mildly concerning thing of the morning: my laptop won't turn on...😅...👉👈
scary to think I am closer to dean’s age at the beginning of the show than Sam’s
so based on some recommendations I tried “Boyfriend To Death”
big mistake tbh
chose the nightclub option & met some deranged fucking doc and I’ll spare you the disgusting details now
anyway I died straight off the bat.
There has been a big debate in the fandom over the last few months about a particular scene in ACOSF between Nesta and Azriel and what it means:
Azriel is staying in the doorway during solstice, why, at this point we don’t know. But we know it’s something painful for him, as Nesta describes that “shadows darkened his eyes, full of enough pain that she couldn’t stop herself from touching his shoulder” to comfort him 🥺 and to show him “that she understood why he stood in the doorway, why he wouldn’t go near the fire.
“His secret to tell, never hers.”
The question, though, is what secret is Nesta referring to here?
I’ve seen people make diagrams of the seating arrangements to try to prove what she’s talking about here, or going back to pick apart all the previous text about the solstice party.
But I’m going to use simple logic to prove what Nesta is referring to here.
Azriel tells us himself in the bonus chapter why he’s staying in the doorway:
Because he can’t stand to be around Elain and Lucien together, and because he can’t stand the smell of their mating bond. So he “needed to have the option of leaving if it became too much.” That’s why pain filled his eyes—because it hurts him to be around Elain and Lucien together (because he has feelings for Elain).
The question, though, is does Nesta realize this? Or is she referring to something else in the ACOSF passage? Did she guess wrong?
Well, Sarah Janet herself told us the answer to this question (credit to @hey_itsjoanna on tiktok for the clip):
“Nesta sees through some of Azriel’s secrets” in ACOSF. She figures out his secrets. Sarah is telling us here that Nesta got it right.
Nesta understands that Az is in the doorway because he can’t stand to be around Lucien and Elain together. Because he has feelings for Elain.
So, to sum up:
Nesta says she understands why Az is standing in the doorway
Az tells us he’s standing in the doorway because he can’t stand to be around Lucien and Elain’s mating bond (because he has feelings for Elain)
Sarah told us Nesta sees through some of Az’s secrets.
Which must mean that:
Nesta knows Az is in the doorway because he can’t stand to be around Lucien and Elain’s mating bond (because he has feelings for Elain)
Complimented my ER doc on her earrings today and she said the line of jewelry she buys the earrings from are sold at Neiman Marcus so I look up the brand.....
GIRL, A SINGLE STUD IS $225+
YOU'RE TELLING ME YOU PAID $1400 FOR A SET OF SMALL GOLD HOOPS?
I just downloaded MyFitnessPal (I'm trying out different apps to see what i like)and apparently i made a account already,and my Cw was logged in as 109kg like yikes i really gained 12kg just to loose it again huh 🤪
An average age of 19.... Jesus they really are babies
do my neighbors hear me cry everyday
i take it back jin ling inherited all his dad’s traits
starting to think maybe i do have bad taste 💀💀💀
Mad Men S5E2 A Little Kiss (Part 2)
10 screencaps that tell you nothing about the show
dude losing weight is HARD
I can’t stop eating okay