i wish you were closer
i wish you were closer
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Book Beck *was* a shitty person. She admits as much herself. She did stalk Benji. She used Peach and her family for the money/status.She wants to break up a family just to see what will happen. She shrugs off murder.
But she still didn’t deserve Joe. That’s the point.
Not sure if the TV show was right to soften her up and make her nicer.
i am ready to be free of you
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That smile, sweeter than honey
The best moments are the ones where I forget what you did to me
Why does Taylor as a dude look like mix of Joe from You and Scott Disick 😭
If you ever genuinely love someone…
dont decorate their eyes with tears,
their ears with lies,
or their heart with a wound.
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do, haunted by the ghost of you
I had all and then most of you, some and now none of you..
This letter…was never supposed to be written at all, but the day has come.This letter goes to someone I’ve gone through so much when the last couple of years and it breaks my heart to write this…
I miss him. I still miss him. I will always miss him. The day has finally come and it has finally hit me after a few weeks. I can honestly say February is the month I hate. The month has been a roller coaster of emotions for me. Anxiety. Depression. Heartbreak. Just anything that comes after a break up. Weight has been lifted off my shoulders, but I feel even emptier than ever before. I feel numb. I don’t know how I feel. Somehow I thought I was free, but what I really am is lost. He was everything to me. He was my other half. I still can’t believe it. I accepted him for who he was and who he is. Faults and all. I thought we were that duo who can break down every obstacle that came our way. We were, but unfortunately, it had to come to an end. Our love came out of nowhere. It was never planned. The love that seemed to come so easy it didn’t seem possible. It made us think if we were ready for love, or if love was ready for us.
He was my lover. He was my best friend. He was someone I thought I could call my future husband, but that wasn’t the case. Through thick and thin, I absolutely thought he was the one for me. I told him when I was in high school, I prayed to God for a guy who was 5′9/5′10 who knows and plays basketball, who can sing, who can dance…and if possible, be in the military. There’s a lot more to it, but I asked Him to give the guy of my dreams. It was him. I found him. I was shocked that I actually found someone that checked my boxes. I was so happy….I still am. I’m happy that he is still in my life, but it just saddens me that I can no longer call him mine.
I want to share the moment I started to fall in love with him. It was on the day of his deliveries when he used to work for EA. I don’t fully remember everything…there were only key points I remember, so bear with me. Anyways, what I remember was we were driving from Selma and he put his hand on my thigh. I felt a surge of energy go through my body starting from his hand. It felt weird. I started to blush. I started to get nervous. I tensed up…that’s the reason why I looked out the window most of the time. Then we came up to the house for his last delivery…when he started to walk to the front door, I started to collect myself and my feelings I had during the time to a halt. It made my heart skip a beat. It was weird but I liked it…from that point on, I told him that I was an open book. I let him in…the rest is history.
It is depressing to no longer have what we had. Daily texts. Daily “I love yous”. Daily good mornings/nights”. Just daily everything. Everything we experienced. Everything we went through…out the window. I don’t know when I will get over him because he was the greatest love that can honestly say, but someday, I have to accept it and move on. As of now, I have to feel my tears run down my face and my heart break into millions of pieces. We both have different ways of coping, but from what I can see, he seems to be happier and doing very well. I’m glad.
For what it is worth, I realize that I put him through unnecessary feelings/emotions/stress while we were together. I hope he can forgive me for doing that to him. If he is reading this, I forgive you for everything that you put me through. But I hope you understand where it was coming from. I didn’t want to change you, that was never my intention.
Anyways, there is no day or time that I don’t think of him. Every morning I started with him. Every night I ended with him. Two most important times of our relationship that I looked forward to because we were in a LDR. I never knew when I would hear from him, which made me sick to my stomach. I may have been annoying sometimes, but it was just because I fell deeply in love with him…and it sucks because I still am. No matter how much pain he put me through, my love for him has and will never change. I stuck by his side because I knew he had the potential to become a better version of himself, in hopes for the both of us. He had the mentality and the drive. I knew he could do it. He made that much of an impact on my life and heart that he set the bar so high. I thought I found the one but the amount of time that God gave me with him right now was apparently enough. I wished it lasted forever.
A message to him: I just want to say thank you for everything. You loved me when no one else did. You accepted me for who I was, baggage and all. You cared for me. You motivated me. You inspired me. You held me. I’m so thankful to have met a great guy like you…and it hurts to say this, but any girl would be lucky to have you. I’m glad I did. I just wish you were still mine…I wish the best for you. I love you, good bye.
they say the eyes are the windows to the soul. you get to see and feel the thoughts running through their heads. but with you, i didn’t have to look into your eyes. i already knew. the way your hands caressed me. the way your words sounded like a song. your kiss tasting sweet like honey. everything felt right. safe. the sound of a murmured “i love you” under your breath sent tingles down my spine. your naked, bare skin touching mine. it felt so warm. your heart beating the same tempo as mine. things seemed so perfect. but all great things have to come to an end. i enjoyed your company. i hope you did too. but i just hope you know how much i love you.