your head multiple times "About that, I'm really sorry if he bothered you a lot for this stupid thing...he did" You say, embarrassment now in your tone and face "No, it's fine, actually, I'm the one who's been bothering him to let me...meet you" He shyly confesses as his cheeks turned rosy, avoiding eye contact with you "Oh, wow, I..I think that's cool" You awkwardly laugh but deep inside, you felt a blooming sensation, triggering the butterflies in your stomach to flap their wings as your cheeks were flushed "Oh hey, I almost forgot. How about your hair?" You asked as you placed your hand on the hairtie that's wrapping all of your hair "You can keep it. You need it more than I do" He smiles once again and everytime he does that, it just affects you for some reasons. You only nodded as a reply
After some time, you finally finished eating your cake and you finished eating more cleanly than you usually do. It felt comfortable to eat with your hair up, no hair was bothering you from eating. You drank the coffee that's now cold and there was a wall between you two until SeongHwa decides to break that wall and give his warming smile to you. You two talked about a lot of things, like his stories with JongHo and of course, as your revenge on him, you decided to tell him embarrassing childhood stories of JongHo too. You two both became too comfortable as you freely laughed, snorted even. Some time went by, as the whole date was filled with the two of you laughing and enjoying each other's company
You stood up, bowing to him as you thanked him with a genuine smile, as you really felt happy being in his company. This was the first time you really felt something for a date your brother jokingly sets you up for "Oh, by the way can I walk you home?" Your heart flutters at his statement and without hesitation "S-Sure" You say but deep inside you were a happy mess. He eventually stood up to your answer as you waited at door of the café, he smiles as he walks towards you, looking at you intently and as for you, you were lost in his brown orbs. For some time, you realized that you two were looking at each other for too long now and it seems like you don't want to end it "Oh, your hairtie!" You exclaim as you pulled the hairtie off of your hair, letting your locks fall elegantly on your shoulders, shaking your head a bit "Here" You smiled, handing him the hairtie and it seems like your plan on showing off your beauty to him worked as he looked at you too intently "O-Oh, yeah" He says, laughing awkwardly "Shush, I know you told me to keep it but it's still yours so, no, you keep it" Shushing him out before he can say anything about the hairtie again
SeongHwa nodded, the bright smile not leaving his pretty face and on yours too. He opened the door as the cold air brushed over to your faces and eventually, you almost swallowed all of your hair as soon as you got out of the café. SeongHwa busted out a laughter as you faced him, hair all over your face, as you playfully hit him in the arm "Sorry, here" He says as he pulls you by the wrist, hovering his arm around your head as he gathers all of your hair again, wrapping it all up with his black hairtie again. That few second moment felt like a hour as you admired his focused face, focused on tying your hair. He eventually catches your gazes, your eyes widening a bit as you looked down, your cheeks heating up too much. SeongHwa eventually let's go of your hair as he brushes his hair up too before he tucks his hand on his pockets "You ready to go?" He says as you tilt your head up to see his back facing you and his head glancing over to you "O-Oh, yeah I am!" You exclaim as you walked over to him then past him
He follows you as he tugs your leather jacket and you facing him with a questioning look on your face. He giggles as you tilt your head, now confused "What?" You questioned as he takes the bag that's hanging on your shoulder, now on his as he takes your hand too, stuffing it into his jacket's pocket along with his hand "As much as I loved and found it so cute when you shiver, I don't want to see you suffer from the cold air" He says as he smiles, leaving your heart thump agressively again "Ahh! What the heck are you doing to me, Park SeongHwa! And Choi Y/N, you can't have a crush on someone you just met!" You thought, scolding your self too much as in reality, you two were walking comfortably with hands intertwined with each other "What's on your mind, pretty face?" He says suddenly, breaking you free out of your busy mind "P-Pretty face?" You asked, curious but still loved the new nickname he gave you "Yeah, I mean I think your pretty so, why not give you a nickname. It suits you too" He answers as he keeps tightening his grip on your hand inside his pocket "O-Okay, then I'll give you a nickname too" You shamelessly say as you felt your cheeks heat up even more "Sure!" He exclaims as he once again tighten his grip "Hmm...How about...Hairtie? I mean you kept giving me your hairtie so, I think it really suits you" You say as SeongHwa busted out a laugh again "I literally gave you a cute nickname and you want to call me...Hairtie?" He says, leaning over to you with a genuine, bright smile on his face as he was teary-eyed because of the laugh you gave him
"Then how about...Cotton candy? Your hair's pink, similar to a cotton candy" You suggested as you smiled, giggling a bit "That's actually...pretty cute! I'll accept that, Pretty face" He says, scrunching his nose at you before smiling "Cotton candy?" You mumbled, your cheeks still tinted by the heat "Yeah?" He answers "Nothing" You looked up to him as you giggled "I see, your silly like your brother, huh?" He laughs as he smiles at your cute act
"CHOI Y/N! IT LOOKS LIKE YOUR HAVING FUN WITH SEONGHWA HYUNG, HUH?!" JongHo shouts out of nowhere as he was at his room, peeking out on the window of his room. He smirked before flashing out of your house as SeongHwa only laughed. JongHo was out now, waiting for you on the gate of your house, the smirk not leaving his face "Do you wanna go in?" You ask as he shooks his head as an answer "Oh! Your hairtie again" You exclaim as you place your hand on the hairtie "Keep it for now, so I have a reason to meet you again" He says leaving you with an another blooming sensation inside you, your heart thumping even more and your cheeks now flushed "You want to see me again?" You ask, quite shocked but deep inside you were celebrating "Yeah, I want to continue...dating you. So, are you free on Saturday?" He answers as he smiles, leaving you on cloud nine "Yeah, I am. See you on the same cafe again, I guess?" You ask "Yeah, there" He smiles as he finally let's go of your hand, passing you your bag "Park SeongHwa! This was supposed to be a prank okay?! Don't take my sister seriously?!" JongHo shouts again, butting in to your moment too "Well, I can't do that, JongHo! I really like your sister!" He shouts back as he looks at you lovingly "Hey! If you-". "Shut up now, JongHo!" You finally shout at him back, cutting him off
He laughed as you rolled your eyes at him before returning your attention to SeongHwa "See you" You say as he only smiles, tucking the stray hair hovering on to your face, behind your ear "See you, Pretty face" He says "To you too, Cotton candy" You replied before stealing a kiss on his cheeks before running off to JongHo who's shocked at what you did. SeongHwa caresses his cheeks that are already red as he almost looked identical to a tomato. He eventually walks off, internally squealing, excited for your date on Saturday as he was already planning everything on his mind
Plot: You begin to wonder if you served a purpose in this group. All you did was bring them mail and relay messages from the others. You couldn't fight, but you could use a gun. Getting nervous easily around others, it baffled you why they even kept you around. So when you overhear a conversation between some coworkers, you decide to take it upon yourself to say goodbye.
Genre: Heavy Angst, Smut, Mafia Au.
Warnings: Mafia au, insecure!reader, shy!reader, depression, death and murder, rumors being spread, use of a gun, mild violence, heavy angst, pregancy, running away, alot of yelling and arguing, poly!Ateez, polyamorous relationship.
Nsfw: Dom!Hongjoong, Sub! Reader, Daddy Kink,unprotected sex, just pur love making, group sex, body worship, hella praise kink, biting, spanking.
A/n: This fic is celebrating 800 followers!! I'm so grateful for each and everyone of you and i wouldn't be where i am now without you ✨ Enjoy reading!!
Also a little key for you! (Each of the members have different nicknames for (y/n))
You were giddy and excited , you held a box in your hand as you made your way to Hongjoong’s and Seonghwa’s office. It was around the time of day where they would have a few minutes to talk to you before the next mission orders they had to give out. You wanted to surprise them and give them another reason for them to come home, you placed a hand over your stomach and giggled a bit.
You had amazing news to tell them and the others, you couldn’t wait! Turning the corner and heading down the hall, you slowed as you saw three of the runnings, Jinyoung, Minjae and Haru all chatting together. You raised your hands to wave to them only to lower it when you heard their words.
“Man it must suck to be the boss's personal whore.”
“You mean (Y/n)?” “Yea, poor bitch doesn’t even know she’s not gonna be needed much longer.”
You gasped at their words and backed up out of sight to listen to their conversation more, brows furrowing at their words.
“All she does is bring messages and sucks our bosses dicks.”
“That's because her lazy ass can’t do shit! She’s fucking useless and the bosses know it! They just don’t want to loose their little fuck toy.”
“Ooo~ And plus, I heard from the girls that she’s pregnant!”
“Ha! Bet the slut doesn’t even know which one is the father!”
“That’s if it’s even any of of theirs”
The three broke out into laughter while you felt tears welling up in your eyes, you placed the box on the table in your office, a room you barely used and headed to your bedroom. You walked past the three, scaring them straight, as they whispered amongst themselves. It took everything in you not to turn around and go tell Hongjoong and Seonghwa. But those three were the most trusted besides you, they needed them more than they needed you. You were easily replaceable, and hell if what they said was true then the whole base might as well know you were pregnant.
Your mind was running races.
What if they get rid of you because you are pregnant?
What if they didn’t want you anymore?
What if..they were all right? And that you were nothing more than a toy.
The boys surely treated you more than that, each one of them spoiling you endlessly with gifts and their time. And it surely wasn’t secret that the 9 of you were involved in a relationship. You were usually always around Mingi, Jongho or Yunho, clingling to their sides as they got their tasks done. They would also help you with the small tasks that you were given, praising you as you would go. It made your heart swell, but what if all that was just them being nice to you? All those nights that you all would stay up spending together, talking about the future…
Were they all just a facade?
You were so deep in your thoughts that you didn’t hear the person calling your name.
“Darling..Darling!” You jumped and glanced over to see Yeosang staring at you with a worried expression. He walks over and places his hands on your cheeks, “Are you okay? You aren’t sick are you? Do I need-” You shake your head, “I’m fine Yeo, just was in my thoughts again.” You said, giving him a soft smile. Yeosang placed a kiss on your forehead, returning the smile,
“ Okay, You had me worried, thought I was going to have to interrupt Hwa’s meeting.” He jokes and you give a light chuckle, the thoughts plaguing your mind.
“Well I’m going to get started on dinner then..” You say and Yeosang shakes his head. “Wooyoung already made dinner for tonight , love” You could feel your heart sinking but you tried not to show it. “You can go rest and I’ll call you when it’s time” Yeosang says, giving you a gentle pat on the back before leaving.
“See..even the simple tasks they don’t need you for..”
You shake your head as you walk to your room. “No..no you’re wrong..they love me. They need me okay?” You to yourself. You open up your room door and decide to flop on the bed. You sighed as you pulled out your phone to text in the groupchat that was made with all of you.
(Y/n): Is anyone not busy? I really need to talk..
Waiting for a minute, your phone buzzed and a flurry of messages came in.
MingiPingi: Sorry Baby, Joong has Me Sannie and Yunho out on a mission, we won’t be back until late.
Sannie: I’m sorry Doll! I’ll try to move this as quickly as we can so I can come back to you!
Yuyubaby: We’ll be back soon! I’ll make sure to give you extra cuddles!!
Wooyoungie: I’m out with Yeosang right now! He made me go out to get more food for dinner, we’ll be back soon.
YeoYeo: Sorry Darling, I promise to make it up to you.
Jongie: I’m in the meeting with Hwa and Joong! We’ll be out soon!
You felt tears welling up in your eyes, as you put your hands over your ears, the voices getting louder and teasing you even more.
“They’re making excuses to not be with you!”
“Leave...before they kill you...you know too much.”
“Pitiful, they no longer need you…”
You let out a sob and could not take it anymore. You decided that you need to make a move now, you couldn’t let your thoughts get in the way of their work. Throwing clothes into a suitcase along with your wallet and other information, they would be better without you, and if those runners were right, you would be easily replaced with another girl that could do everything you did and then some. Rushing, you quickly headed out the room, passing people who gave you confused looks and some who didn’t care.
You did pass Jinyoung and Haru who just sneered at you. “Oh look..looks like little miss whore finally got the memo to leave.” Haru snickers and Jinyoung joins in. “You better run far from here whore...because they’ll find you and kill you because you know too much.” The two cackled as you walked out the door, the cold wind hitting you as you bundled up.
You hopped into your car and called a number, sighing softly when they finally picked it up.
“(Y/n)? Are you okay? What’s going on?... it’s nearly 11:00pm..”
“J-jaehee...can I stay with you..?”
You could hear the woman sitting up in her bed, “Are you crying? Child if you don’t bring your ass here, you know you’re always welcome!” She fussed into the phone and you sniffled as you started up your car giving one last look to the building. Tears were flowing down your eyes as you backed up and drove away, your heart was crying out to you that this was not the right way to handle this situation but your head was in a rut, one that you didn’t think you could climb out of.
“Angel! We’re done, I saw your message in the group chat, what do you need?”
Seonghwa asked, knocking on your room door. He chuckles to himself, thinking that you probably fell asleep while waiting for them to get finished. “I’m coming in!” He calls out opening the door. His eyes scan the room and confusion covers his face when he doesn’t see you at all. “Angel?” He calls out again, walking into your room and looking around, he sees the majority of your stuff still here, except your wallet and phone. He turns on his heel and heads back out, trying not to let his worries get to him.
‘Maybe she’s just working late in the office,’ He thinks to himself, going to your office. When he reaches the door he sees that it’s locked which is weird, because you always have your door open when in there. He pulls out his keys and quickly unlocks the door, pushing it open slowly. He looks in and his heart drops when this room is empty too. He walks in a bit, scanning the area looking for any signs of you before his eyes land on a box and a note with your hand writing on it. Seonghwa feels like his fears are becoming his worst reality, as with shaky hands he picks up the letter.
“Hongjoong!! Bring the others in here. Now!” He barked out, he was hoping this letter would just explain that you went out for a quick trip, and that you would be right back.
The rapid footsteps of the rest of his crew entered the room and they all circled around Seonghwa. “Is that from Princess? I was wondering where she was, she hasn’t been answering texts.” “Wooyoung’s right, Pup’s never this quiet, she usually tells us where she is going.”
“Yea, and earlier today, I saw her place the box in here, but she told me she was okay and gave me that award winning smile of hers.”
Wooyoung’s,Yunho’s and Yeosang’s words don't do anything to quell Seonghwa’s growing pit in his stomach.
His eyes quickly scanned over the letter and his eyes widened.
I’m so so sorry for having to end it like this. But I feel that it is the best for all of us. I don’t serve any purpose in the crew and I’m just a nuisance to all of you. I can barely do anything right, and the things I do correctly always require help. I overheard some of the runners tonight talking about how you all were going to get rid of me...and I am completely fine with that. I’m happy as long as you all are happy. Please do not stress yourself trying to come and find me, I’ll already be long gone. I don’t need to be a liability in your group, something that other groups could easily use against you. So it’s for the best that I part ways with you all, I want you to know that I love each and every last one of you with my entire being. But I can’t bear to be a problem in the group anymore...and I know you’re probably yelling at me for saying goodbye like this.
But it’s the never right time to say goodbye..especially when you’re in love like me.
So I wish you all the best.
Look in the box if you want to, it’s only up to you, I’m not forcing you.
Hongjoong is the one to open the box, pulling out a cute baby onesie with the words ``welcome Muyoung '' on it. Alongside it were ultrasound pictures and documents saying that you were 4 months along with a healthy baby boy.
Hongjoong quickly pulled out his phone, handing the baby clothes to Jongho, who was nearly on the verge of tears.
Hongjoongie: babygirl. Where are you?
Hongjoongie: Please answer me, this isn’t funny. We need to talk to you.
Hongjoongie: (Y/n)...Please baby just answer me…
Hongjoongie: I need to know if you are okay..
He called your phone and only got sent to voicemail. ‘Hello you have reached my mailbox! Sorry I’m probably busy with the boys, please leave a message!’ “Dammit (Y/n) Pick up the damn phone! This isn’t funny!!” He yelled into the phone.
Mingi was the next one to nearly break down, he picked up one of the copies of the ultrasound holding in his hands. You were pregnant, with one of their children, and now you were nowhere to be found. He leaned against Yunho trying to hold it together but tears ended up falling anyways. You really believed that you were a liability to them so much so that you left them without telling anyone. Yunho held Mingi in his arms as he watched everyone in the room scurry to try and call you.
Yeosang had his hands in his hair, he was the last one to see you, to touch you, to hear your sweet voice. He knew something was wrong, but he didn’t want to push you, but now he wished he did. He was beating himself up inside, he could’ve done something, he could’ve stopped you. Held you as you told him all these problems that you were having, but now he couldn’t and it was eating him alive.
Hongjoong backed up against a wall, sliding down it, spooking everyone else in the room, they glanced over to their leader and their hearts twisted. Tears were falling down his face, as he tried being silent with it, this was the first time anyone had seen him break down and cry like this. San and Wooyoung immediately went to comfort the male as silent tears kept falling heavily. Who could have filled your pretty little head with these thoughts? They all loved you with all their hearts, hell Hongjoong was even planning on making it official between you all. But now he could see his future with you crumbling before you, and the pain is worse knowing that you’re going to be struggling out there with a child. One that is one of theirs.
Seonghwa stepped out in the hallway, barking orders and demanding a meeting. His tone of voice sent fear through every member that heard it. Seonghwa wanted to know who was the cause of this, who made you doubt yourself to the point of leaving.
Soon every member was in that room, shocked to see half of their bosses with tear riddled eyes. Their leader was too distraught to even speak that he had to go out in the hall and finally let all of his emotions out, a loud sob of your name followed by pained cries. Seonghwa glared daggers into their eyes as he spoke with a flat tone.
“Who did it?”
A simple question that had the staff all looking at each other in confusion until Yeosang slammed his hand on the table, scaring them. “WHO TOLD (Y/N) THAT SHE WASN’T GOOD ENOUGH!?” He barked, tears threatening to fall from his own eyes.
“One of you grimey ass bastards is the reason she ran away, carrying our child! And if someone doesn’t confess soon I’m going to raise hell and high water in this goddamned base!!” San followed, a growl leaving his lips.
It was pin quiet until someone finally worked up the courage to raise their hand. Her name was Ruby, she was the medic of the team, a loyal woman who would do anything for her teammates. Seonghwa’s gaze softened when it came to her. “Yes, Ruby. Tell me what happened.”
Ruby nodded and stood up. “Yes sir.” She cleared her throat, “(Y/n) came to me months ago when she first became pregnant. She was excited to tell you all, but wanted to wait until she figured out the gender. I told her to keep coming to me for routine check ups to make sure her health was okay.” Seonghwa nodded, ushering the red head to continue speaking. “But she soon brought it to my attention that someone snooped into my office and spreaded the fact that she was pregnant without her knowledge. We later found out it was Haru, Jinyoung and Minjae as they were the last ones to get a check up from me.”
Yeosang was quicker than Hwa. His pistol aimed directly at Haru’s head, while San and Yunho had theirs pointed at Jinyoung’s and Minjae’s.
“What!? She’s lying!!”
“Why would we spread rumors about her?”
“We barely spend time around her!!”
Ruby rolled her eyes before dropping a bombshell. “(Y/n) sent me this voice recording she had of them earlier today. I was the last one to speak to (Y/n), I told her not to leave and she said she would come and talk to you and Hongjoong boss. But I guess these three fucktards said something else to her.” Ruby pressed play on the button, playing back the males conversation.
“Man it must suck to be the boss's personal whore.”“You mean (Y/n)?” “Yea, poor bitch doesn’t even know she’s not gonna be needed much longer.”
“All she does is bring messages and sucks our bosses dicks.”
“That's because her lazy ass can’t do shit! She’s fucking useless and the bosses know it! They just don’t want to loose their little fuck toy.”
“Ooo~ And plus, I heard from the girls that she’s pregnant!”
“Ha! Bet the slut doesn’t even know which one is the father!”
“That’s if it’s even any of of theirs”
Seonghwa raised his hand and smiled at Ruby. “We can always count on you Ruby, thank you so much. I’m giving you orders to go out and figure out where (y/n) went. Take everyone with you.” He says and Ruby nods as she stands up, everyone except Minjae and his two friends left out to follow Seonghwa’s orders. When everyone else left, it was pitch quiet in that room, nobody dared make a noise. Seonghwa looked over at Jongho beside him, who was staring blankly at the three responsible.
“Kill them.” The youngest said and Seonghwa gave a sick smile, “Oh, well you heard Jongho.”
The three tried to beg for their lives, but the cocking of guns sealed their fates
“Wait boss we’re sorry!!”
“Please give us another chance!”
“NO I don’t wanna die!!”
*BANG* *BANG* *BANG*
Three thuds were heard and Seonghwa’s smile finally faded. “We’re doing everything in our power to bring (y/n) back here. These dumbasses are dealt with. Jongho, Yeosang. Deal with them. Yunho you’re with me, we still have to calm down Joong.” All three males nodded as they headed out the door.
“Don’t worry Angel, we’re going to bring you back home..”
You call out waving to your friend with your son in your arms, “It’s fine (Y/n)! Call me when you get home Babe!” “I will!”
Muyoung cooed as he snuggled into your chest. You walked down the street, your apartment complex not being that far from where Jaehee stayed. It was rough when you first left, you were mostly depending on your friend.
You managed to get the pictures you did have of the boys printed off and put into picture frames around the house. Muyoung wasn’t old enough to start asking where his daddy was yet, but you were prepared for that day. The 1 year old was starting to look like Yeosang, meaning that Muyoung was his. It lined up, you remember that was a night where Yeosang had come back from a 3 week mission and you missed him so much that you spent the whole night with him.
Muyo had that same birthmark underneath his right eye, he had your eyes and Yeosang’s black hair. You chuckle as you could envision how the boys would be fussing over him, all wanting to take care of him or spend time with him.
It made you miss them dearly, but you shook your head, reminding you that this was the best for them. You and Muyo would only be a hindrance to them, as they would be focused so hard on you and him that they may forget their jobs. As you entered your apartment complex and got on the elevator, Muyo yawned a bit meaning he was tired. “Aww, is my little MuMu tired? Mommy is gonna get you to bed soon okay?” You say to him as you exited the elevator, your apartment being the first one. You opened the door and pushed inside, heading straight to Muyo’s bedroom and placing him down in the bed. He cooed a bit before eventually his eyes got droopy and he drifted off to sleep.
You sighed happily and were about to leave his bedroom when you heard the floor creak behind you. Whipping out a gun you had bought for protection a few months back you pointed it at the intruder in your house. “Who the fuck are you?” You asked threateningly.
Your eyes widened and you leaned over to flip the light on, hands flying to your mouth as you dropped your gun on the floor.
Hongjoong and Yeosang stood in front of you, your body froze. Your heart was screaming to run into their arms, feel safe and secure in their arms once again. Hongjoong was the first to slowly open his arms out to you and you caved, running into his arms. You sobbed quietly as the male held you in his arms, “shh..it’s okay..it’s okay baby girl, you’re safe.” Hongjoong said, rubbing a hand on your back.
Yeosang walked over to the crib and looked down at Muyoung with a soft smile. “You know he’s yours..” Your words make the male whip his head around to face you. “H-huh?” Yeosang asked, surprised. “He has your birthmark Yeo..look.” You say softly and Yeosang does, looking closer at the baby and a soft gasp leaves his mouth. Hongjoong chuckles a bit, placing a soft kiss on your forehead. “Please baby girl if you ever have a problem just tell us..” the older male pleads. “Our hearts shattered when you left, it’s like we lost a piece of us.” Yeosang nods as he comes back over to you, placing a kiss on your cheek.
“Hongjoong’s right, I was beating myself up for not asking if something was wrong that day.” Yeosang adds, “The whole base was in shambles, so please just come back home..”
You nodded into Hongjoong’s chest. “I-i will..i missed you all too.” Hongjoong’s grip on you tightens and he giggles happily. “Oh baby, you don’t know how happy everyone will be!!” He yelled before Yeosang shushed him, pointing to the crib. “Oh..sorry..”
The three of you giggle softly as Yeosang goes to grab Muyoung who was still fast asleep, the three of you head out your apartment, making sure you lock it up tight.
The ride back to the base was spent with you telling them about all the stuff that Muyo likes to do, his favorite color, favorite cartoons and what he does at daycare. Yeosang was smiling at you the entire time as he held Muyo, chuckling each time the young boy would move around.
Hongjoong was leaning on your shoulder, his hand intertwined with yours, he was at peace, he was just happy that you were back with them.
When they entered, Yeosang walked in first carrying Muyoung, Wooyoung ran up to him. “Whose child did you steal Yeo!?” “I didn’t steal anyone's child! This is-’
“His name is Muyoung, and He’s Yeo’s and I’s”
Wooyoung peeked around and nearly busted his ass running over to you. “Princess!!” He cheered, sweeping you up off your feet and out of Hongjoong’s grasp. His yelling grabbed Seonghwa’s attention who was in the kitchen. “Wooyoung the hell are you yelling about?!” He yelled annoyed and Wooyoung ran up to him with you in his arms. “Look!” You giggled at his antics and gave Seonghwa a smile as Wooyoung put you down in front of him.
“Are you real?” Seonghwa asked as he cupped your face with his hands and you nodded, “Yes..and I’m not leaving ever again..I missed-” Your words were silenced with a kiss to your lips, Seonghwa pulled you into his chest tightly afraid you would disappear if he let go. “Angel..please don’t ever go again..” He begged and you wrapped your arms around him nodding into his chest.
Wooyoung was happily bouncing around with a now awake Muyoung, who was giggling at the males silliness. Jongho had come back from a mission that he had and his eyes fell on you. Seonghwa ushered him to come over, and the youngest male dropped his bag, joining the hug.
“Cub you came back…” Jongho said quietly, leaning his head on you taking in your scent and the fact that you were standing right here. You kissed his cheek and Jongho melted into your grasp happily. “Mhm..I couldn’t stay away..Joongie and Yeo came to get me.” Seonghwa stepped away, allowing Jongho to hold you, rocking you back and forth as he mumbled soft things. This made you realize how much you missed them. You tried hard to push down those feelings and make it on your own, but you couldn’t stay away anymore. Seeing Yeosang and Hongjoong made you want to come running back into their arms.
Yunho and Mingi came into the room, Yunho going over to Yeosang and Woo to play with Muyo while Mingi snatched you up from Jongho. The large male twirled you around happily, cheering your name happily. “Ahh!! Welcome home!! Oh? You brought the baby! I wanna see the baby!” He put you down, placing a kiss on your forehead before rushing over to the males who were all playing with Muyoung. Muyo was giggling happily as everyone around him was making him laugh, “d...da..”
“Yes Mumu? What are you trying to say?” You asked to join everyone circling around Muyoung. He giggles softly and points towards Yeosang, Yeosang grabs him from Wooyoung and booped him on the birthmark. “What is it, Muyo?” Yeo asked and Muyo grabbed his nose, cooing cutely. “Da...da...dada!” The room goes quiet and Yeosang feels his heart swell. You ran up excitedly and looked at Muyo. “Say it again baby? Who is this?” You asked and Muyo hid his face in Yeosang’s neck, “Dada..” He said again making you squeal in excitement. “Oh my god! Yeo!” You hug the male excitedly as Yeosang was still frozen in shock with a smile on his face.
Seonghwa crossed his arms playfully, “Lucky~ I want a baby with Angel, This is so cute!” He jokes and Wooyoung nods. “ I want to be a dad too! This is sooo cute! Yeosang gets a little him running around.” You chuckle and shake your head, “Maybe once Muyoung grows up he can get a sibling, but I think now it’s time for all of us to go to bed, It’s late.” You say gesturing to the window, the moon high in the sky. Hongjoong agreed with you with a hum, “Let’s get to bed, we have a busy day tomorrow, We have meetings tomorrow, “ A chorus of groans was heard as everyone moved to their rooms, Yeosang and you walked together with Seonghwa who showed you to the babies room which was right between your bedroom and Hongjoong’s room.
“We have baby monitors set up and placed in everyone's room, so in case you’re not here (y/n), we can take over for you.” Seonghwa says giving you a kiss on your forehead before heading off to get ready for bed. Yeosang turns to you and smiles “I’ll put Muyo to bed,” He comes over and gives you a kiss on the lips. “Good night Love,” Yeosang says and heads off with Muyo, talking to him in tiny baby talk.
You watched happily as you went to your room, knowing full well that Yeosang was going to stay in the room with the baby. It felt good to be back with them, safe and sound. Though you would have to watch your back because if people found out about muyoung they may come after him. You shook your head trying not to think about it.
You should’ve known you weren’t going to have a peaceful night of rest after being gone for so long. Hongjoong came into your room with tears in his eyes, something that you had never seen from the male. “Joong? Are you okay?” You asked, watching as the male came and climbed into your bed.
“I had a nightmare..that you left again..” Your heart broke as you pulled him into your chest. Hongjoong and you laid in bed for a bit in silence until he began peppering your chest with kisses. You giggled and looked down at him, “Joongie...go to sleep..” Hongjoong shook his head and lifted your shirt up, revealing your breasts to him. “I missed you..i missed this..” He says quietly, taking one of your nipples into your mouth. You let out a soft moan that was louder than wanted it to be. Hongjoong began to suck gently on the perked bud, soft groans leaving his mouth, his other hand raised to fondle the other in his hand.
“W-wait Hongjoong I- '' You didn’t get a chance to get it out as you look down and see Hongjoong backing away, small dribbles of milk traveling down your breast. You see his eyes darken a bit before he licks it clean, latching back onto your nipple with a soft moan. You arched your back a bit, moaning as Hongjoong continued his attack on your chest. “Joongie..please..” You whined, heat pooling between your legs and the knee hongjoong had there pushing against your heat deliciously. Hongjoong lifted up off your breast with a soft pop, licking his lips as a devious smirk was across his lips.
“My babygirl is so needy, did you miss daddy taking care of you?”
You feel a tingle go down your smile at him calling himself daddy. Hearing his title after so long had your head spinning and you simply nodded your head. “Mhm..missed you alot..” Hongjoong chuckles deeply as he pulls the covers off the two of you. “Oh? And you didn’t wear any panties tonight? You must’ve known you were going to get fucked tonight?”
Hongjoong backed away, pulling off his shirt and kicked off his sleep pants, quickly getting back in bed and wrapping your legs around his waist. “I missed having you under me like this..I missed your touch..” Hongjoong says before aligning himself with your warm cunt. You give him a small nod before he pushes into you, a soft moan leaving his lips. He slowly starts to roll his hips against yours, leaning down to capture your lips in his. His lips moved against yours in a slow sync, groaning as his hips slowly sped up.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, holding him closer to you. A soft whimper leaves you as Hongjoong backs up a bit putting his forehead against yours. “Fuck baby..I missed this so much..” he whines, kissing your cheek. You moaned in response “hongjoong…”
The air was filled with your moans, soft groans leaving from Hongjoong. It was something wonderful, you’ve missed this. It felt like Hongjoong was taking his time with you, he was making love to you as if you were going to vanish the next day.
Hongjoong leaned down to capture your lips again, you kissed him back feeling tears drop on your face. You lowered a hand to cup his cheek “Joong, Look at me baby..” The male opened his eyes slowly, tears still in his vision, Hongjoong backed away slightly “h-huh?..” You give him a gentle smile rubbing his cheek “Baby..I’m not going anywhere..I’m here. There’s no need to cry” Hongjoong nodded into your hand.
You giggle softly and switched your positions, so now you were riding the dark haired male. Hongjoong’s hands went to your hips as he watched you sink back down onto his cock, slowly starting to bounce on him. “Fuck…babygirl if you keep this up..I’m gonna cum..” He groans, and you smile at him “Go ahead..joongie..I want you to fill me up..” You tease watching Hongjoong bite his lips as he bucked up into you.
It didn’t take you both much longer to reach your ends, a soft cry of each other’s names. You slowly move yourself so you were laying on Hongjoong’s chest, his hands never leaving your body. You snuggle into him smiling gently before placing a kiss against his neck.
A soft knock on your door pulls you from your slumber and you groan a bit, seeing Hongjoong had long left. You rubbed your eyes and watched as the door pushed opened and your heart swelled.
“Go wake up mommy, and tell her breakfast is ready..”
You chuckle as the little patter of feet against the floor comes up to your bed. “Ma…mama…” You roll over to see Muyoung smiling happily at the edge of the bed with Yeosang standing at the door. You reached over and pulled the happy baby up, giggling at his squeals as you hugged him. “Good morning mommy’s baby!” You cheered moving to sit up. Yeosang walks over and places a kiss on your cheek. “Woo made breakfast to welcome you back. Hongjoong said you were sleeping in..” you nodded as you moved to climb out of bed, you pulled down your nightgown and picked up Muyo, who babbled excitedly in your grip.
Yeosang holds the door open as he escorts you down the hall, hand around your waist. The two of you head down to the kitchen making small talk, when you enter, Woo is wearing an apron as he rushes around trying to make sure things don’t burn. “Woo woo!” Muyo cries out to the male and Wooyoung whips around quickly taking the baby into his arms. “Ahh!! You see i got a nickname (Y/n)~” Wooyoung teases as he twirled Muyoung in his arms.
You giggle and went to sit down, watching Wooyoung play with Muyo as he prepared breakfast, letting the little one taste test things and chatted with him.
Everyone else poured in and was quick to sit down, with Hongjoong and Yeosang getting the sits beside you. It was a happy morning, Muyoung was bouncing between the boys, enjoying all the attention and all the people that would play with him. You were happy and smiled softly at it all, your heart was full of love and admiration for them all.
This was a sign, that you needed to stay, and that you never wanted to say goodbye ever again.
“Mama! Dada! Foodie!”
“AHHH OH MY GOD THAT WAS SO CUTTTEEEE”
“Woo quiet down”
“Aww I really want a baby now..”
“Hwa stop hogging him.”
“Shush. I want to hold him.”
“I want to hold him too..”
(Should i make a little mini series ft Muyo and his Dads?)
“What the hell, Yun! Stop taking my fries!”you yell, throwing two fries on his face, square.
“Yah, it’s just a fry!”
“No, they’re mine!”
“What’s yours is mine!”
“Yah, you both stop!”you hear Jong Ho’s girlfriend say, pinching the tip of her nose bridge. You smile sheepishly at her, before throwing another fry at Yun Ho, who efficiently catches it with his mouth, high fiving you.
“You both are crazy,”you hear Jong Ho mumble, before his girlfriend shares her strawberry smoothie with him, and he sips from it.
“Well, we’re just like that,”Yun Ho says, shrugging his shoulders.
“You both act like old, married couples!”she says, making you gasp.
“No, we don’t,”you say, making Yun Ho nod hum, “we were always like that!”
“Might as well date each other,”Jong Ho grumbles.
“You really don’t want that,”you say, making Yun Ho pick on his food, Jong Ho looking puzzled, as well as his partner.
“Don’t talk with your mouth full,”Yun Ho says, wiping the smidge of sauce from near your lips, making the other two coo at you both.
“You both look cute, you know,”Jong Ho says, making you both look at each other and cackle.
“Really? I don’t think we’re cute together,”Yun Ho says, making you laugh bitterly at him, “I mean, we’re probably better off as close friends, cause I can’t really date them.”
“Likewise, muttonhead,”you mumble, stuffing your mouth with food with the hopes that the noodles you ordered could at least make your stomach feel full so that it can’t feel the pain of your breaking heart. Jong Ho’s partner looks at you and simply smiles, making you smirk at her. She whispers something in Jong Ho’s ears, to which he nods and then looks at you.
“Can you accompany me?”she asks, making you nod at them. Getting up from the seat, you look at Yun Ho who smiles at you, and leave.
“You know, you both are so cute together,”she says, making you chuckle bitterly.
“As Yun said, we’re both better off as close friends,”you say, wiping your hand with the tissue from the dispenser, and throwing it away, eyes unable to meet hers with the fear that she would be able to see your true feelings for your best friend. You hear her sigh, and you hear the door to the washroom open. You look at her and smile, making her give you a tight lipped smile.
“What about you? What do you think?”
“I,”you pause, your hands in the pocket of your jacket, unable to think much, “I really don’t know.”
“Honey, I know,”she says, making you look up at her, “you like him.”
“Of course I do,”you say, laughing nervously, “he’s my best friend! Annoying piece of shit, but he’s my best friend,”making her shake her head and give out an airy chuckle.
“Not platonic, but romantically,”she clarifies, making your eyes widen, “I don’t think it’s like anymore-it looks like-”
“Don’t!”you shriek, placing a hand over her mouth, “complete it.”
She mumbles something but came out muffled, but you knew what it was. The best thing about you was that you were really good at hiding your emotions off your face, but she somehow succeeded in that, and that made you glare at her. You remove your hand from her mouth, making her smile cheekily at you.
“Whatever, let’s go,”you say, sighing at her, to which she nods her head in reply. You reach the table and see Yun Ho looking up at you and smiling, to which you smile back curtly and take your seat next to him. Jong Ho looks at Yun Ho and smiles, making you look at the exchange weirdly. He looks at his partner and smiles at her.
“We should leave now,”he says, making her glance at her watch and gasp, nodding her head, getting up from their seats, “otherwise we’ll miss the bus.”
“Yeah, we have to leave too,”Yun Ho says, making you look at him, and get up from your seat, “have a good Christmas you guys.”
“You too,”Jong’s partner says, making you smile at her. You and Yun part ways from the couple and bask in the warmth of each other’s presence, in the chilly winter.
“Hey,”Yun Ho begins, making you look up at him with a hum, “I want to take you somewhere.”
“Come,”he says, hand on the small of you back. You weren’t sure whether the shiver that went down your spine was due to the cold, or his touch, but you chose to remain stoic. He guides you to his car and starts driving. The road felt unfamiliar, but knowing it was Yun Ho, you knew that he found something really amazing.
“Where are we going tho?”
He looks at you and gives a smile that made you feel warm in this chilly weather.
“Yun,”you say, looking around, “this is so pretty. Look at all those dandelions!”
Yun Ho fondly looks at your running form, wondering why has he been so oblivious to his feelings, for what he needed had always been with him, so near, yet it felt so far. 𝘕𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨, he thinks.
“Hey!”he screams, making you look at him, “come here!”
You run in tiny towards him and stand besides him. He sits on the grass and tugs at your hand, gesturing you to sit besides him.
“You know,” he begins, taking a dandelion in his hand, smiling, “I’ve heard that people have their wishes come true, just by blowing it.”
You look up at it and smile, eyes wandering around. Picking a dandelion from near you, you close your eyes and smile. Then taking a deep breath, you blow the bracts away, eyes fluttering open.
“What did you wish for?”Yun Ho asks, leaning behind a bit. You sigh, and lean back just like him, and look at him.
“Wish’s aren’t supposed to be told, unless they don’t come true,”you say, making him smile. He sits upright and blows the bracts away. The winds were too strong, making all the dandelions loosen from their plants and fly away. Yun closed his eyes and felt the wind brush his skin, a slight blush forming on his cheeks, but nevertheless looking pretty.
He looks at you and smiles, hair brushed slightly backwards by the wind.
You gape at him in surprise. Yun Ho, and in love with you? You surely must be dreaming. So, you start pinching yourself, and you yelped as you did one too hard, making Yun Ho chuckle.
“I won’t ask what you’re doing, but I have a better alternative,”he says, taking your face in between his hands, brushing his thumb along your cheekbones. He leans further, till your noses touch and his warm breath graces your lips, before he searches your eyes for your permission. It was just a nod that needed him to take your lips in his, making you smile in it. You break it once your oxygen cuts off, adrenaline filling your veins up, hence making you kiss him thrice.
“I always imagined how kissing you would feel like,”you whisper against his lips, making him smile and peck you.
“And, did I meet upto your expectation?”he asks, eyes fondly gazing into your. You kiss him once again, making him smile into the kiss.
“So much, that I probably might have gotten addicted to kissing you,”you say, making him chuckle.
“Good, cause I don’t want you to kiss anyone other than me,”he says, pulling you close to him, his hug providing you with the perfect warmth you needed this Winter, the only thing you wished for.
Tag list: @euphoriyoongi @nevieatiny @racheloveyunho
When You Hold Onto Their Hand For The First Time - Ateez Reaction
Summary | Members reaction reader holding their hand.
Genre | pure fluff, idol! boyfriend.
Warnings | if you can't handle fluff, don't read.
Pairing | Reader x Ateez members.
WC | 2.7K
Note | Requested by @littleunicornia
Original request | When You Hold Onto Their Hand For The First Time - ateez
Masterlist / Request Rules / Upcoming
You are in the studio, as usual, you try to get Hongjoong out of his familiar environment. Several phone calls, messages, and even after calling Wooyoung to get him out of there you went to the studio yourself to see what keeps him so busy.
Currently, you're sitting on the couch behind him leaning against the wall with your phone in your hands, a simple game like Fiends will keep you busy for as long as Hongjoong needs.
"Ten minutes, I promise."
Looking at the clock, you shake your head. Those ten minutes have already flown by three times. You slip your phone into the pocket of your hoodie, which is Hongjoong's hoodie, and focus your gaze on Hongjoong, hoping the staring will distract him and eventually take you home for the well-deserved movie night he's been promising for two weeks.
And also after a few minutes of staring, which resulted in a slight headache, you get up from the couch and stand next to him.
"Honey, ten minutes, really," he mumbles and taps a little more on his keyboard. His fingers fly over the keyboard, tap here and there, and his right-hand moves back to the mouse. Those movements, your boyfriend who can't tell the time, and your need to lie on the couch with him all ensure that a simple yet risky plan is forged in your brain. This is the first time if the plan succeeds.
"I don't know what universe you're in, but ten minutes isn't 30 minutes on Earth darling."
You can hear him sigh, he slowly nods his head where his attention remains on the computer screen.
While he is busy shuffling the computer mouse, you place your hand on his. His movement stops, his gaze slowly slides from the computer to you. Two pairs of eyes stare at each other, and you see this as a sign to take it a step further. You gently squeeze his hand and out of automaticity, he lets go of the computer mouse.
A smile appears on his face. As far as he can, he shuts down the computers without letting go of your hand. He didn't expect you to do this, since his hectic schedule and your student life hadn't pushed you to that level yet.
"Sorry I ruined another date," he mumbles as you walk towards the door, he locks the studio and you walk towards the exit together.
"Ah, it got us somewhere again," and you hold up your intertwined hands.
The boys invited you to a slumber party at their dorm, which is doomed to be chaotic and a mess for sure. Seonghwa puts his mattress next to yours, a few whistles echo around the room but you both shrug it off. You are nervous, not sure if this is the right step to take in your relationship. ''Don't worry, if they do something I will haunt them down''. A small smile covers your face and your face lit up instantly when you notice Wooyoung walking in with some snacks for the movie.
You hear some rustling around you, not sure if you are dreaming or the boys are just extremely active in their sleep. ''Let her sleep, come on Seonghwa''. You feel some movement next to you as if your body longs to contact, your hand grabs the first thing it comes in contact with and holds in tightly.
''Awh, look at that, she doesn't want you to leave'', a voice you recognize as Jongho's, and a light chuckle leaves his lips.
You hear some more movements and the person next to you tries to move his boys in a way that you don't wake up. Seonghwa doesn't want you to wake up, but on the other side, he wants to see your reaction to the fact you are holding his hand tightly. You are not a person that is very cuddly, or into skinship at all so this comes as a surprise for all of the boys.
Slowly you open your eyes and are confronted with a flustered Seonghwa, staring at you. You quickly cover your face in the blankets. It's not the first time you had a sleepover but still, it's a thing.
''You are cute, you know that''.
A grumble escapes your lips and he chuckles.
''Why?. I look like the female Grinch''.
Seonghwa laughs out loud, earning a glare from underneath the top of the blanket. ''Alright, sorry. But there is one thing I want to know''. Slowly you lower the blankets. ''What is that?''.
''Why did you hold my hand all night?'', he asks while wiggling his eyebrows. You roll your eyes, slowly getting up from your position.
''You are not gonna stop talking about it are you?''.
Seonghwka shakes his head while getting up, slowly approaching you near the door. You grab his hand and intertwine your fingers.
''If you want to get used to this, you better shut up''.
You were both walking in a little park near your house. It's been a while since you saw each other, due to your hectic exams at university, his schedule and of course your personal lives. If you had to guess when was the last date you had, you had to say it was a week or three ago.
''Are you okay?'', he asks, a frown covering his forehead, as if he senses something is off. You nod your head while smiling, and you take a sip of your coffee.
Yunho stops, turns around so he is standing right in front of you. He notices a little bench near a tree that is vacant and he mentions for your guys to sit over there.
''So, what are you thinking about?'', he holds his coffee cup in his hands as he watches a few guys with a football run by on their way to the soccer field on the other side of the park.
''Nothing special, just stuff''.
A chuckle escapes his lips, although he doesn't know you for long, he knows that something is up in that beautiful brain of yours.
''Yeah, I don't believe that, but okay, if you don't want to tell. That is fine'', he plays around with the plastic cup in his hand before putting it down on the ground.
A sudden urge to grab his hand comes over you and you act instantly. You grab his left hand with your right one, holding it tightly while observing his facial reaction. A small smile appears on his face, he holds your hand tight and rubs the skin on top of your hand with his thumb. The thought of holding your hand has been on his mind since the day he met you a few weeks ago. But he kept his distance, afraid he might scare you away.
''It's really nothing Yunho, I'm happy to be here with you. That is all''.
Yeosang pushes the cart further, slowly strolling behind it while you fill the cart with the stuff you need for dinner tonight. ''Nine people, not twenty'', he chuckles as he watches you running around the convenience store.
''Shut up, you boys eat as if it's the last day on earth, every day''.
After a while, you both reach the register, and Yesoang pays while you try to convince him he shouldn't. ''Don't worry about it, you are standing in the kitchen for the next few hours, not me''. You glare at him while pointing your finger at him.
''Should I be scared now?. Or is this a way of saying that I'm going to help you anyway?''.
You grab the plastic bags and put them in the cart while riding it towards your car. Yeosang walks behind you, smiling from ear to ear at your childish behavior. Sometimes he asks himself if Wooyoung is the cause of it all, being friends with him before you guys met.
''Let's go'', you say after placing the cart back where it belongs and you both get into your car.
While driving, you both talk about everything and anything. Mostly about the food that is in the back of the car. Yeosang taps away on his phone, probably sending messages to the boys about tonight.
''They will be at your place around 8'', he announces and places his arm on the middle console, careless. You slow down on the road, stopping in front of the traffic lights, holding the steering wheel with your left hand, your right hand nervously on your right leg. As if he wants to move.
And he does.
Without even thinking about the consequences you wrap your hand around his, intertwining your fingers as you look forward at the red light. Hoping that it would turn green fast.
''That was smooth'', he chuckles and you both start laughing.
You browse through a few pages of your English History book while waiting for your boyfriend to pick you up from University. Students are walking by every second, on their way home or to their next lecture.
''You don't have classes anymore, stop studying'', you hear the deep voice of your boyfriend suddenly next to you. You jump a little, your hand covers your heart over your blouse, and Mingi chuckles as he sits next to you.
''How is my favorite English teacher?'', he asks, grabbing the book out of your hands, examining it before putting it down with a frown on his face.
''Too many words for me'', he mumbles. You put the book back in your bag, close it and place it on your lap. ''So, what are the plans?''.
Mingi bites his lip while pointing at the sky, the sun is shining and the weather is pleasant enough to stay outside during the day.
''What about ice cream?'', he asks while turning his attention from the sky to you.
At the word ice cream, you jump up, which makes Mingi laugh out loud. A few students look at you both with confused looks, but they shrug it off as soon as Mingi stands up.
''Perks of having a tall boyfriend'', he says, a little louder than he wanted. ''Alright darling, let's get you that ice cream''.
Slowly he starts walking towards the main street, too slow for your liking. You run after him, holding the strap of your bag secure with your right hand as you grab his hand with your left one.
Mingi doesn't have time to react, the force of your running by and holding on to him has him running with you towards the main street.
His eyes are focused on your hands. He never expected you to do this so casually, but he is happy you took the initiative. He is way too scared for your reaction. But maybe he can dare to be a little braver this time.
''Is this what I get for ice cream?. What do I get for dinner?''.
You abruptly stop in front of the ice cream shop.
''I will call San and tell him you stole one of his plushies''.
San smiles as he watches you enter the practice room with a smile on your face. The energy you radiate while entering a room makes him excited just to see you for a few minutes.
You sit next to him against the wall, both scrolling your phone while talking about your day.
''How long can you stay?'', he asks as he sends Wooyoung a selfie from this morning.
''Probably ten minutes, why?''.
Without saying something he stands up, wanting to walk to his manager asking if he could have some extra time with you, but something holds him back.
He turns around and notices your hand grabbing his, holding it tightly while looking up at him with the red visible on your cheeks.
San doens;t know what to do. He wants to scream out of excitement and happiness but that would be weird in an empty practice room, but he also wants to capture this moment and enjoy it while it lasts.
''Don't just stay, those ten minutes are enough. I will see you tomorrow morning again right?''.
San nods, knowing he promised to take you out for breakfast the next day.
''Alright, but I need to do something'', he shouts and he sits down next to you again, still holding your hand.
''And that is?''.
''Sending Wooyoung proof that he has competition''.
When you first met Wooyoung, you were warned by Hongjoong that he is a cuddly person who loves skinship. So you were prepared. You don't mind it at all, but sometimes it's a little too soon or not the right situation to even initiate something like that.
Surprisingly, Wooyoung kept his distance. Always asking if he was too close to you, or if he could sit next to you on the couch. Still with a little distance between you two.
''Oh come one, let's go in that one'', you point at the rollercoaster that towers over the whole park. Wooyoung follows the direction of your finger while swallowing a lump. ''That is high'', he mumbles but the smile on your face and the way you almost jump in excitement make him swallow his fear of even being that high above the ground.
''Alright love, everything for you''.
Without even thinking about it you grab his hand and pull him towards the entrance, almost running because you don't want to be at the end of the line. Wooyoung runs after you, still holding onto your hand with a shocked expression on your face.
As you both stand in the line, Wooyoung smirks while looking down at your intertwined hands. You follow his gaze.
''I had to take you to an amusement park so you could hold my hand?'', he shakes his head with the same smirk on his face and you almost want to smack it of him. But you can't help but laugh yourself, even feeling a little brave to make the next move.
You walk a little bit further in line but not before planting a small and quick kiss on his cheek.
''I guess we are skipping steps now, can we go to the next one?''.
This was your fifth date. And to be honest, you were sure that this wouldn't be the last. Jongho pays for your drinks at the cafe as you wait outside, your face in the sun getting some extra vitamin D during the cold winter months. ''Here you go'', he hands you your vanilla latte and the warmth of the drink causes your body to relax instantly. You thank him with a smile which he returns.
''Where do you want to go?. There are some nice restaurants that way?'', he asks while mentioning with a nod of his head in the specific direction. ''Yeah, fine by me''.
While you two walked towards one of the restaurants Jongho mentioned before, you notice him getting closer to your body with every step. It's not that busy on the streets so keeping distance shouldn't be a problem. It doesn't bother you, actually, you had expected it to happen earlier than the fifth date.
It looks like Jongho is struggling mentally with the question of whether he could go further if the next step is a logical one and if you would accept it. Those three concerns are roaming around in his head.
''You okay?'', you ask while sipping your coffee, the liquid still warm enough after the 15-minute walk. He nods while mumbling yeah.
Guess you have to take the initiative this time. You hold the plastic coffee cup in your left hand while you lower your right hand to your side, searching for his left one. Once you find it, you intertwine your fingers and his hand closes around yours.
A blush is visible on his face, but you don't know if it's because of the cold or because he didn't expect you to hold his hand.
Tags: suggestive, mainly fluff with a bit of smut, heated make out session, bestfriends to lovers au, mention of a party, mention of drinking, non idol au, bathroom make out session, a whole lotta fluff.
Minors DO NOT interact
The party in this present house is amazing, draining you of all your energy little by little. The more you drink the more drowsy you got. And the more drowsy you got the more the confidence shoot through the roof.
Him and you have been friends for as long as forever. Refusing to leave each others side even for the smallest frame of time. Everything seemed to surround him. And things that didn't surround him, suddenly felt meaningless.
It was the same for him as well. His world seemed to revolve around you. From the very beginning was it like this. At first it seemed simple and plain like a normal friendship would seem.
But then you grew up.
It all suddenly started to make sense. Was it or is it just simple friendship? Or perhaps is it more than that?
A simple question you asked yourself a few times. The answer kept changing. Time to time the answer would be just a friendship then again you couldn't ignore the tiny voice in your head changing your thoughts otherwise.
Who knows what it is. As long as he's with you and you're with him, nothing in the world suddenly seemed to matter.
He's your quote on quote, best friend.
His goofy personality to the tattoo on his leg everything to you is so familiar that the absence of it makes you nervous. His presence gives you confidence.
Because of the goof ball he is, he's always around people and easily gets to be comfortable with new people. It isn't much different for you, but maybe just a little.
You two were practically similar.
It's more then a coincidence that your hobbies or likings disliking and such things match with each other. And since the day in the sand box of the neighbourhood playground you initiated a friendship, even after all these years is still promising.
Or is it just friendship?
You never bothered looking at him as anything more than a friend and he did too. You two valued your friendship over everything.
Until you raised it isn't just platonic love but things much more.
Everyone around you knew. Maybe you two did too but refused to believe it. You two seemed more important to each other than yourselves. And there's wasn't anyone or yourselves complaining about it.
Two dumb kids never understood the lingering desires for each other. Even if they did maybe they refused to believe it. It didn't make sense.
Never once you saw each other as more than friends. Both been in multiple relationships but not once was it with each other. Because what you two thought initially wasn't the truth.
He understood as well. His hidden emotions and certain urged he felt towards you. But he cared about you way too much to even put those into implications.
Drinking from red cups one after the other, getting as drowsy as it gets for this particular party. Letting loose as the flow gets the best of your body and mind.
He's walking with you following behind as you make way to the second floor bathroom. You asked him to help you since a dude decided to drop his beer all over your arms and dress and he more than gladly came to help you.
Passing through the crowded stairs to the second floor that is filled with bunch of other students either making out or absurd loud moans coming from a random rooms.
You two finally after what seemed like forever made your way to the second story bathroom that was oddly empty. You walk in first and you follow his movements.
He locks the door behind him.
It isn't something alarming. You two had been in locked rooms multiple times and it never strung you the wrong way. But something about tonight made you feel nervous. Like you're at the edge of your seat.
Maybe its the way he's looking. His deep round neck tee with the black leather jacket on, makes him look a bit different than usual. A lot more handsome than usual.
Or maybe its the way he keeps looking at you. Like he has something he wants to tell you but he just can't get himself to say so. Making you as anxious as it gets.
Or maybe its just the fact that both you might've realised something you couldn't realise a long time ago. Something important that just might change everything.
"Geez my dress is soaked too," you grumble under you breath catching a fidgety Wooyoung's attention. He's fidgeting a lot more than usual. "Are you alright?" You ask him while his response is just a "mhmm".
Mind getting anxious but both of you stay calm. Faded music playing in the background adding to the ambience. And before you realise you two start swaying and singing to the music playing.
Wiping away the remaining water with a towel you walk towards him and he inches close. Something you two do all the times at any other party, but today feels special.
Something in the air has changed. Something making the both of you nervous, breathless. The more you dance the closer you two get. And the closer you get the heavier your breathing gets.
And now at this point, there's practically no distance left between you two. Doubtfully even air can pass by. You sway your body to the beat and his hands find your body.
Knowing exactly where to touch you to make you feel excited yet again comfortable and safe. Your eyes meet. Your bodies touch.
You two dance away.
Like a night made for just the two of you to dance and dance away. As if its the end of the world if you stop. Nothing to shabby nothing to tiring. But a simple swaying of the body with the melodic rhythm of the music playing fadeout in the background.
His arms wrap around your waist, yours over your head. He keeps you close. But you fail to notice. Nonetheless moving on and on to the beat.
The music's fadeout, making it clear to be able to listen to each others heart beating loud to your heavy breathing as well.
Wooyoung and you singing together to the dull music. The bathroom has become your personal karaoke place at this point to all the dancing and singing.
Every now and then a knock would be heard but neither of you were conscious enough about your surrounding to even hear the knock. Only focused on each other.
Until the heat inside you chest kept growing as you got a hold of the situation. All the drinking definitely didn't help at that. You realised how close to giving in you were.
And maybe Wooyoung had realised that as well. As you two look at each other the moment the music ends and awkwardly take few steps back. Him scratching the back of his neck and you caressing you arm lightly.
"Why don't you uh- clean your dress up and we can go back down?" He insinuates and you nod in reply before walking back to the sink to clean up and he takes a sit on the lidded toilet seat.
Both of your sighs echoed simultaneously throughout the empty bathroom, making the situation a lot more awkward than it already is.
You hurried to get the substance off of your dress and arms and he just sat there looking down. But one that thing none of you expressed outwardly was how you two were mastering the courage to take a step.
This is either the night where it all comes crashing for the worst or things change for the better. You were skeptical. Even if you took a step would it be the right thing to do? What if he doesn't even see you that way?
He was lost in unnecessary thoughts as well. What if you didn't like him touching you sensitively? What if you felt uneasy? Should he apologies? Or should he take a few steps and take it further?
The atmosphere was so quiet minus the music in the background and a few moans being heard every now and then. It was taking everything in you to not scream you lungs off cause of the awkwardness.
But you stayed calm. So did he. Waiting patiently as you rinsed the remaining remnants of beer off of your dress. Even in a rush you looked so breathtakingly beautiful he couldn't deny.
He's eye kept glued to you.
When you catch a glimpse of him staring at you, your cheeks got as red as crimson is. Yet he didn't take his eyes off of you. He couldn't.
How can he possibly not look at you when you look like that? He thought to himself. "Wooyoung, do you have something you wanna say?" You ask not being able to take the heat anymore now staring back at him.
"Hmm?" He asks obviously knowing what you're insinuating but acting as he doesn't. "You keep staring at me." And he had mastered the courage which you were unaware of but realise when you hear him reply.
"Because you're beautiful." A moment of silence falls while you register what he just said. Your eyes widen at him as you see him walking towards you through the mirror. Your movements halt.
Mind not registering what he just said. Yes of course its something as simple as "You're beautiful" but the ambience made it clear it wasn't just Wooyoung being Wooyoung, but something more.
He walks upto you standing right behind you as you two hold the eye contact through the mirror. "You're beautiful you know that?" He asks this time making you blush even more of thats possible.
"What're you saying?" A nervous giggle escapes your mouth. Is he really doing this you thought to yourself. Something you've thought about doing but wasn't really sure if you should, he's doing it.
And without replying to you he just keeps staring like you're something new he discovered that caught his interest. "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Cause I enjoy looking at beautiful people." A chessy reply, something definitely he'd say. "Youngie you're scaring me." You spur out maybe a little too quick earning his iconic high pitched laugh. "Why are you so cute?"
Its almost like a question he asks himself before he swiftly wraps his arm around your waist turning you around to pull you closer. You yelp a little before you turn on your heels to face him.
Eyes locked with each other. He leans in towards you just a few inches away from your face. You feel his warm breath graze against your skin. He's eyes do a little shimmer toward your lips before meeting your eyes again.
"You have no idea the things you make me wanna do to you," a heavy breath leaves past his lips after he finishes. "Then show me," you reply quirky enough to earn a well plastered smirk across that handsome face of his.
And he leans in closing the gap that was once between your lips. Your hands automatically finds its way to his neck and wraps itself around. And your fingers finding it's way to grab his hair tight from sheer pleasure.
He pulls you close making your bottoms touch as a wave of arousal shoots throughout your whole body earning a muted whimper from you. Wooyoung smiles in between the kiss when he hears you.
Him being the one to earn such lewd sounds from you boosts his confidence as he picks you up and sits you down on the counter. His hands travelling from your waist to your bare legs, his lips still pressed onto yours.
When you pull away from each other he doesn't waste a minute to leave soft kisses all over your neck to collar bone. Soon he gets up, looks at you, plops his head down sighing before speaking.
"Ah really. Okay wait let me do this the right way." He says making you confused as he backs off and propping his wrinkled tee and jacket he regains his postures and looks straight at you as you get down from the counter.
"Okay so um- you see I- well I have been thinking about it a lot. And I think I really really like you." At his formal confession you couldn't help but let out a soothing giggle making him more nervous than he already is.
"Don't laugh. Let me finish." He grumbles and you agree. "Okay okay go on."
"Yeah so I've been thinking about it a lot and I think I really like you." You nod in reply. "I like being friends with you, but I think I could be better as a boyfriend. Do you wanna go out with me?"
He finishes finally and looks at you with eyes filled with all the stars in the galaxy as if he's been waiting his entire life for this event. You let out a soft giggle before gesturing him to come towards you and he does, nervously so.
You prop yourself up on your toes to reach his cheeks before leaving a soft kiss on his cheek. "You know I've been thinking about it a lot too. What type of boyfriend my bestfriend would turn out to be I wonder."
"Well he can show you." He speaks not so nervous anymore. "Well then I'd love to see so. But not here." You say and he knows exactly why.
Can anyone help me find a specific Wooyoung fic that I love but lost?
In it Woo is like a pro gamer and y/n is new but they befriend each other. They play games a lot and become close. Woo helps y/n improve and they are soft for each other. Y/n doesn't reveal her face to him but he competes in an esports event with yuyu and yeosang so she knows his face.
I've read this fic multiple times cos I love it but can't remember who wrote it and what it's called.
“Today was amazing!”you exclaim happily, making your childhood best friend smile at you, “we should do this ALL THE TIME!!!”
“Woman, you’ll be the death of me some day,” Hong Joong says, fingers swiping his hair back, rolling his eyes playfully at you, making you give him a cheeky smile, “you would have gone with that guy if I didn’t stop you, you big baby-gosh, I need to bubble wrap you!”
“What? No! I was doing fine!”you try to defend yourself, and hug his arm, “he was just trying to be friendly.”
“A little TOO friendly,”he says, removing his hand from your hold, but instead, wrapping it around your waist, “he literally gave you the bedroom eyes!”
“What the hell Joong!”you gasp in amazement, making Hong Joong laugh, “he definitely didn’t! And, how do you know that? Are you hiding something from me, your best friend?”
“Oh, stop being dramatic,”he says, laughing, “I’m a guy, and I know those eyes, when I see one. You’re beautiful and every guy sees you that way-”
“Hold up,”you stop mid way, making Hong Joong stop, “did I just hear you call me beautiful? Oh my, my; look at you having the hots for me,”you say, wiggling your eyebrows at him, making him chuckle.
“I was trying to explain something to you, and you just get ‘beautiful’ out of it?”He says, making you give him a toothy grin, with a nod, “well, you look like a pauper on most of the days-hey! Stop hitting me, mad woman!”he defends himself, while you swing your arms around his shoulder, trying to grab him in a choke holder, hitting him on his arm, laughing. He gets out of the choke hold and swings his arm around your shoulder, booping his head on the side of yours, smiling.
“The day isn’t over yet,”he says, making you look at him in puzzlement, “let’s go.”
You both take the bus to Ilsan Park, and you wondered were he was taking you to. After reaching the stop, you both get down, him following closely behind, and as soon as you stepped out, he wraps a cloth around your eyes, making you squeak in surprise.
“Hey, this is meant to be a surprise,”he says, making you pout, unconsciously, “don’t worry, I won’t let you trip over air.”
You snort, hearing a chuckle as a response as you move ahead, him guiding you close.
“How long do we have to walk?”you whine, making Joong giggle.
“Yah, good things come to those who wait,”he says, making you groan, “and we’re near, too.”
As you near, you sense that familiar waft of fragrance reach your nostrils, awakening a sense of peace from within. A smile graces your face, as you realise from where the fragrance is coming from, yet your eyes just needed that small hint of confirmation.
“Joong, are we in a-“
You feel his arms leaving yours slowly, and feel his warm breath fanning over the shell of your ear. You feel the cloth coming off of your eyes, making you squint your eyes and scrunch your nose. You slowly come in acquaintance with your surroundings, leaving you jaw-dropped. You look at Hong Joong, who simply smiles at you.
“How do you know I love you, hm?”you ask, squinting your eyes at him.
“Well, no one is going to put up with your antics anyways,”he says, making you gasp in shock. You huff at him, puffing your cheeks.
“Well, I can always find a guy-”
“You dare!”he says, making you smile.
“I won’t, if you let me take a picture of you right now,”you speak with a smirk, making him groan.
“Ugh, you’re so annoying,”he groans, making you grin, “fine. But, just one.”
You click a few snaps, him lazily looking around the field.
Satisfied, you nod at him, making him let out a sigh, making you roll your eyes playfully at him.
You always loved him, and you knew he did too. But you didn’t need to put a label on this relationship you shared, because it was amazing as it was. When the time came, you would definitely accept it. But, it wasn’t now, and you both knew it. You’ve been friends since a very long time, and you knew that Joong always wanted to be the one to propose to his other half in a field full of their favourite flower, first. And this wasn’t less than any proposal, but you didn’t bring it up. You smiled at his attempts to make you feel special. You walk towards him and hug him.
“Thank you so much, Joong,”you whisper, making him smile and wrap his arms around you, placing his chin on top of your head.
“I’m glad you loved it,”he says, making you break the hug and look up at him. He looks at you, his gaze changing to something only you witnessed it for yourself-adoration, a small pinch of annoyance, care, 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦.
“I’m hungry, Joong,”you mumble, making Hong Joong snort.
“Let’s go,”he says, threading your fingers in his, a small smile gracing his face. He squeezes it a bit, and with his hope coming to life, you squeeze back, too.
𝘖𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘱 𝘢𝘵 𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦, he thinks to himself, before trodding away, joking and teasing you for your height and quirky behaviour, which he knew the reactions were meant for him and only him, now, and probably for the rest of his life.
Tags: @nevieatiny @euphoriyoongi @racheloveyunho
Special thanks to @euphoriyoongi to help me out with the plot, and my procrastination🥲i love you so much 🥺💕
[ATEEZ] Imagine Yeosang helping you put up all the Christmas lights and decorations in your apartment, quietly assisting and listening to your wishes with a small smile to make it look festive and magical, just like he knows you love it the most
Warning: established relationship, I don’t think its much of a warning (??) but if it is i decided to put it here in case. But aside from that, I don’t think there is anything that is triggering in the story, please do message me if there is something that I missed!
A/N note: hELOOO to the person who requested this hi hello yes congrats! youre the first person i had to request ateez 🥲 anyway its just some fluffy stuff, and all about Yeosang and y/n wanting to come out to the fans as a couple (not actually though, since I coudlnt think of any other way to relay it through a vlive or something) but Enjoy! P.S so fudging sorry it took so long, I got super mentally tired the past month so :( but I do hope you enjoy it!
Tag list (?): @lixxarolli
Ever since you and Yeosang have been together, Yeosang was known for wanting to keep his private life to himself and to the people he trusted. You didn’t mind that especially with the situation Yeosang was in as an idol.
The rest of the boys knew of your relationship and that’s as far as the news of you two has gone, and you supported his decision of keeping your relationship a secret for now, for both your sake and his.
You’ve never been against his opinion or choice about keeping the relationship secret. But you would be lying if you said you haven’t at least once or twice doubted him, considering how almost every time his answer would be unsure or giving nearly the same reason. You often brushed it off and scolded yourself for being like this, he has his reasons and you being in this situation, should have been more understanding.
You dusted your outfit a little as you walked out to the living room to meet up with Yeosang, you glanced up to him with a tight-lipped smile, and he offered a small smile in return.
He held out his elbow for you to take, he gestured a little with his head toward the door asking silently if you were ready, you gave him a slight nod as you hook your arm with his, following him out the door and into the company van that would take you two to your date location.
You looked at the several street lamps that the car sped by, with each luminance from the lamps becoming faint streaks of light instead, you admired the few twinkling stars and the crescent moon that reflected itself on the midnight blue Han river.
‘Have any idea what to eat when we get there?’ Yeosang leaned towards you sidewardly from his seat, a brow slightly quirked and a flat smile to top it off.
Turning to face him, you purse your lips inwardly and furrow your brows, ‘Not sure actually, with the number of times we’ve visited that restaurant, I don’t think it's easy finding a favorite dish on the menu.’
The boy chuckled softly, averting his gaze to the floor while easing his expression, he turned back to your face that beamed at him, ‘You can just say you forgot your usual order.’ His soft voice hinted with tease, you scoffed at him as you crossed your arms,
‘As if.’ You crooned at him just as you reached to grab a mask to wear once the vibration from the car’s engine turned off.
‘The reservation didn’t push through?’ Yeosang lowered his head, speaking softly to the lady at the front desk of the restaurant, you stood a few meters away from the front desk, scrolling aimlessly at your pitch-black screen, trying your best to avoid grabbing any attention.
From the corner of your eye, you saw Yeosang hanging his head low as he jogged slightly to your spot just behind a giant potted plant. ‘Okay, good news or bad news?’
‘.. Uhm- goo- no, bad news first’ You fidgeted with your phone with your hands as you waited for his answer.
‘Bad news is the reservation had an error soooo.. it might be difficult to get a more private area for our date’
‘And the good news?’
You looked at him as his movement as you felt him straighten his posture beside you, he had the slight familiar crinkle in his eyes when he smiled, ‘There’s a table on the rooftop but there’s no guarantee that it’s completely “private”.’ He made two air quote finger signs.
You sighed softly, watching your feet for a few moments while you weighed down the consequences. Yeosang watched you scrunch your face slightly while you were in a moment in your thoughts, he smiled softly at your little habit.
‘We could always go to another restaurant though.’ You reasoned.
‘Yeah… but this is our favorite one, I’m sure it’s going to be fine.’ He reassured you, he placed a small kiss on your forehead, or well he tried to, the mask he wore didn’t exactly permit him to kiss you properly.
The view wasn’t bad, well it looked better than you'd imagined, and you just couldn’t help but stare at the glowing buildings in the distance that seemed to act as compensation for all the missing stars in the sky.
But aside from that, you also couldn’t help but realize that some people looked and noticed you two. You grew anxious, not only because of the constant on and off eyes that would glance at you two, but also because you were scared of the problems that might arise later on, and that might affect both you and Yeosang.
The boy across from you noticed you picking at your food, and hanging your head low. He slid his hand on the table to reach for yours, once he grabbed your attention, he smiled at you, reassuring you that it was okay.
You felt slightly better but that didn’t dismiss the fact that some people could have seen you two just hand holding right there if you would consider it hand-holding.
‘It’s fine, let them look at us all they want, it’s not like we’re doing anything wrong.’ He whispered, rubbing his thumb on the back of your hand, you couldn’t bite back the small smile that started forming on your lips.
‘Did you enjoy your food?’ Yeosang offered you his hand to use as a place for you to grab onto while you made your way down the stairs. ‘It was good, but it didn't taste any better than cardboard after I realized everyone was looking at us.’
‘Y/N.. I told you it’s fine, we weren’t doing anything wrong to them or other people.’
‘But still.. I’m worried, I can tell, by tomorrow or in a few days, there’s going to be articles of this and you’re going to get in trouble,’ You followed side by side while you two made your way outside of the restaurant. ‘We should just go home and try to avoid getting over people’s attention.’
Yeosang kept quiet, he listened to your concerns and your little rambles, not that he minded it or found it annoying.
‘Where are you going?’ You asked him, watching as he was a few steps away from you.
‘The ice cream shop down the street? What are you doing not coming with me? You love ice cream.’ He offered you a sweet smile while extending his hand out for you to take, you reluctantly took his offer. ‘I just said we should try to avoid getting anyone’s attention, I don’t want you getting in trouble.’
You shook your entwined hands slightly, signaling for him to let go, you both knew that you were only doing these kinds of measures to try to limit the suspicions against you two, and you never meant it in a way to push him away from you.
‘Yeosang-..’ You mumbled as you tried to wiggle your hand out of his grip.
‘Y/N,’ He squeezed your hand slightly, obviously he didn’t show any signs of letting your hand go anytime soon. ‘I don’t want to get in trouble either, but I don’t think I want to hide you anymore.’
You slowed down as he spoke, he did the same, you both turned to face each other, this time you didn’t show any signs of wanting to let go of his hand anymore.
‘I’m sorry I took so long to give you an answer. And I’m sorry that my answer sometimes was a little repetitive.’ He scoffed at his little apology, you chuckled at the way he seemed a little flustered telling you this.
‘I think I’ll be more than comfortable with letting them know about us, like I said before, we aren’t doing anything wrong, I don’t think it’s wrong if I want them to know that I love you.’
‘And.. I’m also so glad you waited for me to say this.’ The boy took your other hand in his own, you may not have seen it but you could feel him grinning widely behind his mask.
"Eight days, Eight men, and Eight different stories."
↬ a collection of fluffy holiday-themed drabbles and one shots!
↬ starring: ateez x reader
↬ genre/s: fluff, christmas/holidays au, established relationship, friends to lovers
↬ coming this december 18, 2021!
↬ by yours truly, dairyminki 🎄
- Snowy Snuggles ( read here! )
- Series of (Un)Fortunate Events ( read here! )
- Tiptoe Under The Mistletoe ( read here! )
- Do You Wanna Build A Snowman? ( read here! )
- Fluffy Ear Warmers and Mittens ( read here! )
- Sweaters and Shy Smiles ( read here! )
- Christmas Bake-off ( read here! )
- Red Nosed ( read here! )
• fic titles are subject to change
• some fics might be posted with a little delay if i find myself busy >< (tho i'll make sure to finish everything!)
↬ taglist: fill up this form (open)
#ateez x reader #ateez fluff#ateez imagine#ateez scenarios #hongjoong x reader #seonghwa x reader #yunho x reader #yeosang x reader #san x reader #mingi x reader #wooyoung x reader #jongho x reader #ateez christmas au #dairyminkiwrites #lol idk if anyone will see this #'teez the season masterlist
This holiday season we're celebrating 12 days of Hoe Hoe Hoeing! A present from the trio to you; 12 days of stories from the eight men we adore. From sweet and domestic to frisky and freaky, we present a range of fun, festive holiday fics that are sure to get you in the Christmas spirit! This season, 12 different stories will come together to add a little 💦 before 2021 ends once and for all 🎄
writers; @choijjongho @hongism and @uhmingi
banners made by; uhmingi
schedule; posting every day starting december 12th!
OH HOLEY NIGHT - [READ HERE]
pairing: s.mingi x reader
release date: december 12th
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS NUDES - [READ HERE]
pairing: p.seonghwa x reader
release date: december 13th
SLEIGH RIDE - [READ HERE]
pairing: k.hongjoong x reader
release date: december 14th
SILVER BALLS - [READ HERE]
pairing: k.yeosang x reader
release date: december 15th
SANTA DADDY - [READ HERE]
pairing: j.yunho x reader
kink/trope: sugar daddy
release date: december 16th
WHITE CHRISTMAS - [READ HERE]
pairing: j.wooyoung x reader
release date: december 17th
BABY IT’S COLD OUTSIDE - [READ HERE]
pairing: c.jongho x reader
release date: december 18th
NAUGHTY LIST - [READ HERE]
pairing: c.san x reader
kink/trope: hate sex/e2l/dirty talk
release date: december 19th
LET IT BLOW - [READ HERE]
pairing: c.san x reader x k.yeosang
release date: december 20th
DICK THE HALLS - [READ HERE]
pairing: j.yunho x reader x s.mingi
kink/trope: double penetration
release date: december 21st
MISTLEBLOW - [READ HERE]
pairing: p.seonghwa x reader x k.hongjoong
kink/trope: hard & soft dom
release date: december 22nd
NOT SO SILENT NIGHT - [READ HERE]
pairing: j.wooyoung x reader x c.jongho
release date: december 23rd
all writings belong to users uhmingi, choijjongho, and hongism - please do not copy, take, or otherwise steal these works. translating, reposting, or otherwise utilizing these works is not permitted.
You are curled up in the corner of the couch, your favorite book in your hands, as Hongjoong works at his computer. You only look up when you hear him sigh, tipping your head to the side as you watch him. “What’s wrong?”
“I’m stuck on this one part, and don’t know how to get past it,” he replies, running a hand over his face.
You watch him as he slumps in his chair a little, before holding a hand out to him. “Come here. Focus on something else for a little while. It might help,” you suggest with a small smile.
He sighs again and stands so he can join you on the couch. He settles between your legs after you stretch out, resting back against your chest, as you hold the book out in front of both of you.
You start to read aloud, his eyes closing as he listens to where you left off with Peter Pan and the Lost Boys. You can feel his fingers drawing random designs on your thigh, and you know his mind is still wandering, though you’re not sure where.
After another chapter and a half, he sits up and turns to you with a grin. “I got it. Thank you,” he tells you suddenly, giving you a quick kiss, before he goes back to work at his computer.
“What are you reading?”
You glance up to see Seonghwa crawling onto the bed, laying so his head was resting on your thighs. “Oh. Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark. I used to read it when I was a kid,” you reply with a grin.
He raises his eyebrows at you as he settles on the bed on his back, staring up at the ceiling. “Read me one. Let’s see how scary they are.”
You turn the pages to start a new story, doing your best to make it sound as scary as you can. You don’t glance up at Seonghwa until you finish, blinking in surprise to find him staring at you with an appalled look on his face.
“That was terrifying! This is a book for kids?”
You are both sitting on the couch, your feet tucked between Yunho’s thigh and the couch cushion. You two had been working your way through the Harry Potter series, with you reading out loud to him most nights. One arm is wrapped around your legs, between your calves and thighs, while his cheek rests on your knees.
“Sometimes, I think Harry is a huge idiot,” you remark as you turn the page.
You feel Yunho shift so his chin is resting on your knees as he watches you, a soft smile on his face. “He is. He’s not even the best character. Neville is,” he replies.
You look up and cock an eyebrow at him, shaking your head a little. “Hm. I always thought Molly was better.”
He narrows his eyes at you, though he’s fighting a smile at your words. “A formidable second,” he teases, before putting his cheek back on your knees.
You laugh softly as he settles against you, reaching over to tug a piece of his hair gently. You lean back against the pillow behind you as you start reading again.
Before long you hear Yunho’s quiet snores, having fallen asleep on your legs as he listened to you read. You smile as you mark your page and set the book aside, shifting carefully so he could lay down with his head on your stomach.
“Yeosang? Do you mind if I read this book to you? I have an interview tomorrow, and I have to read a children’s book as part of it, and I want to practice to make sure I don’t trip up,” you ask, shooting him your best puppy dog eyes.
He grins and nods as he eagerly sits on the floor in front of the couch, crossing his legs as he looks up at you. “Okay. I’m ready.”
You blink at his actions, before letting out a laugh. “Alright then,” you reply as you move to sit on the couch. You clear your throat as you hold the book up so he can see the pictures as you read.
It doesn’t take long to get through the book, using your best character voices you could for the story, before you set the book aside. You glance at Yeosang, who is grinning from ear to ear. “If you don’t get that job, then they are dumb. Read it again?”
“Can you read to me again tonight?” San asks as you tug the covers back on the bed.
You quirk an eyebrow at him as you adjust your pillows and settle against them, smirking slightly at his request. “You’re just going to fall asleep again. You always fall asleep when I read to you,” you tease.
He pouts and shakes his head, moving so his arms are wrapped around your middle, his head resting against your chest. “No, I won’t. I like it when you read to me. Please?” he asks, giving you a small squeeze.
You sigh as you reach for your book, before pressing a soft kiss to the top of his head. “Fine.” You open your book to find where you left off, holding the book with one hand as the other moves through his hair.
It’s not long before you realize San’s breathing had gotten deeper and more even. You know, even without looking down at him, that he fell asleep. You smile to yourself as you keep reading silently and playing with his hair. It never did take long for him to fall asleep.
“Can you read me a story?” you hear Mingi croak from the couch. He had been laying around, acting miserable, thanks to a cold he had caught.
You furrow your brows at his request. “A story? What story?” you ask as you set his bowl of soup down on the side table.
He groans as he sits up slowly, shrugging one shoulder. “Anything.”
You bite your lip as you turn to the bookshelf, before plucking a book off. You point to his soup as you sit on the opposite end of the couch from him, resting back against the armrest. “You eat while I read,” you tell him.
He nods as you start to read, though he doesn’t reach for his bowl. He lays back down instead, his head in your lap as he curls up as tiny as he can on the cushions.
You can’t help but smile as you brush your fingers through his hair as his eyes close, your voice slowly lulling him to sleep, his soup going cold on the table.
You’re sitting at the counter as Wooyoung cooks, eyes fixed on a paperback book in front of you. The front cover is curled back as you hold it in one hand, the sounds of vegetables sizzling from the stove filling the kitchen.
“Read me some?” you hear Wooyoung ask.
You pause and glance up, shooting him a curious look. “You want me to start reading to you in the middle of the book?”
He nods as he reaches for the salt, glancing over at you quickly. “Yeah. Please?”
You smile and shrug one shoulder, leaning your elbows on the counter as you find your spot again. You pick up where you left off, this time reading aloud, as Wooyoung moves around the kitchen.
You get another page further before you stop, slowly looking up from the book to find Wooyoung leaning against the opposite side of the counter, staring at you with eyes full of interest. “What happens next?” he asks, raising his eyebrows at you.
“Wait, so they just met?” Jongho asks as he glances at you.
You sigh as another question leaves his lips, nodding at him. “Yes. Will you shut up and listen?” You had been trying to finish reading the chapter for the past hour, but Jongho would not stop asking questions.
He shoots you a sheepish look and nods, giving your leg a squeeze as you start reading again. He falls silent as you continue through the next few pages, furrowing his brow after one paragraph. “Wait, so they’re just out in the open? Who does that?”
You groan as you close the book around your finger, shooting him another stern look. “I don’t know! If you don’t let me read, then we’ll never know,” you scold, causing him to apologize under his breath.
You open the book again and start reading aloud. You only glance up when you see Jongho open his mouth to speak again, reaching over to smack his arm with the book. “Don’t you dare,” you threaten.