he didn't stop :)
im getting a divorce hfhdhdgd
he didn't stop :)
im getting a divorce hfhdhdgd
When you break up: SF9
Warning- None!(I'm so proud of myself that I didn't curse once!)
Disclaimer- This is all fiction in no way, shape or form am I trying to say I know these idols personally.
Inseong: He'll never be the same, when he was with you he was such a major sunshine and smiles. When you broke up that changed, he never smiled as much his face held no sunshine or light.
°~Listen to these while reading, you can pick which one you want to listen to~°
Youngbin: He never expected it to ever happen. He though you two were happy and in love but when you said you wanted to break up, his heart shattered.
Jaeyoon: He is normal about it, he understands your decision but there are some points in his day when he starts thinking of you and starts getting upset.
Sanghyuk/Dawon: He'd be broken about it. It would taken him awhile to repair his heart, he'd try everything to get over you but you were the love of his life and now you are gone.
Juho/Zuho: When you said you wanted to break up and when you left him, he would feel so many emotions at once. Anger, Sadness and Insecurity, he thought about what he has done wrong. After you, he couldn't find anyone else all he wanted was you and only you.
Rowoon: He'd handle it maturely but still be broken inside. He seems to not take it as big of a deal since everyone goes through break ups but he really misses you and wants you back.
Taeyang: He is hurt but he doesn't show it. When someone mentions your name he excuses himself and he breaks down. You are always on his mind even though you have broken up.
Youngkyun/Hwiyoung: He tries to move on. After you both broke up, he tried to find someone else. While dating them he didn't feel the same connection as he felt between you and him. No matter how much he dates people he can't think about anyone else but you.
Chanhee/Chani: He is cold and quiet when you break up. He only talks when someone is talking to him. All he thinks about is those 3 words you said to him(A/N which is Let's break up). He wanted to spend his whole life with you but it was cut short.
hwiyoung: i'm a strong independent gamer who doesn't need tutorials
hwiyoung, five minutes later: shit how do i walk
Hey, my beloved foxies! First of all, I want to say thank you for all the love and support you’ve given to me since I started this blog. Your feedbacks and interactions really mean a lot for me and I’m super grateful for everyone I met here ❤
Now, let’s go to our special event! It’s simple: you can choose a number/sentence + a member + the genre (fluff, smut/suggestive or angst) and I'll write a short fic (drabbles/blurbs). Please, choose only one number/sentence and one member per request and you can request as many times as you want. Ex: 1 + Inseong + Fluff
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I can’t stop kissing you
Never let me go
I need you
Let me take care of you tonight
Hold my hand
I missed you
Wanna shower with me?
Are you wearing my shirt?
It feels so good
Say it again
Now I got you exactly where I planned
Do you wanna come with me?
Let’s go slow
I heard you talking in your sleep
You’re driving me crazy
I can’t wait anymore
I think I won’t be able to hold myself
Can I come over?
I’m happy that you are here
I can’t keep my hands to myself
Are you listening?
I still remember the first time we… + choose a scenario
Look how cute he/she is
Do you need some help?
Can you hug me?
You don’t need to say it twice
Sit/Lay next to me
Are you in mood to play?
(210724) Zuho’s fancafe update
이런 무더위에 이런 오아시스가...사랑해요 ㅜㅜ 그대들 덕분에 몸이 시원해졌어요 ㅜㅜ
210724 Zuho Fancafe Update - “Alright let’s go quickly”
Let’s quickly do an acrostic poem
Lee Lee Dawon!
Won Have a haaaaaaaaaaappy birthday to your heart’s content* I love youu
(*he used the phrase 원없이/won-eobsi)
translation cr. @dawonlog
rowoon: this guy has been bothering me
chani: kill him
chani, softer: i kill him for you?
youngbin: chani no
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SF9 『TEAR DROP』 💧
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(210722) Zuho Fancafe Update: This is crazy...
Hey, I can feel my shoulders up so high!! I love you ㅜㅜ
zero hour 💧 do not edit.
zero hour 💧 do not edit.
zero hour 💧 do not edit.
Your hand pointed to Inseong as soon as the midwife turned around with your daughter, ready with the important question. “Who’s going to go first?”
Inseong’s mouth opened to speak, but the midwife was already following the direction of your pointed finger. “No, Y/N, it’s only right that you go first.”
“No, it’s not, I want you to be the first one Inseong.”
Shaky arms stretched out as the midwife began to hang your daughter over. “Am I doing it right?” He instantly asked, terrified of messing something up or causing harm.
“Relax,” you giggled, “you’re doing a good job.”
“But she’s so small,” Inseong whispered, trying to keep calm as the midwife moved her arms away. “I don’t think I’m ever going to get used to this feeling, being a father already feels so cool.”
“You’re doing great,” you encouraged as Inseong walked across to you, “that little girl has no idea how lucky she is to have you in her life.”
“She’s very lucky,” Inseong agreed, “but not because she has me, but because she has you, an incredible mother.”
“An incredible mother because I’ve got an incredible partner too.”
Your smile grew as Youngbin’s eyes looked to you, barely able to believe the little one in front of him. “It certainly looks as if she’s taken a shine to you.”
His head nodded, unable to quite believe what was happening. “I don’t think I want time to end for a long time, can we stay here, right now, forever?”
“The first hold is always going to be the best hold.”
Youngbin nodded once again, smiling down at her barely open eyes. “If I hold onto her forever then it’s always going to be my first hold of her, and always special too.”
“What about me?” You joked, “I want a hold too.”
“You’ve carried her for nine months, it’s my turn now,” he teased, holding her a little bit tighter, “I’ve laid by her side for months, desperate to be able to have a moment like this with her.”
“At least whilst you hold her, she can’t kick you like she did me in here,” you pointed out to him, tapping against your tummy softly.
“You can hold her soon,” Youngbin assured you, “I just don’t think I’m ready to let her go just yet, not for a while.”
“It’s alright, I’m in no rush, take your time with her properly.”
It all felt surreal as your son was placed against Jaeyoon’s chest, curling up straight away against his skin. “See, you look like a complete natural straightaway.”
Jaeyoon wasn’t quite sure what to do as he looked across at you, “I feel like I’m in a bit of a dream right now having our son here after so long of waiting.”
“We’ve definitely waited a while for this moment to arrive.”
His head nodded in agreement, staring back down at your son. “I can’t believe how innocent he is; he has no idea of the amount of love so many already have for him.”
“Are you getting emotional?” You teased, “is the joker crying?”
“Perhaps,” he chuckled back at you, trying to keep himself together. “I wish I had something funny to say right now, but my heart is too full to even try and ruin this moment that we’re in.”
“You’re doing a good job,” you smiled across at him, “make sure that he enjoys the quiet now before he has to live with all of your stupid dad jokes.”
“They’re not stupid,” Jaeyoon tried to argue, “he’s going to have a great sense of humour just like his daddy does.”
“It already sounds like I’m in trouble with you two.”
Helpless eyes looked across at you as soon as you suggested to Sanghyuk holding your daughter. “There’s no need to look so afraid, it’s easy.”
Sangyuk continued to stare back at you, with a soft shake of his head. “She looks comfortable with you right now, let’s give it a little bit more time first.”
“You can’t put off holding your daughter forever you know.”
He sighed softly, looking down at the sleeping baby that you held. “I’m just scared of doing something wrong, what if I drop her or something like that?”
“That won’t happen,” you smiled, “just don’t stress.”
“Easy for you to say,” he responded, already finding himself moving forwards, as did you too. “How am I even supposed to hold my hands, where do you support a baby when holding them?”
“Calm down,” you assured him, resting your daughter into his extended arms, “just keep her nice and secure and you’ll be absolutely fine with her.”
“Secure,” he repeated, moving her tightly into his chest, “am I doing it right? Do I look the same as when you hold her?”
“You’re doing fine, and she’s still asleep, so it’s perfect.”
Your eyes instantly looked to Juho as you heard him whisper your name. “What is it?” You questioned, naturally feeling yourself panic.
His mouth was wide open, eyes staring down at awe. “He just looked at me and smiled, I’m sure that was a smile, do you think he knows who I am?”
“He’s listened to your voice for nine months; I expect he can.”
“Really?” Juho quizzed, not expecting that to be your response. “But I thought that was just an old fable about babies hearing voices in the bump.”
“It’s true,” you laughed, “but you never believed me.”
“I’m beginning to believe it now with these beautiful eyes staring back up at me,” he admitted, unable to look in your direction. “I just want to stay in this moment with him forever.”
“We’ve got years ahead of us for many moments like this,” you assured him, “with you as his dad, he’s always going to stare at you in awe.”
“I never imagined that anyone could steal my heart as quickly as this, he’s just too cute,” Juho then whispered.
“I don’t think I’ve ever seen you as soft as this either.”
You couldn’t help but chuckle at the difference between Seokwoo and your daughter as he held her into your chest. “You make her look so small.”
His eyes looked down at the sleeping bundle that he held in his arms. “I’m too scared to move in case I do anything, she’s so fragile and small Y/N.”
“You won’t hurt her, you’ve just got to be careful, that’s all.”
“I feel like I’m too tall to hold a baby,” he softly laughed, careful not to disturb her sleep. “I don’t want to be the reason that she wakes up too.”
“It’ll be alright,” you assured him, “if she wakes, she wakes.”
“You make it all sound so easy,” he sighed, looking back across the room to you, “I feel like I’ve just been thrown in at the deep end, suddenly I have so much responsibility for this little one.”
“And I know that you’ll do a great job too,” you encouraged, offering Seokwoo a smile. “It’s natural to feel worried at the very start, I am too.”
“Why?” He questioned, “you seem to have everything so under control, and I’m just one big mess right about now.”
“I’m hiding it well, that’s the difference between us.”
As soon as the door had closed, your eyes looked to Taeyang as finally the three of you were left alone. “Do you want to hold him for a bit?”
His eyes widened, looking between you and your son. “But the midwife told you to have him for a while, skin to skin contact is good for you both.”
“He should have contact with you too, not just me Tae.”
You were stubborn, which he knew, not even attempting to argue with you. “If she tells us off for this, then I’m definitely putting all the blame on you.”
“That’s fine,” you smiled, “I take full responsibility.”
“Alright,” Taeyang whispered, taking his shirt off, pulling his chair closer towards you. As you leant forwards and placed your son into his arms, a loud gasp came from Taeyang at his first touch.
“Support his bum,” you instructed, reaching across to help Taeyang place his arms in the right place, “he’s so tiny, especially in your strong arms.”
“I can’t believe he’s so small,” Taeyang whispered, staring down at him, “how do we manage to do this?”
“We’re just such a good team, that’s exactly how.”
As you began to stir from your sleep, your heart couldn’t help but sink as you saw Youngkyun in front of you. “They let you hold her?”
His head nodded with a soft smile, “you looked too peaceful asleep to wake up, do you want to hold her for a bit? I’ve had her in my arms for a little while.”
“I wanted to be able to see you hold her for the first time.”
He was helpless as he stared back at you. “I couldn’t say no to the midwife when she handed her over, it all happened a bit too quickly. I’m sorry.”
“No, it’s fine,” you sighed, “it’s not that big of a deal.”
“It’s more important that you hold her anyway,” he spoke up as he began to approach you, “the midwife did say that it wouldn’t be too long before we could try feeding for the first time.”
“That’s so scary,” you sighed, pushing yourself upright so that Youngkyun could place her against your chest. “What am I supposed to do?”
“Do whatever feels right,” he encouraged, “you’ve always had maternal instincts, so this will be easy for you Y/N.”
“I just don’t want to be the one to mess things up.”
Your eyes instantly looked to Chanhee as the midwife turned around with your son in her arms. “Who’s going to be the first one to step up?”
Chanhee’s eyes flickered down to you, surprised to see you already staring across at him. “It should be you, you’re the one that just gave birth to him Y/N.”
“No, you hold him first, I know how excited you are.”
His head reluctantly nodded, taking a step towards the midwife, “what am I even supposed to do?” He questioned, beginning to feel himself getting quite frantic.
“Take a breath,” you called out to him, “it’s fine.”
“Deep breath,” he spoke to himself, extending his arms out as your son was placed into them, letting go of a sharp intake of breath. “Gosh, he’s beautiful, Y/N we really do make good babies together.”
“Let me see,” you whispered across to him, shuffling along the bed to make room for them both. “He looks so tiny, and you look so big.”
“He’s so delicate,” Chanhee whispered, “I can’t believe we get to be the ones to see such a tiny little human grow.”
“He’s going to grow up being one very spoilt kid.”
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